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:: 2005 8 April :: 4.59 pm
:: Music: Dear Slim Part II-KJ52

A lil' update
I'm on my way to go see KJ52 and Newsboys!


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:: 2004 23 July :: 7.59 am

Why do things have to be so........confusing?

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:: 2004 11 July :: 4.59 pm
:: Music: Come on over- Christina Agulara

What is the title?
Aklia glared at the large dog-like beast. Her arm hurt from where its fangs had struck, no doubt a mild poison had set course through her veins. Concentrating, a flame appeared in her left hand. It had a white core that enloped her hand and was edged with a neon black.
"You will die where you stand," She told the beast with malice. It snarled at her and she adjusted the thin sword in her right hand dispite the pain.
The beast lunged and Aklia moved quickly. Throwing herself forward, she struck the beast's head with her hand that was still engulfed in flame. Her hand went through its flesh into its mind where it instantly shocked the beast. Aklia's mind was suddenly filled with images from the creature's birth to the present. She knew everything about it at that moment.
The beast shrieked in pain and fell to the ground. The flame having overpowered its mind and destroying it.
"I told you that you would die." Aklia sheathed the sword and walked away, leaving the beast where it lay.

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:: 2004 11 July :: 4.50 pm
:: Mood: Chipper
:: Music: I cry out-Barlow Girl

I'm Baaaaccckkkk!!
Hey, wow. Didn't even know this thing still existed. Anyway, thanks to Ray, I realized that even though my "Harley" account went byebye, this one is still active since I donated. (so yay me and yay Ray!) So I'll try to keep up in this journal again. Bye guys!


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:: 2003 19 April :: 7.24 pm
:: Mood: Relieved with a trace of regret
:: Music: Cell Block Tango

That was interesting
Today was entertaining. My mother and I found some wonderful things for my open house. (hope that you all will attend). But I was going to go to church with my sister and brother-in-law, but we had some miscomunication so my brother and I ended up going to the bean instead.

Things were really interesting there. Matt wanted to beat the crap out of Nate......I don't have a clue how I stopped him. I think it was reminding him that he was better then that and that God was the one who would make the final judgements not him. *sighs in relief* I'm glad that's over.

But now I'm home and Matt is on his third Sobe for the night. (that boy is never gonna sleep tonight). Plus he has about 1/2 a lb. of candy. *prays "dear Lord, protect me from the insanity"* but all and all it will pry be a fun night. The parentals are gone for the evening, so I will pry be back on later.


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:: 2003 17 April :: 9.30 pm
:: Mood: Somewhat annoyed
:: Music: Still Cell Block Tango

Oh yes, I almost forgot
"I suppose this is a new approach to Shina
*Sigh and retrieves final glove* I believe that it is time for Shina to take form again, though you will hardly like the acomplishments. Sorry dear Vixen, and my dear Cipher, but there are things that need to be said, that neither of you are understanding. *Sighs again with great pain and desperation*"..."I am not condeming any of you. I would never want to do that. You must understand that I am coming to you as one Christian to another. And I must say that their is little love between any of you. Brianna, yes, she said some very harsh things (and I stress very) but I must admit that I do not completely condem her for it, just how she said it"..."Connie had hurt her deeply, and unlike you believe, she has known Connie since the 8th grade. And I believe that she also made amends with her"..."yes Connie, I just said that some of Brianna's actions were justified. No, you did not just loose your best friend, unless you choose it to be that way. But your actions have become inexcusable. They have gone from harmless fun to dangerous poison. You hurt Brianna greatly, even after both she and I warned you agianst it. You didn't care, and I am now wondering when it will be my time for you to brush off my feelings for your own enjoyment. That is what Brianna meant by you acting like Jackie. You did not even concider her feelings when you were flirting with Steve, you were selfish in your actions and disregarded everything else save what you wanted. I also believe that those actions in themselves are not very Christianly at all. You flaunt yourself, and hold no respect in yourself or your body. That is wrong and not how God intended women to act. I'm sorry that I have to say this, but it seems that whenever I try you just tell me that they are my "beliefs, not yours". I'm sorry that I don't understand when God made up special rules for each person. You are using yourself in a sexual way that is wrong, no matter what Nick says. It is opening doors for temptation (and if I've said it once, I will say it again, sin is fun dear Vixen, if it wasn't, then we wouldn't do it)"..."you must also understand, that you are a Christain, and yes, I know more then anyone else that you are not perfect but that can not be your excuse your entire life. But you also must set certain levels for yourself, controlling that drive is one of them. Connie, you need to deal with these problems instead of ignoring them, this will not just blow over, if anything it is growing bigger, and I'm afraid that things have already gotten out of our control."

A new type of Shina

That was an entry made a couple months ago, a warning, that, as I have already stated, went unheeded. Now, things have gone out of control. I warned you, Vixen. I really did. But you choose to ignore it, now you are frusterated because you dont' understand what is happening. As the "anonymous" person so kindly put it, read through my journal, you were a topic of many stressful nights. You will find almost all of your answers there. Any other questions, feel free to ask dear.

Again, a new kind of Shina

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:: 2003 17 April :: 9.24 pm
:: Mood: Alive, does that count? ^_*
:: Music: Cell Block Tango-Chicago

Time for moving on, are you ready?
Hmmm...there is little to say about anything. So I will sit here, with my clostest friends, who dare not understand me, for fear of becoming me. (now that would be tragic) But I will press on, because there is little other choice. Come now Blade, you have sheathed your sword, so we will go where we are more welcome...and perhaps a few places where we are not...just for our own amusement.


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:: 2003 16 April :: 9.31 pm
:: Mood: Nervous, and peaceful (explain that one huh? GOD~
:: Music: *repeading* Father give me strength and wisdom to overcome my trails

Well, things have....well, changed I suppose. I still don't particuarly care for Nate, but I at least am starting to put my heart back in the right place. (now if I can actually get it there, that's another story). But I am willing to try. As is Brianna; so I figure we work together to takle this problem, and we will be the better for it. Praise God.


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:: 2003 15 April :: 9.48 pm
:: Mood: I hate my life, satisfied?
:: Music: I wish I were the rain- SheDaisy

Christian Punk? Yeah....right, more like broken punk. Are you happy now Nate?
I'm sick of feeling inadequate. I really am. I feel as if no one cares about who I truely am, and can love me for that. And I want to say that I hate Nate so much, but I can't, because I know that it would be wrong. But I can't understand how someone could be so cruel, and enjoy it so much. My home, which used to be a safe haven whenever I felt my life being torn apart, is only making it worse. My mother expects me to be everything Staci was, and everything she wasn't, my brother, well he's just my brother, what else is there to say? School....sucks. Connie thinks that I'm some sort of heartless freak all because she won't take to minutes and actually pay attention to what I have to say. And I think that liking girls is SICK!!!! (sorry, had to get that out of my system). So yeah, Nate's taking his sweet time to ruin my life at school, my mother and brother are taking their sweet time in ruining my life at home. So now what? I read my message in a bottle from Nick earlier, when I was already almost in tears, and that helped a little, even though I can't depend on even him like I used to be able to, because I screwed that up too. In all honesty, Brianna is the only one who comes close to making me feel like an actual person, well I suppose Crystal too, even though she doesn't understand my religion, she at least tries. Everyone else has either had a fall out, or lives to far away. *sigh* so what's the point? God. I suppose that's it for now. And maybe the chance that I can become better then my sister in my mother's eyes, and actually become an indivigual, instead of a shadow.

No one.

Anyone can die, but it takes true courage to live on.

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:: 2003 12 April :: 10.19 pm
:: Music: Cell Block Tango-Chicago

Really, come now....
Well all of this has become quite exciting I must say. I fear that I may have trained my Blade a little too well. She attacked Vixen ruthlessly. Not that I had anything to do with that, mind you. My opinion of all of this was stated long ago, and ignored, so I won't bother wasting my energy to proclaim it all again. Besides, Blade has alwasy had a "sore spot" I suppose for Vixen. Understandable, for all that the minx has thrown upon her, I suppose. I fear that no matter what I say for or against this matter will be turned against me, whether I agree with them or not; that is, if anyone will look upon me, or if this warning will be taken like the last-ignored until the downfall of someone was too hard for them to bear.


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:: 2003 9 April :: 10.42 pm
:: Mood: Somewhat amused
:: Music: The screams of my victims

Oh dear me.....
Well, Blade is loose again, dear me. I fear that I am ill prepared for her encounter this time. I am curious to know what people's reactions will be this time. Last time was so drull, everyone bickering with everyone, the true point never really surfacing, how boring. But then, things usually are for me. Oh yes, if you pop that gum one more time........

Yes, anyway, I hope you all have an enjoyable evening.


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:: 2003 9 April :: 2.06 am

IS there a quiz bug going around or something?

YOU ARE ... DITZY HEROINE! (Rikku from FFX [ff10])

What Kind of Anime Character Are You?
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Yeah, okay, so I am ditzy, and I am (or used to be) a blonde...but hey, they at least said I'm cute! So like, I'm totally there! AHA!


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:: 2003 8 April :: 3.30 pm
:: Mood: Happy and quirky
:: Music: Cell Block Tango-Chicago

Heehee, I am so evil, and I really don't care.
Hi ya'll! Man, this has been an interesting week, my mom is having surgery on Friday, so now I'm over at Brianna's, hanging out until Thursday. My mom and I got into an "almost" fight on Saturday. It was one of the worst things that I have ever gone through. I ran over to Brianna's, for the night, and me, Brianna, and Crystal went and saw Chicago (which is majorly cool, and I found another quote for one of my "guys".) HAAHAA! Now that's funny. But it turned out to be okay. She came in and apologized over what she had said and told me that she never would have any reason to say it. I was happy then. ^_^ Oh yeah, hi Ray! (I don't know why I just said that, but I just realized I haven't talked to you in a while, so...hi! ^_^) anyway, I should probably go. Later Days!


P.S. Hey Brianna, you wanna be my lesbian lover?

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:: 2003 4 April :: 9.01 pm

Today we lost power at Wendy's, I got to go home early. Wow, exciting.


I need a good jester suit and a New Jersy accent...and maybe a psychopathic clown to fall in love with, then I could have some real fun. Until then, I guess I'll go over the Brianna's, that will be the next best thing. o.0 yeah, wierd, like my life.

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