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:: 2007 22 October :: 11.50 am

hey everyone long time no see, rachel sent me a facebook add to woohu and i was like well i guess i better update. Everythings been well, and i miss you guys from the gang

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:: 2006 18 March :: 12.05 pm


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:: 2003 23 February :: 8.06 pm

i cut my hair, it looks really good

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:: 2003 18 February :: 10.44 pm

Im buzz cutting my hair next week most likely, im sick as a dog right now and it just feels disgusting, i want it gone...

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:: 2004 2 January :: 9.09 pm

Ben Greenwald
200 pounds
max bench press:185 pounds
max bicept curl: 95 pounds
max leg press:425 pounds
mile run: 8 minutes 38 seconds

-sigh- i still got some work to do

180 pounds
max bench press: 225
max bicept curl:115
max leg press: 475 pounds
mile run time: 7 minutes

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:: 2003 30 November :: 10.01 pm


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:: 2003 25 November :: 7.29 pm

So its definatly rockford homecoming weekend and its definatly the same as every other week to me lol. I swear all ive been doing lately is working and exercizing... the effects are paying off but it gets repetative... but i have to get ready, next year ill be a Army Millitary Police officerfor 2 or 4 years, me recruiter and i still have to talk about that. Anyway, then when i get back I want to be either a police officer or a corrections officer. My friends dad is one so ive been talking to him alot lately and he said when i got out to come talk to him and he could try to get me in. Sooooo hopefully i have my future on track, but i still have alot of work to do, im not going into the army in my current shape, but it already is an improvement, you guys remember a 235 pound ben who could bench about 140 at his peak, now im 195-200 on any given day and i can bench about 165. Soooooo im getting there lol. I just dont want to be weak when i get there, i have this thing where i dont want my drill instructors to kill me

ANNNYYYYWAAAYYY, i havent updated in soooo long, and i miss you guys, your all gone, and it gets a little lonely... Ill look forward to any replies i can get, and if you ever see me on aim or msn shoot me a hi, i promise it will make me smile :-)

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:: 2005 4 September :: 12.24 am

so everyones going to collage and it got me thinking i should really go too, i was just ganna try to get in at a motorcycle shop, but now im planning on going to gvsu next year for criminal justice, and im probably going to go through rotc, so 4 years of millitary after collage, but thats cool, ill earn 27,000 dollars a year in the millitary, should pay off collage and a start twards a new home... but now im getting really exited about it, but i dont want to get ahead of myself, i still need to get accepted lol.

maybe ill be a collage kid too next year

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:: 2005 5 August :: 1.52 pm

well i leave for fair this sunday, and it runs all next week, i doubt any of you will come down, but if your bored one day and want to do sumn there is always stuff going on every day of the week. The fair website is you should be able to find anything you need, directions, and a shedule there. maybe ill see some of you there ^.^

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:: 2005 27 July :: 11.35 pm

well its been a while, I hope you are all doin well,

I feel good, ive lost 30 pounds and now im not afriad to be all like yeah i started at 236 and now im down almost to 200 flat. I feel soooo much better, so much more energy and i just feel better.

so i have the 4h fair coming up, its from august 8-13th, if any of you are free on those days you should come check it out, its at the lowel fairgrounds. there are always tonz of things to do and lots of animals, ill have my horse and rabbit there this year and its ganna be a blast.

so its lame that i work at mcdonalds i know, but ive been working so much that the paychecks almost make it worth it, if yall are at the northland drive one look for me in the back lol, i wouldnt suggest any of the food but our ice cream is good and our shakes are too! lol, thats about it though..... sad..... anyway, just thought id make a little post.
luv ya'll tonz

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:: 2005 9 June :: 4.08 pm

I've got some big news
The bank finally came through
And I'm holdin' the keys to a brand new Chevrolet
Have you been outside it sure is a nice night
How about a little test drive
Down by the lake

There's a place I know about where the dirt road runs out
And we can try out the four-wheel drive
Come on now what do you say
Girl, I can hardly wait to get a little mud on the tires

'Cause it's a good night
To be out there soakin' up the moonlight
Stake out a little piece of shoreline
I've got the perfect place in mind
It's in the middle of nowhere only one way to get there
You got to get a little mud on the tires

Moonlight on a duck blind
Catfish on a trot line
Sun sets about nine this time of year
We can throw a blanket down
Crickets singin' in the background
And more stars than you can count on a night this clear

I tell you what we need to do is grab a sleepin' bag or two
And build us a little campfire
And then with a little luck we might just get stuck
Let's get a little mud on the tires

[Repeat Chorus]

And then with a little luck we might just get stuck
Let's get a little mud on the tires

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:: 2005 5 June :: 9.13 pm

soo yeah now thats traceys at camp its obvious how much i was attached to her, its been 2 days and im like omg * clings to pillow* i miss her, heheh im pathetic, oh well...

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:: 2005 2 June :: 9.03 pm

so 2nd night in a row that ive had a nosebleed, not just a little trikkle, but a constant drip that doesnt let up, today it got to bad some drained down and came out of my mouth, its weird, and i dont like it

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:: 2005 28 April :: 6.11 pm

"i went to the pizza shop the other day and the fucker gave me the smallest slice there, if the pizza was a pie chart for what people would do if they one a million dollars, he gave me the donate to charity....

.... i want to exchange this for the KEEP IT...."

i love this guy

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:: 2005 20 April :: 4.20 pm


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