_iggy_ - Woohu.com http://www.woohu.com/~_iggy_ Woohu / Woohu.com http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=396493 On February 1st i called my brother because it was his birhtday. We talked about what a lot of brothers and sisters talk about: what new rumors are going around school (him and i dont go to the same school anymore but just about everybody knows me and i like to hear what ppl are doing and saying), what hes been doing lately, what major events are happening soon, and what are the new dramas in the family (i am technically not a part anymore, the only person that i talk to on my dads side is my brother. i refuse to talk to anyone else). But this time it was a little different. He nearly came to tears while begging me to apologize to Dad for something that would be pointless for me to apologize about. He said that he knows that Dad wont apologize cuz ''Nothing is his fault." He said he knows that Dad had absolutly no right to do what he did to me, but Dads reason was because I Made Him do it. He said that he is tired of getting caught between all of my step moms and Dads arguments cuz of everything that Dad has to done to me. Again, I feel that it would be pointless for me to apologize for something that i didnt do. But I also feel that i have to save my little brother. http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=396493 Wed, 31 Dec 1969 19:00:00 EST http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=374141 k well, this sux. cuz i think that i just pissed someone off. not that i am 'real good' friends with this guy, but me saying that i was different triggered somthing in him. "everybody says they are 'different'. everyone says they are 'unique'. if thats the new trend, i wanna be normal again."... dont get me wrong, I TOTALLY understand what hes sayin. but i do have a wild, crazy, WHO CARES personality. i am also an accident waiting to happen... dad. http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=374141 Wed, 31 Dec 1969 19:00:00 EST http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=351719 ::hey to those who care:: yeah, my last entry was quite long and i know that some ppl dont like to read a lot... so i am sry to bore you with that. i also apologize for all of my 'naughty' words. its just that some ppl really piss me off. how do you feel about being back in school??? me: heh, it could be worse. how do you feel about life??? me: its not worth living right now. with that said - later http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=351719 Wed, 31 Dec 1969 19:00:00 EST http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=341049 two days ago my brother -shadoe- was over cuz he wanted to see me(we havent seen eachother in awhile) and my dad called my relatives house to see when my bro was gonna come back home. he told my dad that our grandma was on her way to pick him up and bring him home. my dad asked shadoe if i was coming to see him, so he relayed the message to me (i was lounging on the couch about 10 feet from the phone) and i said 'no'. my dad asked shadoe why, and i said cuz i couldnt see him unless somone was with me - a rule i made on my own-. my dad got pissed and hung up the phone so that he could call my mom and ask her what the deal was. so the next day my mom calls me and tells me that my dad called to talk to her. she said that my dad said that: 1)he talked directly to me over the phone. - i gave my brother the answers to tell to my dad so that i wouldnt have to talk to him on the phone. 2)i said that my mom wouldnt let me see him unless i had someone with me. - again, i made that rule for myself a while back. --this might help-- mom: andrea made that rule for herself. dad: why would she do a stupid thing like that? mom: cuz she feels uncomfortable even talking to you. dad: i never did anything to her to make her feel that way. mom: uh, yea you did. dad: like what? mom: you were physically abusive towards her. dad: Shadoe says the same thing... and i dont know where you guys get this bull shit from. mom: well than you better talk to your wife. dad: what the hell does luan have to do with this??? mom: as far as i know, luann was there on one of the occasions when you got abusive. dad: Bull Fucking Shit!!! i have never gotten abusive. mom: yeah right Michael! luann even said that if you ever hit her, she would kill you. and how is shoving your daughter into walls and on the ground, then pinning her arms, choking her, and hitting her not abuse. dad: i never have done anything like that to her and i think that she should apologize to me for saying that i did those things to her. mom: no, she feels that you owe her an apology. dad: Fuck That!!! i can live my life with out her in it. fuck this, fuck her. *click* yeah, my dads a real man huh. how can he say that he never did shit to me when i have had picks taken of the bruises, welts, cuts, stretch marks... and hanging up shows that he cant handle anymore of his shit thrown at him. GOD!!! if the fucking bastard dont want anything to do with me then why doesnt he just fucking disown me!!! i would even pay for the court visits and papers. theres goes my half million dollars that i was supposed to inherit... but i dont give a shit. as long as i dont have to ever worry about him. i am gonna have a grand time calling him and 'speaking' with him. i havent in a long time, and after this, i wont ever again. http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=341049 Wed, 31 Dec 1969 19:00:00 EST http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=269797 well, i talked to my brother again today. he wants to move out here really bad but he says that he is afraid that it will hurt my dads feelings. i dont believe him though. i think that he is afriad that dad will get mad at him(and i dont see why he wouldnt wanna hurt dad anyways... i mean, how many times has Dad HURT us???). after i talked to my brother, i talked to my step mom. her and i havent talked for a long time because of one of the many problems that i have had with my dad. she asked if i really like it out here... i obviously said yes, but for the wrong reason. i told her that life was great even though i really dont know how life is. what is a great life? anyways, i got done talking to her and i started to talk to my brother again and he said that i had to talk to Dad. i said no and that if he put my dad on the phone that i would hang up. i really want nothing to do with my dad, i love him cuz hes Dad, but i hate everything he is. so i guess that he is gonna send me a letter. i swear to God that if he sends a letter about how he was right and that i should apologize, i am gonna kill him!!! when i fly out to michigan this winter i dont even plan on visiting him... i will hangout with my step mom and my brother but not if he is gonna be anywhere around me. anyways... i got off the phone and thats when the drama really started. my mom asked me why i personally wanted my bro to move back.... i told her that it was because i felt isolated from ppl my age. she was like "but you have a lot of friends. why dont you ever go to their house or have them come over here?". i said that i dont want to go anywhere or have anyone come over. she asked me why and i said that i dont wanna make REALLY good friends with anyone out here... She asked if i said that cuz i dont wanna betray my friendship with errca. i said "no, cuz errca told me to find someone to be able to tell everything to when i wasnt able to talk to her about stuff." my mom says that there is a reason why i am practically deciding not to make close/best friends with ppl. and i know what the reason is... its the same reason why i was afraid to go out with ryan... its the same reason why austen and i arent that great of friends anymore... the reason was created by my dad. and now that makes me hate him a little more. the Reason will never be healed... it'll continue to make be the way that i am towards other ppl. i guess that there is really nothing that i can do except for keep pretending. http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=269797 Wed, 31 Dec 1969 19:00:00 EST http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=243849 i am feeling down cuz i think that someone is spying into my life by sneeking into my buisness. i hate it when ppl do that... they obviously dont trust me... but hey, i am used to that. to the persin getting on my journal and pretending that you arent : you wanna know what... i am not as bad as a person as ppl *cough cough... my dad* tells you that i am... i dont lie as much as he says. yes, i have done some things that arent that great but its not like i am gonna get up and do them again... and when you hold those things against me, it pisses me off!!! you dont have to sneek around the way that you are doing... its just turning me more against you... and i dont wanna be mad at you... ok... just go back to being a role model... and i will continue to be your daughter. ok http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=243849 Wed, 31 Dec 1969 19:00:00 EST http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=242400 please read errca... Layer.oneName:Andrea Lee Ignasiak... soon to be Ava Lee Staeven Birthdate:June 25 Birthplace:Grand Rapids Michigan Current location:Grantsburg Wisconsin Eyes:brown/green... contacts-dark blue Hair:light brown Height:5'8 Righty or Lefty:Righty Zodiac Sign:Cancer Layer.twoYour heritage:uhh.. Polish Your weakness:Getting Tickled Your shoes you wore today:pimp converse shoes Your fears:Love, Getting old, Diseases Your perfect pizza:Pepperoni and extra cheese... or a supreme DEEP dish Goal you'd like to achieve:My goal physical appearance Layer.threeYour thoughts first waking up:CRAP! i gotta wake up Your best physical feature:Eyes... boobs (lol) Your bedtime:930-11 Your most missed memory:My 'family' Layer.fourPepsi or Coke:Coke McDonald's or Burger King:Burger King Single or group dates:Depends Adidas or Nike:Adidas Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:Lipton Chocolate or vanilla:Vanilla Cappuccino or coffee:Cappuccino Layer.fiveSmoke:no Cuss:when in fights Sing:yup Take showers daily:yup Have a crush:yup Think you've been in love:UH-HUH Want to go college:yup Want to get married:yup Believe in yourself:uhh... i think so Get motion sickness:no Think you're attractive:nope Think you're a health freak:no Get along with your parents:uh... i dunno Like thunderstorms:yup Play an instrument:yup Layer.six - in the past monthsGone to the mall:1 time Eaten an entire box of Oreos:0 times Eaten sushi:0 times Been on stage:0 times Gone skating:8 times Made homemade cookies:0 times Gone skinny dipping:0 times Dyed your hair:4 times Stolen anything:0 times Label.seven - ever..Been trashed or extremely intoxicated:no Been called a tease:YUP Got beaten up:yup... by a 'man' Layer.eightAge you hoped to be married:30 Number and name of children:2 girls - Erica and Tracey ; 1 Boy - Alex Dream wedding:confidential How do you want to die:In my sleep Where do you want to attend college:Olympia (G.R. Michigan) Dream job:Massage Therapist Country you want to visit:Australia Layer.nine - In a guy/girl...Best eye color:Doesnt matter Best hair color:Brown or dirty blonde Short or long hair:Short Height:5'8 - 6'0 Best weight:uhh... Best clothing:anything but salvation army Best first date location:Prolly the movies Best first kiss location:Doesnt matter Layer.tenNumber of drugs taken illegally:0 Number of people I could trust with my life:1 Number of CDs that I own:Prolly 30 Number of piercings:5 Number of tattoos:0 Number of times my name's been in the news:1 Number of scars on my body:Way to many Number of things in my past that I regret.:1 Layers brought to you by BZOINK! http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=242400 Wed, 31 Dec 1969 19:00:00 EST http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=237680 this is so funny!!! what do they really think of you by purplelj namesexageyour best friend thinksyou fancy her your family thinkyou're a slut strangers thinkyou give good head Created with quill18's MemeGen! lol... i crack myself up! ~~~ this would be cool... F A M E by spazyspagName:Youre famous for:Coming out of the closet while making your Golden Globe acceptance speech You get famous:September 23, 2068You make $$ per/year:$756,382,868,767,074Do people like you?Everyone loves you Dead/Alive:Living Created with quill18's MemeGen! http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=237680 Wed, 31 Dec 1969 19:00:00 EST http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=237251 this last weekend i met a guy... he is really cool. but, guys cause most of my problem so i think that i am just gonna stay friends with him. guys are losers... and they should learn to mature faster. hey erica, i saw your guy on his webcam yesterday... lol... http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=237251 Wed, 31 Dec 1969 19:00:00 EST http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=234620 hello.... my best friend errca wrote me a poem.... aww... its so sweet... here it is: Im responding to what you wrote to me, to that poem that made me cry. I miss you more and more my friend, with everyday that passes by. I can still remember that night, when we had to say goodbye. The pain in our hearts seemed to grow, with every tear we cried. We didnt want to let eachother go, saying goodbye felt so wrong. But I know your safe from danger now, and we both have to be strong... Cuz no one will ever keep us apart, we are BEST FRIENDS till the end. And we'll always have our memories.... ...till we see eachother again. *tears of joy* i feel loved. thank you errca... :) http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=234620 Wed, 31 Dec 1969 19:00:00 EST http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=229801 i get this thursday and friday off AGAIN!!! wahoo... i am going to rochester minnesota. its gonna be funn! :) hey jess, i got you some stuff for christmas! hey errca, i got you STUFF for christmas! you all should love me!!! i need to still by for alex, shadoe, jaeger, and my mom. then i will be done!!! wahoo... tonight i am babysitting again... and that money is going to christmas funds... lol. i still need to find out exactly what alex was wanting. but i will call him later and find out. i hope that he isnt mad at me cuz i was supposed to call him last week and i never did. oops... he still loves me though. everybody say hi to my mom!!! she is cool... and you all should love her! cuz i said so. hmmmm, i found out that austen has liked me since the first day of school. i was sitting next to him in math today and we were doing our assignment.... austen:you are so pretty me: *smile* austen:and you have a pretty smile. me:awww! *blush* austen:whats the matter? me: i am not used to ppl giving me compliments and really meaning it. austen: well you better get used to it... cuz you have a lot more soming. me: oh... austen: oh??? this coming from someone that flirts with me all the time.... that i have liked since the first day of school... since the first time i saw you. me: OMG!!! fer real??? that is so sweet... austen: heh. me: *silent* austen: wats the matter? me: nothin austen: i know when something is the matter... hmmmm, you are worried about something. me: heh... ya austen: wat are you worried about? me: a lot of things austen: you know that you can tell me. then i listed out a few of the tings that worry me... including likeing someone, cuz i dont wanna have a major thing for a guy cuz all they do is let you down. guys, in my opinion, are the leading cause of depression and suicide. wat do you think? http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=229801 Wed, 31 Dec 1969 19:00:00 EST http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=224767 hey... wats up. i am so pissed off at brad and his little ho that is probably dicked whipped by him!!! grrr... you probably have already found that out though if you(erica) read your journal. ppl DO NOT talk to my best friend like that!!! crap like that doesnt float on my lake... lol. well, i love you erica (dnq) and i cant wait till i come back out to michigan this winter!!! http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=224767 Wed, 31 Dec 1969 19:00:00 EST http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=223454 You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leavesyour partner bedazzled and maybe even feelinghe/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kissthat never lessens and always blows yourpartner away like the first time. What kind of kiss are you? brought to you by Quizilla ~*~ COOL! ~*~ see ppl... practice does help... lol http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=223454 Wed, 31 Dec 1969 19:00:00 EST http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=217773 today my mom should be getting a letter in the mail from my school saying that i was disruptive in class... and then i am gonna get into trouble. heres what happend: on thursday in math i asked my good friend austen if i could use his math book to get started on the assignment, he said what, and then i asked him again. but in the middle of me asking again, my teacher turned around and said "austen, quit talking" austen said that he wasnt talking... and then my teacher said "i didnt ask for your comment". i said "dont yell at austen because i was the one that was talking"... but my teacher didnt listen to me and kept yelling at austen... finally austen got sent to the office for not cooperating. i got into an argument with my teacher about how it wasnt austens fault and then he said that he didnt want to talk about it... throughout the rest of the hour there were a whole bunch of other ppl talking... so when the teacher had the class work on their assignments i asked why he picks and chooses students. he said that he doesnt and that he yelled at austen cuz he wasnt facing the front of the room earlier... and i said that he was lying cuz he was yelling at austen for talking, which he wasnt doing, i was. and anyways i got tired of my teacher changing the subject so i asked if i could leave and go into mr johnsons room, the teacher said that i couldnt. so i finished my assignment (while the freshman were talking) and sat there and said "i bet you if i start talking i will get into trouble and have to leave"... so my teacher sent me out of the room into mr johnson classroom and i was talking to him about how folz(my teacher) chooses his favorite students and how there are only a few ppl that he decides to yell at when they are talking but it is okay for the rest of the class to talk. and mr johnson agreed cuz we could hear the class talking all the way into johnsons class. so mr johnson set up an appointment for me to be able to talk to the principal the next day. so on friday during first hour i went down to the office... and to my suprise mr folz was in there. he wrote up a stupid report about me only cuz i brought him to the principals attention. so now i am probaly getting it in the mail today. mr folz knows that my mom thinks that he is a good person cuz i told him that... so he is hoping that i get into trouble and not have anything be brought upon him. i am so mad!! http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=217773 Wed, 31 Dec 1969 19:00:00 EST http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=216947 somehow someone knows my email addy and my password and they keep getting on my msn messanger and deleting or blocking my contacts!!!! perdy scary... i dont feel good right now, my stomach hurts really bad all of a sudden... :( sad. and i think that i shall be going so that i can go take some allegra for my allergies. ~*~andrea~*~ http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=216947 Wed, 31 Dec 1969 19:00:00 EST