:: 2005 23 January :: 8.32 pm

you're such a conceeded brat. i've tried so much, and what have you done? complained. complained about everything. you didn't even try, so don't blame me for your fickle, fucked up mind. i hate you. i'm not sure why i do the things i do, but i did. and i'm beginning to regret everything that has happened so far, is happening right now, and will happen in the future.

am i talking to you or to myself? i'm not sure. but i think it's you.

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:: 2005 23 January :: 7.52 pm
:: Mood: bad

bitch
it's hard to know what's real anymore.
how can you judge me if you don't even know how i feel?

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:: 2005 21 January :: 11.08 pm

Fuck you all

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:: 2005 16 January :: 8.17 pm

quiz thing
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
pink
amourxvrai
baby

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
the way I dance
My hair
my hands

THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
My personality
the way I push everyone away
how I’m lonely all the time

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
Germany
Spain
Japan

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
lonesomeness
loosing her
hate

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
dancing
Music
art

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
a necklace
A black dress
A barrette

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE ARTISTS:
Amy lee
frank Sinatra
taking back Sunday

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
Seether (feat. Amy lee) - broken
Keane - somewhere only we know
the killers - Mr. bright side

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
calamari
new dancing shoes
waltzing

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
trust
spontaneous-ness
Shared interests

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (In no particular order):
I’m a hopeless romantic
I’m a perfectionist
I’m searching for something more

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
smile
eyes
piercings

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE SAME SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
nice hair
nice eyes
sweet smile

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
yell
Accept myself
Explain myself

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES:
dancing
singing
drawing

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
dancing professionally
artist
Author

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
Japan
Madagascar
Australia

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
find someone who loves me for who I am
have my art published
have a family

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:: 2005 16 January :: 7.42 pm

What I'm feeling...
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:: 2004 17 December :: 9.16 pm

He is such a fucking faggot. I hate him.

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:: 2004 16 December :: 8.53 pm

My journal.
Now all I need to do is find out how to make it friends only. Plus I need to find some friends to read it!

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