2018 3 August :: 10.20pm
it's has always been this way
and to many people i'll always be the same
a broken record of broken thoughts but really I have been going to work regularly for 8 years with a corporation I loathe and in a career I despise but hey at least it pays my debts? it could be worse or course.
after my most recent break down I decided to have a better attitude it's lasted a month or so, but I'm slipping. I start working from home on Monday so I think that'll help ease the pain that comes with being a cog in the corporate murser machine.
at least I know insurany helps more people than it hurts. I mean nothing is perfect and no one will always be 100% satified but how many people could truly replace all the shit that is lost when you lose it all? I mean I guess it sucks if you never have to use it, but think about it like paying it forward in a really big way.
maybe I'm brainwashed but I tell myself these things so I can sleep at night.
I should adopt a cause. but in the face of these insurmountable obstacles I can't even pick a place to begin.
I just need some direction please. just a little would help
give me props