Dreams
Okay... this is a little silly. I had a dream that centered around some sort of strange conjuntion of two moons, and I was like, "oh snap! Two moons?!" I kept trying to take pictures of it, borrowing people's cameras, but the entire dream centered around this odd moon conjuntion (which turned into three, one as a Jack-o-Lantern, one normal one that began phasing rapidly with scientists tryingto explain it with conspiracy theories, and one that began to flash various images on it). So what better thing to do to find out my dream's meaning than to consult a dream dictionary. And this is what I found:
Dream Moods To see the moon in your your dream, represents something hidden, mystery and the feminine aspect of your self. In particular, a full moon signifies completion, whereas a new moon symbolizes new beginnings.
To dream that the moon in odd in any way, signifies infidelity of your lover and disappointments in business.
To see the eclipse of the moon in your dream, signifies that your feminine side is being overshadowed. It also foretells of illness of someone near you.
So my love is being a complete infidel and my feminity is overshadowing my feminity? Um... okay... no. Since when has my love been an infedel (hey, I trust him, there's nothing wrong with that and I don't have a reason not to)? Unless seeing the three moons that acted like the ones I saw wasn't strange at all.
To see a normal moon in a normal sky resplendent with stars denotes that you will have success with love or money but if the moon is peculiar or weird then you will meet with many disappointments and a cheating spouse. If you see a moon in eclipse then you will hear of a friend with a contagious disease.
Seriously! Why do these things like to say norway loves cheating!? fuasdhkt;haskl And I have a friend with a contagious disease? I thought I was the one with the contagious disease.....
moon Nighttime or darkness (see night dream), a light (see light dream), intuition, creativity, inspiration, or femininity or feminine energy (yin).
So many redirections, but probably the best online dictionary. Why, you may ask, for it is not the definition so much (which is better) but the disclaimer: Possible dream symbol meanings are suggested. No "standard meanings" exist because dream meaning is subjective and specific to the dreamer.
The moon is often an archetypal woman image. In many cultures and religious orders, the moon is identified as a mother figure. This is true in Native American, African, Christian, and Eastern literature and lore. The moon dream may come with or generate an intuitive feeling that someone in the inner circle of your life is pregnant.
Another moon scenario is a product of the twentieth century. Specifically, the desire for space travel. These dreams can be based on either the scientific desire to experience the event or the spiritual desire for absolute separation from the churning, tumultuous human experience on earth.
The moon can also evoke feelings of magic and mystery.
So Tiffany's pregnant!? Or is it Bakhu? Or maybe norway? It better be mine if it's his. Okay, okay, this is actually not a bad definition (though the feminine Eastern literature thing is an absolute LIE; the Japanese had a moon god and sun goddess, the Chinese viewed the moon as a palace of the gods, fairies, etc., Polynesians had a moon god, the Sumerians had a moon god as well). I like that they bring up space trvel, though, because that is a possibility.
Smart Girl Moon
The moon represents the feminine and the spiritual self. How the moon appears to you in your dream suggests how close or distant you are from your inner feelings. For example, seeing a full moon means that you are closely in touch with your instincts and inner emotions.
Meh, it's ok.
And according to this website, I'm more likely to have a dream about a motorcycle and according to this one, I'm more likely to have dreams about mud and such. For a New Age dictionary, like the website says, there's not a whole lot new agey symbols (not even crystals, ley lines, theosophic ancient races or pyramids!).
Now, for my own interpretation from my own most reliable dictionary: myself. Now, I love symbols (but not as much as norway :)) and I'm a huge fan of them, and in my European roots (along with things I've learned from my occult studies and paganism studies), the moon is noted to have a spiritual thing going for it, and I know that the last thing I was wondering about was my world view, the three moons drifting apart, and it getting harder and harder to get a clear photo and picture of all three together. The Jack-o-Lantern being the magickal (with a k) view, the rapidly phasing conspiracy theory ufo moon (which the P&T:BS! episode on conspiracy theories being one of the last things I watched), and a moonthat changed images, reminding me of the movie Hancock. Nothing too sybolic, deep, or signifigant in that last one, but that was what I was seriously thinking in the dream. My thoughts about dreams:
They're a good way for your brain to fully take information gathered over a few days, or something that's causing stress. Soemtimes, maybe your brain is trying to tell you something. Sometimes, it's just nonsense (a mountain of mashed potatoes? WTF?!?)
I think I cried because I was only half in it. I don't know. I was having a hard time getting into it. I don't know why, but it wasn't you, I promise. I'm sorry if it seemed like I didn't trust you, because I do. More than anyone else. I wish there was some sort of formula, but even I don't know. It might be because of medication or because I'm a little sick.
I find that a purely objective worldview can be... I don't know how to describe it. I feel like I only have two options: an objective worldview or a subjective one. Well, I am aware that nearly everything we perceive is subjective, but hopefully people know what I mean. I don't know what to think. All I know that i think is that we reincarnate, some people are drawn to eachother, possibly because of a past life link or the notion of soulmates, I think that most "paranormal phenomena" and psychics are a bunch of crap but there are some legitimate cases that are extremely few and extremely far between. And I also stand by lack of proof not being proof of lack.
this job search bis is harder then it looks, however i do have a 2nd interview tomorrow for a shift leader position at taco bell...yay? hey at least its a job and money.
xmas sucked cause we had no money to do ANYTHING.
headed to Fort wayne for new years to a concert so that will be fun... actually its like the highlight of my week! I hope everyone has a SAFE and wonderful new year!
Mildly ill lately, but I'm feeling much better today than I did yesterday. I was running a low grade fever, but today, I decided I wasn't going to be sick since I want to spend new year's eve with norway.
The trip to my step-sister's was awesome. Full of some...interesting stuff.
I've been watching more of Penn & Teller's Bullshit!. It's interesting, though their bias gets a bit annoying, and they sometimes pull from questionable sources, or impose their bias on the viewers. But I like how they usually end it and it gives me something to think about and also sometimes gets me thinking twice about some things. I guess an example I can give is the enviromental hysteria episode. I believed before and still believe we really need to care for the enviroment, and yes, I'll admit that humans aren't the only factor in the climate change. However, their sources are questionable, namely Bjørn Lomborg, being the one I can think of at the moment, who, for starters, isn't even an enviromentalist, and his book The Skeptical Enviromentalist is controversial. Not exactly someone who you'd want to back up your claims, yes? But I like how they did bring up that there are many people who jump on the green bandwagon just to jump on the bandwagon and have no idea what they're doing. Yes, I agree, they're not the brightest lightbulbs and please, don't ban dihydrogen monoxide.
I wish I had a DVD recorder to record all my favorite music videos. My sis was checking the ondemand music section. She noticed that the list was updated and there was Bauhaus - Dark Entries! I wanted to record that. I usually record videos with the VCR, but now I can't because the HDTV doesn't allow that. I can watch the videos that's already recorded, but I can't add anything new to it. :( I can't even watch it in our room. I have to watch it at my dad's place, which is a few steps away. hhhhhmmmm.. I'm curious what I've recorded in the past. I know I have The Cure, Depeche Mode, Modern English, but I can't remember the rest..
shit
The Nissan now has a new set of tires. It also had an oil change. Clutch is Wednesday, I'm pretty excited about that. I work tomorrow though. 4.5 hours, so it's really nothing to complain about. I get to learn how to open this coming Sunday, which is pretty damn sweet. It means I get my own security code to the store and everything. Our work X-mas party is the 4th and the 16th is Lauren's baby shower. If anyone knows where I can find a blue elephant, let me know.
I got a new DVD burner for christmas, that I have gotten a lot of use out of the last few days.
I got a really soft fleece blanket, that I use every night now, and my cat also enjoys it.
And lastly, I got a new Nikon coolpix L18 camera.
I was not expecting that either.
I spent Christmas day arguing with a dumb high schooler.
I still have Christmas with my mom, my dad and my aunt and uncle next weekend..
Should be fun!
Our power is out. Went out at 4:30 this morning Brenton said. 10:30 when we woke up and it still wasn't on. What a bitch. It was freezing and I couldn't see what the hell I was doing when putting my makeup on.
Also, the shit nissan is getting tires put on it today finally. yay.
I watched a PBS special on cold. The title was Absolute zero or something.
In any case; they lamented over Bose-Einstein condensates. For whatever reason light travels at a fast running speed while traveling through a B-E.C.
I realized you could destroy planets with the stuff.
If they ever nail down how to produce large amounts of the stuff, you could follow these directions.
Step one. Get a tank of the shit.
Step two. Pump the stuff through a tube at exactly the same speed light travels through it.
Step three. Shine a laser into it.
Step four. Stop pumping.
Since the electromagnetic energy would be moving through the BEC at the same speed the BEC was being pumped into the laser, a buildup of energy would occur.
So long as you could pump the BEC into the lazer, or, if pumping a .0000000001 degree kelvin element proves impossible, as long as you can move a stick of the stuff on a rail, You could focus all that energy into one compact burst.
Theoretically you could concentrate light energy untill the inherent mass of light would just be too much.
Of course... the light would heat up the BEC - so you would have to have ALOT of it.
Basically. If you had enough BEC you could theoretically pack pure energy into whatever size your tube was.
Pretend all the energy of a chunk of matter was turned into pure energy, AND it kept is directional velocity.
Like a small nuke placed into the size of a bullet.
FIRE!
You've heard the phrase about how you can't shout fire in a crowded theater. You know what that was an anology for? A third party voter protesting the draft.
Not that I would yell about a fire anyway.
I know what to do in case of fire.
9 (2009)
This is always the type of movie I want to see because it's post apocalyptic related! And it's also by Tim Burton! I remember listening to that song too much. I watch the music video everyday. I don't see much info about the movie on wikipedia right now.
