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:: 2008 6 August :: 11.59 pm

It's weird living with people again.

I have to close doors now when changing or going to the bathroom.

It's cold all the time.

I have to wear clothes.

Oh the sacrifices we make...

2 ... | It's the feeling that you're falling
but there's a fine line between falling and flying.


:: 2008 6 August :: 1.55 am

Well.

I guess that's that.

It's the feeling that you're falling
but there's a fine line between falling and flying.


:: 2008 20 July :: 3.51 am
:: Music: Your 8th Birthday by Cloud Cult

Update
We moved from a two bedroom apartment to a three bedroom apartment in the same apartment complex.

Katti and Oliver are here.

Which is cool because we have a place to live. Not cool because I wanted change. I wanted different.

But that'll just have to wait until after graduation.

Saw Batman. It was great.

Need to do my resume tomorrow.

Love you.

1 ... | It's the feeling that you're falling
but there's a fine line between falling and flying.


:: 2008 5 July :: 1.09 pm

One of my sister's friends died the other day.

He was driving his moped from Kroes to Courtland, right by my parents' house when he was hit by a car. The police say he didn't yield but I think he really just thought he could make it across in time. He wasn't wearing a helmet.

He was 18. He was going to attend Aquinas in the fall. I was getting his information ready for STAR when Ashley found out.

I saw him do stand up at Rockford High School. He was a funny kid.

It's just so sad. He was so young.

4 ... | It's the feeling that you're falling
but there's a fine line between falling and flying.


:: 2008 30 June :: 12.02 am

I got my hair cut this weekend.

It is pretty hot.

Katti said it is an adult version of my asymmetrical haircut from high school. And it is. And that's awesome.

We're watching The Pixar Story and it just makes me want to watch all the Pixar movies again.

I love you all.

P.S. We saw WALL-E this weekend and it was fantastic.

It's the feeling that you're falling
but there's a fine line between falling and flying.


:: 2008 26 June :: 10.07 pm

Katti and Oliver are here all weekend (today is only the beginning) and I am pumped.

It is going to be an awesome weekend.

ALSO! I am getting my haircut on Saturday. ALSO! Nick is getting a facial (AT THE SAME TIME) because I told him how awesome it was and called them and set up an appointment and told him he was going.

ALSO! You all = awesome people and I love you.

Happy (early) birthday to all you birthday peeps this weekend. Holla at me and tell me how awesome your birthday weekend is going.

I love you all.

1 ... | It's the feeling that you're falling
but there's a fine line between falling and flying.


:: 2008 23 June :: 11.10 pm

I miss people that I have never met.

It's the feeling that you're falling
but there's a fine line between falling and flying.


:: 2008 16 June :: 11.03 pm

Today was an up and down day.

Up: I got beginning boosts (TWICE) in Mario Kart. And then I never got it again.

Up: Work sped by. And I got thanked for being nice to someone. Which was weird but neat.

Up: Nick let me choose dinner and I ate chicken nuggets from Wendy's. And it was num-num.

Down: Our lease is up at the end of June, not July. That would be this month, not the next month. That would be a week and a half to find a place to live, not a month and half. So. Yes. Needless to say, I am freaking out.

Down: I am PMS-ing like whoa.

Down: My Marian Keyes book took a bad turn. So bad that I shouted at the characters to STOP and DON'T because they are ruining everything. I do not think they are STOPping. I should go check.

I love you all.

4 ... | It's the feeling that you're falling
but there's a fine line between falling and flying.


:: 2008 15 June :: 10.44 pm

Mario Kart
Katti/Oliver bought Mario Kart Wii over the weekend. I are hooked.

I got my first sparks today. Blue and orange. I was proud of myself.

Picky thing one: blue shells show up a lot more than they used to. Maybe it is because I am in first place a lot more often but I never get one to throw at people, I only ever get them thrown at me. Every lap. Picky thing two: I oversteer and then overcorrect and then over the edge of the map I go. Stupid maps without walls. Stupid maps with walls, actually, messing up my sparks. Picky thing three: I am obsessed with those stupid sparks. They distract me from actually racing and I just focus on milking the drift for orange sparks.

For those with the game (Jason/Michelle), how in the world do I do the boost at the start? I have tried the Mario Kart 64 timing at the arm drop and it's not working. That is picky thing four.

I also suck at bikes. I need to practice more, I guess.

I still use Peach. I always have. Baby Peach gets used sometimes to because she is too darn cute.

Anyway, here is our Mario Kart friend code: 3652 1810 6619. This game is way fun, just frustrating. My New Year's resolution of not swearing is always put on hold as DK or stupid Mario go blowing past me.

I love you all.

P.S. Drafting? AWESOME.

P.P.S. Wario's mine level and DK's snowy retrofitted level SUCK. I hate them. I hate them like whoa.

P.P.P.S. We saw The Happening on Friday. I read what it was beforehand and was expecting horrible things. What did I get? A horrid movie. It was bad. And way too over the top. I just kept promising myself that if M. Night showed us one more person killing themselves, I was walking out. I stayed and just kept looking away and covering my ears. It was BAD. The people throwing themselves off of buildings made me think of September 11th and the thunking noise they made as they hit the ground made me want to throw up. The dialog was awful.

P.P.P.P.P.S. Hulk, on the other hand, was awesome. Nick is right, I am a closeted comic book fan. I am excited for Cap'n America's movie.

4 ... | It's the feeling that you're falling
but there's a fine line between falling and flying.


:: 2008 11 June :: 8.33 pm

I don't know about you but I never knew
On Nielsen ratings and Nielsen boxes:
Read more..



So it's like some crazy exclusive quilt-making club that no one is allowed to see, hear, join or talk about. You only get to see the quilts and wonder why your favorite quilt design got discontinued. Then you can only conclude that they obviously aren't recruiting the right type of quilters. If they were, the Arrested Development quilt would still be available.

I love you all.

5 ... | It's the feeling that you're falling
but there's a fine line between falling and flying.


:: 2008 9 June :: 11.31 pm

The shit hit the fan like whoa.

So now we have a month and a half to find a new place.

Stress level = max for both me and Nick. Which makes us pretty bitchy to each other.

Sigh.

1 ... | It's the feeling that you're falling
but there's a fine line between falling and flying.


:: 2008 7 June :: 1.09 pm

Why I am voting for Barack Obama:








Also: news media = retarded.

I love you all.

P.S. Keep an eye out for the appreciative pat!

4 ... | It's the feeling that you're falling
but there's a fine line between falling and flying.


:: 2008 4 June :: 1.33 am

Katti and I might have dyed my hair on Sunday
Maybe.





We didn't get enough dye and I didn't bleach my hair so it's more pink than I thought it'd be.



This is the color:



None of the people at work like it except Ashley, Celee and Leann.

My family has yet to see it.

I love you all.

2 ... | It's the feeling that you're falling
but there's a fine line between falling and flying.


:: 2008 25 May :: 6.26 pm

The Story
We always knew that my great (great?) uncle was on the Titanic. My grandmother (and my mother) always told us about how he survived by dressing up as a woman and sneaking on a lifeboat. Not honorable but hey, he was third class, he wouldn't have survived anyway. And that sums up my grandmother's side of the family.

Anyway. Back when the Ellis Island website first became searchable and the manifest of the Titanic was not searchable, my mom spent a week searching for him. She found him on the Carpathia as one of the survivors. She couldn't find him at Ellis Island but when she finally figured out that someone dated all the papers three months ahead, she found him there.

But he was never on the official list of Titanic survivors. She searched and searched and looked and looked. She told me about how she started looking for him as a little girl but could never find him.

Well Titanic was on last night and I thought, hey, let's just try to look for him. And I went on Encyclopedia Titanica and looked at every page. No Philip Zennie on the lifeboats, no Philip Zennie in third, second or first class. I called my mom and told her that Titanic had inspired me to find him and we looked together. I got really excited because the site had biographies for every survivor. But we still couldn't find him. I sorted the survivors by age.

And then I found him.

We knew him as Philip Zennie. That's who he was on the Ellis Island site and that's who he was.

To the Titanic survivor list? He was Fahim Leeni. I don't know if maybe they didn't understand him or what. But there he is.

There was a newspaper article about him too. It sadly mentions nothing about dressing up as a woman. He apparently just hid under a bench.

I love you all.

2 ... | It's the feeling that you're falling
but there's a fine line between falling and flying.


:: 2008 24 May :: 9.46 pm

This is why we can't have nice things
GTA IV has gotten to that point of no return that all GTA games eventually reach: Rachel can't beat this goddamn mission and therefore will never get any farther in this game ever. Many controllers were slammed around and curses were shouted. Then I looked at gamefaqs and it just said shoot the guys. I CANNOT SHOOT THEM, I AM DEAD. BUT THANK YOU, STUPID WALKTHROUGH MAN.


So I am watching Titanic. I hate this movie. Ugh. Time to change the channel. Okay, I guess I will watch Love Sick: Secrets of a Sex Addict. Oh, Lifetime. Why do you make me watch these terrible, terrible movies?

It's the feeling that you're falling
but there's a fine line between falling and flying.

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