:: 2002 0 February :: 12.00 am

True Love

love, for some will come and go
like the waves on a shore.
love, for others is a thing that lasts,
and will stay with them until they pass.
love, for me, is an incompriencible thing
hard to understand.
the only way to feel real love
is to be loved by the one true God.

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:: 2002 0 February :: 12.00 am

This was my senior legacy that got put in the back of the year book.

Words just cannot tell all I have to say. Through all the good and all the bad
you were always there for me
I'll never forget you
I'll love you for always
and in my heary you'll stay.

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:: 2003 23 February :: 12.00 am

this was sent to my mom's e-mail and i liked it, so I thought i'd post it here. :)


People are often
Unreasonable and self-centered.
Forgive them anyway

If you are kind,
People may accuse you of unlterior motives,
Be kind anyway

If you are honest,
People may cheat you,
be honest anyway.

If you find happiness
People may be jealous,
Be happy anyway.

The good you do today,
May be forgotten tomorrow,
Do good anyway.

Give the world the best you have,
And it may never be enough.
Give your best anyway.

For you see, in the end,
It is between you and God,
It never was between you and them anyways.

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:: 2003 0 February :: 12.00 am

i found this site and i thought it was cool....
http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/flash/earth.html

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:: 2002 0 February :: 12.00 am

You tell me thing i know are true
and willingly i take your word
when problems arise, you bring me doubt
you deney the things you say were true
Which do i believe? What am i to do?
I know the things that are true
but so easily you change your mind
i'm at a loss of how to act
I do not know just what to do
there is one thing unchanging
and one thing always true
that thing is God and this i know
put trust in him and you will see
His love for you is true.
so this is what I'll do,
put trust in him and pray for you.

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:: 2002 10 March :: 12.00 am

Reading

Reality and fantasy
to me they're both the same
flashing back between the two
there's everything to gain
escasping from the trouble of today
forgetting everything i know
indulging in another trials
a better place to go.

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:: 2001 12 November :: 12.00 am

yet another poem from my british lit class...

The love from me he sought
but to young were we to know true love
break up with him i know i ought
though his touch was gental as a dove
three years together we had spent
The best of day's they might have been
"out there," they said, "are many men."
He begged and begged me not to go
I looked at him with teary eyes
and said "I wish is wasn't so."
I'm sure he felt like he would die
In love we thought we were
i know I loved him now for sure.

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:: 2002 18 January :: 12.00 am

This was a poem i had to write for my english class. it's from a mouse, and to a man.

To a Man
Sleeping in my comfy home
so suddenly there is no more
my heart beats fast
and then at last
I see you standing there
so big and tall, I'm so afraid
you speak and what is that you say?
you're voice is gental and so kind
yet so loud and strong inside my mind.
hold still i will, so you may leave me be
so i can find another home
before the winter brings the storm.

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:: 2002 22 March :: 12.00 am

Books are....

Adventure without danger
love with no real kiss
pain without the suffering

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:: 2001 9 March :: 12.00 am

Why do we pray for rain when it's hot?
and then for the sun when it's cold?

Why do we wish to be old when we are yound,
and wish to be young when we are old?

Why do those with curly hair want it straight?
and those with straight, want it to curl?

Why can't we just be content with what God gives us?

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:: 2001 9 March :: 12.00 am

I love the rain because it hides my tears.

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:: 2001 6 March :: 12.00 am

I miss having someone to hold me,
I miss having someone to love me,
I miss having someone who cares,
I miss having someone to call my own,
I miss having someone's shoulder to cry on,
I miss having someone to give a sweet and gental kiss,
I miss having someone here,
Someone here to love me,
someone here to kiss me,
someone here to hold me,
and take away my fears.
someone who will care for me,
someone who will cry with me,
someone who will be glad for me,
although i am not near.
someone that I want to love me,
someone that i want to care,
I want someone, anyone
as long as you wont hurt me
as long as you wont leave,
as long as you will love me,
for all that love is worth.
Could that someone, please be you?

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:: 2001 6 March :: 12.00 am

Emotions

If you never smile,
how will other know that you're happy?
if you never frown,
how will your friends know to cheer you up?
If you never shead a tear,
how can someone kiss it away?
If you never argue,
how will they know you disagree?
If you never show you're emotion,
how can you keep it all inside?

Emotions are a very important part of your live. It lets other have a hint as to what's going on in your heart. If your a stoic all the time, or are always "fine" it's as if you've closed the door and wont let anyone in.

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:: 2001 30 January :: 12.00 am

Waiting

I know it's coming
She told me he would
I can't sit still
Do I look nervious?
Are my checks all pink again?
What was that I just read?
waiting, waiting, waiting
he didn't ask me.
but she told me he would
he's just shy
he didn't have a convenyant oportunity in that busy english class.
I can't take this antisipation much longer
When will he ask me?
waiting, waiting, waiting
"You have to be along" she told me "It's not as special around others."
"Go over there and he'll follow"
"Oh, but I can't, I'm to nervious."
"Go!" she said
so I went.
waiting, waiting, waiting
I feel stupid just standing here
What am I afraid of?
I've talked to him before
It's just a valentines banquite
and we're only going as friends
but still, he's asking me!
waiting, waiting, waiting
Just three little words
I've practiced them all morning
here he comes.
he's asking me, he really is!
Are people watching?
Am I blushing?
Is he?!
waiting, waiting, waiting
"I'd love to."

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:: 2001 28 January :: 12.00 am

I want to tell you

I want to tell you that I miss you
You probably think that I don't care
How i long to hold you
to see you one last time
but i know that can't happen
I'm almost over you.
I will always love you deep down inside
It's killing me not to talk to you
I know that if I saw you
or gave you one last kiss
That I would fall apart again,
It's just all this is miss.
I think that it would hurt too much,
to bring back all the memories
that I try so hard to just forget,
and all the while try just as hard not to.
I want to tell you how I feel
but it wouldn't be fair to you
to play with your emotions
because I know that "we" cannot be.
so until we're both over this
I'll have to say goodbye.

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:: 2001 24 January :: 12.00 am

You look at me and I smile.
you ask me how i am
still smiling i tell you i am fine.
but if you look deeper, you'll see that i am not.
there's this thing called pain,
it burns so deep in me
i want to yell out, I'm not ok!
i can't do this anymore!
i can't deal with him...i want to help...but i can't.
now, he'll have to help himself.

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:: 2001 22 January :: 12.00 am

Starless Night



The stars are meaningless now.
I look up above and it's not there,
the happyness that i once felt.
but the memories are, for they will never fade away.
a moment with you for every star in the sky...
I guess we ran out of stars.
now the sky is grey.
there's no more starts tonight
I'm all alone, on this cold and starless night.

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:: 2003 13 February :: 12.00 am

I'm going to use this journal as a place to put all of my poems.... I'll put a date at the top, and that's the date that i wrote them...

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