:: 2007 22 October :: 2.14 pm
:: Mood: crushed

Failure In Love
Okay, so i thought i would up-date since it's been a while. which is what i always end up saying. I dated this guy for a little over 2 months. he never wanted to be official. he always wanted to make sure it would work out. I am always attracted to the inexperienced ones who in the end decide that im not worth thier time. I hate that. I just want a cute guy who i can trust, eventually. not so good in the trusting anyone department. boys are just out to break my heart. i have never been in love and part of me wants to but the other part just wants to protect myself so that i could never get hurt. so far im doing a good job of protecting myself cause i have never cried over any of the guys i had relationships with. never! I cried about rob only b/c i felt so bad for what i had done to him...but other than that....nothing. Some how it's always my fault. i always say something that makes the guy think about whether or not he really wants to be with me. I am hopeless.

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:: 2007 6 May :: 10.47 am
:: Mood: annoyed

I am still worried about getting a date to prom. I might just ask a random guy...Sam has a date now so i HAVE to get one. Although, everyone keeps telling me that I'm being too picky. Why wouldn't I be picky? I want my senior prom to be wonderful.

~A

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:: 2007 18 April :: 9.04 pm
:: Mood: tired

Life
So, we broke up. Like 3 weeks ago. He said our relationship didn't go the way he thought it would and he lost the connection he felt at the beginning. I kind of understand but it still hurt alot. I can't believe I am still not over it but i'm not. Age doesn't really matter when it comes to feelings. Well, prom is in a little more than a month. I am currently looking for a date. Since I no longer have a boyfriend, I actually have to look for a date. I want to be voted onto the prom court but I know that i'm not that popular. Why would everyone vote for me?

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:: 2007 28 February :: 8.55 pm

I would just like to let anyone who cares, know that I am now in a relationship...kind of. We don't act any differant than when we were just friends except we kissed. If that say you're in a relationship than the world has lost it. Anyway, I'm not sure if it's going to last. I don't think high school relationships last anyway but maybe this one will be different. Probably not. I am going to college next year and he will still be a junior in high school. That....is....interesting. Anyway, thanks. I miss you guys. Have a wonderful day/night. Hopefully we have a snow day tomorrow...fingers crossed.

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:: 2007 31 January :: 4.35 pm
:: Mood: confused

Swirl
Hey everyone. Haven't posted anything in a while. The only reason I decided to update is because someone left me a comment. I get so many of those...not, Anyway, I am going to swirl with a sophomore. I have to drive because he is only 15. I know...I look kind of desparate. If I was desparate I wouldn't go out with a sophomore. I actually think Ryan is a really nice kid, and he is pretty good looking. My mom said he looks too young. Oh, well. I am excited! Hopefully his mom doesn't think I am bad. I guess I would wonder too. I think I'm starting to have doubts. Oh, man...

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:: 2006 29 November :: 6.49 pm
:: Mood: amused

Some people seriously annoy the crap out of me. Oh, well. I guess you just have to live with it. Not everyone can be nice all of the time. It's not really their fault anyway. I always feel bad for people who have to pick on others just to feel the satisfaction of thinking they are better than someone else.
Don't you hate it when the only guys who ask you out are the ones that you don't like as boyfriends?
I have had 4 different guys ask me out so far. #One just wanted some booty. #Two asked me out before but is just a good friend. #Three is my little brother's friend who thinks I like him, just because I smile at him!!! And #Four is a really good friend, and that's it.
I am a teachers assistant at the middle school this trimester. Whenever my class(8th) does anything stupid I think of how immature I was at that age. I also think of some people who haven't really changed all that much.

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:: 2006 10 November :: 12.44 pm

So, How are things with everyone? The puppies are so cute! It is their 1 month birthday today.
I seriously dislike people right now.

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:: 2006 6 November :: 8.07 pm
:: Mood: annoyed

Choices
Some people are so touchy!
When certain individuals make fun of people all during there lunch...they have some serious issues.

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:: 2006 22 October :: 11.29 am

Homecoming was interesting...that's for sure...

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:: 2006 18 October :: 7.01 pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: Rent

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:: 2006 9 October :: 4.48 pm

My tennis partner is not good...

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:: 2006 29 September :: 3.30 pm
:: Mood: crushed

I am so mad at Zach!!! He came home and didn't tell me or call me. What a jerk!! Obviously he doesn't want to talk to me or hang out with me...because he would have a least called me...

Now I am gong to the game with Sam...in Middleville.

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:: 2006 16 September :: 11.38 am

I might be going to homecoming with Zach!!!

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:: 2006 24 August :: 1.27 pm
:: Mood: sad

ZaCh
Wow, I am really going to miss Zach when he goes back to college...today was the last time I am going to see him! That is so sad. He got me the most awesome bracelet in Spain.

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:: 2006 10 August :: 11.38 pm
:: Mood: bored

Either I am desperate or I really do miss Carles. Maybe I don't know what I want and I really like Zach. I can't decide. I guess since Carles is in Spain and we can never be together and Zach is leaving for Northern as soon as he gets back from Spain, I shouldn't even bother with either. I should just move on...but how can I?
~A

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