:: 2008 3 May :: 4.07 am

Oh, dear.

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:: 2008 1 May :: 10.03 am

I think I may most definately have a chemical imbalance.
At least I know I do.
Makes life exciting!

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:: 2008 30 April :: 7.49 am

Well, I think I just spent my last night at the Cornerstone dorms this year.
Which is fun, I suppose. I mean.. it'll be nice to sleep at home again.
But it's also highly depressing.
I love these people here, the life I've made here. I eat, sleep, and drink theatre. And coffee. And Jesus. And that's about it. And now I have to go for three months.
Wow. THREE months.
Maybe I'll change my check out time and stay just one more night just so I can be here with everyone.
Except by that point everyone may be almost gone.
I am so lucky I came here.
This is most deffinately my Hogwarts. And theatre is my Quidditch.


Love?


Love.

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:: 2008 29 April :: 11.58 am

I have literally reached a new point in my life.

I just got home from getting my blood drawn.
From a nurse I didn't know.
By myself.
And I didn't cry.
Or vomit.
Or pass out.

Frick.

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:: 2008 27 April :: 11.09 pm

Today was the last showing of "Little Women." It was also many people's last time on the Cornerstone stage. It really struck me... because my time at Cornerstone is just begining. I have such a future here. When I leave and say my last line on that stage... my story will be so different than it is now. Mike Coon, Paul Hoppa, and Jon Batch are three names that probly don't mean a lot to you, but they mean a whole lot to me and they're all leaving and moving on... to bigger and better things. Leaving a stage is like leaving a home. Leaving a theatre department is like leaving a family. It's bittersweet for them... because once you go past the high school level it's something bigger. It's something permanent. It will always be a part of your life... not just a memory. It's in your blood.

I don't know what I'm going to do when he moves to Texas.
I don't think he knows how much I really do care for him. How much I look up to him. How much I absolutely love him.

My first line on the Cornerstone stage, ironically enough, was "Hi!" I often used to wonder if this was God's plan for me. Now that doubt is almost completely gone. I've been at Cornerstone for one semester. I have had so much positive theatre experience I could just FLIP. I have made friends with some of the most amazing people I've ever met.. and learned so much about myself that I don't think I could even begin to make a list.
I think God might be giving me a hint.
Plus, let us not forget. I have found purpose.
I have found joy.
I have found love.
The people are coming and going in cycles.. and I'm a part of that cycle.
And thank God I finally understand.
Oh, and one more thing.


Love? Love.

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:: 2008 25 April :: 12.28 am

I have found purpose.
There are no words...

Purpose.

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:: 2008 24 April :: 12.29 pm

Steel Magnolias Cast List

"Annelle" - Bethany Schalow
"Ouiser" - Becky Visser
"Truvy" - Meghan Earhart
"M'Lynn" - Amy Groen
"Clairee" - CJ Namenye
"Shelby" - Meghan Powell

Director - Heather Hammond
Assistant Director - Caroline Cahoon
Stage Manager - Mike Hull



YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*excitement*
Love.

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:: 2008 24 April :: 2.51 am

Well, Frick.
Doing things for the right reasons actually works.

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:: 2008 23 April :: 10.15 am

It's Corny Show-Tune Time..
I will climb until I find my time and place
I will be fearless
Surrendering modesty and grace
I will not dissapear without a trace
I'll shout and start a riot
Be anything but quiet
Christopher Columbus! I'll be Astonishing!
Astonishing!
Astonishing!
At last...

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:: 2008 23 April :: 12.53 am

I think love is the only thing one can experience in which you can feel just as terrible with it as you do without.

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:: 2008 22 April :: 7.57 am

I love differently than you do.

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:: 2008 21 April :: 11.50 am

I get frustrated when I can't feel emotions other people are portraying.

I have never loved like you love.

I don't know what that feels like to want someone that badly that you already have.

I have loved. However, I have never loved in that sense... and in it's purest form.

I have lied.

It isn't the same.

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:: 2008 20 April :: 2.28 am

I'm going to start measuring my life in girth units.

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:: 2008 18 April :: 4.40 pm

I love Autumn Hubbard.
I love the sun.
I love my God.
I love my life.
I am in LOVE.
(how gross is that?)
<3

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:: 2008 17 April :: 10.49 am

I have a hypothesis.
If I eat enough banana... I shall taste like Banana.

Love? Love.

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