:: 2008 25 March :: 3.20 pm

I feel as though I must have bragging rights.

I have re-written the biblical story of Joseph and then performed it with a fellow group of Cornerstonian actors.

They were practically beside themselves they thought it was so hystierical.

I am good at something, by golly....

"...do I smell a Grand Award?.."

Do you smell the smoke?

:: 2008 19 March :: 12.17 am

I love seeing the good in people.

Do you smell the smoke?

:: 2008 18 March :: 9.52 am

So many words mean so much just by themselves.

everything

Do you smell the smoke?

:: 2008 6 March :: 8.30 am

I'm so serious. Watch the entire thing. Starts out lame-ish.
Just watch it. Don't stop.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IUiEeM5TAUY

1 exhaled | Do you smell the smoke?

:: 2008 4 March :: 4.41 pm

I haven't slept in my own dorm-room type bed in, well...

Frick.

Why are Christians so afraid to admit that they're human?

Do you smell the smoke?

:: 2008 4 March :: 1.00 pm

As I sat there last night watching you sleep I realized I couldn't comprehend how someone could love a person so much.

And then I realized something else.

His love is even stronger. It is beyond what is already beyond my complete comprehension.

His love is amazing.

Do you smell the smoke?

:: 2008 29 February :: 6.58 am

One of the main reasons that I will almost never order anything from a fast food restaurant is that I have worked in two of them and I feel awful making those poor workers do absolutely anything.

I just thought I'd let everyone know.

2 exhaled | Do you smell the smoke?

:: 2008 28 February :: 4.06 am

I just want him to know that I care.

It's time to stop being afraid.

There is nothing wrong with love.

Do you smell the smoke?

:: 2008 26 February :: 8.23 am

An Antique guitar named Alvin
+
Loud latenight physical/screaming matches in the Lobby
+
Missing the Idiot
+
Discovering that other Christian Girls really Want to have Sex, too
+
Not falling Asleep again Until About Four-ish
+
A Show this Saturday
+
Girl Kisses and Snuggles
+
Cheap Coffee
=
Love. <3

Do you smell the smoke?

:: 2008 25 February :: 4.18 pm

It's so profound to me..
How does everyone else's life remain so unnafected when death happens? How are they not touched by it?
I was crying and being held and it was like every alanis morsette video there ever was...everyone was spinning around me and all I wanted to do was feel the music.
If you take enough acetametphin it gives you a buzz. They call it a pain killer but it only ever makes you a part of the background.
I can never do what the world wants when I already know what I need.
It wasn't even my death.
But I was touched.
Even pushed.
And now I'm floating higher and higher... and he is amazing.
I am alive.
He chose me to be alive.
And I'm feeling. I'm feeling becaues I've decided to really live.

...and here I am again...

I can only pray for you.
It's out of my hands.
So I will lift them to the only one who can ever truly know...

Do you smell the smoke?

:: 2008 24 February :: 11.20 am

So, this morning, at the wee hours of gross oclock, I "woke up" on the floor under a blanket with two girls and a guy who was wearing eyeliner and mockasins. One of the girls and I were so entangled that I couldn't move for I don't know how long.. I was fully clothed (at this point in time) however I didn't know where I was for a second and my mouth was full of short black hairs. And I'm wearing a tie.
Right now I am quite sure there is a tap-dancing hamster in my head who keeps kick the SAME FRICKEN SPOT.
I spent the remainder of the morning feeding a (I'm pretty sure) blind gueanea pig named walter many different forms of melon, snuggling a gallon of apple juice, and remembering that God shows his love to us in many small forms that sometimes may be overlooked. Like sunglasses.

Why the frick am I wearing a tie?

9 exhaled | Do you smell the smoke?

:: 2008 23 February :: 7.32 am

Love.
Love is our job.
Not judgement.
That's his.
Just love.

Do you smell the smoke?

:: 2008 22 February :: 7.11 am

I can't be sick of you. It's literally what I'm here for.
I'm sorry.
Whew.
Breathe.
I'll get the idiot.
I'll get you with love.
1 Corinthians 16:14.

3 exhaled | Do you smell the smoke?

:: 2008 22 February :: 2.03 am

Dear God,
Okay.
I get it.
I'll stop looking.

1 exhaled | Do you smell the smoke?

:: 2008 21 February :: 1.02 pm

I have my own life
And I am stronger than you know

1 exhaled | Do you smell the smoke?