I am so angry about the situation here.

Yesterday, I was bitched out by my younger 12 year old cousin when I tried to ask her why she wouldn't give Taylor back her camera. She told me "YOU have NO control over me!" "Leave me alone" "stay out of it" and "I just CHOOSE not to have respect for you" I was SO flabergasted by the way she was treated with me I was speechless. I went upstairs and cried. I cannot BELIEVE the way she spoke to me. It was TOTALLY unnacceptable, so angering in fact that I considered coming home this weekend (my mom agreed that I should) because they have NO respect for me, each other, or their mom. My cousin lied to my aunt, making my aunt think I had somehow tormented Leah, or been mean to her. SHE was being very rude to taylor, and just being selfish, so I went in and asked her why should refused to give back something that did not belong to her.

My aunt believes Leah, and I"m sure I won't even get an apology. I'm just so hurt by the way she spoke to me. I would NEVER speak to my older cousins that way..because my mom taught me to be RESPECTFUL.

My aunt doesn't discipline them at all. She tries to sometimes, but falls back on her punishments the next day. She's always at work. She doesn't make them wear seatbelts (even when traveling down the highway at 80mph..they are 9,11, and 12).--to me that's child endangerment, SHE doesn't even wear her seatbelt, they don't listen, they fight and cry and hurt each other, they ride their bikes around town when my aunt is at work, they go wherever they want and my aunt doesn't mind...

they got caught looking at porn the other day on the computer and my aunt "banned" them from the computer, well, they were on the next day, and the day after that we went to best buy to look at fucking LAPTOPS for them EACH to have.

this is all ridiculous..i don't deserve to be treated so disrespectfully by my younger cousins..if i try to tell them to do something they just ignore me, (or flip out at me, like Leah).

This is SO WRONG in so many ways, my mom and my other aunts are furious about the way things are here in this household, my one aunt is "going to write a LONG note to my aunt julie, to tell her how she feels about all this"

not to mention this house is the messiest house you have ever seen, you can't see the floor in any of the rooms and all surfaces are covered in junk, clothes, wrappers and dirty dishes...also there is pee and random turds around the whole house from the untrained 1 year old dog. there are two beside me on the floor here and random ones upstairs in the hallway, and they just sit there.





i worked in the nesquik tower today, and when i blew my nose, chocolate came out. ugh.

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