i*m gunna draw a picture a picture with a twist i*ll draw it with a razor blade i*ll draw it on my wrist and as a draw the picture a fountain will appear and as the foutain fades My troubles dissaper!

 

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0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2006 28 June :: 7.35pm
:: Mood: Grossed Out.
:: Music: Your Eyes Open - Keane

EW
Stephen the Lion: its funny how you never notice how many socks you need till you start packing for a vacation

Emleh: XD

Stephen the Lion: then its like "dude, where are all my socks?"

Emleh: I think that's like.. the only cute thing you've ever said

Stephen the Lion: hahaha
Stephen the Lion: so, now you think im cute?

Emleh: No.
Emleh: I thought that what you said was cute.
Emleh: But that's it.

Stephen the Lion: mabye we should get togeter sometime?
Stephen the Lion: awww

Emleh: ...
Emleh: Wow. Umn... No..

Stephen the Lion: haha
Stephen the Lion: your so silly when you react like i was being serious

Emleh: HAHAHAHHA.


Ew.
He was definitely being serious.
x---X;;;

BLAH.
'mabout to go to Linxx0rs.


<3

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:: 2006 25 June :: 6.36pm
:: Mood: Hyper. xD
:: Music: Boys. DOOJE DOOJE.

Dood.
My tonselitis is liek.. Almost gone. ^--^ KNOCK ON WOOD. ~knock~ I fucking love amoxicilin.

- WHAT YOU FUCKING MISSED. =p -
We had liek.. a gawddamn party at Jade's house last night. Fucking. Awesome. I love Jade. And I love Adam and Ducky and Naomi and Amanda and David and Bobbie and Adam ( whom has Hyde-hair and Foreman-face XD ). David is Jade's neighbour that we discovered during her birthday party and we've been chilling with them ever since. Mostly at night. 'Cause it's good. But yeah, so, Bobbie and Hyde-hair Adam are David's friends.

Boobie tried to shoot me with a firecracker once and I just met Hyde-hair Adam last night. Amanda and Naomi were over and Adam and Ducky are always at Jade's because it's like.. their second house.
All in all, we had a lotta fun. Dancing, almost breaking Jade's floor, drinking water, tonselitis.. David slapped my ass and it hurt. o--o

A lot.

So I smacked his tummeh and things were better. ^^

Hyde-hair Adam got super drunk. Annnd.. threw up in the grass x--X;; EMILY PICKED UP THE BARF TOWEL.
We all passed out 'bout 5 or 6 am, spare Jade, who was still in OCD-clead mode. Bleep.
Then we got up at liek 12:30 pm today and I made Emilettes ( EMILY'S OMELETTES O--O; ) annnnd.. they were good. Then my aunt picked Naomi and I up and then my mommy took Naomi home and then we went to the mall and I THINK I WANT TO BE A FASHION DESIGNER WHEN I GROW UP.

^----------^

So there you go.
I like things.
SYC tomorrow.
YEY?!
I love you.
A lot.
Uhhhhh..
I HAVE AN ORANGE WHISTLE.

It's powerfully positive and positively powerful.

<3!!

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0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2006 23 June :: 1.25pm
:: Mood: Relieved, content

HUZZAH.
I don't have strep, I have tonselitis!
Jadie, I'll probably be over tomorrow. Maybe. I think.
And I get AMOXICILLIN to make it better ^---^
The thick, pink, bubble-gum-ee stuff.
Love.
I haven't had it since I was liek.. 10.
I'm definitely feeling more happy. Really tired, but content.
And I just ate.
So that's good, too.
My throat hurts.
^-^

<3

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0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2006 23 June :: 8.34am
:: Mood: PAINED.

Sweet Fuckin' Fuck!
I hate you, Ducky! You TOTALLY JINXED ME. AND YOU WOULDN'T KNOCK ON WOOD. AHHHH. BITCH.
Anyways .___.
I have strep throat.
And it's ghey.
I'm going to the doctor at 11:45. And I'm awake. At 8:35 am. Because of my stupid throat. GHEY.
It's all gross and white back there.
Woe is me, fair people, assuming people are reading this!
My Jade leaves Tuesday and I fear I will not be able to see her T--T
I'll probably skip volunteering on Monday - don't wanna infect anyone e--e - but we'll see how it goes.
So my weekend is totally ruined.
And Naomi's is, too, if you think about it.
Naomi, if you get mad at me 'cause I got strep and I can't drive you home.. bleh. o---o
I will just wave idly and fall back into bed.
THIS.
ISN'T.
FUN.
AH.
DEATH TO YOU WHOEVER MUTATED YOUR CELLS INTO STREPTOCOCCIS A AND B.
I HOPE YOU JUST.. DIE.
A lot.
KTHNX.
>---------<;;

I'm gonna go lay down again before I have to get up and shower.
I probably won't be able to eat for a little bit .___.

<3
GHEY.

P.S. I have a stand-in phonular ( same number you have ) since the other one comitted suicide. Ring if you need me. <3

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0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2006 18 June :: 10.05pm
:: Mood: Tired-ish
:: Music: nothing.

Updating.
'Cause Naomi told me too.

<3

P.S. YouTube is god. I'm on there. o--o Search for drpeppercrusader.

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0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2006 3 June :: 3.52pm
:: Mood: Hi.
:: Music: Chewing gum, rain, typing

Hallo lovelies
How are you all today?

It's raining outside my window and I'm contemplating popping in one of the movies I got the other day.
Creepshow, Nightmare on Elm Street 2: Freddy's Revenger, or Nightmare on Elm Street 3: Dream Warriors. I thought I got the first one with Johnny Depp in it, but I suppose I didn't.. I got all three for like.. 15 dollars all together.
Super fun time!

Anyways, I had a lot of fun at Jade's and I'm whipped mentally and.. perhaps physically. But not literally.
Did you follow that?

Good show.

I'm gonna go watch scary movies now, kthnx.

<3

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0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2006 28 May :: 11.09pm
:: Mood: Stuffy

Jade - the fish who's still swimming.
Jade: I'm hooked, but there's no line.

Emily: Yeap.

Jade: Or perhaps I was pulled ashore, and then abandoned on the beach because I wasn't a good catch.

Emily: Tch. You just haven't unhooked the deadly hook yet, but the line broke.
Emily: You're still swimming, but you can't get the hook out.
Emily: 'Cause of the barbs.

Jade: Alright.


I don't think I could ever honestly stay mad at Jade for more than like.. 7 hours.

Because I love her.
That's the only explanation.


My head's all plugged up.
Bitchy.

<3

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0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2006 23 May :: 9.38pm
:: Mood: Thoughtful

Jade and I don't want to be ballerinas when we grow up.
Jade: Um... She picks me up at about 4
Jade: So like... 4.20 ish?
Jade: Ha.
Jade: 4.20
Jade: The worst time of day
Jade: For Emily
Jade: =p

Emily: xD
Emily: Fuck you in the butt, kthnx.
Emily: <3

Jade: Why?
Jade: You like... hate stoners.
Jade: With a passion.

Emily: Yeah
Emily: I try not to, like.. when I think about it rationally, I know it's their choice and they're stupid asses
Emily: But I just get so.. angry..

Jade: Yeah.
Jade: I know.

Emily: I'm gonna grow up to slaughter stoners
Emily: I'm going to dissect them and try to find the stupid glands in their brainds

Jade: I'm gonna grow up to be a serial killer

Emily: That secretes stupidaphetamin

Jade: Well.
Jade: I think it's disgusting when people idolize serial killers.
Jade: So I'll give them something to idolize.
Jade: No
Jade: I don't think I would kill the people who idolize serial killers.
Jade: I think I would go after the people they love
Jade: And see if they still idolize killers.
Jade: Fucking bastards.

Emily: ECKS DEE.

<3

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0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2006 17 May :: 10.27pm
:: Mood: Terribly amused
:: Music: asdasasd

"We eat out too much."
LIMP NINJA TIME

Watch it.
Nao.

Get on the floor.

DO A BARREL ROLL.

<3

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0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2006 15 May :: 8.04pm
:: Mood: Victorious

PWNED.
Eli has found a new game on his cultsite which consists of a boy or girl telling their ex that they still love them, then saying "Just Kidding". Results don't vary often and are almost always amusing. Eli and I conspired against Robbie, the unsuspecting boy-child whom was targeted. Robbie's a nice kid, I suppose, but he did grope me that one day.. >---->


Emily: Robbie

Robbie: what

Emily: It's Emily. I've been meaning to tell you..

Robbie: oh ok
Robbie: lol

Emily: Eckk.. well..
Emily: Jesussss.. lemme JUST ASK. x---x
Emily: Will you.. er... go out with me..?

Robbie: woah, is this really emily?

Emily: Y-yeah.. <--<;;
Emily: Well.. er.. will ya?

Robbie: uh, sure, i guess

Emily: You don't know how long I've liked you.

Robbie: :3
Robbie: my devilish good looks

Emily: Yeah.
Emily: Well. I was just kidding.
Emily: Thanks, though. <3

Robbie: ouch, that was mean

Emily: Love you, Robbie ^-^

Robbie: i am so confused right now

Emily: xDDD

Robbie: i fucking hate this game

Emily: XDDDDDDDDDDD

I will admit, that was pretty bitchy of me, but it was damn funny.

Eli: PWNED BITCH
Eli: JAJJAJAJAJAJAJA

Robby: IT WAS YOU WASN'T IT?

Eli: No that was Emily
Eli: But you just got pwned

Robby: uber-pwned

Eli: XD

Robby: that was creepy

Eli: More liek
Eli: Your heart skipped a beat

Robby: lolol

Eli: then was shattered like glass against the floor

Robby: moer like Emily is a bitch and i'm gonna pay fat disgusting people who hang out at lost realms to BRUTALLY RAPE HER

Eli: Aww poor robbby

Robby: theres gonna be cunt punting tomorrow

Uhh.. I'm scared?
No, not really.





Knock on wood.. >-->

XD
<3

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0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2006 13 May :: 5.15pm
:: Mood: Icky-ish.
:: Music: Shower sound

Friday Off
Yeah, so. I actually got up at 9 in the fucking morning without any sort of goading or incentive. Wow, right? I know.
The thrills don't end there.

So I got up, ate left-overs from the night before ( Keithander, his familia [sans papi], and I went to dinner ) while watching CSI and Naomi came over. So we're chillin'. We watched Amityville Horror - soooo good ^-^ - and then we went upstairs to get ready for our 'double date', persay.

We ended up both wearing spaghetti strap shirts, and for any of you who know Emily, this is a break-through. The only time she wore spaghetti-straps without awkwardity in public in the past year or two was that one time during last summer with Jade. Long live SYC..? XDD
I'll uphold that "legacy".

Anyways. So we get out and Emily's ALSO carrying a purse. Emily HAS lost it. Kthnx. We get to the movies and Keithander and Victor are already there - and Keith already had our tickets? WHAT? Jeez, it's like we're fucking going out or something. Though we all know that Keith and I are married. Kthnx.

So Keith and I walk into Ice Age II. It was pretty cute. What made it better was the little kid near the front who was explaining rather loudly how global warming worked - the whole theater chuckled. So's we get out of the movie and I find a fucking SNAKES ON A PLANE poster - I freak out, it's now my phone background - and I see Naomi in the bathroom.

And I'm like "So your movie's already over..?"
And she's liek "No."
And I'm liek "Then.. what are you doing in here..?"
And she's liek "... I donno." and walks out.
And I'm liek "... XD"

Yeah.
So Keith and I went into the game room and took our so-sweet-you-could-rofl-and-barf picture-booth shots just to consummate the date. Lollerskates. Then we played ze DDR. Gewd stuff. Other than I pretty much had to stay on standard .___. GHEY.
EMILY NEEDS ZE PRACTICE.

So we leave the game room, waiting for Na and Vic to get out of their movie, and there's good ol' Michan! I grope her a few times, get some odd stares from her male-companion-whom-she-probably-wasn't-dating, and she giggles at our disgustingly-adorable pictures from ze picture booth. They go about their way and Na and Vic get out of their movie and then we go to the beach.

Yes.
You heard correctly.
Emily.. went to the beach.
Don't get me wrong, it was JUST at sunset, so I didn't ruin my hard-earned pale, but.. the beach.
Sand x---X;
Water X---x;;
Buggies .___.;;;
But it was fun, I'll admit.
I enjoyed myself.
The moon was beautiful, too.
Pretty much orange as the sun was setting, so it glowed nicely on the water. Then it turned white and still glowered against the sea.
Na and Vic were SO CUTE ^------^!!
They were allll swimmin' in the ocean together in the moon light and Keithander and I were just liek "Aww! They're so cute and young and not married like us!"
Andddd..
Yeah.
xDDD

So that lasted 'til about 10:30 and Vic had to go home. Naomi made off with a pair of his swim trunks. xD He got a few kisses goodnight, I suppose. Keithander's parentals drove Na and I back to our house, and though we were DEAD tired, we found the will to have some sort of meal.
And it was DEFINITELY good.
Cold Publix barbecue chicken, DP/Sprite, bread, and "Dibs" or whatever they're called - little balls of chocolate-coated ice cream, omfg, soooo good.
Then we went to bed about 12.
'Cause we were REALLY TIRED.

Today, we got up about 11:30 am -- good stuff. I don't know what's possessing me lately, all this up early, to bed early nonsense. But we were up none the less. Omfg, I have HELLO KITTY POPTARTS. xD
We watched a couple more movies - Bless the Child and Stuck on You, which was pretty amusing.
We went upstairs and I went back down for laundry and some kitchen-cleaning 'cause I feel bad sometimes if I don't do it. Naomi just took a shower and here I am.
Typing.
About yesterday's many break throughs.

Eugh, I think I have a hickie.
Thanks for keeping it below t-shirt level <3

XD

Au revoir, mes petits!
J'adore vous.
<3

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0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2006 27 April :: 5.38pm
:: Mood: Homeworkee
:: Music: Him - Sigillum Diaboli

Naomi's Party..
Happened.

And it was better than you.

Kthnx.

<3

"Sorry, I have a boyfriend."

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0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2006 26 April :: 12.14am
:: Mood: Turbo clean!
:: Music: Don't Close Your Heart - HIM

OMFGEEEEEEEEE
HAPPY
SWEET
SIXTEEN
KIMBERLY
JADE.

<3
<3
<3
!!!


I love you and I'm SO GLAD that we had lockers next to each other in 7th grade.
XDDDd

<3!!

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0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2006 25 April :: 10.55pm
:: Mood: basldj
:: Music: HIM - Beyond Redemption

Insta-karma
Alright. So today was probably the most convincing case of insta-karma I've ever seen. I'll tell you the whooole story.

So. Naomi, Amanda, and I were the SOOPER HUNGRY. So much so, we resorted to common theivery. I did, anyways, and I'll admit that it was solely my fault. Because I did it. And I know I did it. And everyone knows I did it.
So.
I did it.
GET IT?

Anyways. I went into darling Kristen's bag while she was at the soda machine and stole her sandwich. We walked right by her and I'm pretty sure he friends told her that we stole her sandwich 'cause she came after us like.. a minute or two after. But it was already gone by then.
And she was really mad.
I mean really mad.
I didn't think she'd get so angry.
But she did.
And. It was bad.
She didn't hit me or anything, she just yelled at us and flicked us off while she walked away. We giggled, but.. she was HONESTLY mad.
Right after that, I sat down and got gum in my hair.
._____.

We had to cut it out with a key 'cause I didn't want to go to the clinic or tromp to my next class with it. So. Yeah.
Anyways, I just check my myspace ( 'cause I'm ghey <3 ) and this is the comment she left me:

I am very mad at you.
That was my only sandwich.
And you took it.
Which is.. not right.
Thats stealing?
I should tell Mrs. Graw...
But I wont.
Because I'm not a bitch unlike someone who goes through
other peoples backpack and steals their food for
the day..
which was supposed till last 7.
bitch.


Alright, one, WHERE was she when I was stealing her sandwich? At the gawdamn vending machines. Perhaps she was just accompanying Jessica, but I'm sure she got something.
Second, there was OTHER FOOD in her bag.
Third, I think she can put up with a little bit of hunger for the last TWO HOURS of the day. Ooh, boo hoo, I'm hungry - SUCK IT UP.
I could understand how I'm pretty bitchy, going through her bag, but that's the only bag I went through. Ever. In my life. And she thinks I don't regret it?
I do.
Kthnx.

And SHE SHOULD TELL MRS. GRAW?
WHAT IS MRS. GRAW GONNA DO?
Throw up Kristen's DAMN SANDWICH?
"MM, YUM, BARF, THANKS MRS. GRAW."
Make me say SORRY?
I've apologized ATLEAST TEN TIMES NOW.


Now that I reread it, I think she meant it was supposed to last until 7.. pm.
Now I feel bad.
I'm sorry again, Kristen, for bitching.
I don't think you read this.. but if you do and now you're flaming 'cause I ranted, uhhh.. I'm sorry.
<---<
~cough~

Anyone who reads this, do not let my petty pish-posh alter or skew your conception of Miss Kristen, because she's is a wonderful, kind girl and what I did is wrong.
I'm not allowed to get angry.
So.
I'll be quiet nao.
After.. I got angry..
~cough~

<---<;

<3

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0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2006 17 April :: 4.40pm
:: Mood: Tired, nonchalant
:: Music: Master of Puppets - Metallica

My brothers. Are stupid asses.
Alright.
Well.
They get in the car after school and David had apparentally gotten a referral. I don't know if those of you who go to schools out of Florida ( supposing there are people out of the state of Florida that read this ) have referrals, but basiacally they're worse than detentions and often get you Saturday detentions, so on and so forth.

So David, the middle child ( I'm the eldest ) got a referral from his science teacher because apparentally he's terribly unruly in class. So he spends the whole car ride home denouncing each of his 'crimes' committed in the class, how he "doesn't even have toys" and "the class talks ten times more" than him, so of an so forth.

So we get home and Jeremy, the youngest, says,"Her handwriting is about as crooked as her hip." David does the whole "Ooooh, burn" bit and goes inside. JJ goes to get out of the car and my mom snags him by the collar and yanks him back into his seat - she is simply aflame. "What did you say?!"

Now for all of you who know my mom, this honestly was not a smart thing to say infront of her. My mom has a limp as well for she is missing part of her upper leg and so one leg is shorter than the other. Mrs. Speer - David's Science teacher - limps about as well. I don't know her story, but this comment hit the bees nest right on.

My mother was furious. And now the boys are digging up some large accumulation of plants in the backyard that my mom always wanted to remove.

So there you have it.

Stupid asses.

Sometimes I hate middle schoolers.

Well.. most of the time. o--O;;

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