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:: 2004 31 May :: 9.16 pm

i am back and very exhausted from tha trip i twas fun and there are way to many details to tell in one entry so katie we all will tell you about it at school, and seirra the next time i am on the fone wit you i will tell ya then way to tired to enven type ahhhhh nap time.

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:: 2004 10 April :: 1.10 am
:: Music: crying

okay i no i only have been posting on friends only for a while but this is a exception. no sara i still dont talk shit about you on woohu because i am sincere, and i try not to make people feel horrible about themsleves. i have notbeen on woohu in like a week so i just read yur comment and everyone eleses, i mean really you cant blame cuttin yurself on me it is all your choice. i cant really remember ne thin bad i have done to you, i mean maybe i have said a few things that you did not like but is only cuz ya new i wuz rite, and you felt small and you dont like to feel any worse than ne one else. i mean truly if you were everrr ma friend you could blow stuf like that off. i mean ronnie wha did i do 2 you? Sierra, c'mon i thought we were friends, but i guess sara has pushed exagerated lies in yur head so i guess you hate me now to. Mandy what i have like only seen you once what did i do 2 you. i mean why do people always hate me so much i mean if ne one else said ne thing mean to you you would blow it off. Why me why. i mean i care about yur problems you jus neva want to tell me them. Sara well i cant say i know but i no yur goin thru a hard time at home and it may sound dumb but even though you made me feel like shit i am still praying for you so maybe sumday you could be a happier person, infact i pray for all my friends but especially you and well i really dont know how much i can take of everyone hating me. i am not being fake you guys really hurt me like alot, and well i forgive you, but sumtimes i dont allways 4get what is was u did, i mean really guys yoou should think about yur actions and wurds before you say them, i know you all have problems i know i am not the only one whho is sad, but you dont no what i have been through, all the well neva mind ya probly dont care ne more. i mean sierra you were all worried about me hurting maself but now i guess you dont care so fuck it all!!!!!!

oops at the top it said i still talk shit about sara, i meant i still dont cuz i neva have, i reallized that, sorry for the confusion!

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:: 2004 4 April :: 8.12 pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: blah

hey ya'll im so glad ma horses are close now and i can ride out and side them everyday on bike this place they are at is like a dream place it is so nice they even have a soda and food room with couches and air conditionin. it is so cool gotta take ya sumtime!

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:: 2004 4 April :: 8.07 pm
:: Mood: pissed
:: Music: none

well it needed to be done no more public woohu so i am only doin freinds now. so leave me a coment and i will put ya on ma friends list if you are not there already.

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fuck off sara!

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:: 2004 28 February :: 8.15 am
:: Mood: sad and i dont really no why
:: Music: MTV yaya

Scott was such a jerk yesterday, he came up to our meeting with bartsch and i did not mind much, but i thought he should know hwy we have those fuckin meetings, so i showed him and sade it was fake and and so he told all his friends that i am so pissed off, i dont think ne of them remembe but that was really a close one cuz if ne otha teacher beside mr b finds out theywould surely tell ma parents. well i got to go finish ma project fo presentation day today in 4h blah boring. Sara i hope you feel beter! Sierra happy oops i forgot but remembered yesterday bithday, i no it was on wednessday but i will try and get yo present to ariel so she can give it to you on mon. or tues.

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:: 2004 27 February :: 2.28 pm
:: Mood: sigh
:: Music: scot and blake are dancing hee

heee tee hee
hey sar r u sick i am a little sick sierra call me. well ya got to go ya well ttyl!

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:: 2004 25 February :: 4.50 am
:: Mood: hey
:: Music: tic toc

ma parents once again will not be home until 8. Where is the fuckin rain gone, now we have this god damn wind i like wind with dark clouds above, but not wind with sunny skies. i know it is like my law not to talk about other people on here but i will make an exception. i think that sara and i are starting to get along better. that is all i will say on that topic. well there goes my toast gotta find the peanut butter.

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:: 2004 23 February :: 4.22 am
:: Mood: sad hurt
:: Music: crunch crunch ashley is chewing in ma ear!

hey ya
Sara i dont want to call ya a liar but i read ova ma last 1 and your name was not in it. ne wayz the stuff i said in it was really tru and serious okay, i struggle with a lot of things you guys dont know about, things i dont think i can ever tell ne 1. i mean thhese things hurt really bad, and that is why i am so sad all tha time, i also have clinicle depression, and Wow ash that is beutiful ( sorry ashley is playing a piece of beatoven on tha piano and it is magnificent, i am so proud of her she is so smart and pretty and way confident in herself. well ne way, and scince i have depression that gives me.. umm well let us just say, heart problems and from time to time that is really painful, and i feel like i cannot breath, but that is not tha stuff i wot ell ya. i am sorry sara really i am sorry everyone else, i am just not good wit friends i guess, because i did not have ne beside gel and ao until i was in the sixth grade! i guess i really missed out. i always try to be nice, and when i am not i feel bad and punish myself. i am only hu...well i am created by God ne way. well i just want to say that you guys make me mad suntimes cuz you, always prefer to go and talk to sum1 else instead of me and well everyone does it. well i gotta go ashley want me to play, i am actually pretty good i took piano for 2 years i gues none of ya knew that. ya actually dont know a lot about me truely ya dont. well ya bye

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