"..Love sneaks up on us like children coming around the corner.
It can happen from time to time: gently, surprisingly,
We find ourselves less distraught or sad, if only for a bit..."

 

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:: 2006 12 January :: 6.25 pm

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Fuck you, jerk. You don't know the first thing about a loving relationship~control freak.

Ryan and I are in love. That's what love is. He's everything I want already... I don't have to change him. I don't make him diet. I don't make him cry. I don't make him hurt. I respect him. He tries best he can. So does YOURS.

You need to take a long hard look at yourself. Arrogance is not a respected trait. Get over yourself and look at her and what she wants. Be better for her. You need to change. You really really do. If you want to be with her~if you love her, you will.

I did.

Grr


:: 2005 23 June :: 8.16 pm

It's so funny how much he can be an asshole... You wouldn't ever know unless you met him in person.

Grr


:: 2005 28 April :: 7.03 pm

"She's just a prick. She's been a prick to you your whole life."

Grr


:: 2005 22 April :: 8.09 pm

She ditched me twice.
I also have to ask out the stupidest person in my vicinity.
And I bet that one hates me.... for no apparent reason.
Why do freshmen have to be the cool ones?
Taylor, Josh, Mark, I love you.

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:: 2005 21 April :: 8.47 pm

I hate all of you.
Except him right now. I'm not sure entirely why I chose him, but I did. I think it's a crush. Anyways...
I hate everyone else. You make my emotions, religion, love, and life, hell.

Grr


:: 2005 7 April :: 2.42 pm

Everything is rather hectic lately. Though it's Spring Break, I'm busting my ass on my Jr. Research Paper. I hate English.

Grr


:: 2005 30 January :: 11.05 am

You're no picinc either. I can't believe you sometimes...
Everyone's against you. Everyone doesn't know what you are 'all about'. It's hard when you won't talk. And I don't think you matter much anymore.

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:: 2005 22 January :: 1.16 pm

Keep pretending.

I think I hate you.

Grr


:: 2005 21 January :: 11.06 pm

Go suck a fatty D!

Grr


:: 2005 16 January :: 5.05 pm

Haven't updated here in a while...
I still want a tounge ring, though...
Apparently Allan wants to take me to get one when he turns 18 and gets his tatoo...
Sounds good.

-Me

Grr


:: 2004 13 October :: 12.07 am

Hmm... *looks in the mirror*

Now I really want a tongue ring. That'd look so hawt... I'm so wet right now. *laughs ass off* You Theo....

Yeah, but I do. I'd look pretty with one. And it would be fun to play with. And I also was thinking an eyebrow ring.... Yum...

And if Ryan got a lip ring... If every guy had a lip ring, the world would be a better place.

-Me

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:: 2004 7 October :: 11.58 pm

My whole world is falling appart.
I hate how I am.
And I don't know how to fix me.

What should I do?

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:: 2004 31 August :: 5.45 pm

NIN
I got my head, but my head is unraveling
Can't keep control, can't keep track of where it's travelling
I got my heart, but my heart's no good
And you're the only one that's understood
I come along, but I don't know where you're taking me
I shouldn't go, but you're wrenching, dragging, shaking me
Turn off the sun, pull the stars from the sky
The more I give to you the more I die

And I want you

You are the perfect drug

You make me hard when I'm all soft inside
I'll see the truth when I'm all stupid-eyed
The arrow goes straight through my heart
Without you everything just falls apart

My blood wants to say hello to you
My feelings want the deadly side of you
My soul is so afraid to realize
How very little good is left of me

And I want you

You are the perfect drug

Without you, without you everything falls apart
Without you, it's not as much fun to pick up the pieces





You let me violate you,
You let me desecrate you
You let me penetrate you,
You let me complicate you

Help me I broke apart my insides,
Help me I've got no soul to sell
Help me the only thing that works for me,
Help me get away from myself

I want to f**k you like an animal
I want to feel you from the inside
I want to f**k you like an animal

My whole existence is flawed
You get me closer to god

You can have my isolation,
You can have the hate that it brings
You can have my absence of faith,
You can have my everything

Help me tear down my reason,
Help me its' your sex I can smell
Help me you make me perfect,
Help me become somebody else

I want to f**k you like an animal
I want to feel you from the inside
I want to f**k you like an animal

My whole existence is flawed
You get me closer to god

Through every forest, above the trees
Within my stomach, scraped off my knees
I drink the honey inside your hive
You are the reason I stay alive

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:: 2004 30 July :: 1.20 am

Go stealing... Oh yeah. But I didn't hack. She gave it to me because she can't get on the internet anymore. Oh well.

Me

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