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:: 2006 23 March :: 10.59 pm



:: 2006 12 March :: 11.58 pm
:: Mood: groggy
:: Music: cauterize - closer

and i am scared to death I never want to see your dark side

this will be very intersting.
your my little secret.

dont say a thing as we get closer and closer
damn, this is going to hurt


:: 2006 20 February :: 12.04 am
:: Music: hopesfall- the broken heart of a traitor

i find no touch of grace to surprise my eyes

lesley, zach, morgan, joe
they are fucking amazing<3

and this imperfect creation is shortcoming
but striving none the less for that which is eternal


:: 2006 4 February :: 8.36 am
:: Mood: death

last night and early this morning was rough.


would have been five.


:: 2006 16 January :: 12.21 am
:: Mood: gloomy

closure would be nice.


you dont even seem to care.


:: 2006 6 January :: 11.37 pm
:: Mood: upset


i ruined it.
and now its hanging by a thread.



:: 2005 30 December :: 7.14 pm
:: Mood: mellow

and if i said what was really on my mind...


:: 2005 9 December :: 11.45 pm

grow up.


:: 2005 3 December :: 11.33 pm
:: Mood: pensive
:: Music: incubus - pardon me

but i guess that it comes with the territory

i sick of this shit.
it all makes me want to vomit sometimes.


that i have had all i can take.
and exploding seems like,
a definite possibility to me.


:: 2005 8 November :: 5.08 pm
:: Mood: moody
:: Music: the shins - kissing the lipless

the grey remains of a friendship scarred

but step outside and really look at yourself. there is more to life than being fucked up all the damn time. seriously. i dont know anymore. and how about you get over this little grudge you have against me. that would be wonderful. because honestly, i think you have done way more damage to me, than the little petty thing i did.
i still care. always will. but it makes me dissapointed to see you like this.
i'm done.


:: 2005 21 October :: 11.35 pm
:: Mood: pensive
:: Music: days away - easier said than done

pick out your answer when you're gone



:: 2005 2 October :: 7.29 pm
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: life of agony - ugly

when the problem's yourself you start thinking

everytime he lashes out....
i'm haunted by the disaster for awhile.

i'm afraid you'll leave.

you didnt deserve it.
and i'm sorry.<3


:: 2005 24 September :: 10.08 pm
:: Mood: diffrent

home on a saturday night
Wish0nAstar7: hey girl
silentxragdoll: hey girl
Wish0nAstar7: i think i just sang the abc's and twinkle twinkle like 30 times literally
silentxragdoll: since i stayed home tonight i got popsicles. so thats a plus. and i got tylenol p.m
Wish0nAstar7: lol
Wish0nAstar7: haha
silentxragdoll: so i'll be passed out in an hour
Wish0nAstar7: lol
silentxragdoll: at least i still got kelly on my saturday night
Wish0nAstar7: haha
Wish0nAstar7: so true
Wish0nAstar7: you lucky girl;-)
silentxragdoll: i know. i'm so thankful
silentxragdoll: so my popsicles have jokes. yeah they are corny... but can be entertaining
Wish0nAstar7: go for it
silentxragdoll: where is a good place to put your t.v?
silentxragdoll: in a remote area
silentxragdoll: i didnt like that one. ha
Wish0nAstar7: lol
silentxragdoll: i just got that joke 2 times in a row. lame
Wish0nAstar7: lol
silentxragdoll: so. i'm jaming to a song called 'gimme that pussy'.....
silentxragdoll: hott
Wish0nAstar7: hahah ssseeexxxyyy
silentxragdoll: you bet
silentxragdoll: theres a party in my pants and your invited!
Wish0nAstar7: omg
silentxragdoll: ha
Wish0nAstar7: no way !!!!
Wish0nAstar7: fuck, im so excited now
silentxragdoll: you better be girl. its the best damn party you'll ever go to in your life
Wish0nAstar7: duhh
Wish0nAstar7: i figured that one out
Wish0nAstar7: im just excited to get there
silentxragdoll: no girl you get v.i.p
Wish0nAstar7: i better
Wish0nAstar7: no sloppy seconds for this one
silentxragdoll: fresh and pure right hurr
Wish0nAstar7: yesss!
silentxragdoll: what do pigs put into there computers?..sloppy dics
silentxragdoll: lame
silentxragdoll: next
Wish0nAstar7: HAHA
Wish0nAstar7: that was funny
silentxragdoll: glad i can entertain u
silentxragdoll: this one it better.
Wish0nAstar7: yesss score
silentxragdoll: what did that girl melon say to the boy melon?
silentxragdoll: we're to young we cantaloupe
silentxragdoll: hah i like it
Wish0nAstar7: hahha
Wish0nAstar7: thats a good one
Wish0nAstar7: did u mean *were to young to cantaloupe
silentxragdoll: nope
silentxragdoll: thats what i thought to when i read it
Wish0nAstar7: lol
Wish0nAstar7: they sound like some ghetto ass melon
Wish0nAstar7: we cantelouple bitches
silentxragdoll: ahahaha
Wish0nAstar7: thats what there saying
silentxragdoll: i love you kelly
Wish0nAstar7: lol
Wish0nAstar7: i love you too

i love this girl<3

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:: 2005 16 September :: 11.57 pm
:: Mood: amused

and oliva said...

'sarah, you deserve to get laid.'


:: 2005 5 September :: 12.12 am
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: matchbook romance - if all else fails

no words to speak


the end.


your still my favorite.

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