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2005 22 February :: 11.33 am
chad will be here in two days. i cant wait. im going to be so busy. i hope it goes as well as i am anticipating! im so excited!
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2005 16 February :: 12.40 pm
i have a curfew and i have to abide (obide) by it. but i have a mom again. chad comes home next thursday! cant wait for that. have a headache. get to close the store tonight.
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2005 14 February :: 11.28 am
i hope everyones having a great valentines day. i know that i however cry every time everyone asks me if im okay. i wrote my mom a note to tell her how i feel, but i guess it didnt work sense she hasnt talked to me yet. she would come out of her room this morning and she would get something and then go back in her room. i feel like crap and i miss having my mom to tell things too. everytime i think about it i cry so im going to go cause im in class and i dont feel like making a scene. happy valentines day to me.
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2005 7 February :: 11.31 am
crappy weekend. i had rebecca over, and i came home first time...got pist off...came home second time...party at my house...mom waisted...mom embarrassing...dont want to talk to her. want to move out. cant wait to leave...i want to go cry now...she never used to do this.my brothers an ass.
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2005 4 February :: 11.31 am
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yay!!!go broken sunday!!!
today was so very very nice. i went to a concert last night. then i didnt have to get up till 10:30...then i didnt leave until 11:10. and when i get to school mr bliss (our parking lot coordinator) tells me that we are leaving at the end of third hour because a watermain broke.!!!ha only one class! its extra good cause we are not going to fourth hour today and i have a test in that class that i didnt study for cause i went to the concert and slept in instead! go me!
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2005 2 February :: 9.44 am
no more guys for me lol...for now. im done dating. im done getting hurt. im trying to be done with thinking of weston.
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2005 31 January :: 12.10 pm
i just went to westons site. this is going to be so hard. im going to need people to keep me really busy so i dont think about him. i dont know if i can do this. i need to give up...quit crying spiratically and get over it. i hate myself for thinking i could have been good enough for him. i hate myself for getting my hopes up. i hate missing him and wanting him. i hate all of this shit, i keep putting myself through.
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2005 28 January :: 11.31 am
so i went to work today, and tonight one of my very favorite bands is playing at the intersection...i have been waiting for this!
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2005 26 January :: 1.20 pm
i am fricken in love with broken sunday!! yeah ...so my mom and brother wanted me to go to adams wake today. we used to ride with him to school in the morning. i said no. i cant take any more funerals. sorry adam.
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2005 25 January :: 1.45 pm
i am never going to give him that note...no matter how much i correct it...and fix its errors...(edit) i will never give it to him. he wont understand or even care. *sigh* at least i got it out on paper. time to get to work.
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