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:: 2004 14 March :: 11.26 pm
:: Mood: nauseated
:: Music: Tenacious D-Tribute

You're a Intense Kisser
You have an intense kiss! You and your partner
connect when you kiss and you forget about the
rest of the world. Hey, call me!!! ^_~

What anime kiss are you?
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jack would like that!!! ^.^!!!

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:: 2004 13 March :: 3.28 am
:: Mood: disappointed
:: Music: Hoobastank-that song I quoted in my entry....

spring break...
...is supposed to be fun, right? WELL IT SURE AS HELL ISN'T GONNA BE!!!!! I get to stay at home, sleep, and basically that's it.....all the while missing everyone and everything.....sometime in there jess and i have to make up and practice like mad our filler audition dance...because the auditions are the wednesday after we go back to school!!!!!...i know it's our fault for not starting sooner, but give us a break...she had fiddler on the roof rehearsals and i had....homework?....yeah....but i won't even be able to talk to jack, let alone see him over the break...he's leaving in the morning...but i'll get over it..it's just that all this stuff that people experienced in jr. high, i'm exoeriencing for the first time now....i don't know how to react and shtuff...so i feel like a total dimwit most of the time!!!...yeah...i just want to have him here, feel his hands on my arms...smell his axe essence mixed with his jack-ness...gah....i'm gonna go before you die of boredom....i'll just be over there in the corner daydreaming....if you need me....

-Betsy óż

"...i'm not a perfect person..."

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:: 2004 13 March :: 2.42 am
:: Mood: crappy
:: Music: my tired-ness

sty giurhgnuirgb
jack is leaving over the break so i cont talk to him or see him for a week...:-(

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:: 2004 21 February :: 3.06 am

yeah jacks hot.

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:: 2004 20 February :: 12.20 am
:: Mood: accomplished
:: Music: Led Zeppelin-Stairway to Heaven

I just spent the last hour and a half changing the layout of my lj...its so great! haha! i have internet again! i love life! WWWOOOHUUUU!!!!!

"and it makes me wonder..."

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:: 2004 26 January :: 2.38 pm
:: Music: Incubus-Megalomaniac

at school
i'm at school, still no home internet....sherman has our comp.....but things are going well with me....just got over tonsillitis......tons of makeup work....blich.....but hey, at least i'm alive.....right????......any way....this is another one of those 'i-wont-see-you-for-a-long-time-at-east-not-til-i-get-online-again' entries......OH hey i just read this awesonme book you all should read it too its called GINGERBREAD.......its short but slammin......bye


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:: 2004 3 January :: 6.25 pm
:: Mood: discontent
:: Music: GC again...in my poor wittle bwain...

bye for now
this is the last time i'll be updating in a while....i'm going back to the land of "NO INTERNET" for about two and a half weeks....thought i'd say good-bye to the zillions of fans out there reading my sacred journal...GOOD-BYE ::blows kisses::


"...mourn the death of your bloody valentine..."

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:: 2004 2 January :: 9.25 pm
:: Music: im a bitch

i hate me
You are Form 1, Goddess: The Creator.

"And The Goddess planted the acorn of life.
She cried a single tear and shed a single drop
of blood upon the earth where she buried it.
From her blood and tear, the acorn grew into
the world."

Some examples of the Goddess Form are Gaia (Greek),
Jehova (Christian), and Brahma (Indian).
The Goddess is associated with the concept of
creation, the number 1, and the element of
Her sign is the dawn sun.

As a member of Form 1, you are a charismatic
individual and people are drawn to you.
Although sometimes you may seem emotionally
distant, you are deeply in tune with other
people's feelings and have tremendous empathy.
Sometimes you have a tendency to neglect your
own self. Goddesses are the best friends to
have because they're always willing to help.

Which Mythological Form Are You?
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?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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Your element is Water. You are a deep person and a
good communicator. Incredibably loving and
loyal when your trust is gained and you are
fairly mature.Myterious to the utmost water is
in everything. One can be an Ocean or a river
but nobody truly knows you.

What's your element
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My inner child is six years old today

My inner child is six years old!

Look what I can do! I can walk, I can run, I can
read! I like to do stuff, and there's a whole
big world out there to do it in. Just so long
as I can take my blankie and my Mommy and my
three best friends with me, of course.

How Old is Your Inner Child?
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Youre the Autum Fariy. You are kinda silent and a
loner you like beign alone with the beauty of
autum. You have thoughts of beign with friends
but the the elagance wins you over. Please vote
for me this is my first quiz have mercy!!

Which Beautiful Amy Brown Fairy Are You? (with pretty pics)
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whatever..im always trying to find myself with cheesy quizzes like this...i need to start paying attention to other people and how i treat them...


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:: 2004 2 January :: 9.07 pm
:: Music: the crying inside my head

i am so sorry
i know i sound like i don't mean this but i do...
i apologize sincerely for ans injustice i have caused anyone over the past week....i have been conceited, selfish, and thoughtless...i want you all to know that i didn't mean to do any harm...i just wasn't thinking about anyone else but myself....i am truly sorry...please forgive me....


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:: 2004 1 January :: 8.34 pm
:: Music: GC-Boys and Girls...punk old people kick

As if you were born into a world of tears, you
always tend to look at the darker things in
life. Inside you crave attention yet push away
society, and you're a hopeless romantic. Drawn
to things like the occult and mysteries, you
spend your time daydreaming of
a better life.

What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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hmmm...i never thought i was like that....oh well, i mean sometimes i am, but usually i try to make things better...or at least i thought i did.....i love you all......thank you for helping to make my life better you all sparkle like a ⋄

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:: 2004 1 January :: 1.28 am
:: Music: Ace of Base-I Saw the Sign

New Year'ssssssssssssss
wine coolers, cheap poppers...shermie yelling "HOOTIE," family, champagne, pajamas......life is good...this year is gonna be fucking great after so many changes......i realized last might that benji is just as sexable as billy...but its almost midnight so i am gonna make like a tree and branch outta here......


"I saw the sign, and it opened up my eyes i saw the sign..."

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:: 2003 30 December :: 8.25 pm
:: Mood: embarrassed
:: Music: That 70's Show Theme Song

debi and emily cleaned the room today and i feel bad cuz im lazy and dint help. i look like shit and my hair is dirty and i havent gotten dressed or washed my face or brushed my teeth and sherman brings home this dude. im all, oh shit. but oh well. whatever. aunt jane is on her way to get dinner so YAY!!!!!!!!! im hungry. i finally feel tired at 6:30 pm instead of 6:30 am.....haha...early night for betsy tonight...maybe....i dont know...maybe not...i drew another gc pic, wasn't very good but debi wanted it so i gave it to her....ian just gave me fudge THANK YOU IAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i lopve my family. today we got in like 500 fights but now we are all close again....families kick ass...............:-)
♥ alwayzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz,

"not a thing to dooooooooooooooo but talk to youuuuuuuu..."

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:: 2003 30 December :: 11.26 am
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: No Doubt-Running

i stayed up all night. well, i slept from 7am to 8 am. i drew a picture of GC from 3am to 5 am. ugh. nothing else to say. I'm tired. BOOGAHBOOGAHBOOGAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!BLARFTURLIJUSEDAN!!!!!!!!!!

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:: 2003 29 December :: 5.07 pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: Aqua-Barbie Girl

irritating aunt
god dammit aunt sally thinks she can just come up in here and be the "queen of sheba" as she so affectionately calls me. bitch. oh well its not MY goddamn fault we don't have a home yet and have to rely on the rest of our gd family.
well, i better go i only have 20 minutes altogether online right now.....
might post again latah....

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:: 2003 28 December :: 7.21 pm


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