butterfly - Woohu.com http://www.woohu.com/~butterfly Woohu / Woohu.com http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=610379 Uh.... My day off and I spent it up until early afternoon in bed with a horrible headache. I finally made myself get up and take something and get a shower, which made me feel kind of better. Then I cleaned. And cleaned. And cleaned some more. I haven't gotten the kitchen finished, but like... I don't want to. I did the dishes, but the cabinets and the stove needs bleached down, which I have no intentions of doing. Um... yeah. Today is pretty boring. I'm watching Tenacious D shit though, which is awesome. So that's all for now. http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=610379 Mon, 18 Aug 2008 16:37:49 EDT http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=610366 Hmm... school starts in a few days. Not really looking forward to that. I have tomorrow and Tuesday off, so that's awesome. I'm totally cleaning the house tomorrow though, while everyone is at work, because it's nasty. The floors are disgusting, and it makes me sad. I also need to go to the laundromat and do our laundry. Stacey, our maintenance man, hasn't gotten our washer and dryer hook ups fixed yet, and we need them desperately. Other than that.... nothing really. Kelly's coming on the 16 of September, Jacob gets back home in September = good times. I'm really excited, but then I don't have time to really think about it. It's weird. Anyway, I'm gonna go play Cody (Jakes step-brother) at Guitar Hero. He freaking plays on Expert and I'm just now making myself learn Hard. It'll be fun times. http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=610366 Mon, 18 Aug 2008 00:48:51 EDT http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=610268 Mert... Nothing's really happened. I hate work. I don't want to go back tomorrow, but what can ya do? Like it's honestly not that bad, but then I think about how much I hate standing in one spot (for the most part) for eight hours. My feet hurt so bad all the time from just standing there. That's only that part of it, I have bruises all over and look like a freak... anyway I just HATE cashiering. People are assholes. Plus, I want an effing check. I don't get paid until the 22nd. I picked the wrong week to friggin start working, no lie. It should be a nice check though, seeing as how it was three weeks worth. Hopefully I'll get into my schedual pretty soon because I'm dying. Jake's moved in finally. He asked me to sleep upstairs with him last night, his first night sleeping up there, because it's haunted. No shit, it's scary. We were up all night talking and freaking out because we kept hearing weird things. He's quickly turning into an even better friend, he's super easy to talk to. It's cool, and we have a ton of shit in common. Plus he can play the shit out of a guitar which is effing awesome. Ashley's pissed off though, because he and I hang out more than he does with her... she's crazy though. Idk, it makes me feel bad but I'm not going to just shut him out because of it. http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=610268 Wed, 13 Aug 2008 15:04:42 EDT http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=610170 As Kell said, super busy with work. I had an hour and a half of shadowing someone before they threw me on a register and left me to my own devices. I made quite a few stupid errors, but I kept the CSM's with something to do... heh. I'm sure they hate me, but they didn't act like it. Everyone knows me through my mom so it's cool. I've got like a little, "you're cool so we won't be assholes" pass. Kthx mom. Uh, Sam was a dumb bitch and decided not to move in because Jake's moving in and she fears people will look at her as though she were a whore. WTF on that one. Living with one man and three different girls is NOT going to make a whore out of you, but whatever, no one really liked her anyway so it's for the best. It kind of sucks that the bills will be split between four people again, rather than five, but we'll make do. The only other thing that I got is holy fuckin shit, Kelly's coming down!!!! I'm super ecstatic. Oh, and my feet hurt like a bitch. I gotta get some new, comfy shoes :s http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=610170 Thu, 07 Aug 2008 23:36:59 EDT http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=610072 I am very... content, I guess, atm. Lacey's out on a "date" with a married man whom she met online; he drove down to see her. I don't know what exactly to say about that. It was fun though, she's the first of us to have a date so we were going through all of our closets, looking for cute things for her to wear. Ashley and Jake (who's probably moving in with us) have been like sleeping together. It's weird, they've not had sex or anything, but they both like each other. However, Jake has a girlfriend, one of which he doesn't really care for, he just likes teh secks. He claims he doesn't want another girlfriend, but he really likes Ash... it's all confusing. I kind of feel left out. Like, I have a stable relationship and so I just get to sit back and watch the other two act all giddy over a million different guys. I'm kind of like the odd ball out, so to speak. Not that I'm complaining, really, I fucking love Kelly to death. What I'm trying to say is that for like the first time I'm the one who's grounded and sure of myself, sure of my goals and asperations, and the others, who are all older than me, aren't. It feels kind of nice. I start work Tuesday morning at nine. They keep changing it, so it might change again. Other than that... well, there's not really much more than that. Life is good, the relationship is going fantastically. I'm happy. I haven't been this happy in a long time, and it feels very nice. http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=610072 Sat, 02 Aug 2008 23:05:23 EDT http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=610037 Kelly and I didn't really get to talk tonight; he had a match and conversation kept me busy and away from the computer. I hope it's not always like that, but yeah... kind of don't see it any other way, unless I just outright ignore everyone and everything going on. Totally possible, btw. It's just that right now everythings so new and so we're all talking and shit, trying to figure each other out. Very enjoyable, too. I guess I start work Monday... or something. I don't really know. I'll find out tomorrow. If I do I'll be doing 7-4, and all damn day I'll be reading powerpoints and taking tests on them. I'll get paid for it, but it's going to be so fucking boring. Uh... I was pissed because of a phone situation earlier, (hence the "fuck balls" post), but Lacey said that her mom has a razer at her house that she's trying to get rid of and so I can have it, free of charge. I'll just have to go to Alltel and ask them to transfer my shit to the other. I don't know how well it'll work though. My screen is permanently black. The hinge is broken and so the line for whatever got like cut or some shit. idk, it's fucked up, and it's annoying as hell and it pisses me off. However, it happened and there's nothing I can do about it but bitch, and that's annoying. End of that. I'm loving the house. Honestly, it's great. I think this is going to be one of those times that you look back on your life, and realize that that was one of the best times you've ever had. It's going to be this, and then moving to be with Kelly. I honestly cannot wait for that. I don't want this to go by too fast, because I know I'm going to enjoy this so much, but seriously... it's fucking time. I love him, and I'm ... Ugh. Just ready. And thinking about him just puts this huge ass dorky smile on my face and I fucking love that even the thought of him brightens my whole day. I sound like a love struck teen, but hell.... what's so bad about that? I know I've found "the one" as they're commonly refered to, and it makes me feel like I've finally got a purpose in this life. Geeze... enough of that from me. I'm happy though =) http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=610037 Fri, 01 Aug 2008 00:40:21 EDT http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=610033 Fuck balls. >. http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=610033 Thu, 31 Jul 2008 19:58:55 EDT http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=609972 New Wal-Mart cashier, kthx. I rocked my interview. They loved me. Oh yeah. http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=609972 Mon, 28 Jul 2008 16:39:19 EDT http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=609959 Soo... I was just finishing up a huge ass post when, of course, "Internet Explorer has encountered a problem and needs to close." Lost it all, which is so full of awesome. Love it. Anyway, the jist of it was that we're moved in, I hate birds, and our house is awesome, minus the sewer currently being backed up into our fucking basement, and me bitching about never being able to get on while Kell is on. I have a job interview at one tomorrow at Wal-Mart. I'm excited, even though it's only Wal-Mart. Um.... Yeah. I think that it was good I moved out of the house before I moved to Michigan. It'll give me a chance to not be so attached to Trevor and everyone else, which is sad, but necessary. Last night, which was our first night in here, I was so completely depressed. I didn't get my goodnight kiss from bub and it just broke my heart. He's so cute and I love him soooo much. It would have killed me to have moved away with as close as I am to him now. I need a little distance there before I can do that. Um... Yeah. That's pretty much it. Nothing too great has happened, we've just been cleaning and stuff. I do, however, miss Kelly so much. I started sleeping with the shirt I stole from him a couple weeks ago, which might be dumb, but it's the only thing I have of his. I don't have any memories of him here so it's hard and depressing. Plus, Lacey wants to know like everything about him so I've been talking about him for ever and it makes me miss him even more. I cannot wait until us four girls sit down and talk about like what internet provider to get so I can finally just talk to him. I'm going to be so fucking busy when school starts up, I think. I don't know how much time we'll have to talk and that bothers me. Anyway, that's about all I have. Now I'm going to go look at all the pictures Slayer has =) http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=609959 Sun, 27 Jul 2008 23:20:32 EDT http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=609846 I'm stealing my gramma's computer atm. Unfortunately it's full of more fail than mine at home. Uh... I talked to Kell for all of like 10 minutes thanks to continual dissconnects. Gotta love them. I miss him so much. It's ridiculous being used to talk to each other almost every day, and now for the past like two weeks we've spoken once over the phone for about 15 minutes, and then once online. It's hard. And I read his woohu post about what Mandie said, and yeah... I mean, we don't ever really take too much out on each other, but that fight totally fit the bill for that one. It was so unlike us to actually be upset with one another, and it freaked me out. I had never been that furious with him. I didn't feel like he knew how I felt and didn't want to take the time to figure it out. Anyway, it's over now. Things are hopefully back to their good graces. But yeah, I gotta go. I need to go see my mom at work and then I guess we're going to work upstairs at the house. I'll probably die from heat exhaustion. It's fucking hot as hell upstairs. I guess we could turn the a/c on, but we usually don't because we don't want a ridiculous bill. It's an older house and the cool air will probably seep out of some crack or another. I love the house though, I'll try to post some pictures relatively soon. First we have to get our shit moved in and get internet. Ugh, it's like we've been working forever and nothing important is getting accomplished. That's not true, exactly, though, because everything is CLEAN. Anad that's a huge deal to me. http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=609846 Tue, 22 Jul 2008 15:15:03 EDT http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=609764 And then Kelly was gone forever and we never talked. w00t. >. http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=609764 Fri, 18 Jul 2008 23:23:14 EDT http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=609731 Okay, I completely understand what ya'll are saying. Yes, it would be more intelligent for me to just move there, but I want to finish school. I don't think anyone is getting that fact; I don't want to quit. I don't like it, and I'll bitch about it, but I want to finish. It's only one more year, and yeah, that's one more year, but I want to finish. Also, about the money/job thing, there is no way in hell I would let you guys pay shit for me when I move up there. I'm still moving up there, don't doubt that, though I understand that you'd have reason to doubt because I've been rather retarded in my decision making lately, but there isn't any doubt in my mind as to where I belong, so you guys shouldn't worry either. Also, I'm living right in town, there are seven other people here, and it's going to cost me next to NOTHING to live here. I'm not going to use a bunch of gas because everything and everywhere I would go is right down the street. Therefore, I'll be able to save money and shouldn't need any help when I get there. I don't want help, I don't like help. End of discussion. I get the questions, and actually expected them sooner than they came. I can not continue living with my parents, for reasons I'd rather not really get into. Things just aren't good there, and that's where I'll leave it. I had to get out of there, and this worked out really fucking well because there's so many people here so it's going to be really cheap. http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=609731 Thu, 17 Jul 2008 21:10:19 EDT http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=609716 Clean, clean, paint, clean, stain, varnish, clean some more. Sleep a few hours, and get back at it. That's what my life consists of atm. It's fun though. I can't wait to get moved in here. ...However, there's like a million people that I'm not very comfortable around and I have a feeling they're always going to be over here and it makes me feel weird. Plus, people don't put the toilet seat down when they flush and it grosses me out. Urine and feces shoots out all over if you don't shut the lid!! Geeze, people need to learn to not be sick. Um... I was excited that my room was this really dark red/maroon color, but it doesn't match these amazing orange curtains that I have, so I'm going to repaint it. Actually, I FAIL at painting, so mom's going to. That's about all... I can't wait to LIVE here. And have internet that I'm not stealing >.> heh I miss my man =( http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=609716 Wed, 16 Jul 2008 23:16:53 EDT http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=609631 We are for sure getting the house. I'm so excited. No one can even fathom the excitement that I have atm. We have to be moved in by the first, so that gives us like... 18 days? Something like that. This week I think I'll be rather nonexistant. We're going to start cleaning up the house, bleaching everything, mopping, scrubbing... fun stuff. I enjoy doing that stuff. Then we're going to clean up the yard. It's got a pretty decent sized back yard... not that I really care. I'm so not an outdoor-sy person. I hope I don't get stuck mowing too often. I'm not really good at it; I get bored and like day dream and end up doing a shitty job. Hmm... Johanna is moving. She's like one of my closest friends, though we don't hang out too often anymore, unfortunately. She and her boyfriend, Matt, are moving into a house in Arkansas, to attend U of A. They're leaving on the first, as well. I'm rather depressed about this. Yeah, I could drive down and see her in like one day, but the likelihood of that happening isn't very good. I'm going to be so fucking busy, and gas... yeah. We all know about gas, so I'll leave it at that. Anyway, I'm probably going to be working on weekends here pretty soon, which is kind of okay, because I hate my stupid sunday school teacher. She's a dumb bitch -_- http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=609631 Sun, 13 Jul 2008 15:32:34 EDT http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=609581 Today is a pos. I was picking up the living room, as Taylor sat in front of the television putting away some of the movies that always seem to accumulate on top of the entertainment center, thanks to Trevor. Well, I bent to pick something up behind her, just as she turned to grab another movie, and she elbowed me perfectly, right in the left temple. I passed out, too, which was pretty cool. Ever since then my head has been pounding, my vision is blurry on that side, and my neck hurts from... well I don't know. Maybe from when I fell after passing out? I might have like... idk. Something made it hurt. Mom and Dad agreed that if my vision doesn't clear up by nine we're going to the hospital to figure shit out. I think I'm fine, just a little rattled. I answered the phone earlier, and it was for dad so I took it outside to him. Apparently I missed a shingle, and I stepped on a nail. It didn't go all the way in, just enough to make me feel as though I were dying. If we do go to the hospital, I might inquire about a tetnus shot. Gangreen is so not on the list of things I want. I got my bill for the fall semester today, and they had me in two classes that I hadn't signed up for, making my billa lot higher than it should have been. I called the office and cleared it up, but the chick was hateful about it, as though it were my fault. I was just hateful back, so whatever. It's taken care of now. Anyway, MSN is being a hag, so I've really nothing to do. I'm probably going to go take a bubble bath and attempt to relax. Today has been full of fail. http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=609581 Thu, 10 Jul 2008 21:01:27 EDT