2015 16 April :: 3.13 am
:: Music: Sarcofago - The Black Vomit
My wife and I performed an experiment: I began to take her antidepressants.
I feel nothing but "A-OK," or ambivalence. The rotten negativity has vanished, more or less, but so has my sex drive. Not to mention the shift occurring in my brains feeling like a muddled, undulating transition of totally separate and distinct personalities.
Other than that, I'm fine and dandy.
I'm bringing the experiment to an end, because I'd rather be miserable with a hard-on than a mild-mannered gelding.
2015 12 April :: 2.13 am
I have accepted the fact that I will never matter, and be forgotten well before I've even died.
2015 8 April :: 10.26 pm
:: Mood: ambivalent
:: Music: Traci Lords - Control (Juno Reactor instrumental)
Not entirely sure what I think or feel. Not much to be said, either.
How are you?
2015 14 March :: 10.03 pm
:: Mood: apathetic