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phil-himself

:: 2011 17 May :: 6.46pm

everyone can fuck off today

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phil-himself

:: 2011 13 May :: 3.25pm

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phil-himself

:: 2011 11 May :: 1.03pm

The years they don't treat you like they used to.

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phil-himself

:: 2011 10 May :: 6.00pm

Throw your needless shame out the window.

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phil-himself

:: 2011 6 May :: 12.50pm

phil-himself aka USA #1

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phil-himself

:: 2011 6 May :: 8.58am

pull the trigger, drop the blade, and watch the rolling heads

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phil-himself

:: 2011 4 May :: 1.45pm

Speed: GO

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phil-himself

:: 2011 29 April :: 10.13am



Got a hole in my head
Everything falls right out
Through my ears, through my eyes
Makes no difference where you are

You wanna know how I do it?
I do it all right
You wanna know how I do it
I do it all right

I got a hole and I’ll never go home
There ain’t nothing can fill it up
I got a hole and I’ll never go home
There ain’t no one thing

A new road, a new road
A new road, a new road
You never get right back
A new road
You never get it right back
A new road

You wanna know how I do it?
You wanna know how I do it
You wanna know how I do it
I do it all right

I gotta hole and I’ll never go home
There ain’t nothing that can fill it up
I gotta hole and I’ll never go home
There ain’t no one thing out there

Not me with a gun to my head
I can let it go
Not me with a gun to my head
I can let it go
So I sing

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phil-himself

:: 2011 27 April :: 12.19pm

sometimes you just deal

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phil-himself

:: 2011 25 April :: 10.55pm

I read journals from friends and myself back to 2006 today and I'm wondering where the hell the time went and what the hell happened to us all.

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phil-himself

:: 2011 22 April :: 1.34pm

2011 has been quite the adventure so far, where it will take me next I wonder

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phil-himself

:: 2011 14 April :: 8.27am

You're So Vague - Queens of the Stone Age
"Girl I think I love you and the mess you made."

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phil-himself

:: 2011 31 March :: 10.06am

Queens of The Stone Age - The Bronze

I've been waiting
Waiting under things
That rise in the morning
I've been holding
Holding back so long
You can own it
Take it off my hands
Do me a favor
Nothin wasted
Just fingerfucked and
Busted up all at once

I'm so lost out on the highway
With no direction left to go
Everyday sit up and wonder
Where it was I started from

The more you've found
The less you've been around

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phil-himself

:: 2011 30 March :: 9.47am

How long do you stick your neck out till it gets severed off?

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phil-himself

:: 2011 28 March :: 11.54am

gettin' pushed around by the county, glad I'm done with Jury Duty.

it's fuckin' stupid

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phil-himself

:: 2011 27 March :: 11.05am

Always WINNING!

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phil-himself

:: 2011 24 March :: 2.57pm

I'm too fucking grizzled and stubborn to stay down for too long.

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phil-himself

:: 2011 20 March :: 7.00pm

Waiting, this is painful. Sometimes you just have to roll those dice and see how they land.

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phil-himself

:: 2011 4 March :: 2.28pm

WINNING

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phil-himself

:: 2011 23 February :: 11.08am

I'm a grown ass man.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2011 4 February :: 11.30pm

I feel lost like theres no real fit for me completely. My whole plan I've had my entire life may never pan out and so I'm just living day by day wondering if my life plan will ever come true.

I was so sure my whole life that I never once questioned it. Now who knows.

I also feel taken advantage of and under appreciated.

And maybe related, maybe not, I've been so paranoid lately it's unbearable. Especially when driving,i feel like I'm going to get in an accident at least once a minute. If someones following too close or hits the brakes too suddenly my whole body tenses up. Car wrecks play in my head the whole drive and I pull on my seat belt to tighten it throughout the drive. At night i feel like someone is in my back seat, which I've always checked for but usually just once, at the beginning of the drive, not 4 times throughout, turning on the light to check and even feeling like I feel someone breathing on my neck from the back seat.
I'm having a harder and harder time getting up during the night to pee or let the dogs out without being power petrified that my nightmare about the man behind my shower curtain trying to kill me isn't real. I can't open the curtain to check bc I'm so sure hes there.
These new developments on top of the always present anxiety and stomach upset every morning before work thats been going on for 8 months makes my life a lotta fun right now.

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phil-himself

:: 2011 28 January :: 10.49am

Kyuss and early Queens of the Stone Age

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phil-himself

:: 2010 24 December :: 8.05pm

Downtown Browntown

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phil-himself

:: 2010 21 December :: 7.33am

USA #1

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phil-himself

:: 2010 15 December :: 10.26pm

If this deal goes through I will be a member of the land owning community.

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phil-himself

:: 2010 8 December :: 7.25am

Your music is bad and you should feel bad.

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phil-himself

:: 2010 4 December :: 12.44am

We manufacture synthetic reasonings to justify our existence.

I don't need something else to validate why I'm here.

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phil-himself

:: 2010 28 November :: 11.07pm

Missed a stop sign and crashed my truck, this blows.

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phil-himself

:: 2010 28 October :: 9.27pm

Shoot
I could use a steak and a good beer right about now.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2010 2 September :: 12.12pm

I really can't do this.

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