chaosdecrepit - Woohu.com http://www.woohu.com/~chaosdecrepit Woohu / Woohu.com http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=599199 I'm so lonely I could die. http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=599199 Wed, 30 May 2007 23:52:21 EDT http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=599092 I met Win Butler of The Arcade Fire. The show was amazing. The trip was fantastic... sans having no money and seeing cute clothing everywheerrrreeeeeee. More things added to my materialistic list: (or repeated) + Sundress! + Kitten heels! + A floppy straw hat! + Tights of various colours, patterns and lengths! + Weird shirts/dresses that look like they come from the 70s! eg. hippie attire! + Chinese tea set! I went to this glorious store that had all of the above, however, it was a silly chachi store because all of that is in style right now. It's funny because in five years I'll still be dressing the way I always have while everyone is trendy in... tinfoil. We drank tea with a man in China town named Daniel. He is the best. Ginsing Oolong left me throat sweet... and made me calm. There are tea balls there that bloom into lotus flowers when you put them in hot water. Add that to the list. http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=599092 Sat, 26 May 2007 18:01:57 EDT http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=598482 Let's pretend like I was never gone. Like I'm a missing lover that walked back in the door. Set a cup of tea on the table. There was no absence. My bangs are irritating. I need a haircut and dye. My natural colour is pushing through. How I hate it. Shawna says that having dark hair makes me look washed out... I disagree. I also don't understand North America's abhorrant attitude towards pale skin. I'm very white. Deal with it. I haven't seen Spiderman 2 nor does the series hold great interest for me but James invited me to Spiderman 3 and offered to pay. I can't turn down an offer like that, nor the kindness. I'm going to make a list of things I hope to acquire because I'm petty and commercial. + A filing cabinet for writing clutter. + A bedside table. + An ugly lamp from the 70's. (or mysterious 80's lamp) + A strapless bra. + Zelda: Twilight Princess for Gamecube. I'm going to go put on pants. http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=598482 Fri, 04 May 2007 20:00:19 EDT http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=593678 Christmas was alright. I still dislike it. I got some luggage. (I didn't have any, and I intend to travel as much as possible.) It's Dakine (ooh brand name ooh), and I only mention that because it's brown plaid. So good. Err... Some other things that were lovely but most appreciated was the money, which I used to buy myself the following on boxing day: - clothing from Urban Behavior (don't judge me. Their clothes are both cheap and nice. Boxing Day 50% Off Sale? Yes, please.) - two pencil skirts, two silky tanktops, one sweater/dress shirt combo, one button-up shirt, one black waist belt, one navy bead necklace: $94 - Final Fantasy XII: $60 - Off The Wall clothing (so good... but so expensive.) - one polka-dotty shapey grey sweater with one large button near each shoulder, one pair of severe ankle-biter jeans, one polka-dotty belt, and one black hoody: $158 - Mac makeup - black eyeshadow: $18 Then when I was out of town with Trystan and Mac on our ULTIMATE FRIENDSHIP DAY I got Dangerous Angels by Francescia Lia Block and Volume 15 of Angel Sanctuary. That day was amazazing. So much friendship. SO MUCH GOOD. I hate that I'm back at school for New Year's. Classes start on the second. I have no one to spend it with... If anyone needs me I'll be in the crawlspace under the stairs with a bottle of whiskey... crying. http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=593678 Sat, 30 Dec 2006 05:42:55 EST http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=592929 I was at this family dinner. Not my family, of course, but my roommate, Tanya's family. I ate... Potatos and salad. (As I have been a vegetarian for several monthes now. Except I still eat seafood. SUSHI!) Then there were many sweet things and tea. I love sweet things and tea. ... Why aren't I fat? I want a bagel. And a boy who isn't a douchebag. And actually cares about me. And doesn't just want to fuck me. (Like I'd give it up to you, idiot.) God damn, I hate people. I return home tomorrow from school. I am excited to see my friends. I hope everything doesn't go to shit. I know Shawna will love me. http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=592929 Sun, 10 Dec 2006 21:59:22 EST http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=592702 With Malcolm's quote of "dating you meant nothing to me", as well as shit he's said to other people and myself, I have concluded that he never cared about me and was only "with" me to try and manipulate me into letting him fuck me. Sweet. Not only does this make me feel like shit to mean so little to my first "boyfriend", but I'm angry at myself for not kicking him to the curb. This does not restore my lost faith in humanity. I'm done my classes for winter semester, except for a final on Thursday that I have not begun to study for. English Lit, ugh. I should probably go to sleep or something but I think I'll sit in bed and watch The Omen. Today I slept until noon... Probably because I was so tired from pulling the all-nighter to write that 1800 word essay on satire of Shakespearean characters in Goodnight Desdemona (Good Morning Juliet). I'm going to watch the Gankutsuou: The Count of Monte Cristo anime soon. That has me a little excited. And I return home on Monday. Hopefully there is love there waiting for me. http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=592702 Wed, 06 Dec 2006 04:48:45 EST http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=592597 What the fuck. http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=592597 Mon, 04 Dec 2006 08:35:59 EST http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=592253 Malachi says: I need a picture of me making you smile.. like. genuinly.. http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=592253 Sun, 26 Nov 2006 05:52:29 EST http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=592218 I just walked Nikolai part-way home... I hope he doesn't fall asleep on the way... The poor little guy was so tired. Other than that, I am so sick of people. And half the time the state of the world makes me want to cry. I'm sick of being a figurehead for some guy and I'm sick of not being cared about. I've been treated like a joke, I have. Someone is going to get a hell of a lot of backlash for it. All it does is make me more bitter and jaded and it becomes harder for me to put my trust in people... And really, do I need to get any worse with those things? Nay. I was never really taught right from wrong and when I was in high school I always had somene to look out for me. Here it's different. I've gotten myself into a "how many stupid things can I do, how far can I go before someone stops me?" mindset. Trust me, there is no one here to stop me. http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=592218 Sat, 25 Nov 2006 05:41:18 EST http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=591889 I have had a fever the last... four days or so. I should be writing my sequence analysis... But... I am sick and procrastinating. I was tagged to write six strange things about myself in Xhanny's journal... So... Here I go! 1. I can't sleep without socks on. If I have cold feet I have an unsatisfying sleep and wake up tired and cranky. 2. My body is naturally two degrees cooler than the normal human body temperature. 3. I get anxiety attacks. Emphasis on when someone kisses me for the first time. I get so scared of physical contact that I start shivering and have a good 'ol anxiety attack. 4. I hate dancing, so instead of "getting down" when I listen to music, I pace. It helps me think. 5. I can see in the dark almost perfectly. 6. I hate cauliflower, not only because it is a wholly disgusting vegetable, but because it reminds me of an STD. On the whole, this little exchange has made me feel much better. Thanks, woohu! http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=591889 Thu, 16 Nov 2006 17:51:05 EST http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=589646 I await the day when Paul Dano falls deeply in love with me and sweeps me off my feel and marries me in Finland and garnishes my bed and silk sheets with rose petals. Black ones. http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=589646 Sun, 24 Sep 2006 20:34:22 EDT http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=588427 Steve sent me the following when drunk, which I just got: Steve sent 8/25/2006 2:07 AM: darn briteny, we should hang out and get drunk sometime... your a frigggen cutie!!! Steve sent 8/25/2006 2:07 AM: ahhh sorry i just said that haha Steve sent 8/25/2006 2:07 AM: whooops Steve sent 8/25/2006 2:07 AM: ! Steve sent 8/25/2006 2:09 AM: darn you shouldn't puke.... RAWR!!! Steve sent 8/25/2006 2:09 AM: this sucks, i wanted to hang out wioth youy!!! Steve sent 8/25/2006 2:09 AM: how about friday ahha!! Steve sent 8/25/2006 2:27 AM: i want to cuddle with you Steve sent 8/25/2006 2:27 AM: uhhhh] Steve sent 8/25/2006 2:27 AM: ahhhh Steve sent 8/25/2006 2:36 AM: ummm yea... ok so what!!! Steve sent 8/25/2006 2:36 AM: i said ut!!! Steve sent 8/25/2006 2:37 AM: tomrorow Steve sent 8/25/2006 2:38 AM: lets just play ground it up!! ... Cute? And ground it up? wtf? I have decided to quit drinking in lieu of the stupid, stupid e-mail I sent Colin while drunk. Ughhhh. No. No more. Whenever I tell people that they give me a little laugh, pat me on the back and say "No you won't, sweetheart." :( I want fruit juice and a really good hug. Fight a bitch. http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=588427 Sun, 27 Aug 2006 03:18:01 EDT http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=587992 My days consist of the following: - Arrive at work, open the store. - Mid-Morning Dance Party with iPod. - Writing for several hours with ice cream scooping intervals. - Afternoon Dance Party with iPod. - Drink several bottles of water. - Read for about two hours. - Close store. It's not a bad job. I get minimum wage, but for what I'm doing... And now I have discovered the glory of putting movies on my iPod! I added Labyrinth today. I love my life. And I love Labyrinth. Moreso Labyrinth. And I am currently converting Anchorman to a format that can be read by iTunes and then I will put that bitch on my iPod. Oh, Ron Burgandy. Last night I dressed in a squirrel suit and stretched, as one must be limber for the squirrelathon. I am waiting for Colin to message me, and we are considering getting webcams to have SWEET internet convos. Good/Bad webcam experiences? Brands? Thoughts? Poopweiner. I miss that boy. Peace out, my Napoleons. http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=587992 Wed, 16 Aug 2006 05:28:58 EDT http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=587108 Me: That didn't go very well did it. Nikolai: No, I was eating tortillas the entire time. http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=587108 Thu, 27 Jul 2006 19:53:05 EDT http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=586747 Landon. says: A band is breaking up and having a superhero dressup show as a farewell. I'm going to wear a skinny tie, ripped jeans, and fashionable boots. When they tell me to pay full cover because I am not dressed up, I will tell them I am and my super power is being INDIE AS FUCK and then I will name like ten bands they haven't heard of to prove my prowess. The Razer & The Venom - your arms full of lullabies, orchids and wine, your memories wrapped within paper and twine says: That's incredible. The Razer & The Venom - your arms full of lullabies, orchids and wine, your memories wrapped within paper and twine says: I salute you and award you a legend point in advance. Landon. says: I've been stocking up my scene points to trade in for a few of those. The Razer & The Venom - your arms full of lullabies, orchids and wine, your memories wrapped within paper and twine says: It takes one hundred million. Landon. says: I am so indie scene points come out my pores. Landon. says: I AM SO INDIE I HATE THE KILLERS. The Razer & The Venom - your arms full of lullabies, orchids and wine, your memories wrapped within paper and twine says: I hate the Killers because they suck. The Razer & The Venom - your arms full of lullabies, orchids and wine, your memories wrapped within paper and twine says: But I hate BEP more! Landon. says: It's cooler to hate the Killers. Landon. says: Or Franz Ferdinand or something like that. Landon. says: Something that could pass off as indie to the untrained ear or the wandering faker, but in reality, is not indie enough for the chosey. The Razer & The Venom - your arms full of lullabies, orchids and wine, your memories wrapped within paper and twine says: I am so indie I listen to strange Canadian bands like The Unicorns and The Ladies and Gentlemen. Landon. says: I am so indie I don't even like second albums. The Razer & The Venom - your arms full of lullabies, orchids and wine, your memories wrapped within paper and twine says: I am so indie I only buy jewellery if it is under one dollar. Landon. says: I am so indie I won't buy jewellery, I'll make it. The Razer & The Venom - your arms full of lullabies, orchids and wine, your memories wrapped within paper and twine says: I am so indie I would rather smash vinyl than buy unused clothing. Landon. says: I am so indie I met Chad Kroeger. The Razer & The Venom - your arms full of lullabies, orchids and wine, your memories wrapped within paper and twine says: I am so indie I don't listen to a band as soon as I hear it on the radio/see it on tv. Landon. says: "NOW DON'T MOVE ANY CLOSER, OR I'LL TAKE YOU BACK TO MY PLACE AND MAKE YOU WEAR MALL CLOTHES AND LISTEN TO THE RADIO UNTIL YOU CRY LIKE A BEATEN INFANT!!" The Razer & The Venom - your arms full of lullabies, orchids and wine, your memories wrapped within paper and twine says: You win. http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=586747 Fri, 21 Jul 2006 05:46:55 EDT