friends | profile | guestbook


jezebel in hell

recent entries | past entries


:: 2003 29 August :: 5.27 pm
:: Mood: nostalgic, but sad
:: Music: CONCRETE BLONDE

ahhh... to remember the good old days...
*reminisces*

i remember ,many, many, MANY moons ago, when jess and i would be in her backyard at this huge bonfire, blowing up aerosol cans and listening to concrete blonde, and radiohead, and riding our bikes ALL over town, in the middle of the night, and i remember sneaking out of her basement at the old house, i remember clifton hill, i remember the puddle under the red street light on the corner of greiner and harris hill that looked like blood, i remember the innocence in EVERYTHING that we did..... i miss that innocence, i miss all of that, i miss the bonfires, and the concrete blonde, and the bikes, and clifton hill,(not DAVE tho =p), i miss all of that...... i miss jessica.... a hell of a lot!

1 sweet little lie | tell me lies...


:: 2003 29 August :: 4.54 pm
:: Mood: bbbrrrrr....cold, damn air conditioning
:: Music: radio@aol

nothing
ok, so first of all, this is dumb, but go here anyways, and ask the bunny a question...

http://www.4degreez.com/misc/advice_index.html

and then go and ask advice duck,
wow man, they are so f'ing SMART!


ONLY 17 MORE DAYS UNTIL MY 24 BIRTHDAY! WA-FUCKING-HOOOOOO! ^__^

tell me lies...


:: 2003 16 August :: 9.26 am
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: the radio, they're doing a "90's weekend", that rawks!

argh
so, m-f, i have to wake up early to be to work at 630, and sat, and sun, are the only days that i can sleep in.... sooo, wtf was i doing up at 6am?!?!?!? (damn inner time clock) *grumbles*

well, last nite, mikey and i went to lancaster speedway and saw the "jet cars", those were so f'ing fast... at 175 mph, if you even blinked, you missed them... for those of you who don't know what a jet car is, (and don't feel bad, because up until last nite, i didn't either) they are cars that have... JET fuel in them! like we're talking VERY BIG flames comin' out of the tail pipe! but it was very cool.

so the point of that story was, i got home around midnight, WAY past my bedtime!

oh well, bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch

bye

tell me lies...


:: 2003 14 August :: 3.06 pm
:: Mood: amused

happy happy joy joy!
ok, now THIS is so totally funny,

i rate so far a 6.9 on hot or not, i really expected like, a 2 at most!

I AM SO VERY COOOOOL!

do a "cut and paste" and click here to see me!!!!

http://wwww.hotornot.com/?profile=1&state=rate&ratee=3068473&rk=XGM

it actually says...

6.9
You are hotter than 65% of women on this site!
219 people have rated you

tell me lies...


:: 2003 13 August :: 3.10 pm
:: Mood: hurried
:: Music: radio, some misc. song

dunno
today is my boyfriend and my one year and 4 month anniversary.... no i know it isn't a big one, and no we aren't celebrating it but i am just mentioning it....
nothin' too new, i had to train a new girl in work today, and that means of course an 8 hour day, no break, no lunch....
there is one month and 2 days before my b-day, woohoo, i will be 24... i know it isn't a significant one but it is still my bday, and that means PRESENTS for me! yay!
ok, that is it... i want to turn off the 'puter before mikey gets home and greet him naked in the bedroom, for some good lovin'...(i know, i know the thought of me naked is scary, but mikey likes it... mikey likes it, get it?!?!? ha ha ha....
ok, byeeeeeee

tell me lies...


:: 2003 11 August :: 6.29 pm
:: Mood: cold

damn air conditioning!!!!
well, i was gonna try to put a pic or two up here, but can't figure out how to so never mind....

tell me lies...


:: 2003 11 August :: 5.50 pm
:: Mood: blah

rain rain go away, come again another day...
it is yucky outside, and my poor baby is stuck in the terrential downpour that has been threatening our weather for about 3 weeks, and when it finally came, poor mikey is at an OUTDOOR concert right now... of course since it is OZZFEST, they are probably having a great time in all the mud... i know i am glad i am inside right now! =P

tell me lies...


:: 2003 9 August :: 11.18 pm
:: Mood: amused

this is dumb... i am dumb...
if i were a month i would be: may
if i were a day of the week i would be: hump day....wednesday
if i were a time i would be: 4am
if i were a planet i would be: pluto
if i were a sea animal i would be: eel
if i were a direction i would be: north east
if i were a piece of furniture i would be: futon
if i were a sin i would be: adultery
if i were a historical figure i would be: joan of arc
if i were a liquid i would be: coffee
if i were a tree, i would be: cherry tree
if i were a kind of weather, i would be: foggy
if i were a musical instrument, i would be: cymbals...loud and obnoxious
if i were an animal, i would be: a wolf
if i were a color, i would be: dark burgandy
if i were a vegetable, i would be: corn... non digestible
if i were a sound, i would be: a police siren
if i were an element, i would be: earth
if i were a car, i would be: a big truck
if i were a song, i would be: precious things by tori
if i were a food, i would be: something bad for you that will make you fat
if i were a place, i would be: cold and snowy
if i were a taste, i would be: sour
if i were a scent, i would be: coffee
if i were a word, i would be: bitch
if i were a body part i would be: a pouty mouth
if i were a facial expression i would be: confused
if i were a cartoon character i would be: jasmine from alladin
if i were a shape i would be a: square
if i were a number i would be: 3

1 sweet little lie | tell me lies...


:: 2003 9 August :: 9.23 pm
:: Mood: STILL FREEZING!

ME
Change all of the answers so that they apply to you. Then, send this
to a whole bunch of people you know *INCLUDING* the person who sent it
to you. The theory is that you learn a lot of little known facts about
your friend and family. It's fun and easy. Enjoy!

1. WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR KITCHEN PLATES? green and white

2. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING NOW? narcissus in chains

3. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? van gogh; starry nights

4. FAVORITE BOARD GAME? chutes and ladders

5. FAVORITE MAGAZINE? maxim

6. FAVORITE SMELL? mens cologne, ANY!!!

7. LEAST FAVORITE SMELL? fish

8. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE
MORNING? coffee, coffee, coffee, COFFEE

9. FAVORITE COLOR? burgandy

10. LEAST FAVORITE? chartreuse

11. HOW MANY RINGS BEFORE YOU ANSWER THE PHONE? first few, unless i am screening it!

12. FAVORITE CHILDS NAME? alexandria/ victoria

13. WHAT IS MOST IMPORTANT IN LIFE? spending time with my mother, and the ones i love

14. FAVORITE SOUND? my mothers voice

15. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA? Chocolate

16. DO YOU LIKE TO DRIVE FAST? (meekly) yes

17. DO YOU SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL? always, my stuffed lobster...if ya' really want to know, ask, other then that, no i am not weird!

18. STORMS COOL OR SCARY? scary

19. YOUR FIRST CAR? '90 buick park ave. (parents hand-me-down)


20. IF YOU COULD MEET ONE PERSON DEAD OR ALIVE? sarah mclachlan

21. FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK? sweet red wine

22. WHAT IS YOUR SIGN &YOUR BIRTHDAY? virgo, sept. 15

23. DO YOU EAT THE STEMS OF BROCCOLI? yes, but what an odd question... hmmm

24. IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY JOB WHAT WOULD IT BE? actress

25. IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY COLOR HAIR, WHAT WOULD IT BE? black

26. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN LOVE? not until recently, not truly in love

27. IS THE GLASS HALF FULL OR HALF EMPTY? it is overflowing! how's that for optimism?!?!?!

28. FAVORITE MOVIE? brokedown palace, heathers <~~~ duh, like christian slater totally rocks!

29. DO YOU TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS ON THE RIGHT KEYS? not even close to the right ones =P

30. WHAT'S UNDER YOUR BED? my boyfriends crap, no, not literally!

31. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NUMBER? 3

32. FAVORITE SPORT TO WATCH? sport?.... female mud wrestling?

33. WHAT IS YOUR SINGLE BIGGEST FEAR? having my mother die before i am really ready, and that i will never truly be at peace with myself

34. SAY ONE NICE THING ABOUT THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU. ONE THING?!?!?!? i miss her, she was my favorite drinking partner, my best shrink, one of the only people who stuck with me through all the good, and the bad, and did i mention , i miss her?...

35. PERSON MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND? kiwi

36. PERSON YOU SENT THIS TO WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND carmino, 'cause he is always too damn busy all the time!

37. FAVORITE CD? sarah mclachlan, fumbling towards ecstasy

38. FAVORITE TV SHOWS? simpsons, and ren and stimpy <~~~ i know it is gross, but i like it

39. KETCHUP OR MUSTARD? lots and lots of yellow mustard!

40. HAMBURGERS OR HOTDOGS? weiners, i mean dogs, i mean hot dogs....(blushes)

41. FAVORITE SOFT DRINK? yuck!, no pop for me

42. THE BEST PLACE YOU HAVE EVER BEEN? nyc, gotta go at christmas time!

43. WHAT SCREEN SAVER IS ON YOUR COMPUTER RIGHT NOW? psychadelic swirlies that float around the screen

44. BURGER KING OR McDonalds? mickey d's, their fries RULE! ... jess, what is Qudoba?

45. DREAMING OF A SPORTS CAR OR SUV? neither, i would like a BIG manly, truck... someday!

46. FAVORITE WEB SITES? hotornot.com

47. DREAM VACATION? anywhere with my friends, and away from work for just one week, that is all i need, just one week... no offense carm, (if you even got this far!)
or,sicily and ireland, which i think i am doing next spring anyways with my mother, woohhoo!

tell me lies...


:: 2003 9 August :: 8.26 pm
:: Mood: cold

my very first entry!
well, i am sitting in a very air conditioned house right now, where it is like, 70 degrees, but feels like 30, and it is 80 something degrees outside, and I AM SOOO COLD! makes a lot of sense right, of course, i know i would be complaining just as much if my mom didn't have the air cranked! mike is out of town for the weekend with his dad, they went to watkins glen for the car races. i am spending the weekend with my mommy... we went to the art gallery today and saw the phillips collection exhibit, it was soooo very kewl! we went out to lunch afterwards... i have come to the conclusion that when mike is around, i just don't spend enough time with my mom and not to be pessimistic, but she IS older, and i need to start being with her more again. like last year, when we found out she had breast cancer, that scared the shit out of me, i thought i was going to lose my mother, my best friend... and i think once i realized that she was going to be okay through it all, that i just stopped spending as much time with her. but she is no spring chicken and i need to start respecting her a little more, and stop getting annoyed at her stupid little quirks, like the fact that she can not watch a 30 min tv show with out making a comment every other minute... (but i realize i do the same thing too, like mother like daughter right?!?) so at the gallery today, i suggested that we go to NYC again soon together, like around thanksgiving time. tomorrow is the mother/ daughter golf outing at her club that we are in... we have been doing that for the past ten years or more, with the exception of last year when she was so sick..... i guess what i am trying to say is... i love my mommy!

tell me lies...

Woohu.com | Random Journal