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2008 1 December :: 4.34am
I'm still not content with the way things have worked out.
fuck it dude, shits over.
If you don't stand for nothing I can't really stand behind you
Who knew you withdrew your point of view
I lost mine, you cry and whine all the time
And I cant stand aside or anywhere near you
I'd get in check, you're a wreck, no respect,
In effect you elect me to fuckin' hate you
I'll break you down on the ground, I've found
You're a clown, I'm around, you want war? I'll take you
Stand aside, take a ride, I won't try, you're a lie, my lyrical lesson will teach you
So take a stand if you can, my man, go where I stand, I'll hold my land
But in the real world you get squashed and then stung
Get hit bitch, slit, aw then you get hung
in a fantasy all day long, it must be so fun being so fucking dumb
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2008 29 November :: 1.55pm
:: Mood: irritated
When your friends call me crying looking for you, I think thats a sign that you should quit being so flakey.
and i take care of your fek-in cat while your gone and you can't even come over to thank me.
I'm very very underappericated.
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2008 26 November :: 2.11pm
I'd like to believe that we decide when to wash our hands, or reveal the skeletons that we keep baracaded in our closets.
On our own terms, at the right time, and when necessary.
But in reality that doesn't happen.
Sometimes the past comes whirling in and everything else that mattered completely stops.
..While driving around greenville today, I had all these insightful thoughts that I planned to write. But when I got home I got side-tracked and had to do laundry. Now all those thoughts are barely there..
Crap.
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2008 24 November :: 11.25pm
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BUAHAHAH!!!!
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2008 22 November :: 6.09pm
:: Mood: bored
anything goin on tonight? i'm sooooo bored
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2008 22 November :: 5.29am
i hate being woken up early.
i hate being woken up early because someone NEEDS me to talk to them.
i hate being woken up early because someone NEEDS me to talk to them so the don't fall asleep behind the wheel
i hate being woken up early because someone NEEDS me to talk to them so they don't fall asleep behind the wheel because they are driving drunk
i hate being woken up early because someone NEEDS meto talk to them so they don't fall asleep behind the wheel because they are driving drunk and they don't wannt a ride.
UGHHH $%(!#$()&!#$&(*
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2008 21 November :: 7.40am
Things are better. Not like they were before, but still even better in some ways.
I hope things continue to improve. =]
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2008 20 November :: 11.10pm
....at least my female problems don't involve bleeding.
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2008 20 November :: 4.15am
I played to much rockband and i now have aqualung by jethro tull stuck in my head.
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2008 18 November :: 1.56pm
OMG OMG OMG
So maybe life is looking up.
Aparently Tim Burton is making an 'Alice in Wonderland' movie. Guess who's going to be the Mad Hatter?
Heck yes.
LOVE IT
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2008 17 November :: 10.33pm
It's pathetic how I find myself defending why I love my boyfriend after 3 years, to people who know me better than a lot of people.
And they tell me that I'm not happy.
But truth be told, I am the happiest I've ever been.
In high school, I was a train wreck.
I was always depressed, crying over never-meant-to-be relationships, drama ate at me like I was a thanksgiving turkey, and I was stressed out the moment I stepped foot into my house.
I was constantly being told what to do.
And I hated every moment of the life I lived outside of my friends.
I may not hang out with my friends as much as I used too, and those relationships may have grown awkard over the past 3 years.
But I truly am happy.
I finally have someone I love that I can come home to everyday, and wake up to every morning.
It may not be the best of relationships, but I am happy.
After this long, I shouldn't have people who I feel I can trust, telling me that I should have a baby, but not until I get a different boyfriend.
I haven't felt that hurt in awhile.
Many of you feel the same way, but don't judge until you know the whole story.
I shouldn't have to defend my life to others.
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2008 17 November :: 1.04pm
Fuck the world.
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2008 17 November :: 2.44am
I hope they don't kill opie.
He's one of my favorite characters
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2008 16 November :: 1.39am
my brother thinks that i'm an alcoholic for taking a minicooler with 3 beers in it, in the bathroom for my bath.
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2008 15 November :: 1.36pm
why do i do this to myself?
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2008 14 November :: 10.44pm
finally broke down and went to the doctors wednesday.
sinus AND respiratory tract infection.
lucky me.
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2008 14 November :: 2.57am
thursday night, that means its time for bowling scores again
this week, highest game ever of 211, 182, and 134, it was a 529 series.
fuck yeah!
average last week was 151
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2008 13 November :: 2.59am
I figured out the whole issue of "us" tonight.
we're two different people outside of privacy.
It just doesn't work that way.
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2008 12 November :: 2.51am
I guess this is the time of year for drama.
3 people i know with relationship issues right now.
1 person possibly going to jail.
and a whole slew of other problems.
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2008 10 November :: 9.39am
:: Music: The Ladie's Man
So much for things looking up for me.....
Because now I'm doing absolutely fantastic. =] This situation is turning out to be so much better than I could have imagined, and it's nothing like I've ever had before. It's all so new to me, and I'm not sure how to react sometimes, but I wouldn't change a thing. =D
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2008 10 November :: 2.10am
:: Music: hank williams tear in my beer
1:
Theres a tear in my beer
cause Im cryin for you,
Dear you are on my lonely mind.
Into these last nine beers
I have shed a million tears.
You are on my lonely mind
Im gonna keep on sittin here
Until Im petriified.
And then maybe these tears
Will leave my eyes.
Theres a tear in my beer
cause Im crying for you, dear
You are on my lonely mind.
2:
Last night I walked the floor
And the night before
You are on my lonely mind.
It seems my life is through
And Im so doggone blue
You are on my lonely mind.
Im gonna keep on sittin here
Till I cant move a toe
And then maybe my heart
Wont hurt me so.
Theres a tear in my beer
cause Im cryin for you, dear.
You are on my lonely mind.
3
Lord, Ive tried and Ive tried
But my tears I cant hide
You are (were? ) on my lonely mind.
All these blues that Ive found
Have really got me down
You are on my lonely mind
Im gonna keep on drinkin till I cant even think
Cause in the last week I aint slept a wink
Theres a tear in my beer
Cause Im crying for you dear
You are on my lonely mind.
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2008 9 November :: 11.15am
I feel like I have a lot of emotion to pour out.
But I don't know how to put a lot of it into words.
It's been so long since I have vented any of my emotions.
I think that its because Im gradually getting better at telling Mike how I feel instead of bottling it up, and then just lashing out at him the next time he pisses me off.
Its kind of pathetic that after 3 years I still have a hard time telling him how I feel about certain things.
Most the time I am just trying to spare him the hurt, because I am a harsh bitter person.
I used to blame his daughter for every little thing, and I'd hide out in the bedroom when she'd come over.
But I've overcome that, and I think that I am even coming around to the thought of having kids eventually.
I think I'm growing up..
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2008 8 November :: 1.41am
I've no idea where I stand right now.
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2008 5 November :: 11.59pm
i thought the pornstar's husband was going to rat everyone out.
FUCKING CLASSIC!!!
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