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kangabunny

:: 2004 5 April :: 8.22pm
:: Mood: ?
:: Music: Them Bones-Alice in Chains

Some say we're born into the grave
AAAAH YESSS! New music! and.. new Alice in Chains music!!!! Haha, this is kickass.

Ah, but what tis not kickass at all is that plans for wednesday are off.
What do you think of my poem? ::shrugs::

By the way.. goddammit -.-

YAY much lurve!
D00M

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kangabunny

:: 2004 5 April :: 5.17pm
:: Mood: Lag x.x
:: Music: What You Are-Audioslave

Now I'm Free from What You Are
We who live in the dark world
We who scream in the night
We who hurt to kill the pain
We who feed on your fright

Some days we come together
Though inside we're all alone
The past eats away at our future
We still hear every shriek and every moan

We never sleep
We never heal
We cannot trust
We never feel

We'll hold you close
We won't forget
But I don't think you know us
Yet

I don't think you'll know us ever
But now your pain binds us together
Rip apart your cloth of lies
Soon we'll have you hypnotized
What makes you think that we're not real?
Just because we never feel...
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Been humming What You Are all day. And thinking a lot... Omfg, who's idea was it to put caffiene in a painkiller? XD Nice. Lol.

Didn't get to scan anything =P...

x.x read Kristen's chilling tale.. made me so angry. All I have to say... something I often think... How could they?

=(.

Also, =).
Geh. I didn't get any sleep... my stomach hurts. Gleep. *sigh*

There are some people in this world who really mean a lot to me, and I think about them often. There are also some people in this world who have convinced me that I mean a lot to them, which simply shocks me.
@.@
Off.
~Miz Juliya~

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kangabunny

:: 2004 4 April :: 9.27pm
:: Mood: Peaceful @.@ Dizzy
:: Music: Cinnamon Girl-TON

::hums:: Chase the moonli-i-ight...
=)
Ah, I feel so buzzy and peaceful. My whole body is filled with this wonderful painless feeling. OoOoO... ::spins:: ::grins::
Haha... Yeah.

Interestingness...
Well, I think something's on for wednesday... ::mucho grinning:: YAY... :)

This "shu" person helped me come to an amazing discovery.. all of the severely traumatized people I know are amazing writers. o.o;

On a similar note...
I have a composition notebook covered in magazine cut outs, and I got the week before.. life started to go on fast forward. I'm pretty sure that was in august, or very early september. *thinks* September first was when Nikki went to see TON. Lucky.. gah, I wish I'd made an effort to go...

And on another note, you have all heard the Foo Fighters' remake of Darling Nikki, yes? Is that not the most annoying song on the radio, hmm, hmm?
XD
I am so weird right now.. this is wonderful
I hope I don't pass out

Stolen from darling kris
Act your age: I really don't act anything like my age..
Born on what day of the week: lol, who cares
Chore you hate: Roomcleanin!
Dad's name: Vadim
Essentail make-up item: eyeliner
Favorite actors/actresses: Angelina Jolie
Gold or sliver: silver
Hometown: Austin
Instruments you play: Used to play flute, Guitar
Job title: ARTIST =D
Kids: One, if any
Living arrangements: Mom and Dad o.o Apartment of doom
Mom's name: Geanna
Number of socks you own: I hate socks
Overnight hospital stays: Not yet
Phobia: Mirky Water
Quote you like: "If they give you lined paper, write the other way"
Religious affiliation: Perhaps I believe there's something out there
Siblings: zer0
Time you woke up today: 6am, and on rare days 12pm
Unusual habits: Ahaha... lets not go there hun.
Vicious thing you've done: I used to bite people viciously >XD
Worst habit: You know... maybe
X-rays you've had: um, teeth?
Your favorite season: like em all =)
Zodiac sign: capricorn

Well, I'm going to do some homework n guitar, maybe poetry.. =). Byebye.

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kangabunny

:: 2004 4 April :: 3.02pm
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: Figure Number Five-Soilwork

Create me... lucky enough
So uh, o.o.
I would like to direct your attention to my new CG.
Here it is.
Wee o.o
I'll try to scan paintings monday.

Making plans today? I'm contemplating. oOo. Blah.

Guitar lesson... watched "runaway jury" last night. And painted a lot. And um =P

Worrying about Kristen. x.x

Spring holiday is next week.. I have a feeling mine's gunna be awesome.
Hopefully.
Eh, mom bugging. Tata.

*juliya*

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kangabunny

:: 2004 3 April :: 4.33pm
:: Mood: A bit happier =).
:: Music: Brother-Alice in Chains

Fall in peace
=).
Talked to Adam on the phone about an hour ago. Cheered me up ^^.
Turns out plans are still on... ::smiles::

I still have a headache. How fucking ironic! XD ahaha... Well, I'm off to Lisa's now, and then I think I'm grounded so no fun =(. *sigh* I'll still find stuff to do, though. Plus, the blind waiting is almost over o.o

Worried about Kristen.

Ok, I swear.. I was thinking these EXACT thoughts in my room an hour a go... and yes, I am silly enough to read my horoscope every day.
Capricorn December 22 - January 19
You may start to feel like you're the only one among your friends with any sense, and these days, you may be right. You've got your feet firmly on the ground, which is a good place for them to be.

I'm not sure about the feet firmly on the ground.. heh.

MOOT lurve.

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kangabunny

:: 2004 3 April :: 11.25am
:: Mood: Apathy

[@].[x] I have a headache.. lol.
Doom.

Went to Jane's birthday party last night. I've been going to it for 4 years =) hehe. Kinda cool.
We saw a chick flick and then we had a Malcolm Marathon. xD. Presents, cake, whatever. We went to bed pretty early [like 1 or something.]

Yesterday was a weird day... naproxin like, burns your throat or something. I haven't made a CG in at least a month. Today... lisa's and hopefully jax and magz. I really want to see them.. we haven't had a fishover in months! ^^

Mmm.. yeah.

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kangabunny

:: 2004 2 April :: 5.22pm
:: Mood: Anxious
:: Music: Somewhere I Belong

If you're not being used, then you're the user and loser.
::looks away in shame::
I have a messege for everyone. I hope everyone reads this.

If you want to be close to me, prepare to be driven away. Just ask the others.

I've seen it with my own eyes...

I don't want to hurt you, I just want someone to hold, I don't want to hate you, but I'm already stone cold

[ERASED EXPLANATION]

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kangabunny

:: 2004 1 April :: 10.31pm
:: Mood: hateful and bitter

it will eat me up inside, and you won't ever know
I really don't have anything to say....

I'm sorry, I am stone cold, I am blind and bitter.

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kangabunny

:: 2004 1 April :: 7.02pm
:: Mood: Frozen
:: Music: How Could She-T.O.N.

I'm going to push you away until you never come back
[ERASED POST]






If I had one wish, it would be for someone to hold on to

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kangabunny

:: 2004 31 March :: 10.12pm
:: Mood: Cheerful
:: Music: Nutshell-AIC

Create the world
Did I ever tell you I'm going to change the world? Well, I am.
YOU WATCH ME
You bet.

How fucking funny...:
Kristen: anywho
rainstarfire: anydoom
Kristen: lol
rainstarfire: ^^
Kristen: boredom
rainstarfire: yer
Kristen: PIXIE!
Kristen: I'm coming for you!!!!
rainstarfire: UH OH
Kristen: We're gonna run away and steal nate on the way!!!
rainstarfire: xD
Kristen: =)
rainstarfire: we'd scare the crap out of him
rainstarfire: GOD
rainstarfire: you're HILARIOUS!
rainstarfire: XD
Kristen: lol
rainstarfire: YOURE COMING FOR ME!
rainstarfire: AH
Kristen: YES!!!
Kristen: I (Me) Am coming for YOU
Kristen: and weeeee.... are going somewhere
Kristen: *ponders*
rainstarfire: YAY
rainstarfire: lets go to an amusement park
Kristen: yeah!!
rainstarfire: ^^
rainstarfire: Kristen: PIXIE!
Kristen: I'm coming for you!!!!
rainstarfire: wtf?
rainstarfire: XD
rainstarfire: XDDD
Kristen: lol
rainstarfire: ok I'm done, promise
Kristen: lol... =)
Kristen: collageof_frozenfear: Oooookay! You come kidnap me, me and you will go kidnap pixie, and me you and pixie will go kidnap this guy, Nate that she likes and then we're running away to ireland or something
collageof_frozenfear: wait
collageof_frozenfear: pit stop at an amusement park
collageof_frozenfear: k?
Andrew: lol
Kristen: haha
rainstarfire: XD
rainstarfire: this conversation must be saved
Kristen: lol
Kristen: go for it
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1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.

2. How long have you known me?

3. When & how did we meet?

4. What was your first impression?

5. If you could "hook me up" with ANYONE, who would it be?

6. What do you think my biggest weakness is?

7. What makes me happy?

8. What makes me sad?

9. What reminds you of me?

10. If you could give me anything what would it be?

11. When was the last time you saw me?

12. What have you always wanted to tell me?

13. Describe me in one word.

14. Are you going to put this on your page and see what I say about you?
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Good survey. Good people who fill out survey.
Doom.
I'm uh..
well now. many fun to talk to people online right now. Julia un bored. Juliadoom!
mwa... haha

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kangabunny

:: 2004 31 March :: 5.12pm
:: Mood: Sick, sick, sick-of-it
:: Music: er.. ringing in my ears

Stay away, Don't follow
hmm...
Very stressful day. I, of course, didn't do any sleeping, but today it was really getting to me. I woke up right at 6 [that's... EARLY.] because that is what I do, and I washed my hair in the sink [LOL] because I didn't want to wake my parents. Quite odd, really. Then I went back to bed, but no sleeping.
It was early release day.. ugh. I can't describe how much I hated school today. All of my "friends" just frustrate and annoy me now. Laurel knows SHIT about me, to be honest, because I always felt she was too naive to understand. She is so like them all... I told her something once [a few months ago] because for some reason I thought she was strong enough for me to rely on her, but that just broke her down. And that ended with me breaking down in public, so it obviously will do no good. No matter, I've learned my lesson, "friends."

-.- sorry.

~.~ I had a stomach ache all day. ~.~
agh

May I rant?
Ok, take no notice please. This isn't me speaking.. um, it's my friend Juliya @.@

YOU can't stop me! Leave me alone! Stop bothering me! Don't ask me anything! Don't be so sensitive! Don't be so INsensitive! Stop, stop stop

[/juliya rant]

Aha...
Ok, Lauren came over after school. We went to the cafe. That's about it.

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kangabunny

:: 2004 30 March :: 2.45pm
:: Mood: Apathetic
:: Music: Complete and total silence

never again
=) Hey.
[very weird, but.. wow. I must share.]
Last night was wonderful. I was talking to Kristen, and I realized that my parents would be out until 11. It dawned on me that I was completely FREE, at NIGHT, and I could go anywhere I wanted to then. No hw. ^.^. After some encouragement, I headed out at 9. The sky was completely clear, and the moon was glowing above me... there weren't any people around, and I didn't need them. I was just amazed... happy, by myself. I ran, spun, and walked down to the cafe, and got a coke. Then, I walked into a very very long, deserted parking lot, plugged my ipod into my ears, and just sang, danced and spun under the stars.
Complete and total freedom. Not one person near to judge me. And I wouldn't even care.

Ah... what's YOUR freedom? I'm pretty sure that it's not really being in a house....

much love. hugs to kristen. ^_____^

it's lunch time at school btw o.o

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kangabunny

:: 2004 29 March :: 6.05pm
:: Mood: Sick-and-Tired
:: Music: er..

Claw away at my sanity
Yeah o.o
I did my speech today. Yes. Finally.. it was thrilling. They liked it. My voice shook. I got my damn point across.
Yurp!
Europe!
Lol.

Someone said something to me today that REALLY hurt my feelings... -.-. Out of ignorance, but god, was that a low.

Hmm... The pain came back last night. It was like.. someone was stabbing me in the heart with a needle. I'm not trying to make some simile about "love hurting," I'm speaking literally. Went away though. Remember exactly two weeks from then, Kristen? When I called you? Yeah.. so ironic. o.o.. It is out of hand.. I just don't feel that way.

>.< I'm being such a whore. I need to get my mind off all this... Going to get sodas with Brandi.

We're planning a petition against the sex ed program, the laws that allow abuse, and the law that makes you say the pledge.

Sorry. I was being negative. =/

Byebye o.o
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Don't IM or anything to talk about "stuff"... I've already dumped my shit on enough people. -.- so I feel guilty. Go paint a picture.

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kangabunny

:: 2004 28 March :: 7.55pm
:: Mood: amused

SoYaSauZeDiDi: thats what everyones been wondering
StarkistPixie: thats so gay
SoYaSauZeDiDi: aaahhh the gayness

I don't know why that is sooo funny.

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kangabunny

:: 2004 28 March :: 4.20pm

I have added a few more pics to "people" and "stars," and I have given everything a title! woop woop!

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kangabunny

:: 2004 28 March :: 2.35pm
:: Mood: Optimistic; Content
:: Music: o.o

^__^
Hey, woop woop!
First I must recollect the past three days' events. Friday I went to the bookstore with Kae, and then Zarae and her awesome mom Zeah picked me up at 10, and we got cake and talked ^.^! Very joy. Yesterday at Brandi's house, we raced skateboards on our butts [XD] watched virgin suicides, two weeks notice, and some of MIB2 [LOL] Then, we wanted to make a movie about how evil her cat is, but the camera wouldn't work. Lol. So I went home and stuff.

This morning I was at church.. it was really fun. I'm feeling good. I saw a lot of people and such, and I just feel content now. At peace with the world. wee ^.^

Ah...
I HAVE to finish my project. =/
Z's picking me up again tonight ^.^
Yeah.. mucho love.
<3juliya<3

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kangabunny

:: 2004 27 March :: 11.16pm
:: Mood: Apathetic, Evil..
:: Music: Back in Black//ACDC

You can't notice unless I want you to
o.o
Tis me.
I woke up and my mom told me something that really pissed me off. So I got really angry and... ~.~ Fortunately, they haven't broughten something-or-another up for two days. Back to avoiding them.. I hope they just leave me alone. I've always hoped that they'd just leave me alone, actually. I tell it to them all the time now, and they just get angry. Well, heh, why wouldn't they? Eh, stupid fuck ups.

I'm in an oddly negative mood...
A few years ago I was mad at myself for being an angry, negative person. So I took on this way positive outlook. That didn't really do me much good. At all.

Hmm.. I wonder if it will eventually get to my body. If it hasn't yet? I'm just pushing it every day...

I'm not stupid, but I do stupid things because I don't get any satisfaction out of doing smart things. Does that make any sense?
Yeah...
Lol, so weird. Went over to Brandi's from 4:30 to 9, and then I went outside and sat under the stars somewhere around where I live. It was really beautiful...

Been listening to Back in Black a lot. It's kickass. Steriogram did a cover, too.

Wee!
?
*sigh*
I guess I should finish my project and practice some guitar.

Ugh, what the hell?

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kangabunny

:: 2004 27 March :: 4.01pm
:: Mood: Wondering, Numb
:: Music: Back In Black-AC/DC

I'd like to fly-y, but my wings have been so denied...
Choose a band/or artist and answer only in song TITLES by that band:: Opeth

Are you female or male:: In Mist She Was Standing
Describe yourself:: Bleak
How do some people feel about you:: In My Time of Need
How do you feel about yourself:: Weakness
Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend:: To Bid You Farewell
Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend:: For Absent Friends
Describe where you want to be:: Blackwater Park
Describe what you want to be:: Black Rose Immortal
Describe how you live:: By the Pain I See in Others
Describe how you love:: Drapery Falls
Share a few words of wisdom:: Into The Frost of Winter

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kangabunny

:: 2004 27 March :: 12.28pm
:: Mood: sarcastic
:: Music: Bleak-Opeth

have fun...
Have you ever...

Hit someone forcefully: Yeah.
Seen "Are you Afraid of the Dark": Nah.
Thrown anything at a moving car: Yeah.
Been in a fist fight: I was in a lot of fights in elementary school o.o.
Laughed so hard you cried: Yes.
Hit an animal in the road? No.
Who do you sit with at lunch: Sharry, Laurel, Karly, Shelby, Jane, Joelle, Courtney...
Do you think Justin Timberlake is hot or not: No.
Who gave you a Valentine card this year: My friends all gave me one.
Favorite shoes you own: Black slip ons.
What color would you dye your hair: I would dye my hair any color.
What is something you wish you could have that someone else has: Love, motivation, a family that wouldn't screw with my head, Patience, Stability, strength
Favorite TV show: eh, Friends. I like Just Shoot Me also.
Make-up or none: Yeah.
Do you believe we landed on the moon: Sure.
What are you wearing now: Happy Bunny PJ pants, maroon tank top.
What song is stuck in your head: Down in A Hole, by Alice in Chains.
How old are you mentally: I have no idea o.o
Describe yourself in 5 words: Reaching and falling, used, confused.
Do you dream at night: Yeah.
Do you remember your dreams: The ones that terrify me.
Do you sleep with one pillow or two: two, or a big fat one.
Do you like school: I do not.
Whats ur fave subject: Art, French.
Do you have a best friend(s): I do have best friends. I have a few.
Do you have a religion: I guess so?
Do you practice it: I think about religion, and, sometimes.
Does death scare you: I don't know. Not really.
Do you watch tons of tv: I don't really watch that much...
How many times have you been to the movies in the past 6 months: um.. 30? Dunno.
Do you read magazines: At times. No subcriptions.
Whats your fave band: Alice in Chains, at the moment.
Do you wear makeup regularly: Yes.
Are you a saver or a spender: I have a lack of interest in..everything, so when I see something I want I buy it. I can always make it till my next allowance. If I had an emergency, I know where the house money is.
Which 5 people do you trust and are open with the most: Nicole, Zarae, Adam.
Can you live without the microwave: I don't use the microwave.
Which guy/girl do you wish to be with RIGHT now: At the moment, Adam.
Would you rather eat sandwiches or pasta for the rest of your life: You have a lot of spare time, eh?
Football or rugby: Neither.
What's something you ALWAYS have on you: A pen?
What do you think of guys with nailpolishes: hmm.. I don't care at all.
What's a happy memory of a time you've spent with the opposite sex: ::thinks up some happy memories::
What's the nicest thing any one has ever told you: ::thinks long and hard:: I know a few.. not everlasting, though...
What's your favorite fastfood restaurant: Wendy's
Favorite book: I like When She Hollers. But I don't really know a fave...
Did you read Fear Street books: not that I know of.
How about Sweet Valley High: No.
Babysitter's club: No.
Goosebumps: No.
Favorite show on nickelodeon (can be from the late 80's/early 90's when nick was good: I do not watch nickelodeon.
Favorite cereal: trix

NAME A BAND THAT...

YOU LIKE: Opeth, TON, Alice in Chains, NIN, Soilwork...
YOU DISLIKE: Yellowcard, Something Corporate, GC, NFG, Blink 182
IS NAMED AFTER A PIECE OF FOOD: Korn.
WAS IN YOUR TOWN RECENTLY: 311, Steriogram
YOU HAVE MET: Steriogram was the most recent.
YOU LIKED WHEN YOU WERE A TEENAGER: ::is a teenager::
YOU SAW FOR YOUR VERY FIRST CONCERT: It's shameful to say.
YOU WANTED TO SEE IN CONCERT BUT WAS SOLD OUT: I wanted to see the rejects once.

Do you like forks with three metal pokers, or four?: who cares?
Would you ever wear a hat with cat ears on it?: yes.
How many MP3's do you have on your computer?: I don't count. Lots.
How often do you get teased for your musical taste?: Dunno. Rarely, I guess.
Are you fascinated by death?: Yes.
Do you have posters on your wall? Yes.
What did you have for breakfast this morning?: I'm about to eat... grapes.
If you were a tree, what kind of tree would you be?: Willow
What was the last book you read? Was it good?: To be honest, I forget. Langauge arts totally made me hate books this year. A good one this year was Violet and Clare..
Do you have a Livejournal?: Yes.
What does your favourite t-shirt look like?: It says "Opeth" on it, has a blurry image of someone, it's black, its too big for me.
Are you going to college? What will you major in?: I plan to.. art? design? maybe even graphic design?
Have you ever eating raw sugar by itself?: Yes!
How often do you use Google?: many times daily
Have you ever owned one of those little Chevron cars?: ?
What was the last thing you won?: Lazer tag? An argument with my parents.
Do you own any comic books?: No.
What kind of deodorant do you use?: Secret? Lol. !
Where was the last place far from home that you visited?: umm... dallas?
Do you paint your left or right hand fingernails first?: left..
What about for your feet?: right?
Have you ever gone to a grocery store late at night? What did you get?: Um, ?
What's the most expensive item you've ever paid for?: Er... maybe those black pants I have. I forget.
How often do you drink soda?: Pretty often.
What's the best name you can come up with for a snake?: ?
Would you or have you ever begged online people for money?: No
Was it successful?: ?
What kind of people are you attracted to?: To be honest? People I can't figure out. What kind of attraction?: Any attraction?
Do you work? Where at?: No.
Have you ever worked at Subway? Was it fun?: No. It probably wouldn't be.
Do you want to have children? How many? If any, one.
What's the scariest thing you've ever done?: Hmm.. I rarely get scared, honestly. A little freaked, but things just don't scare me that much. Dunno.
How long have you had your AIM/MSN/Yahoo name?: 2 years.
Do you think fish are cute?: Sure.
Where will you be posting this?: LJ, woohu.
If you found an ant on your food, would you still eat it?: I'd take off the ant and eat it if I was very hungry.
Are you any good at math? What about quadratic equations?: I'm pretty good at math. Quadratic equations are ok.
Do you like your family?: My family is so fucked up. No. Not at all.

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kangabunny

:: 2004 26 March :: 7.13pm
:: Mood: frustrated//blindly optimistic
:: Music: Down In A Hole // Alice in Chains

Loving the chorus.
[Down in a Hole] [Alice in Chains]
Bury me softly in this womb
I give this part of me for you
Sand rains down and here I sit
Holding rare flowers
In a tomb...in bloom

Down in a hole and I don’t know if I can be saved
See my heart I decorate it like a grave
You don’t understand who they
Thought I was supposed to be
Look at me now a man
Who won’t let himself be

Down in a hole, feelin’ so small
Down in a hole, losin’ my soul
I’d like to fly,
But my wings have been so denied

Down in a hole and they’ve put all
The stones in their place
I’ve eaten the sun so my tongue
Has been burned of the taste
I have been guilty
Of kicking myself in the teeth
I will speak no more
Of my feelings beneath

Down in a hole, feelin’ so small
Down in a hole, losin’ my soul
I’d like to fly but my
Wings have been so denied

Bury me softly in this womb
Oh I want to be inside of you
I give this part of me for you
Oh I want to be inside of you
Sand rains down and here I sit
Holding rare flowers (oh I want to be inside of you)
In a tomb...in bloom
Oh I want to be inside...

Down in a hole, feelin’ so small
Down in a hole, losin’ my soul
Down in a hole, feelin’ so small
Down in a hole, outta control
I’d like to fly but my
Wings have been so denied

Ah, good times. Having a very fun convo with Nikki on aim.

FuneralPortrait9: My Dad has some pills for his eyes
FuneralPortrait9: To relieve pain or something
StarkistPixie: and?
StarkistPixie: o.o'
StarkistPixie: geh
FuneralPortrait9: And I think to many because an hour ago he was yelling "PEEP PEEP PEEP" in the kitchen
FuneralPortrait9: he took to many*
StarkistPixie: xD
FuneralPortrait9: XD
StarkistPixie: !!!
StarkistPixie: PEEP PEEP PEEP?
StarkistPixie: seriously?
FuneralPortrait9: Seriously
FuneralPortrait9: I should have recorded it
StarkistPixie: xD; ::cracks up::
StarkistPixie: that is so retarted
FuneralPortrait9: I know XD
FuneralPortrait9: Atleast he seems happy.
StarkistPixie: xD.. lol. good for him. you've made my day because now I am imaging some guy yelling PEEP PEEP PEEP in the kitchen.
FuneralPortrait9: XD
FuneralPortrait9: And my dad, of all guys.
StarkistPixie: ^___^
StarkistPixie: for some reason, I imagine your dad as a fat guy with a moustache.
FuneralPortrait9: o.o
StarkistPixie: =P
StarkistPixie: o.o
FuneralPortrait9: He does havea moustache and he is kind of heavy, but really tall.
FuneralPortrait9: have a*
StarkistPixie: ah
StarkistPixie: well, thank you for painting the picture for me o.o
StarkistPixie: woop woop! ::manifests a bowl of tangerines::
FuneralPortrait9: ....XD
StarkistPixie: ^^;;
FuneralPortrait9: Good times.

Ahhh ^^ Good Times indeed.
Mmm, going out with kae and then maybe brandi's house tonight.. there's a dance, but I am just sick of the ignorant fools that go to my school. =) Mm.
I am deeply concerned about Adam and Courtney. Feeling helpless and hoping, oh please, let them be ok.
Also, worried about a list of people, and you are probably on that list. =P

StarkistPixie: remember that time you scared the crap out of rita and pretended to be sharry stalking her?
FuneralPortrait9: XD Yes
FuneralPortrait9: Was she really scared?
StarkistPixie: XD that was fun
StarkistPixie: um
StarkistPixie: she talked about it
StarkistPixie: she sounded pretty freaked out =]
StarkistPixie: >:]
FuneralPortrait9: Ha!
FuneralPortrait9: We are awesome.
StarkistPixie: We so are.
StarkistPixie: ^.^
FuneralPortrait9: ^.~

Yeah.

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kangabunny

:: 2004 25 March :: 7.11pm
:: Mood: Amused...
:: Music: Why can't this be love-Van Halen

Choose a band/or artist and answer only in song TITLES by that band:: Alice in Chains

Are you female or male:: Sunshine..?
Describe yourself:: Confusion
How do some people feel about you:: Love, Hate, Love
How do you feel about yourself:: Killer is Me
Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend:: Over Now
Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend:: I Can't Remember
Describe where you want to be:: So Close
Describe what you want to be:: Heaven Beside You
Describe how you live:: Hate To Feel
Describe how you love:: Real Thing
Share a few words of wisdom:: Don't Follow

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kangabunny

:: 2004 24 March :: 7.11pm
:: Mood: Furious//Hateful//Frustrated
:: Music: Alice in Chains

bloody whores!
Have you ever had the urge to call everyone in sight a whore? I HAVE x_x
UGH! Why are people treated so fucking badly?
x_x I am so fucking worried about Adam.
>. I just want to kick all these people's asses... the ones who are whores. Whores whores whores. I can say no more, for that is what they are.

You could say I'm having a problem, but my conciousness doesn't think it is.
upset now because I'm worried about Adam. Before the day was.. alright. I finished my speech, and read it to most of my art class. They thought it was great... which made my day. Also, it shocked the crap out of them =). Now, I'm done about a week early. Yay.
Can't wait to read it to my language art class.

Say, how about the whores that go to your school? Ever feel like they're all the same? Yeah? THEY ARE.
Whores, and they will pay for their ignorance.
Hmm. Sorry about that. Actually I'm not, but I have to wrap it up in a neat little package, eh.

I wish I had the courage and ability to simply open myself up to the world so they would stop judging me. It is.. somewhat of an impossibility.

My parents are yelling at me right now.
And anything they don't know for facts, I know somewhere in the back of their ignorant minds they do know. They're just that much of whores. And I feel like they're taunting me! Just like all of the other whores.
Whores!
People say all sorts of things when they are furious and defensive.

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kangabunny

:: 2004 23 March :: 6.16pm
:: Mood: Frustrated
:: Music: Embody the Invisible-In Flames

So many people around me gave up hope, and I feel like I can't keep up with them...

Gah, it's so STUPID... my inner battle. Any, um.. balanced person would think I was crazy.

@_@
I'm going to go buy a coke.

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kangabunny

:: 2004 22 March :: 9.57pm
:: Mood: terrified//sick//crazy//cold
:: Music: Say It Aint So-Weezer

.:help:.
='(
Like she said, when you want to cry you can't, when you don't want to you can't stop.
I feel like shit o.o
Nicole and Kristen are unreachable.
My parents are going to murder me, seriously... =( =( =(... I know what it meant! I know what it meant now.. I know what they meant, I know the feeling, I know the eternity of it... I understand

I'm so close to, "I WISH I'D NEVER GOTTEN MYSELF INTO THIS MESS"... but no, unavoidable in any case
=(!
*sigh*

....drowning myself....

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kangabunny

:: 2004 22 March :: 6.16pm
:: Mood: Worried//Indifferent
:: Music: Dirt-Alice in Chains

You have the talent... to make me feel like dirt
HEY o.o
Ok, everyone... you've all heard Alice in Chains, RIGHT?! I think I have like 20 or 30 songs of theirs on my ipod [I only have 83 on there]. They fucking kick! W00P ;). They have such a great sound, a lot of peaceful and evil. Hehe...
I do love them. ^.^

Enough of that... school today. x_x We [Di and I] could not have had a worse monday. I remember slaving away at our goddamn spirals together a week ago, and we got 50's, dammit! Because we didn't organize them! WTF! It's HISTORY class! Ahhh.... I cannot explain how many times we walked into class today to find out we were behind, and about to have a hell week. And that "WHAT?" Look on our faces...

='( Life is getting to diane. Be a happy Di =). *sigh*

I scanned my piccys! Yeah... some photos from november [or october o.o] that laurel brought today. The rejects//hoobastank concert. No, I do not like them. But I did. Whatever =P

A piccy I had fun smearing. I like it.
Eternal.
Ok.. this is me xD... imitating Laurel, with my awesome hair that I had [but I didn't know it was awesome at the time =)] wearing Sky's hoodie that I almost stole... =) But he wanted to keep it =(. Sky is so cool.
This is the one I did in school that Di almost paid me for. >=D. Lolz. [No.] Wee!
This, apparantly, is diane's family and co... I think it's a particularly hilarious piccy xD She is the one with the desperate expression and the can on her head. LOL

Heh... fun stuff.

Hmm. Some very NOT FUN stuff today and yesterday.
Kristen =(

Bleh.
Brandi and I shall tape our own sitcom and go a-walking today.


Nick Fox just wants to talk about himself and his problems. >.< He's annoying. I was right about him x.x
That would be Nikki's ex. Grr. Hope he gets over himself soon.

Well, yeah. I did a custom list for my livejournal so now I can add everyone as a friend. Wee.

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kangabunny

:: 2004 21 March :: 10.45am
:: Mood: dizzy

::hums::
^________________________________^
Yo =). Went to SXSW with Laz last night... tres fun! Though it wasn't any of the music I listen to... I do love the punk rock show on occasion.
lalala... WE AINT GOT NO PLACE TO GO, SO LETS GO TO THE PUNK ROCK SHOW! Darling take me by the hand... we're gunna see a punk rock band...

It's not my music, but it's.. FUN!
wee... we met bowling for soup and feable weiner. [lol] They were both.. KICK ASS! Seriously. There was also this band.. DV8... that kicked... they were 13, 13, 15. LOL! It was so funny, pics in a week or two.
Front row of course... what did you expect? =D.

Eyy. Eh... I do feel kinda sick @_x;

BTW.... I ALWAYS know when someone is avoiding. Seriously, I'm rarely wrong. O.O ...HA!
Yeah.
Talking to Isaac. He's kayzee.
~julia~

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kangabunny

:: 2004 20 March :: 6.14pm
:: Mood: happy-ish
:: Music: Beautiful Night

Wee! I am going to SXSW, RIGHT NOW!
Kae playing with my bangles on the way home from taking lives. And a haircut. WEE!

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kangabunny

:: 2004 20 March :: 1.52pm
:: Mood: Blank
:: Music: I Hate Everything About You-Three Days Grace

wow...
A pretty unusual series of events last night. I did not go to where I was planning to go, my parents did ignore me and leave once again, I did end up at a breaking point, and someone did tell me..
"Anywhere you go, I'll follow."
...O_________________O...

I hope I make some good decisions and things even out. =P
<33juliya<33

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kangabunny

:: 2004 19 March :: 9.07pm
:: Mood: excited

I just had a big mood change.
God, am I glad I decided to sign on for a minute rather than mope in my room.
major wow.
FREEDOM IS MINE!
=DDDDDDDDDDDDD
I saw taking lives today by the way.
That episode was my parents. I was feeling hateful. Yup. I'm gunna play guitar. Yeah. How dare laurel? She met nofx. Lol.. I don't even listen to them... but they were on the cover of AP ^.^;
wee!

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kangabunny

:: 2004 19 March :: 7.57pm
:: Mood: Bad.

I hate them
I hate them
I hate them
I hate it here
I hate you for lying
I hate myself for believing
I hate change
I hate not being able to change
I hate not wanting to change
I hate this
I hate feeling
I hate numbness
I hate lies
I hate the truth
I hate.

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