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liddlebaby

:: 2005 3 January :: 4.11pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: nb ridaz ; pretty girl

can i run away with u.i wuna get lost in love baby
wussssup..nuthin much..i feel like im gettin sick..not a go0d thing..umm last nite was str8..i saw da fockers with my baby..but yo ppl sell out like crazyyy..it was suppose to be us ricki amir n ericz frend dale..every1 sold out..but w/e it was all go0d..da movie is so0o funny..n ummm..i dunno wut else to say im bored..ahhhhh..umm eric is out playin ball..n im here listenin to nb ridaz..funnnnnnnn...yeahh..ok i think imma go lol..byeeez x0ox

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liddlebaby

:: 2005 1 January :: 12.49pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: africando- yay boy

happy new year !!!!
2004 is gone..it was a really great year..half of this year was so0 great cuz i started talkin/goin out with eric..n i cudnt ask for a better bf then him.hehe..i met alot of new frendz..hung out with all my frenz.goin out havin a go0d ol time..learned that ppl are so0 gay..but its all ok lol..n i just hope 2005 is guna be even better!

but yeah my new years was greaaat! lol the party here was a success..eric met da family..n every1 was koo..thank god..lol..n i looked so0 hott that nite lol..god how i love that shirt i bought lol..we all watched family guy..den we all played poker..hehe..i only won one biggg hand the whole nite lol..but it was still fun..but yeah it was a really great nite.n yo we got left overs like a muther..lol..but yeah imma go..byeeeeez x0ox

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liddlebaby

:: 2004 30 December :: 10.06am
:: Mood: thirsty
:: Music: luda - number one spot

christmas is over, but new years is here =]
lemme see these past days have been go0d on da 28th tuesday it was my dadddyz birthday...hez 46/47 nobody really knoz his actual age but w/e n we were goin to da cheesecake factory..n der was a 3 hr wait..n den we were on a search for a restuant..n every place was like a 2 hour wait.n were like yo itz a effin tuesday nite..lol..but we finally ended up at this italian resturant by the beach called amante's..really go0d food..we've been der b4..n dey sang happy bday to my fasha.hehe it was fun..n earlier that day i went to sawgrass with mo omar n my dad..i got the prettiest new years shirt.ahh i cant wait to wear it lol..n i got 2 belts..den yesterday..me n eric went to da boyton mall..n my baby bought me 2 sandels lol..hot pink n light pink ones..der so0o hott..lol i felt bad.i hate wen ppl buy me stuff u kno..but he like insisted..so wut was i guna do lol..n hez like yeah netime u want.just ask me.ill get u w/e..n im like baby..i wud take that back if i were u..lol but w/e den i bought a hot pink purse.n these hot black sandels from AE..den we left der around 6ish.n we were starved..n we saw a steak n shake..we were like o0hhh yeahhh..lol i got cheese fries with a very very strawberry shake..omg it was to die for lol..den i came home..den quickly went out agen with my madre to get stuff for our big new year bash..our house is guna b so0o pimp..ahh..but yeah.n 2day i spent all mornin takin down da xmas tree..n lata 2nite imma go get my nails done..yayay.well imma go jam out to sum jams..peacee x0ox

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liddlebaby

:: 2004 25 December :: 6.36pm
:: Mood: cheerful

merrrrrry christmas !!!!!
ahhh itz finally christmas..yo this xmas was so0 greaaaat..i thot i wasnt guna get nething..since that camera was like my life u kno lol..but i got...3 really pretty bracelets..curb ur enthusiasm series 1 dvd, 50$, a hat rack ( even tho i hav like wha 2 hats lol ) the boardgame clue..simpson version..hell yeahh lol..n den we went to breakfast.den eric came over so we cud exchange our gifts..hehe he loveed wha i got him.im so0 happy/relived....n eric got me..theeeee cutest pink sandels..omg..i love em..a white kangol ( those kinda golfer hats ) ahhh i wanted one so0 baddd lol..hehe..n those faith hope love bands the pink one.cuz i wanted one so0 bad too lol..den he gave me the prettiest necklace n earrings..der silver.with like pink stones or w/e..omg i love him..hehe my baby has go0d taste..n yo it was so0 awkard.cuz.while were openin gifts..my mom is like o0 ricardas outside she wants to say hi to u..i was like..but whyyy...so i was like eric.u stay by me the whole time..god it was so0 awkard..w/e lol..den my grandma came over..n yeahhh she finally met eric..lol..but my grandma gav me a really pretty red sweater..with these really pretty platinum settin ruby earrings hehe..lol n the other gold ruby necklace.n matchin earrings..pluss a $100 gift certificate to sawgrass..SHOPPING TIME !!! hehe..newho..den me n eric tried watchin dodgeball.but tha dvd in da livin ro0m is bein all gay.n freezin..so..der goes that..so we decided to play poker..i was winnin at 1st.but eric won..goddamnit lol..n yeah it was really great.i love my baby..i love christmas =] n umm now im guna go to my aunts house to meet her bfs whole entire family from minnesota..fun...? not quite..but w/e..derz guna b a bbq der..thatz da only reason im goin.but yeah i shud go now..loveeeee u byeeeez

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liddlebaby

:: 2004 23 December :: 10.17pm
:: Mood: ecstatic

yo how pimpppp was 2nite
ahh i just got bak from da west boca vs boca high game..oh my jeeeebus..it was craziiiii...like i thot i wasnt goin newhere 2nite..den my lover van callz me up..n invites me..so i went..n der were so0o many pplz der.n yo there was this superrrr hot ass kid der..me amanda jenn n van were like eyein him da whole nite lol.but yo da game was craziiiiii..n who won..hell fuken yeahhh we wOn..lol mattlin was goin insane he like lost his voice..i almost lost mine..den u hav like dustin pushin pplz like me..ehm..bitch lol omg it was fun..dennn we were outside waitin for justin to come out..n ewwww we got hit by the sprinklers lol n der was guna b a rumble out der..hmm den i saw erics cuzin jj..umm den we were all guna go to taco bell..but i had no money..but justin dropped me home..it was so0 much fun..i love van..shez so0 funny..o0h n my ricki called me..tellin me she was guna see da fockers =/ dammmmnit i wanted to gooo lol..n ahh she talked to fonte...'s dad lol..hey at least she tried lol..but yeah..imma go..n watch whos line is it newayssz..loveeeee youuuuu mwaz*

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liddlebaby

:: 2004 23 December :: 12.45pm
:: Mood: sigh
:: Music: puddle of mudd - she fuken hates me

sighhh
sigh.. im bored.eric ditched me to go to da mall w. amir..n den he'll b workin till midnite..w/e ..sigh..but i wunna go see da fockers 2nite..but my day was go0d 2daii..every1 exchanged gifts..cinthia got me da cutest xoxo red purse.i love it.n i neeeeded a red purse like crazii...n den yeli gave me this cute white shirt from delias..n really cute spankie undies from victoria secret pink..loveeee it..hehe..n da other day.kaila came by with her gift..dodgeball on dvddddd.. hehe..n a cute picture in a frame of us from homecommin..lotion n candy..so0 cutee..spanksz kaila..n my exams were easy 2dai..it twas a go0d day..2morroz xmas eve..we gota go to miami..for our xmas party..n gettin gifts..den saturday is christmassss =D lets hope i get go0d gifts..sigh..alrighty den imma go do nutten sumwhere else. x0ox

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liddlebaby

:: 2004 11 December :: 10.39pm
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: luda- get back

weekend so0 far
so0 lets see...umm friday..well afterskoo eric picked me up.den he just chilled at my house till 7..n me him n monique were playin this disney trivial game..hehe..lol..denn uh.. he left..n my parents went out for der anniversary..so we just stay'd home..doin nadaz.den 2dai..saturday..umm woke up at 9..den took a shower..went out for breakfast..den we went to coral square..i bought presents for pplz n sum stuff for me..o0 i had an embaressin momento goin to da mall..lol..ummmden we went to a couple of stores after that..den i got home.so0 tired.n my mom is like..LeTs gO get our naiLs dOnE !!!! i was like..hmm kk!! lol..so we went to walmart n got em done der..dey came out pretty go0d..den i rushed home.n got ready to go out with eric..for our 4 months anniversary (even tho itz on monday.we wanted to kinda celebrate it 2nite ) we went to wings plus..it was go0od.ate alot..den were just drivin around..by like the target plaza.n i see sum guy in a purple shirt..n i was like..o0 shit thats fonte..lol..n da 1st time we just drove by him.but i made eric stopp..n reverse it bak to him..lol..den i yell..fonteeeee..n hez like wtf whoz that..den he realized it was me.n was like..o0h man i saw that car bak up.i was like wtf..who backs up like that nemore.lol...n he was all deck out for team purple.lol..o0h man i love that kid..lol..den we drove around..yadda yadda.n now im back home..it hard to type with nails..iight but imma go n wash my face n stuff..byeeeez x0ox

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liddlebaby

:: 2004 5 December :: 7.23pm
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: mi burrito sabanero =]

wow im so0o tirrrrred
newho..my weekend was go0od...friday..was sams surprise party..it was fun.hehe.i love surpriseee parties..i had fun..but fjisdfujos i was about to kill my parents that nite..dey were bein so0 gayyy..wow..dey made come home at 10..how gay is that.but i hadd funn =]....den saturday..umm early in da mornin i had to go to church.n do this lil babysittin..christmas mothers day out thing..lol dun ask..from 8 till 1..i was so0 exhausted..i came home n took a nap..n i was suppose to go to da mall..but my mom made me go to miami with her..n i didnt wuna go alone..n natalia wudnt answer her fone..n eric..was givin me shit bout it too..i was so0 pissed off..but eric like gave in..after like 20 minz of me not speakin to him.lol so he tagged along with me n da fam..n we went to mindyz house.n den westland mall..it was fun.got home around 12'ish...den 2dai.sunday..just been doin hw.n cleanin..n wow..im still not done.but eff it..im guna go take a long shower.n str8en my hair..which i shud do now..iight lol byeeeeeez x0ox

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liddlebaby

:: 2004 30 November :: 5.23pm
:: Mood: hmmm

to gym..or not to gym..that is the question
hmm..i duno if i shud work out...i want to really bad.but now my mom is offerin to take me to sawgrass..to buy me stuff..hmm..but i really was dedikated to my workin out this week..hmm we'll see lol..newho..2dai was a go0d day..1st hr.just went over our cases.n dustin was bein really nice to me..not like all fjisofhs to me lol..that was weird..den 3rd took a test.it was easssy..den went to 5th..it was gay.we did nutten but talk..den i went to lunch..which i alwayz hav fun in.den 7th..n it was just another episode of gayness lol..den i came home.mo was with me.we had a go0d talk about guyz..it was fun hehe..lol..n err..guess who called me now..lol..yeah..dustin...weird..lol....hez so0 random on his mo0ds or w/e.2day is nice.2morro he'll prolly b an ass to me.but w/e lol..fonte sed i looked sexy with my new hair cut..hehehe..hmm i need to talk to eric..need to ask him sum questions..hmm...i cant wait till the weekend..o0h n i cant wait till christmass..ahh lol iight imma go now byeeeeeez x0ox

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liddlebaby

:: 2004 27 November :: 5.30pm
:: Mood: sleepy

recap
ok lets take this back a bit

wednesday - umm didnt get to hang with natalia..monique was here..n we were singin christmas songs..n elementary songs.hehe it was so0 much fun..den at nite..eric came over..n just chilled here

thrusday - turkeyy day!!! woo did i eat alot...it seriously looked like i was pregnant..lol..but damn..n ive been havin thanksgivin leftovers like non stop here lol

friday - woke up early..den went to da sawgrass..cinthia cudnt come..she actually did go.but came wen we were leavin.so0..but yeah.it was just me mo dad n omar..i got the cutesssst hat..that sez my name on it..with spray paint u kno..w/e lol..itz so0 cute..n i got a pink belt.n a xmas gift for eric..n thatz it..it was so0 packed der..it was unbelievable..but we survived..den nite time rollz around..n it was suppose to be me ricki eric n amir..at don carters to play pool..but ricki canceled on me..so it was just me eric n amir.den leon n pretam showed up..it was funn..i didnt beat eric tho..but i did beat amir..lolden wen were leavin.ricki callz me..n tellz me..shez on her way der..i was like..omg i hate u..lol..so i didnt get to see her..oh wellz..another time

saturday - did nothing..just chilled..i just woke up from a nap..now...hmmm but thatz really it..imma go..n watch ever after now..byeeeez x0ox

o0h by the wayy..i cut my hairrrrrrrrrr !!!! =D itz so0o super short..but so0 super cute..i lovee it so0 much hehe

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liddlebaby

:: 2004 23 November :: 11.26pm
:: Mood: geeky
:: Music: mario-let me love u

no0o skoo 2morro
yayay..startin my vay-cay a lil early..2day was fun..umm i dunno what i did in skoo..den after skoo..i went to dat key club coldstone thing..it was funn..we cudnt scoop tho =[ but i saw kailaa der..ah lol..n all my lovers..like vannn..n merve was der..n yeli..ahh lol..n most of all sexayyyy mr mitsch..ahh...lol...n i was with cinthia n steph..we went around beggin for money..den eric showed up a lil later..n he helped me get more money.den got an icecream.den natalia came for a lil..den she left..den we left afterwords..n were drivin out of missionbay..n we see jj..in da car..goin da other way..so we like speed chase him..lol..almost runnin over ppl..lol..den we finally caught up with him..n we were talkin..den we drove around for a bit.den went bak to my house..n me n eric just chilled here..n he just left 5 minz ago..so0 yeah it was a funn nite..n 2morro.no skoo..im guna hang wid natalia durin da day.yay..den at nite..congas...den thrusday turkeyyyyyyyyy dayy =D cant wait..friday..hell effin yeah im hittin up da mall.cuz of da after thankgivin sales..me n cinthia are def goin to sawgrass..den at nite..eric wants to go poolin..but he wants to go wid sum of his frendz..so i mite say..u kno.nahh..im str8..i need my beauty sleep..den saturday..i really really wuna go to da broward county fair.but we'll see..depends on how go0d of a mo0d my dad is in..n if he loves me.lol..but yeah thatz my vay-cay outline plan..lol..we'll see wut really goes down..next entree..lol..iight im out loveeee youuuuu x0oxo

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LIDDLEBABY

:: 2004 20 November :: 7.32pm
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: lovers and friends

cuz 2nite..im cleaning out my closet...
lets see recap of da weekend..so far..friday..it was so0o much fun..well ericz parents went out of town agen..so we were just guna chill der..n i told my mom i was guna see another "movie" n this time they actually trusted me to go in da car wid eric..but ericz parents were still home..so we went to sum random publix ive never seen b4 lol.cuz i didnt wuna run into ne1..that knew my parents u kno..lol.n we went in to get coke..n i walk in.n i see nelsonnnn..omg i havent seen him in 4ever..hez a cashier..n we were talkin..i missed that kid..moooshuuu..lol..den we got our coke went bak to nelsons line lol..den all of a sudden i hear..MELISSSSA..i was like lol..it was stephanie buckk..i was like ahh! lol..omg i miss her so much too lol..damn so that was all fun..den we went bak to da car.eric was gettin mad at me.cuz i kept sayin how i wud do ludacris..what? itz da truth..lol..den we went bak to his house..n den da drinks started flowin..lol..we made a coke..with captain morgan red rum shit..n den added sum tangerine vodka..lol..that was sum go0d shit..lol..he made me such a effin large glass too..i got real messed up..lol..itz so much fun tho..im such a drunk..n we didnt hav sex.lol..we just had fun lol..newhooo..lol..on to 2dai...saturday.ive been cleanin out my closet all mornin..i took out that big ass treasure chest of a drawer i had in my room..so i cud hav more closet space..ive been doin that since 12..till now..im so0o0 tirred..but my closet is so0 much better now..n ah u just hav to see it..lol..den umm i finallllly got to talk to my ricki..i missed that gurl so0o0o much..she went to da pitbull concert too..every1 went cept me =[ lol oh wellz..but yeah imma leave u off with a short piece of me n rickis convo lol..x0ox

ricki: ahah aww
ricki: i wanan come visit u at school one day.. like spend a day there..
me: omgg that wud b so0 awesomee..can u do that tho
ricki: i doubt it
ricki i would if i could tho
ricki: print myself out a fake schedule
ricki: fake name..
ricki: be like hi im michelle rodriguez..
ricki: i just floated over from cuba
me: lmaoo

hahaha god shes so funny lol

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liddlebaby

:: 2004 18 November :: 9.32pm
:: Mood: sore
:: Music: 1,2 step

here chillennnn wid eric
ay0o wutz go0od....ummm 2dai was a go0d day..skoo was str8..it went by fast and alla that crap..den eric picked me up..den ummmm i just chilled around da house..den i got into a fight with eric..lol..it was a pretend fight tho..lol..i felt bad tho =[ lol but things are all gravey now..dennn umm we went to da gym..had fun workin out.yeah im so0o0o guna b sore 2morro itz nah guna b funny..n now im jusz here..chillen..readin sum bolt scopes..umm..2morro is friday wo0t wo0t..but i kinda dun wuna go to skoo..but i have to..but friday nite shud b fun..im guna chill at ericz house..his parents are goin out of town for da weekend..so u kno what that means..SEX..lol..nah..were just guna chill..shud b fun.but yeah im guna go.ericz starin at me typin..itz makin me uncomfortable..lol..iight im guna go.byeeeeeeez x0ox

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liddlebaby

:: 2004 14 November :: 6.20pm
:: Mood: loved
:: Music: boys2men - on bended knees

go0d ass weekend
friday _ ummm..da whole day i was feelin so crappy..i had major bi'polarness..i didnt hang out wid van.but i went to mattlin's party thing..it wasnt a party it was like a hangout..me n eric went..i drank a lil..got a lil tipsy.hehe.brian got waisteddd wow..we had to drive him home early

saturday _ it was me n eric's 3 months anniversary..so0 u kno how he was plannin a big thing.n i didnt kno nething about it.yeah yeah..kk..so0o..nite time..we told my parents we were guna go see ray..n since my parents dun trust me.n they think i wont make it to da movies ( wow der one smart parents ) my mom took me to muvico..n i met up wid eric.after she left..we left.lol..so..were drivin..n im like babe where are u takinnn me..n hez like u'll see..so0 im like hmm u kno.lol..den after awhile i see were headed towards the beach..so yeahh..den we parked da car..but den hez like...iight..stay here..in da car..ill be bak..n im like lol kk...hmm lol...den 5 minz lata..he comez bak..n hez like alright lets go..so were walkin..den he took me to this spot..n hez like ok..just look at da ocean..n ill b bak agen..dun turn around tho.k...lol..so i was like mmmk..lol...den another 5 minz lata..he comez bak..n hez like..alrite..close ur eyes..dun open dem..n follow me...so hez leadin me sumwhere..n i was so0o scared..cuz i hate walkin like blindfolded u kno lol..den we stop ..n he turnz me around..n hez like kk..now wen i say open ur eyes..u can turn around..i was like okayz...den all of a sudden i hear..our song..spend my life with u come on..n hez like iight open..n i turnt around..n he had a picnic table der.with a red table cloth over it..3 candles ( for 3 months ) a picture frame of us from homecommin...n chinesse fo0d ( cuz ive been cravin it for like everrr lol ) n my favorite soda..root beer..i was like =D wow..lol i loveeee u..u are to0o0o go0o0od..ahhhhhh..how cuteee is that..i was just like wowow lol den we had chinesse fo0d under da stars..hehe..it was really romantic..n my gift to him was a card..n i made a lil envelope in da card..like a pouch..on da card i rote..baby..for our 3 months anniversary..i wunna give u my heart..n in da pouch..was my necklace that had a gold heart pendant..he was like wow..this is so amazin.ive never gottin nething like this ever..awww

sunday _ did nothing at all..bored..cold.yeah...aww brian is so0o cute.he just IMed me sayin..if u took 11 roses and stood in front of a mirror ud see 12 of the most beautiful things in the world..aww..i love this kid..well imma go now peaceeee

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liddlebaby

:: 2004 13 November :: 2.28pm
:: Mood: geeky

veryyyyy bored...dave chappelle sesame skit
i turn on sesame street.n i said oh woo sesame street this is much better..cuz now i can learn how to count n spell..but now im watchin it now as an adult..n i realize that sesame street teaches kids other things..it teaches kids how to judge ppl.n label ppl..thatz rite..they hav a character on der named oscar..they treat this guy like shit..the entire show..they judge him right in his face..oscar u are soo mean..isnt he kids..yeah oscar..ur a grouch..its like..bitch i live in a fuken trash can..im da poorest muthafuker on sesame street..nobodyz helpin me..n u wonder why ur kids roll up n stepp over homeless ppl..get it 2getha grouch..get a job grouch....so dun even tell me how to get to sesame street..that is a terrible place.i wudnt go der.if i knew da way..who wud wuna live in a neighborhood like that..fuken 6 foot pigeons walkin around.an a elephant thats a junkie..hi bert...yeah thats rite...snuffie..hi bert..im sick ..i neeed sum smack bert..n cookie monster with his eyes poppin out of his head..screamin..cookie cookie cookie..its like er what kind of cookies u talkin bout..chocolate chips over der..den they had da nerve to put a pimp on der..dey didnt come out n say he was a pimp..but i kno a pimp wen i see one..they called him da count.he had a cape n everything.u can see him pimpin...bitch where is my money.u've been late 4 times..ive been countin..how many times must i smack u.b4 u act right.....1, 2 ....two smacks..ahahah

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