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:: 2004 27 July :: 6.24 pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: Limp Bizkit - Behind Blue Eyes

*Sigh*
I'm listening to this song right now [Behind Blue Eyes by Limp Bizkit] and it's so great, it's so depressing but good. Today was an okay day, nothing great but the usual. Yesterday I left work/the camp early at around 2ish to go to my eye doctor appointment. They put 3 drops in each of my eyes and my eyes are still a bit dialated from yesterday. I hate when they are like that because I can't see jack shit except dark things. By tomorrow, my eyes should definitely be back to normal. Thursday is the sleepover at my camp thing again, so I'm pretty sure that I'm gonna be doing that again...maybe cause I already signed up ! Only 9 more days until I can finally get my license and at this moment's processing, I'm trying to get insurance on my car. It's a 1997 Dodge Neon, it's pretty a-okay. I can't wait till everything is DONE ! And oh yeah at work today for lunch, they had turkey/ham subs...it made my day of course. Yesterday I rented "Mystic River" and I have yet to watch it, because of my f-ing eyes. I always say this - I wish that us human beings can just take our eyes out and rub them, you know give them some jiggle out of them and soften them up because I mean come on, they've been stuck in there for ___your age___ years. But oh well, that will never happen. Tomorrow is "Summerween" at camp, and Jamie is going as a whoopie cushion, it's the funniest thing. I'm pretty sure tomorrow she'll get a lot of stares. We'll see.

xoxo

9 days till I can finally get my license !

* Happy Birthday Ashley Gorth ! *

`*i love you


:: 2004 25 July :: 10.55 am
:: Mood: stuffy
:: Music: Gorillaz - get the cool shoe shine

" Truck it "
Well the weekend is over and it's kinda sucking, but there will be others. Didn't really do much this weekend, just the same old. Saturday, I went shopping with Amanda and we got lots of cute stuff and lots of the same stuff because we just have to have the same taste in everything. And for the first time ever I got my nails done...they are kinda cool ish. Yesterday I found out that next weekend [July 31] I'm going to New Jersey just until August 1 [the sunday]. My uncle really wanted me and my mommy to go because my cousin is going to be graduating from Law school so he's throwing her a big graduation party. So yeah it should be fun I haven't seen my family in like 2 years. But anyways...Ashley is finally turning 16 in two days ! yay. And she can get her license on my birthday haha...weird how that turned out. Anyways I think I'm done/finished byee

xoxo

11 days until I can finally get my license !

`*i love you


:: 2004 22 July :: 9.15 pm
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: Oasis - Wonderwall

Color War is over.
Today Color War ended. I kinda wish I was more into it but it was all new to me so myself understands myself. The *WHITE* team won. I haven't felt the defeat feeling in a long time. Probably because I don't play sports or anything so I would have no reason to get that feeling. Yesterday night me, amanda, richard and jerry went bowling. It was fun, but I really hate how they make plans ! Anyways work was okay, today for lunch we were supose to have meatball subs and turkey wraps. The turkey wraps are the most delicious peices of food I have ever eatten before. So me and Jamie go up to get the meatball subs and TURKEY WRAPS and the lady says "Oh, there's only meatball subs, no turkey wraps" I was so pissed, I was really looking forward to that f-ing delicious turkey. I'm still pissed about that, because camp will be over in 2 weeks and they are never going to serve that again. Whatever, I'll get over it. I looked at Amanda's journal and she did one of those survey things so since I'm bored I guess I might do it...enjoy.

: + basics:

+ name : Andrea
+ birthday : Feb. 6
+ birthplace : Elizabeth, NJ
+ current location : Boca Raton, FL
+ eye color : Brown
+ hair color : Dark dark brown
+ righty or lefty : Righty
+ zodiac sign : aquarius
+ font : Franklin Gothic Medium is always in my heart

: + your favorite:

+ music : about everything except ehh country
+ cartoon : family guy
+ color : red
+ slushy flavor : coca cola
+ magazine : YM and Teen People
+ tv show : Family Guy of course
+ language : English
+ food & beverage : shrimp & dole juice
+ subject in school : english
+ weekend activity : mostly sleeping

: + what is :

+ your most overused phrase on aim : "i kn0o0o0o0o" and "f u b"
+ the last thought you go to sleep with : what's going to happen the next day
+ the best name for a butler : Kensington...why I don't know
+ your best feature : hair
+ your bedtime : when im sleepy
+ your greatest fear : being alone 4ever
+ your greatest accomplishment : I have yet to have one

: + you prefer :

+ pepsi or coke : pepsi
+ mcdonalds or burger king : mcdonalds
+ adidas or nike : Adidas
+ chicken nuggets or chicken fingers : nuggets
+ dogs or cats : dogs
+ single or taken : taken
+ lipton ice tea or nestea : lipton ice tea !
+ one pillow or two : 2 is good 4 me
+ chocolate or vanilla : Vanilla
+ cappucino or coffee : coffey [lol phil]
+ boxers or briefs : boxers

: + do you :

+ do you think you've been in love : it could have been infatuation
+ want to go to college : yes
+ like high school : sometimes
+ want to get married : of course
+ type with your fingers on the right keys : nope
+ believe in yourself : at times
+ have any tattoos/where : not yet
+ have any piercings/where : 3 in both ears and belly button
+ get motion sickness : does carsick count ?
+ think youre a health freak : definitely not
+ get along with your parents : we have our ups and downs
+ like thunderstorms : yes, perfect to sleep through


: + the future :

+ age you hope to be married : around 24-26
+ number & names of children : 3 kids, Vincent,Victoria and Katerina...has to be decided on though =)
+ where do you see yourself in five years : living with Amanda hopefully and having the time of our lives
+ describe your dream wedding : somewhere on the beach with a sunset
+ how do you want to die : probably in my sleep
+ what do you want to be when you grow up : something with FBI/dectective or forensics
+ what country would you most like to visit : Austraila would be awesome


: + opposite sex :

+ best eye color : doesnt really matter to me but green eyes are cool
+ best hair color : brownish
+ short or long hair : short hair does it for mee
+ best height : definitely taller than me, but doesnt matter everyone is ARENT THEY ?
+ best weight : normal weight
+ best articles of clothing : umm...
+ best first date location : nice dinner place
+ best first kiss location : in the rain..
+ what facial feature do you find the most attractive : smile and dimples are cute too

: + other :

+ whens the last time you slept with a stuffed animal : two days ago with my stuffed dog thingy
+ how many rings until you answer the phone : 2-3
+ how many houses have you lived in : moved a lot, couldnt number it
+ how many schools have you gone to : around 6 or 7
+ what color is your bedroom carpet : beige-ish
+ if you were stranded on a desert island & you could only take one thing (not a person) with you, what would you take : a portable t.v.
+ what was the best time of your life so far : the first time me and amanda went to ioa

: + past :

+ first grade teachers name : I don't remember unfortunately
+ last word you said : things
+ last song you sang : Oasis - wonderwall

: present :

+ whats in your cd player : mix
+ what color socks are you wearing : i'm not wearing socks
+ whats under your bed : old barbies and things i just don't seem to throw out
+ what time did you wake up today : 7 oclock

: + future :

+ where do you want to go : somewhere far away from here
+ what is your career going to be : probably something in law but not really
+ where are you going to live : most likely here in florida
+ how many kids do you want : 3...

: + now :

+ current mood : extremely tired/sleepy, i keep dozing off
+ current music : some somg on AOL thats not labeled at the moment
+ current hair : a half-ass pony tail
+ current clothes : black tank top, yellow soffees
+ current annoyance : my contacts keep blurring out
+ current smell : my hair smell
+ current longing : the weekend
+ current desktop picture : the most beautiful sunsent ever
+ current favorite artist : ehh..i dont care
+ current crush : haha an 11 year old girl said the word crush today but jerry =)
+ current hate : ME..hate ?
+ current favorite article of clothing : who knows
+ last cd you bought : i havent bought a CD since 1999
+ favorite place to be : the beach
+ time you wake up : normally at 11-ish, but with work 7
+ do you believe in an afterlife : i think there is
+ how tall are you : 5'2
+ current favorite word : ish...its kinda ish you know what I mean ?
+ favorite season : Summer of course


xoxo

14 days until I can actually get my license !

`*i love you


:: 2004 19 July :: 11.20 pm
:: Music: none

I'm Back.
Well this weekend for me was kinda long-ish but of course it was fun. Yesterday I got back from Orlando around 2:30-ish. I had been gone since Thursday. Well here goes my update-ish crap.

Wednesday - Went to work, it was pajama day. FUN ! It was actually. All my girls brought in a lot of food and hopefully when I get back tomorrow there will still be food there. Hopefully Bree, Genna and Jamie didnt decided to get fat. Anyways Wednesday night I went to Amanda's around 7:30-ish I think. We went to Jerry or Richie's house, yeah it was Jerry's house and we watched "Signs". Good stuff. And oh yeah Jerry and me are offically together if you want to call it that =). But anyways after that we went back to Amanda's house. We watched the movie "Thirteen" that Jamie let me borrow and that was finally my first time watching it and it was absouletly the greatest movie. I've already watched it 3 times, I'm such a loser. Well finally Amanda and I went to sleep at around 5-ish I think ? And had to wake up at 8. Smart.

Thursday- We drove up to orlando around 8-ish and got there around 11:30-ish. The rides we went on everything except Dr. Dooms Fear Fall, because it's just gay sometimes so I really dont feel like going on it. At around 2ish we met up with Amanda's sister Cassandra and her boyfriend Mathyse and we went on some other rides. I'm not being too detailed right now so go read Amanda's journal if you want MORE detail. But anyways we left IOA at around 10:30-ish and went back to our hotel. Can you BELIEVE that the Double Tree Hotel doesn't have ONE food vending machine ?! There's a drink vending machine and an ice machine. What the hell kind of shit is that ? We must of went on every floor looking for f-ing food. Gay.

Friday - Woke up around 11ish got ready with that girl, actually it takes Amanda at least 382173876 hours to get ready...but hey thats just her. We went to Sea World and did crap. Amanda's daddy won a frog...a really big ass frog but was very comfortable too. There was so many wheelchaired people at IOA and Sea World [Cripple day at IOA and SWA & the beach ? ] good stuff. The whole group except for Amanda's mom and dad went on Kracken or Kraken whatever it's called. It was a high rollercoaster but definitely not the fastest. Oh well. After that Manderz and I got our stuff and went to Mathyse and Cassandra's apartment and we slept there, drank a little..had fun.

Saturday - Woke up like 10-ish and went to the beach with the group. The beach was great except the water was too cold to go into. Before heading down to the water there was a little indent in the sand that had water in it, that me and amanda called the "Lagoon", and Me Amanda Mathyse and Cassandra just layed in there relaxing. That was probably the most relaxing time of the whole weekend. Well that night we went to Amanda's aunts house and her family was there and crap. There was lobster...I tried it for the 3rd time and still didn't like it, I wish I did like lobster though. Oh well. We stayed there about 8:30-ish and we went back to the hotel. Our last night in the hotel =(. Me and Amanda did a spontaneous thing well not really but we went to go walk to "City Walk" but once right we get up the esclators some cop asks us for our I.D.'s because you have to be 21 to get in which I think is a bunch of bullshit. But whatever. Oh yeah and we were crossing the intersection and we were just about this close [ - - - ] to getting hit by a car. Saved once again.

Sunday - Drove back home but first ate at IHOP for breakfast and we saw a lot of Deaf people there. I badly wanted to go up to them and sign to them and be all like "hey I know how to sign". My experience will soon come. And oh yeah, all weekend me and Amanda were saying how great it would be if Richie and Jerry were there cause it was great and would have been much more funner if they were there. Oh well HHN [if we're all still together] will be fun =)

Today I didn't really wanna go to work because I was so tired from this weekend. And today was the beginning of that Color War stuff. I so wanted to be on the *WHITE* team but I ended up being on the *BLUE*, I dont really know many people except for a few, but whatever its fine ! Well I think I'm done...so yeah byeeeee

` Is Curb Your Enthusiasm better than sex ?
` Did he really put ketchup up my nose ?
` Must he punch me thinking I'm not a woman ?
[ yeah yeah all to you Michael lol ]

xoxo

4 days until I can finally get my license !

17 days until my actual appointment for my liscense and I will actually get it...damn.

`*i love you


:: 2004 12 July :: 11.31 pm
:: Mood: drowsy
:: Music: none

Pay Day [candy bar right ? ]
Today was an exceptionally good day. Woke up at 7 extrememly pissed off because I did not want to go to work. I was so tired from this weekend. The weekend was fun but unfortunately I am too drowsy/lazy to write about it. Great stuff though =). Haha, I just got my regularly scheduled drunken phone call by Eric Baum, he hasn't called me in awhile [drunk] so it was getting kinda unusual that he hasn't called me. It's great ! Anyways, today at work for about an hour and a half my throat was hurting and i felt weak/like I was going to die so when I got home (hours later), I took 2 medicine pills. It didn't start to hit me until like an hour later and wow the drowsiness has never hit me so hard before. I just layed in bed and everything felt like it was moving except me. I went to sleep for a little don't know how long, I drifted in and out. I was going to go to Ashley's to see the movie "Thirteen" that Jamie let me borrow but she had already made plans to go to Veterans park and watch Seann and all them play basketball...but I understand =). Tomorrow Genna is going to be group leader for a day because Bree isn't going to be there. Hopefully everything will go smoothly and fast. Oh yeah, I got paid today hence the topic, the pay sucks but oh well. After work/camp I went with Mike [the one who chooses Simpsons as a better show than Family Guy...but I'm not hating] to his kid's room then the library but they were closing so back to the Starlings room we went, he's so random I love it ! I don't even know if that all made sense but whatevva...I do what I want. Yesterday was Phillip's birthday, finally got a cellular device again...so yay ! Anyways I think I'm done with this entry...so yeah. Bye.

xoxo

11 days untill I can finally get my liscense !

Happy Birthday Phil [yesterday] !

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:: 2004 7 July :: 8.47 pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: Not music but Family Guy <33

Talent Show Manana
I just recently discovered that TBS is showing "Family Guy" and I absouloutely love it ! This show is so f-ing random it's so great. If you don't have a sense of humor, you most likely would be offended by this show, but who could be !?!? Wow. I'm raving about a show. Anyways, today was a pretty good day. Our "shitter" hasn't shitted inawhile so thats good, i feel bad for her when she does because she's the only one who has done that. Oh well, shit happens haha. Mel and I decided to make a list of all the good-looking counselors at our job. It's ridiculous how many there are. We'll see how it ends up. Anyways tomorrow is the Talent Show for my kids and Genna got us a pink shirt that she's going to mark "Pink Ladies" on it because of our song "Summer Nights" and crap. I have to pay Genna her 2.99 for the shirt lol. Yeah...Oh I never talk about my weekend anymore probably because I never DO anything.

Friday: Me and Amanda went and saw Spider-Man 2, it was great. We saw Richie working..[he works at some Thai restraurant next to Mag]..he's the only 'American' that works there. He said he was standing next to some short Thai lady and she was like "Oh you got girls" - talking about myself and Amanda. So she asked..."Which one is yours, the black one ?" She thought I was black...wtf ?! Oh well I'm getting close to it as Tyson says. I thought that was kinda weird/funny.

Saturday: I don't really think I did anything during the day, but at night I went out with Jason to a restraurant called "P.F. Chang Chinese Bistro". It was really good and I really enjoyed being with him. After that we went to his casa, and just hung out there...don't think otherwise =).

Sunday: It was 4th of July and I just went to the b-e-a-c-h beach with my mother. She really needs a boyfriend, i feel bad she's alone and if I went somewhere else for 4th she would have been alone and its not like my brother would accompany her cause he's in Philadelphia right now. Ehh. Oh well.

I can't wait till next week ! I'm so going to Orlando and missing two days of camp. Yay. I need a vacay and so does Amanda from all her drama. Well I think I'm done for now...

xoxo

16 days until I can finally get my liscense !

"Stop your bitchin', suck it up, cry me a river, build a bridge, get over it and play ball"- Mike Riggio's saying to Amanda's f-ed up life [but not really.]

Classic Kool-Aid Man look in Family Guy:


- gotta love that !

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:: 2004 29 June :: 6.57 pm
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: Marques Houston ft. Chingy - I like that

*I'm one hard girl*
Right now I hear the sound of my mom slamming everything she touches. You know, when you get mad everything you seem to pick up, throw, close, sounds and exits harder ? Well that's what I have to hear right now. Why ? I pissed her off. I know I did and I really don't care. She doesn't want aggravation but she brings it upon herself. Anyways, today was a pretty decent/boring day. Yesterday and Monday one of my girls soiled herself. Today she didn't ! Yes ! I found out that she was potty-trained late so maybe that's why. I think tomorrow I'm going to go in the pool because its the "wash-the-hair" day so I might as well just wet it. Bryan gave me a bracelet today that says my name...how sweet was that ? It's so campy ! "What do you think this is...camp ?" [lol Jamie is a funny one]. I can't wait until July, I'm going to Orlando and it will be my little vacay, even though it is but I'm working so...yeah. I don't think I have anything else to say. Oh Amanda so stole my last entry and put it on her 'livejournal' crap. I only call it crap because I can never figure out the HTML and I'm not going to waste my time to try and figure it out, I don't need the added aggravation ! Woohu is my homie. Well I think I'm done...I want to take a nap but can't, and plus I'm going to eat soon.

xoxo

24 days until I can finally get my liscense !

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:: 2004 21 June :: 8.36 pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: none

Dictionary of Dating
Monday. You know what that means. The start of the week and the longest "day" in present terms. Work = Mellow. That's all I have to say about work. Oh and I had to wipe one of my girl's bootie, hey, there's a first time for everything and I would have eventually done it in about 10 years. Well I was searching around and I came across this site of humorous fiction/facts of dating.

The Dictionary of Dating


ATTRACTION - the act of associating horniness with a particular person.

LOVE AT FIRST SITE - what occurs when two extremely horny, but not entirely choosy people meet.

DATING - the process of spending enormous amounts of money, time and energy to get better acquainted with a person whom you don't especially like in the present and will learn to like a lot less in the future.

BIRTH CONTROL - avoiding pregnancy through such tactics as swallowing special pills, inserting a diaphragm, using a condom, and dating repulsive men.

EASY -a term used to describe a woman who has the sexual morals of a man.

EYE CONTACT - a method utilized by one person to indicate that they are interested in another. Despite being advised to do so, many men have difficulty looking a woman directly in the eyes, not necessarily due to shyness, but usually due to the fact that a woman's eyes are not located in her chest.

FRIEND - a person in your acquaintance who has some flaw which makes sleeping with him/her totally unappealing.

INDIFFERENCE - a woman's feeling towards a man, which is interpreted by the man to be "playing hard to get".

INTERESTING - a word a man uses to describe a woman who lets him do all the talking.

IRRITATING HABBIT - what the endearing little qualities that initially attract two people to each other turn into after a few months together.

LAW OF RELATIVITY - how attractive a given person appears to be is directly proportionate to how unattractive your date is.

NYMPHOMANIAC - a man's term for a woman who wants to have sex more often than he does.

SOBER - condition in which it is almost impossible to fall in love.

By: unknown author

xoxo

`*i love you


:: 2004 16 June :: 8.49 pm
:: Music: DJ Kool - let me clear my throat [yeah Old School]

I love my girls.
Well it's Wednesday and I have been working for 3 days. So far, I have to say that I am loving it but getting really tired from it. That's okay though, I think I need this wretching pain in my legs and ass-ticular area. Anyways, I have 20, 6-7 years of age girls, girls going into the 1st grade and maybe one that is going into the 2nd grade. I seriously do not remember ever being this small. They are littlerly up to my crotch area but I'm only 5'2 so that could be understandble. I love<3 them all, except one is a pain in the ass because she has to go to the bathroom every two seconds and is a major bitch to everyone else. I've met some people here and they are pretty cool. Obvioulsy I met my co-worker/counselor girls and I'm so happy I'm working with them because before I was in a different group and I don't think I would have meshed well with them, if you know what I mean. I met Greg, he's pretty wired but funny and nice, Diego, oh man he's a hot one, he did something sweet today though, he picked a flower and he had a small camper with him and he told his camper to go and bring the flower to me. How f-ing sweet was that ?! No one's done that to me before, but maybe I'm thinking to much into it. I also met Mike Lupo ! I know his last name cause I still have his name tag, and today I was talking to him during me and my girls' lunch period and when we were leaving, two of my girls asked if he was my boyfriend and I said nope. Yeah it didn't end there. One of them asked what his name was and I told her. So she started singing "Andrea and Mike..sitting in a tree, k-i-s-s-i-n-g, first comes love.." etc. you should know the song. ALL my girls sang that at least 23763278 times. Wow annoying but you got to love them. I also met this kid Spike...real name Matthew, he seems pretty cool. So yeah so far so good. I like my job but I really hate the waking up part. Oh well, that's life.

xoxo

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:: 2004 13 June :: 10.49 pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: none

Work Tomorrow !
The weekend is over and the week is beginning. The week where I am starting my summer job at Eagles Landing Camp.

Friday: I remember waking up late, I'll say around 1ish because thats just when I usualy wake up. Friday night I went to Ashley's and we just chilled at her house. I love her black light because I saw things I never saw before. Just kidding, I just saw a bunch of white shit and my teeth being extremely whiteish. Well we get a phone call from Mr. Alexander and he told us to go to Boca Springs. But...we didn't have a ride there because Ashley's mother was out. So Eric Cecere came and got us. We were with...Eric, Burns, Seann, Anthony [the one that never says 'hi' to Ashley lol], Nick, I think Eric's brother ? and Alexander but I sadly had to depart from the pool-icular area that we were hanging at because my mom's was coming to get me. So that was that night.

Saturday: I woke up at 7 for my 2nd orientation at Eagles. It went smoothly. We got to get into our "cubbies" but I like to call it more our ROOM, because it is a room with desks and chairs. The girls I'll be working with is, Bree - she's 27 and a 7th grade teacher, she's really nice, Genna - she's 19 also nice and cool, Jamie - 18 I think, lol she's a theif she stole so much stuff from the Art room but she's cool. AND we're going to be with 20 little 5 and 6 year old little girls. That should be f-u-n FUN. Oh ya and I finally saw Melanie. She was hung over ! At 2 we met the parents. Let's just say some parents are wack about their children. I'll leave it at that. Well I got out of there at around 4ish, and I was so exhausted. I went home and then my mother and I went to Super Wal-Mart and Burlington Coat Factory and I got a bag that was just ridiculously exquisite. Then after that me and my mother went to see "The Stepford Wives"...it was good/funny/twisted.

Today: Woke up around 1ish. Alex called me a jillion times. At around 3 I went to Ashley's and we went to the p-o-o-l pool . I had fun swimming by myself lol. Anyways..in 2 days my dog Rocky a.k.a Pookie is turning 9. That is 63 years old in dog years. Well I think I might go and put my crap together for work tomorrow. Wish me luck.

xoxo

`*i love you

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