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:: 2005 26 January :: 3.36 pm
:: Mood: tired

this past weekend sucked. i have never felt so low in my life.
sunday i worked. i got home around 930. it sucked. i was in a bad mood and wasnt feeling good.

monday i had school and the bookstore. then i went to the club house. they were playing "catch phrase" and had doughnuts. then i came back and did some homework and went to bed. dylan came over at around 12 and woke me up. we talked for awhile and he apologized.

yesterday i felt a little better then i did this past weekend. for some reason i was way tired and kept like dosing off during my classes. it was horrible. alec from the bookstore and i ate lunch together. when i got home i did a little studying but was way to tired. so i told myself i was going to go to sleep at 8. so i got ready for bed and layed there till about 9 not falling asleep. so i got up and did math homework till about 1030. then tried falling back asleep. i still could not go to sleep. around 12 michelle was up with kenyan, brice, ian, and some other kid. and then dylan stopped by. so i decided to get up and go out. i ended up not going to bed till 3.

i had to wake up at 7 to work at the bookstore. it was awful. i was so tired. then i got home at 12 and fell asleep till 2. brice and ian stopped by so michelle and i hung out with them for a bit. tonight im going up to salt lake with kyle. we are going to the collective soul concert in park city. that should be good!!

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:: 2005 22 January :: 9.34 pm
:: Mood: sad

so thursday i went to the dentist. i was very nervous. they gave me laughing gas and all of a sudden i had the biggest smile on my face and i kept giggling over stupid things. i really liked the dentist, he was way nice. they had a tv on the ceiling so i watched that while they took out my teeth. they gave me about 5 numbing shots which hurt really bad. the dentist kept saying i would feel pressure but i never did. i only have 3 wisdom teeth so that was cool. trask took me too and from the dentist. he helped me get settled into my aparment. derek stopped by, he brought me candy for when i get better! i had trask call my mom and tell her everything since i couldnt talk. kyle took me to walmart so i could get my prescriptions. i kept spitting out blood so i just layed on a couch with toilet paper and a trash can. around 10 dylan came over so michelle and i went and played pool with him, trask, dylan's brother and his girlfriend.

so i went to bed at 12 and woke up at 1 the next day. i did wake up around 9 because my mouth was sore so i took some pain killers which put me back to sleep. i missed school and working at the bookstore today. my mom called and told me that my great grandpa up in maine is in the intesive care unit with pnemonia. which means he's not going to be around much longer. then to top off my night dylan comes over and basically ends things with us.
i went to uvsc's all nighter with kyle, megan and lindsey. that was fun, there was mock gambling, rock climbling, a band playing, they had a mentalist which was way cool, its tought to explain but he could read peoples minds. here is an example: he had a number in his head and asked the audience to try and think of what it was. then he wrote that number down on a sheet of paper. then asked the audience to raise their hand if they had 68. half of the audience raised their hand and began gasping with disbelief. then he showed us the paper with 68 on it! i thought it was 86, just a little backwards. i couldnt believe it though. there was also a hypnotist which was way funny. megan got called upon to go up. that was the funniest thing i have ever seen. everything got done at 4am. then klye and i went to springville through the mountains. we wanted to get away from the city and just be able to see the stars. we just talked about a lot of things. he went through the same relationship problems last month. im so glad he is out here. he told me that he is going to be moving back home in the summer and probably just staying out there. i went to bed around 6.

today i went to work from 12-5. it was really slow in the beginning then busy the rest of the time. i was pretty out of it today. mainly because of everything that happened yesterday and im all drugged up. i dont feel like doing anything tonight. im just not in the mood.

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:: 2005 20 January :: 11.59 am
:: Mood: content

tuesday i had school and went to the bookstore. it was really slow at the bookstore. its def. a lot different now then when it was the first week of school. then i studied a bit. derek came over with a cd that he made for me. it had a bunch of different songs. then i went to vanna's with dylan. then dylan and i came back to my place. he left around 1230.

yesterday i went to class in my pajamas. i got a bunch of looks because people at uvsc dont walk around in pajamas. people get dressd up for school, which i find weird. it has become normal to see a girl walking around in heels with a big back pack. i worked at the bookstore from 3-7. once again it was very slow. then i studied for my math and bio tests. dylan came over around 12. he ended up just staying the night.

today i went to bio, took my quiz. i got a 90%!! woo wee. then i went and took my math test. i think i did ok on it. there were some things i werent positive on. but i have never been good at limits. my written business communications class is so boring.....i am so thankful that we have computers so i can do other stuff. i gotta go get my tooth pulled at 330. i want it out but i dont want to go. im so scared! i dont like the dentist.

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:: 2005 18 January :: 12.17 pm
:: Mood: sore

sunday i worked at golden corral at 4. i didnt get off till 1030 because i had some tables leave late and i had a ton of closing crap that i had to do. then i went over to trask's and hung out with a bunch of kids. we watched a movie, starsky and hutch. i saw michelle walking by so i went on the balcony and called her to come up. so she walks in stoned. and trask was telling her that he could smell pot and she was trying to convince him that he couldnt smell it. it was funny.

yesterday i went to the international language program office. i dropped off my application to go to russia! i just have to wait for my two references to come in. one from ms. karle and the other from my bishop from church. when i got home i called up a dentist. i have an appointment on thursday after school to get my tooth pulled. i am so scared. im going to have them numb my mouth and give me gas to put me in a world of my own because i do not want to be aware of whats going on. but at least this pain will go away, i can only eat things that i dont have to swallow, it hurts to brush my teeth, overall its just painfull all the time. i went and gave plasma, then studied for awhile. then dylan came over and helped me with bio. around 11 we went and played pool with trask, vanna, michelle, kenyan, megan and derek. that was tons of fun. there were only a couple of other people playing. after pool michelle, kenyan, dylan and i hung out and made smoothies. yummy! dylan didnt leave till 130 and i didnt go to bed till after 2. i had to wake up at 7 today, so i was extremely tired.

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:: 2005 16 January :: 3.30 am
:: Mood: tired

yesterday i went to school and the bookstore. then i came home and frosted kyle's cake, i bought these cute edible decorations for it. then i went to my interview for going to london. i am officially going! i met some girls who were waiting for their interviews they seemed cool. its going to be so much fun! ahhh i cant wait. after that i took the cake over to kyle's apartment and ate it with his roommates and him. then i came home and i baked peanut butter cookies. i was betty crocker today...anyways i took those over to trask's place because derek the kid from south africa was making dinner for me, vanna, trask and dylan. so i thought i would be bring dessert. anyways we had spaghetti with the sauce having tons of meet in it and bacon. it was interesting but very delicious. i was going to go to the school dance but decided not to, we are having one next week. so all of us went up to salt lake to ensign peak. we had about a 20 minute hike up the mountain with snow in alot of places. but once we got to the top the view was amazing! there is just no words to describe it, its so beautiful, i am so lucky to be here. we had a bunch of blankets so we layed them down and layed and just talked while looking at the view. after we got home jake called so i went over to his place to play poker. we played till about 3ish.

today i had to work at golden corral from 12-5. it was kind of slow. for some reason there were tons of asians that kept coming in. michelle and i went to this coffee house in provo. one of her friends was playing in a band so we had to go watch. it was ok, i kind of felt out of place because there were tons of punks. but there were tons of guys with mohawks!! i have decided to make everyone of my boys have a mohawk when he is a kid. we got back from the coffee house around 10 and got ready to go clubbing. vanna, dylan, derek, michelle and i all went up to salt lake city and went to vortex. i kept getting really hot for some reason, it felt like dancing in a sauna. then we got home and chilled at my place.

so i have a wisdom tooth coming in and it hurts like hell. i have taken so much medicine today, but it isnt helping. i think i might have to have it pulled. ouch!!

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:: 2005 16 January :: 3.30 am
:: Mood: tired

yesterday i went to school and the bookstore. then i came home and frosted kyle's cake, i bought these cute edible decorations for it. then i went to my interview for going to london. i am officially going! i met some girls who were waiting for their interviews they seemed cool. its going to be so much fun! ahhh i cant wait. after that i took the cake over to kyle's apartment and ate it with his roommates and him. then i came home and i baked peanut butter cookies. i was betty crocker today...anyways i took those over to trask's place because derek the kid from south africa was making dinner for me, vanna, trask and dylan. so i thought i would be bring dessert. anyways we had spaghetti with the sauce having tons of meet in it and bacon. it was interesting but very delicious. i was going to go to the school dance but decided not to, we are having one next week. so all of us went up to salt lake to ensign peak. we had about a 20 minute hike up the mountain with snow in alot of places. but once we got to the top the view was amazing! there is just no words to describe it, its so beautiful, i am so lucky to be here. we had a bunch of blankets so we layed them down and layed and just talked while looking at the view. after we got home jake called so i went over to his place to play poker. we played till about 3ish.

today i had to work at golden corral from 12-5. it was kind of slow. for some reason there were tons of asians that kept coming in. michelle and i went to this coffee house in provo. one of her friends was playing in a band so we had to go watch. it was ok, i kind of felt out of place because there were tons of punks. but there were tons of guys with mohawks!! i have decided to make everyone of my boys have a mohawk when he is a kid. we got back from the coffee house around 10 and got ready to go clubbing. vanna, dylan, derek, michelle and i all went up to salt lake city and went to vortex. i kept getting really hot for some reason, it felt like dancing in a sauna. then we got home and chilled at my place.

so i have a wisdom tooth coming in and it hurts like hell. i have taken so much medicine today, but it isnt helping. i think i might have to have it pulled. ouch!!

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:: 2005 13 January :: 11.09 pm
:: Mood: content

yesterday i worked from 730-1030. then went to class from 11-1. i came home did my laundry then went and bought food. then came home and studied biology and did math homework. i worked on my application for going to russia. i had to write a couple of letters and mail them to my mom to give to people so they can fill out a reference form for me.

today i had school from 830-215. its going pretty good. bio is going to be tough, its one of the toughest classes at uv, why am i taking this class?? i worked at the bookstore at 230. i went home early because it was really slow. they asked me to stay longer, which is really cool. out of 38 cashiers that they had the past couple of weeks only 17 are working there beginning next week since the rush is all done with. i'll only be working two days a week instead of everyday which is good because i cant handle everyday with the classes im taking, they are so hard this semester! after the bookstore i studied bio then went to the gym for an hour. it feels so good to workout, it takes my mind of things. i made a cake for kyle since its his birthday tom. im going to frost and decorate it tom.

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:: 2005 11 January :: 10.23 pm
:: Mood: happy

while i was at the bookstore the uvsc news people came in so i asked what they were reporting on and the said this website called "rate my proffessor" so i told them how i have been to it and chose my teachers by the ratings. so they took me out to talk to me and im going to be on the news next week! woo wee.

dylan came over for a bit. im glad we still hang out.

so my roommate tara who is 20 just came home with a wedding ring! she's engaged. all of my roommates were screaming it was funny. im so excited for her. she was saying how she couldnt believe this was happening because she saw herself getting married at around 24. i guess things change when you meet the right guy.

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:: 2005 11 January :: 11.50 am
:: Mood: tired

yesterday i had school 10-12. came home tried to take a nap. i worked at the bookstore from 215-730. then i went to golds gym and worked out. since last wed. i've already lost 2 pounds! woo wee.. when i got home i studied till 10ish then went to sleep. (pt)

today i woke up at 730 and went to bio at 830. rob and cameron saved me a seat. my teacher told us today that the average grade at uvsc in bio is a "c". so lucky me. then i went to math, it was pretty boring. i had 40 minutes so i decided to go home and get something to eat and drop some books off. i have two more classes today and then i have to work 245-730. im kind of excited that the job is ending on friday, i love it but i cant handle it with school. i have so much work to do in all of my classes. i miss how high school was so easy.

so the apartment complex sent a note around last night saying cleaning checks were today. so i had school and work till 730 last night and then studied till 10 and went to sleep. i have school from 830-730 today. when am i supposed to clean???? it makes me so mad. they come during the day time so i cant clean when i get home.

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:: 2005 9 January :: 9.56 pm
:: Mood: content

friday had school and worked at the bookstore. i talked to my advisor and i switched my major over to financial accounting. then i worked out. dylan came over so we hung out and watched a movie. we had a talk. he said that there are times that he feels really close to me and other times he doesnt. he also talked about being more then just friends with benefits. i told him i didnt know because this semester is going to be really hard on me and i know he would be a big distraction. also i told him how i cant go out to the movies or hang out at 10pm on a school night like we have been. it wouldnt be fair to him. and then im going to enland for two months. there is also a good chance im going to russia next year for five months. thats a lot of time that we wouldnt see each other. so we decided to just remain friends that we can go out with other people and have fun.

saturday i worked out at gold's gym. then came home and cleaned my room read some of my biology. ian came down from salt lake. we went to this concert at byu with two of his friends. it was a really good concert, the guy was pete something but he was really talented. then we went to the malt shop and got shakes. afterwards i went and played pool with dylan, trask, derek, and vanna at ozz. im beginning to get a little better at pool. then we all went to trask's place and watched "the punisher" which i thought would be a dumb movie but was actually pretty good.

today i went to church, i stayed for the whole thing. my first time doing that since july. i didnt have to work today!! all of my roommates were home today, which is amazing because there is usually someone missing. i worked on math and bio today. michelle and i went over to trask's place because he and dylan were cutting their hair. i cut dylan's hair. it came out pretty good. then we went to the clubhouse for free cookies. yummy!

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:: 2005 6 January :: 11.41 pm
:: Mood: cheerful

the past couple of days have been so hectic. yesterday school started i worked at the bookstore from 730-11am then went to class, i like my financial accounting teacher he seems really nice...then i went to the mall to get my hair trimmed. then i went to golds gym to sign up for a membership. came home and studied.

today i had school from 830-2. my biology teacher talked about hunting bears. dont ask me why, i was so bored. math seems like its going to be ok. written business communications seems like its going to be boring. in my astronomy class we have 5 different schools that attend the class by tv. i walk into class and each desk had a microphone. the teacher teaches in my class and the other schools watch, and if they have a question they push a button and their video comes up on screen and they speak into their own microphone. also the teacher sits at this big desks with tv's so he can see all of the students. its pretty cool, technology these days. ken is in two of my classes. and every other class except math i know someone. pretty amazing when the school has 24,000 kids!
i worked at the bookstore from 230-8. came home and tara and i went to the gym. zoolander was playing when i got there, i love that movie.

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:: 2005 4 January :: 8.42 pm
:: Mood: happy

Today i worked at the bookstore from 11-6. It went by really fast in the first half but slowed down. It was so busy the whole time. I bought my books. $320 bucks for 4 books. Dylan is letting me use his bio book this semester so that saved 80 bucks.

School starts tom.!! My third semester. I cant believe how fast the time goes.

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:: 2005 3 January :: 12.30 pm
:: Mood: content

yesterday i slept in, went to church. I only stayed for the first part. Michelle and i went shopping because she needs bed sheets. Then we made smoothies and chocolate chips and took them over to dylan's who was making us spaghetti. The rest of the day i just stayed at dylans.

Today i went and gave plasma, but for some stupid reason i had them do it in my right arm and it was painful the whole time and i felt pretty dizzy. Then i went to the bookstore to work. I almost fainted twice, i would get really hot and then i couldnt really hear and all of a sudden i just couldnt stand. So the security guards brought me a seat and a drink so i had to sit the rest of the time. This kid got my number because we are in the same bio class. I already have a study partner!! After work i went over to dylan's for a bit. Then he had to go to slc to pick up trask from the airport and then go hang out at his brothers. So i came back and organized my room a bit and got my schedule figured out.

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:: 2005 1 January :: 12.59 am
:: Mood: tired

so yesterday i flew all day. that sucked, i hate flying. i hate all the waiting around and being in an airport. and then when i was waiting for my luggage it took longer then usual for them to get it going. then of course my luggage was the very last to come out. so then i went to gateway mall to go buy a present for dylan and it was closed. i was 15 minutes late. if only that luggage didnt have that delay. so i got home around 7. dylan came over and helped me bring my suitcases up to my apartment. i went over to his place at around 8. he gave me my presents. he got me a scarf, hat and this nail kit. pretty cool gifts. i love them. we went up to salt lake and went to chris ran0e's house. it was so weird seeing him! he left honeoye at the end of ninth grade. he still has an italian accent. i saw his baby girl. she is the cutest thing. anyways..he has some people over. at around 1130 dylan and i went to his brothers house. and we stayed there for a bit. i got home around 3. and woke up today at 9. i couldnt fall back asleep because im still on eastern time.

today i unpacked all my stuff. that took awhile. then i went to the mall with michelle. i got my hair highlighted. it looks ok..i dont know if i like it or not because they did blonde and light brown. i think i might redo it in a month or so. then i went to dylans to watch the Fiesta Bowl. Utah beat Pittsburgh 35 to 7. Go UTES!! after the game we went to chili's. then i went to walmart with michelle to buy food because we dont have any!

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:: 2004 30 December :: 10.17 am

on tuesday we picked up ian at the airport. then we went to some beach for the day.

yesterday we all went out on the boat to this island cayo costa. it looked really bad because of all the destruction from the hurricanes. hopefully it will get cleaned up soon.

today we are going to the pool. last day to get a tan. im laying out all day!!

~i cant believe all the people dead from the tsunami. its unthinkable. over a 100,000. thats a lot of people.

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