Finally!
Well, I'm updating again. Because I can only stay overly-emotional and depressed for so long. So much has happened that I don't really have the energy to type about, so I won't.

Predicted grades for 1st quarter
math- B+
science- B+
civics- B+
English- B+
French- B+
Gym- B
Orchestra- A

That's a lot of B+'s. Anyway, about my reading list. For my birthday, I got He's Just Not That Into You and The Secret Life of Bees, so those are the last two on that list. Once I'm done, I shall make another!

I have so much homework....ugh. Today sort of sucked.

Homecoming!
What a great night last night was. I got all dressed up, and my mom and grandma started crying, lol. I wore a dark purple dress with tiny straps, it came down to a little above my knees. My hair was down and I wore diamond earings and a matching neklace. Zach came over at about 430 with his mom, took a million pictures. Zach looked so nice, in his tweed suit and purple tie. (later in the night I discovered the awesomeness which is his socks.) He gave me a goorgeous pink corsaga (sp). It had pink flowers with little white ones on the side, and all of this other stuff... the bracelet part was a little loose and kept on getting caught in the fabric of my dress lol but I loved it.

Zach's mom drove us to Nick's house, where there was the rest of our group. Lets see if I can name all them...Thomas and ELlie, Lia and Nick, Ian and Christina, some other guy and Nikki, Jimmy and Cameron ,and Ben all by himself. Poor ben wasn't in any pictures and sat at the head of the table at the resturant. I feel bad for him, pretty much everyone did.

After all the parents took about a million pictures, we all went to the resturant. Jimmy's dad drove us, Jimmy and his date Cameron. The mucis in his car was the coolest, this '80's rap. We got to the resturant and Zach ended up holding the door for about 100 people. Dinner was nice, Nikki and I were right by a door and I was practically freezing to death lol. Zach and I shared some bread thing with stuff in it. I didn't eat a lot because I wasn't that hungry, (I was too nervous) but it was good. After the girls went to the bathroom for like 10 minutes, we all headed out and drove in Jimmy's car to the dance!

Whenever I sat down, the straps of my dress fell. The dress itself was tight enough that I wasn't flashing everyone or anything, but it was pretty funny. We got to the dance, and walked around saying hello to Zach's million friends. I finally met a lot of kids he talks about, so that was good. I felt so lucky that he hung out with me and stuff, because he knew that he was pretty much the only person I knew there besides my sister and her friends. We sat down in the lobby thing on the table for a good hour, Zach is the best boyfriend ever.

A lot of eighth graders from last year were there, all the girls were telling us how cute we looked together and how suprised they were that we didn't break up. About for people asked "So this is your woman?" like I belonged to him or something, lol. There was quite the drama with people losing their dates and such. If you go with someone, shouldn't you be with them enough that you don't lost them? We were attached at the hip the whole time, so that wasn't a problem for us, hahah. I was definatly the only one from Rocky Run there, but whatever. Hanging out with Zach and his friends was very fun, we really haven't hung out for that long of a period ever, besides the play rehersals last year. I dont think that they count though, because we weren't together and hung out with different groups.

It was really nice, Zach told me I looked pretty like five times. We said I love you like 10, lol. Really, really great night. And I'm so lucky it was with Zach, that we're together. The way he treats me is very caring, he wanted to be with me the whole time, and that was nice. I felt older, going to a high school dace and being all dressed up and such. It was fun.

What else can I say? Great time. My feet were killing me once I got home, but it hurts to be beautiful, hahah. Colleen got home and then after about 10 minutes I passed out in bed. Now I must call Vilhelm and inform him of the fantastic night.

boring stuff
I just woke up.

Today was cool. It was somewhat exciting, a sub in not only math but French as well. Will and I wore the same shirt, although I wore a sweatshirt over it. And so continues the season of wearing my O'neil hoodie every day...hahah, love that thing.

Yesterday Zach and I went on a walk. I sort of freaked out because I was getting out my cellphone, and I looked out the window near the front door and BAM there he was. Hahah, it was so incredibly great seeing him though.

After I finish typing this, I'm off to brush my teeth, then orchestra practice, then dinner...then pass out again in front of the t.v.

randomnesss
Totally have homecoming outfit DONE. THis is gonna be the longest week ever...like...im so nervous but so excited at the same time, you know?

JESUS CHRIST im hyper. peace.

So, I'm just chillin on-line, waiting for...guess who? to get on. The mall today was interesting. My sister got her dress and I really liked these one pair of shoes but they didn't come in my size...sigh.

Good lord I don't want to do my homework. Nor go back to school tomorrow.

Look at how many big and dramatic words I use in this.
*Four months, 1 day.*

This week has gone by so amazingly fast, and I love it. If every week would go by as fast as this one has, than I would be...so intensly happy. You have no idea.

Today was really good, just the whole day generally funny. Orchestra pracitce tonight wasn't the best, but, we sound really good. I was sort of bummed that my stand partner couldn't make it, is all. Alison made a rad movie of Chris sprinting and then jumping over my legs. I was in a position with the door where i was like...off the groud and my legs were across like a bar. When he jumped, he made it. When he dived, we both went down. Lol it was really cool.

So tomorrow might be a busy day in Courtney's world. Going homecoming-dress shopping with my sister, she needs hers. I have mine. (You don't know how great that sounded when I said it out loud. Just the fact I'm going? Estatic, I tell you! If only I could find a picture of it on-line to give to Lilly...)

Homecoming= in a week. Holy crappppppppppppp!

Oh ok then WIll wantes to see a movie, and Zach wants to hang out. Hevens! I'll be everywhere. Popular gal, I guess. Heck yesss.

eghhhhhhhhhh
so school was boring. and afterwords will and i went to strarbucks, then after like an hour of waiting for my padre we finally got picked up and such so yeah here i am creating a gigantic run-on sentance!

i miss zach. (im such an insecure love-whore who wants attention all the time evern though i act like i dont. decived!)

yesterday = i felt so bad for zach. he...had a talk with...my dad! ah! but afterwords we took a walk, which is always nice.

my mom went on a business trip to las vagas yesterday, she'll be back wednesday and already my dad's driving me crazy! i cant stand him sometimes..
but! i watched a french movie last night, God is Great, and I'm Not, starring audrey tautou. it was weird.

eh
Today was alright. Went to school. Got home, met my sister's friend Teets (isn't that cool? But it's really his last name.) God home, talked online for a bit, watched Oprah, and, hey! Here I am.

God, I love this song. It's like...wonderful. So sappily romantic and beautifulI should rent Garden State again.
Tomorrow, I'm going to the dotors for like, a check-up. My knees are hurting like crazy, so maybe he can fix that.

My doctor is awesome. He's from South Africa and his full name is Benny. Like, not Benjimin. Benny. Hah!
Lyrics:
Gold teeth and a curse for this town were all in my mouth.
Only, i don't know how they got out, dear.
Turn me back into the pet that i was when we met.
I was happier then with no mind-set.

And if you'd 'a took to me like
A gull takes to the wind.
Well, i'd 'a jumped from my tree
And i'd a danced like the king of the eyesores
And the rest of our lives would 'a fared well.

New slang when you notice the stripes, the dirt in your fries.
Hope it's right when you die, old and bony.
Dawn breaks like a bull through the hall,
Never should have called
But my head's to the wall and i'm lonely.

And if you'd 'a took to me like
A gull takes to the wind.
Well, i'd 'a jumped from my tree
And i'd a danced like the kind of the eyesores
And the rest of our lives would 'a fared well.

God speed all the bakers at dawn may they all cut their thumbs,
And bleed into their buns 'till they melt away.

I'm looking in on the good life i might be doomed never to find.
Without a trust or flaming fields am i too dumb to refine?
And if you'd 'a took to me like
Well i'd a danced like the queen of the eyesores
And the rest of our lives would 'a fared well.

Good.
:) going to homecoming.
and it really can't get better than what I have, right now. With Zach, my friends, school, the c.d in listining to...heck, even my shirt is pretty awesome.

4 months and 25 days. <3 love that boy

An Update in Lists.
1) I heart Gavin DeGraw. He's so...wholesome. Awww.

2) New layout. Icon is Natalie Portman and Zach Braff, in the scene when they're in the bathtub from The Garden State. Favorite movie ever, same with the c.d.

3) You know, I'm not too bad at downloading and fixing pictures and scanning and typing and stuff...am I becoming a computer nerd? Oh, inverted world. I don't want to be.

4) My cousin's wife is pegnate! Their first child, Johnathan, is...2? I think. I hope they have a girl next.
My New, Fantastically Edited List of Books I Want to Read This Year:
He's Just Not That Into You
The Secret Life of Bees

a cross-post.
went to the movies today with will, isa, christina dang, anthony demeri, cece, maiyan, and lihn. then isa left and we all went to lihn's house and hung out at the playground! very fun times, indeed. i sat ontop of monkey bars and will wouldn't stop playing with his knife and lighter. i was scared i would be burnt to death and yelled at him to put it away. sorry about that, hah. then we got back, ate pizza, went downstairs and played scissors. lihn has an ab-lounge! that thing is like...an orgasm machine or something. very sexual. will was getting off on it, hahah. poor anthony could hardly reach to the top of it! then i came back home, only got yelled at a LITTLE, and bam! read people mag and now i am here. yay.
both movies sucked balls BUT it was still a very good day! it was cool to see anthony for the first time this year. too bad joel couldnt come.

so...yesterday i was hyper. forgive the dual posts.