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:: 2005 23 January :: 12.48 am

Your element is Shadow: Indifferent, unusual,
gentle and a complete mystery. No one tends to
know quite what to think of you because you
camouflage your emotions so incredibly well,
almost as well as your thoughts. You are
unpredictable in that no one knows exactly what
your going to do or what your capable of and
you've made sure they never will. You are quite
the wallflower but deep down inside is a kind
and very intelligent person. You are capable of
love but unless you let some light into your
shadowed life you'll have a hard time with your
relationships. People are a mystery only
because they all seem too superficial, you
would rather be somewhere else, away from all
the noise perhaps putting your feelings into a
form of art, maybe writing your feelings into a
poem or journal, or perhaps painting a picture.
The shadows make you feel comfortable and you
don't like to step outside your comfort zone or
let anyone else in, the spotlight terrifies
you. You are truly a mystery.

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:: 2005 22 January :: 8.57 pm

hey everyone, im back. miss me? i didnt think so. but anyways...its good to be back. really, it is. but anyways......i've been busy. done alot of stuff, both stupid and......well, mostly stupid. um.. yeah, i dont have much to say.......

im gone,

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:: 2004 24 October :: 12.00 am

i love coming home...........but i hate being here.

does that make sense to anyone? because thats how i feel. i'll try to explain :

when i walk in my house i get the feeling that im wanted/needed by someone. and its not just my cat and dog and usually little brother that run up to me and hug me or want me to pet them (being the animals, not Jon). its just the general aura i get from stepping in the house..........I LOVE IT.

but, staying here always messes that feeling up. but yeah, enough random thoughts for the night.

yesterday was fun. emily and i hung out all day after school.
we went to see "hero" at the star. it was pretty good, not what i thought it would be, but not bad.

after that we went to the haunt. but, instead of listening to my good judgement, i listened to emily's directions and we ended up in allegan. yeah......dont ask how, or why, but yeah........ it was fun though. she felt really bad about it, but i just laughed it off. i figured if i didnt i'd be pissed. but yeah, i didnt really care. so, we went to the haunt after the "detour" to allegan. um.... the haunt was okay, not what i expected it to be, but it was still pretty cool. um..... yeah that was about it for yesterday.

went to bill's party today, it was alright till people were being dumb with guitars........

rueben, michelle, waller, jenny, dylan, and i went to arby's to play trivial pursuit when we left. fun stuff. its not something i'd usually do, but i figured "what the hell" and went. it was pretty cool

oh, and at the party erin lost like 20 bucks. she thinks someone stole it.......so i hope she finds it or finds who did it. she was getting pissed, so i hope everything works out for her

but other than that didnt do anything today.

yeah, i have to work tomarrow, which sucks. but oh well, i need the money. i can open my availibility up again because soccer and marching band is done. so thats good. um...... yeah, thats about all i have to say now......... uh...... yeah, im gone.


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:: 2004 18 October :: 10.41 pm
:: Mood: PISSED
:: Music: tom petty

okay, i've heard rumors about me, that really pisses me off. let me set this straight.

RUMOR: jenny steers and i made out at a movie theater.

WHAT ACTUALLY HAPPENED: we did hold hands........no kissing of any kind was involved and no touching of anywhere inappropriate was to done.

so, unless i can make out with someone while JUST holding hands then NO we did NOT make out.

thanks for hearing me out........and next time stupid people start rumors, dont bother to listen, cause you know its just lies and other shit.


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:: 2004 17 October :: 10.47 pm
:: Mood: energetic

okay, so, i feel so much better about myself right now!!!

okay, no one really knows, nor needs to know, but me and a certain girl are NOT going out. for the few of you who do know, please dont bother to put down any names, cause there's no need to

but now i dont have to worry about anything, i can continue life like i do and maybe hook up with a friend from rockford that i havent seen in ages and not feel bad about it.

well, whatever, im done. most people probably think im a whore, but whatever. if you want to know about it, just im me and i'll explain.


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:: 2004 16 October :: 12.15 am
:: Mood: grand
:: Music: mix, but at the moment tom petty "you dont know how it feels"

never have had one, never will
okay, so my J.V soccer experience is over. yippee skippy (said very sarcastically). now i have to deal with the varsity coach and varsity players who dont think i belong on varsity......lucky me.

oh, yeah, yesterday we lost our soccer game.....2-0. it sucked. i felt like shit, and right away some kid kicked my bad knee. BUT, within the first 4 minutes of the game i took a kid out, but the stupid fucker had to come back in 10 minutes later. but yeah, its done and over with

okay, another end of things..... marching band is done!!! im so happy!!!! i hate marching band, the only reason i do it is so i can play concert. but whatever, again, its over with.

so, tonight after the game a bunch of band geeks (and jacqui) decided to go to mcdonalds. yeah, that was.......um, interesting. then we all thought that a movie was a good idea, so we went to the movies (exept jacqui and steph, they couldnt). so yeah, it was a really fun night.

um....... what else happened???? yeah, i dont really know.....

okay, well, since all of my email accounts have been closed i only re-made two




my messengers are still the same, so, um.........yeah, i guess thats it

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:: 2004 9 October :: 10.43 pm

okay, so.............
im officially back now

yep, we got internet back at our house, so im back again

yep........um...... i dont really have alot to say right now........but yeah, im back.


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:: 2004 6 October :: 10.50 am
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: -

none really...........just sitting in the library during english

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oh yeah, im kinda back.........

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:: 2004 18 May :: 7.41 pm

okay, yep........so........this journal is gone whenever gunnie is getting rid of em. i've already told you my xanga name.......so yeah, bye

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:: 2004 17 May :: 5.26 pm

okay, so i need to prove jacqui wrong.

she thinks im hot, and i disagree.... all who think im ugly (your right) just say so here.


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:: 2004 12 May :: 9.49 pm

so true.......it stings, really it does
Whats does your personality rate from 1-10? by morning_prayer
Your first full name
Your personality rates aseven (you rock)
your best quality isyoure loyal
your worst quality isyoure a bitch!
this is becauseIts who you are
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:: 2004 12 May :: 6.17 pm

What Makes You Sexy?
by eva71
Sexy Body Part IsYour Eyes
Special Talents AreShowing off
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:: 2004 10 May :: 10.59 pm

okay people i really need your help on this one.


will anyone actually read it? its nice to keep tabs on all my friends, but its no biggie. i can find out other ways. but if people read and respond to this i may fork over the cash. and its not the 2 bucks that bothers me, i can handle 2 dollars. its the fact that im getting the same thing for free. but if people will read this and actually write back i may keep it. so its up to you all.

im gone,

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:: 2004 10 May :: 10.47 pm

Ultimate Super-Hero Meme by Demonac
Prior life:Ambulance-chasing lawyer
Origin: You weregene-spliced with
bya black cat
from which youdownloaded
the superpower ofMagnetic Control
and the ability towithstand Olsen Twins movies.
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:: 2004 10 May :: 10.39 pm

Are you a God?
by Demonac
God/Goddess type:God of Mayhem
They show devotion by:Making up holydays to get out of school/work
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