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:: 2004 15 April :: 10.49 am

okay, so for all of you who care....
my xanga name is

cowsgo_moo



chao,
-me

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:: 2004 8 April :: 10.14 pm
:: Mood: meh
:: Music: random mix of classic rock songs

see ya later
okay, so with this whole pay for a journal thing, my woohu days are done. and its not because of the money, i have the two bucks......but why pay for something when i can get it for free. so, if anyone wants to keep tabs on my life i do have another journal that i havent written in for a long time. its a xanga....... if anyone cares, and wants my name there, just let me know.

and gunnie, if your reading this : this site is great, i love it. its a good way to let people know whats going on, and a good way to make friends (and enemies, i suppose). but, i have no need for two journals on two different sites, and im sorry to say, im gonna go with the free one. hope it all goes well for you.

adios


im gone,
-me

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:: 2004 6 April :: 4.07 pm

today sucks

i pissed off my parents at like 9 this morning. thats because i finally told them how i feel about track........and skipped a scrimmage. but yeah, i plan on having an interesting conversation with them about it. but, maybe they'll understand (i doubt it)

oh, and if anyone knows why jacqui's pissed at me this time, i'd love to know.

-me

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:: 2004 5 April :: 11.38 pm
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: none

okay, so reading jacqui's past entry, im guessing i did something stupid again. only this time, i dont know what......so jacqui, if your reading this (which i doubt you are) please at least tell me what i did this time.... so moving on....

actually, thats about it.... my break sucks....track at 9 every morning really blows!!! but, i think we might go camping this weekend, which will be nice.......i'll get out of here, clear my mind of all the shit thats been going on here, and hopefully meet some new people who dont judge me based on what they've heard, not what they know (and, i know a few of you actually care enough to get to know me before you hate me, and for that, i thank you).

so, i just watched matchstick men.........good movie........not the greatest, but good none the less.

um.........yeah, im gone,
-me

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:: 2004 3 April :: 10.14 pm
:: Mood: very, very bored

yeah, so this break officially sucks already. im so bored.......... and i was supposed to go to a movie with friends tonight......but they never called. some friends........

but anyways........how are all of you? what few read this........and even less that care.

so....yesterday my dad and i fixed our station wagon........its a shitty car, but it runs..... and it'll probably be what i drive untill we fix my car. so, yeah.....fun stuff.

well, im gone

-me

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:: 2004 28 March :: 6.37 pm
:: Mood: decent
:: Music: aerosmith

me randomly talking
so, yeah, i havent done to much in here for awhile, so yeah... i should write in here.

so yeah.......i dont know what to do about *it*. if you know what im talking about, sucks to be you, cause your part of it. if not...good, dont ask questions so i dont have to lie.


I ACTUALLY DID SOMETHING THIS WEEKEND!!

friday night to saturday afternoon i went over to Bowman's. not a bad time. not the best i've had, but not bad. played alot of computer games.


then, bill and addison came over last night. we stayed up untill almost 5 in the mourning playing medal of honor: rising sun. the game sucks, yet oddly its all we did for like 7 hours. oh well.

hm.......and today i've done :
NOTHING

oh wait, i did that stupid extra credit for dolbee. that's it.......maybe i'll go to a movie.
hm........ i dunno

so yeah, im gone

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:: 2004 25 March :: 8.00 pm

someone shoot me

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:: 2004 23 March :: 5.57 pm

so, yeah............

-me

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:: 2004 20 March :: 3.01 pm
:: Mood: sore
:: Music: none

...
okay, yeah.....track started, and i've already fucked up my leg. yippee... let me explain:

my calf was tight, but i didnt really care. i mean i run being tight all the time, i even tried to strech it out, but to no avail. so i ran, and then we went over hurdles. BAD IDEA WITH A TIGHT CALF!!!! so, i went over about 4 times, not to bad... but then, the last time i went over.......i kinda landed weird......and yeah, voila......messed up leg for rob!!!

so yeah...........my leg hurts.

but, um.......i dunno what to say. im not gonna be online much anymore, probably just on weekends (if anyone cares)

okay, and sorry to all those i was bitchy at this past week. i've just been completly out of it, due to track, band and a shit load of homework. and all the fucking double standards i put up with. but, yeah, i'll live. some days i feel like im just gonna blow up or something.......or actually wish i would, but i'll get through, i always do.

well, im gone,
-me

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:: 2004 14 March :: 2.41 am

okay, so yeah. i havent been online for awhile, and its because of............well i dunno. well, part of it is because my connection sucks, another part is because we just got this anti-virus thing that screwed up our computer, and another part is that its just not that important to me.

but yeah, um....... i dunno what to say. ummm.... yeah, i talked to jessie, that was....a learning experience to say the least. so, jessie, if for some odd reason your reading this........thanks.

yeah.....um, i really dont know now.... well, i suppose i'll talk to you all later.

-me

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:: 2004 14 March :: 2.41 am

okay, so yeah. i havent been online for awhile, and its because of............well i dunno. well, part of it is because my connection sucks, another part is because we just got this anti-virus thing that screwed up our computer, and another part is that its just not that important to me.

but yeah, um....... i dunno what to say. ummm.... yeah, i talked to jessie, that was....a learning experience to say the least. so, jessie, if for some odd reason your reading this........thanks.

yeah.....um, i really dont know now.... well, i suppose i'll talk to you all later.

-me

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:: 2004 7 March :: 12.56 pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: none at the moment

yeah, i havent actually updated in a while, and i feel like taking a break from homework, so i will.

lets see.........where to start

um.......i dunno. i really dont have much to say, and what i do, i wanna keep to myself. so, um....... yeah

most of you know this already, but because i feel the need to post i'll put it :

festival is over, which means a few important things :

1. i can challenge
2. we never see the music again
3. reuben and addison can't fuck up tocatta anymore!!!

but yeah, we got straight ones for our preformance, and a 2 in sight reading, which is retarded, cause we did pretty good.

roman is a fucking hypocrite, and i hate it. in sight reading we were talking about a rhythm that was semi complicated, nothing major, but not a quarter note... and he tells me not to fuck it up, yet, i was the one who explained the rhythm to him.......but i said i didnt plan to. he said something like, yeah whatever. by then i was getting pissed, but i kept my cool, i didnt wanna blow up in the middle of sight reading. then, when it came up, he was the one fucking it up, and not just once......but every time we played it!!! but oh well, its done and over with.

grrr...... um.......i have nothing to write about.

um, yeah, im sick of being single, but i dont know if i want a relationship. its really confusing. but, life is, so oh well

im gone,
-me

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:: 2004 28 February :: 10.17 pm

apathy
Apathy, well I can say your lucky, in some ways.
You see Apathy is no emotion, basically you
don't care. But that does not make you a bad
person. Some of my friends are apathetic and I
love them, but it wouldn't hurt to care a
little more. Trust me life hurts, most people
who are apathetic do it cause they were hurt.
But don't worry, life is pain, its also
pleasure. Good luck. (please vote)


What Emotion Dominates you?
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:: 2004 28 February :: 10.07 pm

HASH(0x8887f90)
Ghost or spirit: You are a lost soul. Very calm and
sweet, you are often the one who asks: What if?
With a clever mind, you want to explore the
world on a different level. Without the
answers, you aren't ready to move on. You are
most likely very creative and find yourself
thinking things through on a different level.
(please rate my quiz)


**Where will you go when you die?**(now with pics)
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:: 2004 28 February :: 10.03 pm

Artistic
You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be
poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and
creativity, and usually are highly intelligent.
Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet
also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs.


What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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