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*~Sacred Obsessions~*

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:: 2004 12 May :: 8.12 pm
:: Mood: angry
i'm crumbling, everything i touch or think of turns to ashes...stay away from me, ill just hurt you in the end.

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:: 2004 11 May :: 5.39 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: taking back sunday

you people make me laugh teribbly hard.

to my bear: you can get through this emo time of yours, you can.

muaha. my day kicked. im doing a whole lot of nothing in most of my classes and its amazing.

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:: 2004 9 May :: 10.10 pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: get up kids

this is the first time in a while that i havent felt completely alone. its weird that a bunch of people i hardly know can make me feel more welcomed then my good friends.

tonight kicked.


happy birfday to my lover, bear.

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:: 2004 7 May :: 3.12 pm
:: Mood: lost
:: Music: tv

there are some things in this world that make me want to cry and not believe in anyone or anything anymore.

theres feelings of hatred and regret that i cant stop anymore. its so hard to find the good anymore. i want it to be like when we were litte, happy. i never want to have to grow up from what i see, its too fucking hard

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:: 2004 5 May :: 2.23 pm
:: Mood: torn

so hmm...i dont know.

last night was good. my kite and some people made me smile. i needed it too. and i had nice conversations with some neat kinds of kids. i kiss lots of people muah.

im so in mrs.millers class waiting for lou so i can make my kite. I LOVE LENNILE as deep as the oceans.

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:: 2004 3 May :: 5.22 pm

fuck patience

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:: 2004 2 May :: 5.34 pm
:: Mood: hating
:: Music: lostprophets-to hell we ride

its amazing how one person can bring something to my attention and i start to realize its actually true. and that it fills me with fucking anger meant for a lot of people...

i realized someone i thought was perfect is the complete opposite.

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:: 2004 29 April :: 4.46 pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: maroon 5-she will be loved

tap on my window knock on my door i want to make you feel beautfiul
look for the girl with the broken smile
ask her is she wants to stay a while
and she will be loved

i know that goodbye means nothing at all
comes back and begs me to catch her everytime she falls

look for the girl with the broken smile
ask her is she wants to stay a while
and she will be loved

please dont try so hard to say goodbye...

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:: 2004 28 April :: 3.53 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: sublime-the wrong way

i'll do anything i can the wrong way
i was so tired this morning i thought i was going to pass out..

then i arrive to my second period, with my drugged up teacher of course, and walk to grab a ho :).

after school went to get my grade up in geometry and then here i am.

kisses, specially to you

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:: 2004 27 April :: 5.16 pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: tv
i am such a freaking loser...i dont even know what im doing...whoa...

happy national pink week. eat a pink food :)

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:: 2004 26 April :: 9.07 pm
:: Mood: heartbroken
:: Music: dashboard

i never knew what getting my heart broken actually felt like before, i didnt understand that it actually feels like a crack...right down the center...and that its going to be a pain to fix.

my linsey and my bear make my days so much better its indescribable. carrie is always there for me as well. i love you guys with all my heart.

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:: 2004 26 April :: 5.14 pm
:: Mood: gone
:: Music: cranberries-zombie

no it really won't be okay. you can stop pretending for my sake...i already understand that its only a lie

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:: 2004 26 April :: 11.34 am

i rock your pops.....poprocks skank pop roxxxxxx

who thinks it would be a nifty thing to makeout with pop rox? i certinaly do.

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:: 2004 25 April :: 8.05 pm
:: Mood: drugged

louisiana is a smart state
okay so ...'they' are trying to make a law that oyu can't where lowrise pants because you can see girls what are lawmaking is coming to..oh well. damn that britney spears influence.

bear get online :(

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:: 2004 24 April :: 6.30 pm
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: mest-rooftops

fuck, this song always makes me really lonely....

still waiting for something to happen, me to change, people to change...something. i can feel it, the air or something is changing...i just cant tell what.

it makes me so sad that its imposibble to put it into words....i sound like a miserable lovesick person, i sure as hell hope im not....oh well.

up on the rooftops
listening to punk rock
nobody believed us
this coudl be our one shot
this was all we had

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