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2004 23 April :: 10.00 pm
i want you to see me.
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2004 23 April :: 5.14 pm
| Three things that scare me: | | 1: | myself | | 2: | lightning | | 3: | feelings | | Three people who make me laugh: | | 1: | lenny | | 2: | charlie | | 3: | bear | | Three Things I love: | | 1: | rain | | 2: | reading | | 3: | music | | Three Things I hate: | | 1: | fake people | | 2: | nonprescriptoin glasses | | 3: | iced tea | | Three things I don't understand: | | 1: | ghettoness | | 2: | trinomials | | 3: | boys | | Three things on my desk: | | 1: | carebear bubbles | | 2: | picture of charlie, lenny, and danison | | 3: | my elbows ha | | Three things I'm doing right now: | | 1: | taking this survey | | 2: | squinting | | 3: | yawning | | Three things I want to do before I die: | | 1: | make a perfect jello cube | | 2: | make someone truly happy | | 3: | take my mom to see the redwood trees in cali. | | Three things I can do: | | 1: | have good cheerleading facials muahaha | | 2: | look innocent | | 3: | wiggle my toes in a funky way | | Three ways to describe my personality: | | 1: | sarcastic | | 2: | 'unique' | | 3: | confused | | Three things I can't do: | | 1: | draw | | 2: | pay attention in mrs.grahams class | | 3: | fall in love |
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2004 23 April :: 11.31 am
:: Mood: owie
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so my night is definitley going to consist of doing mrs.grahams project and chillin with my mom...and the rest of the weekend is tryouts and more homework...fun. as lenny would say it is a 'fake weekend' eh. its okay i dont really mind.
uhm, i dont have much else to say really. im half way done with the assigned reading for english. neat
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2004 22 April :: 7.53 pm
:: Mood: cynical
i know i had a jar of happiness around here somewhere...
i really dont understand how people can do this to me....why do i care? remind me.
i know i had some happy times lying around here somewhere....
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2004 21 April :: 5.49 pm
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: saves the day-in reverie
so i saw ryan mezzels ass today and i must say it aint bad my children, it aint bad.
hmmm so im more sad then angry. i guess its holding on to something that never was there, and what was there has been gone for quite some time....yes. oh well, life sucks get a straw.
so people that lie kinda suck
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2004 21 April :: 5.40 am
:: Mood: scared
:: Music: get up kids-overdue
i ask each year why am i here?
i hate this routine. get up. get ready. school. come home. sleep. be sad.
its getting really really old.
i was looking at some pictures yesterday and it made me sad to know nothing will ever be the same. im actually beginning to think that it truly isn't all my fault
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2004 20 April :: 6.20 pm
:: Mood: invisible
:: Music: moudest mouse- float on
so he told me i should stop apologizng for being sad, but i really am sorry at that fact.
so people confuse the shit out of me. you know who im talking about specifically, that child is so odd and says all this stuff and does the complete opposite...gr.
today was fun, i spen lots of monies.
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2004 19 April :: 9.25 pm
i hate that i feel like this towards him, i truly do....
if i could choose who i could fall for itd be you by a million.
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2004 18 April :: 10.38 am
:: Mood: dead
we got second, not teribble i guess.
things happen that should make me feel something, regret, pain, whatever...and i just cant.
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2004 15 April :: 4.48 pm
my lil ashlie one-
dearest, you are so amazing and you dont pass judgement. you make up your own mind about people and i love you for that. you deserve absoloutely nothing wrong in your life and im sorry you just don't care. i understand that completely, its so easy to just let that happen...let apathy rule your life. its so easy to slip into that, but so hard to get out. remember that there are so many people that love and care about you and dont want to see you hurt. i know were not the greatest friends but you mean mucho lot to me. feel better my dear, the sun will come out tomorrow (i stold form Annie yay)
1 mug of juice |
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2004 15 April :: 11.35 am
:: Mood: giggly
everything is red
too bad lenny and charlie just put on a lil 'performance' and i wiggled all the way to the liberry.
i think someone slipped something in my capn crunch this morning, everything is funny, ecspecially the fact that bear is putting on eyeliner right his very moment....now all he needs is some long hair and glasses. WABAM EMO BEAR.
2 mug of juices |
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2004 14 April :: 8.35 pm
somethings not right.
i just cant feel alive anymore, i cant even try
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2004 14 April :: 11.24 am
:: Mood: sadish
:: Music: 'studying'
so studying for mrs.grahams test is a big penis in my back.
bear is the coolest person in the entire world, he gave me a mix cd and it is amazing...not that ive listened to it yet or anything...but yes.
kisses
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2004 14 April :: 5.17 am
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: prince-musicology
please explain to me why MTV is neglecting to play the new avril lavigne song?
yes....so hi.
my day was pretty okay at school yesterday, we got a lot of costume stuff done for cinderella.
i kiss everyone that hurts, heart or otherwise.
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2004 13 April :: 11.12 am
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: tinkyyy winkyyy
gay men, sweaters, and coffee
yeah so. things are prett okay so far today.
is it weird that i wont put a cookie down on a desk for fear of germs, but ill put in on my pants that probably have more germs? ...just a thought
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