FUCK THE FCAT
yup, defintley somehow convinced bob to pick me up from school early. so now im home drinking a lovely soda listening to lovely music and just having an all around lovely time.

hope everyones day gets better, some people seemed to be down.

boy:you know. i thought about you today
Stormygurl732 [8:59 PM]: really? why?
boy:i was going through my music and i put on she will be loved
Stormygurl732 [9:00 PM]: isnt that song amazing?
boy:and then i looked at the tv and the this love video was on
boy:yes i love it
Stormygurl732 [9:00 PM]: it makes me think how i wish someone felt like that about me
Stormygurl732 [9:01 PM]: it makes me smile that you thought about me though
boy:good
boy:you looked very distant when i saw you thursday
boy:i wanted to kind of take you off to the side and hold your hand and talk to you for a bit
Stormygurl732 [9:05 PM]: i wish you would have though
boy:as do i
Stormygurl732 [9:05 PM]: we need to hang out soon, if you want to of course
boy:of course i do
Stormygurl732 [9:06 PM]: alright :)
boy:yes but from now on, if i feel like doing something like i did thursday should i do it despite what your friends would do?
boy:i am going to sleep and i will speak to you tomorrow
Stormygurl732 [9:10 PM]: okay, feel a lot better. byebye, much love
boy:much love.
boy:sweet dreams
Stormygurl732 [9:10 PM]: :-) you too

that made me smile, some of my friends are just too nifty.

I hate parents

so i am doing nothing tonight and its driving me insane im sitting in my room doing NOTHING someone pppplease rescue me and hang out with me.

tired tired tired

do it, do it
movies tonight were better then expected.

we saw starksie and hutch and it was great. i was so hutch..er...maybe...i dont remeber but it was good.

some people dont realize how much they hurt me when they pretend i dont exist.

because of the bands i like im a 'hot topic kid'....thats fun.

i feel so mean. i hate it. 'so why dont you be nice?' i dont fucking know.

im fucking wired i cant stop bouncing and i cant focus ahhh

bruises and cheezits
so ive already siad how last night was amazing...

this morning it was pretty easy to get up actually, i wasnt that tired. lenny and charlie got up and we left super early to get very LARGE coffees.then school, which is icky but okay too.

why does everyoen think i hate them? first nick (which i can kind of understand) then collin....it seems like the people i like most think i hate them.

movies tonight, it will either be really great or very depressing...with my luck its the 2nd one.

I LOVE EVERYONE

the concert was AMAZING. besides some things that pissed me off....oh well moshing gets anger out.

after school we saw fro and collin walking and gave them a ride home and hung out at collins for a while...*akwardness ensued*

then we went back to my house got ready ate, and went to concert. it was just so awesome i dont know seeing bands i love in person is just....wow.

love to all

'come peeny'
friendhsips are fucked up sometimes. i dont know...im feeling shitty about a lot of things but some people are there for me. thanx lenny and others :)

concert tongiht, maybe that will help make things more normal? i hope so

'i see that you are penelope'

just got home from lennys car. harhar.

after FCAT me and lenny decided to go to a movie, which we did. then she was supposed to hang out with nick but i didnt want to go home so we both hung out with him.

we swung/swang/swinged at a park and it made me smile :)

nick is a cool kid and i hope to hang out with him more often.

i kiss lenny and her wonderful driving abilitles

why when i give something up i want it so much more?
fuck
you

is it worse to have your heartbroken or to break someone elses heart?

...i think about that sometimes.

hmmm...

ahslie says boys have cooties, which is actually lice, which therefore means stay away from them....why is it so hard?

i found some things out today that make me kind of sad, that sort of hurt me.

i feel unwanted, and not so pretty, and mean, and and ....ickyness.

plop
-*emily*-

OKAY lets make a journal entry, considering i havnt made one in o...about a month, and just yell at emily. YES lets do that.

god dammit...i hope i dont look like too much of a bitch from what someone wrote in their jouranl GR.


happy note: i am eating a brownie with ice cream for breakfest