Certain things that i see just make me want to sit there and cry and all the things i remember and all the memories. things can never be the same once they are over and reuined ...people change and it sucks when people u really love are gone and changed forever and no matter what u wish u could do there is no way u can save them or bring them back to the person that u used to love. ..these past 2 and a half years have gone by so fast and there have been many people in my life who i have loved and lost....relationships and friends...and seeing them where they are now makes me really sad and i could sit there all day and remember all the mamories that we had together and wish that i could go back and relive the moments and make the outcome better...better than it is now...but then there are also the people who i have in my life now that make everything ok..and i know life will go on..and it will be ok...i just wish i didn't have to see these other people and what they are doing to themselves....its hard but i gotta keep moving......it's like any little thing...and smell, sight, place, person, thought could get me thinking all day and make me sad..i hate it but what can u do? nothing. yeah sorry if i confused a bunch of people by this, i don't really know how to say exactly what im trying to say myself...........but thank you ashlie for being there when i need you cause if i think about it. if me and you wouldent have become such good of friends i would have still been stuck with theses people probaly. doing bad things, alone, not really having anyone who gives a damn about me and im glad that i have u now cause at least i have one person. I love you!!!

yes i think that is all for now.....i could go on forever and ever but there is really no point so im gonna go and do something useful like study for spanish...Hmmm probaly wont end up doing that anyway but it would be good.....ok im out :)

~!!stef

Good morning day
Sorry I’m not there
But all my favourite friends
Vanished in the air
It’s hard to fly when you can’t even run
Once I had the world, but now I’ve got no one

If I needed someone to control me
If I needed someone to hold me down
I would change my direction
And save myself before I
If I needed someone to control me
If I needed someone to push me around
I would change my direction
And save myself before I drown….drown

Good morning day
Sorry you’re not here
All those times before
We’re never this unclear
It’s hard to walk when you can’t even crawl
Once I had this world, but now I’ve lost it all

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