2004 16 August :: 10.35 pm
:: Mood: sick/crapppppppy
so my only freaking attempt to go camping and get away all summer, i get sick and have to come home early. kaly and i went up to higgen's lake yesterday and i threw up as we left early today. woo. the next week looks pretty busy:
tuesday: god's kitchen with queen and court, finish cleaning house/car
wednesday: allison and jeff arrive, beans and jessie come over
thursday: EVAN ARRIVES!, amanda arrives
friday: date with evan, amanda, jessie, beans date, amanda, jessie, beans leave
saturday: parade @ greenville with queen and court, evan
monday: take evan home :(
hopefully my belly will feel better soon...anyways, talk to yall later :)
2004 28 July :: 5.00 pm
:: Mood: blah
WARNING: PINE BOARDER FARMS GIVES YOU CORN NIGHTMARES.
work sucks i know....oh well, i get tan, and money...but still. staring at corn for 7 hours is not my idea of FUN!! ahhhhhhhh.......... if patsy dones't know how to play the game, we'll play it for her!! ow ow...zing...cabbage!!! haha corn!
2004 25 July :: 8.23 pm
*sigh*...i'm now a married woman and wolverine band camp was the best it has ever been.
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2004 5 July :: 2.29 pm
:: Mood: tan
What kind of band geek are you?
2004 31 May :: 10.22 pm
:: Mood: tired
hey...i took this from jessi hazen's journal because i really liked the idea. i hope you don't mind jess!! anyways, it'll help me sum up the year a little and yeah...
HIGHLIGHTS OF MY JUNIOR YEAR
Hardest Class: Chemistry
Easiest Class: Either AP Stats or English
Funnest Class: Band or History with Nork-Dogg
Best Teacher: Nork-Dogg all the way!!!
Worse Teacher: Andrus or Eilola (when she's being dumb)
Best Grade: History
Worse Grade: Chemistry!
Broing/Fun lunch: Lunch rocked...we had soooooo many people at our table..it's always fun
Detentions: just 1, but i got out of it :)
Best Game: The Crossover game against Wyoming Park...wooo...that was awesome!
Worse Game: The District game against Tri-County, we beat them by like 40 points, it was so boring...and i felt bad for Phillip
Funnest Dance: PROM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Newest Friend: Justin and Chad or Phillip
Oldest Friend: Jenna Pie
Favorite Memory: Ummmm.... The Red Flannel Pageant when they called my name to be on court :)
Embarissing Memory: Uhh...when i spilled dressing on my pants at lunch or when i had major Code-C riding on the keystone cops car on red flannel day!
Worse Memory: When i found out jason had a girlfriend...:(
Best School Meal: Chicken stir fry or wet burritos!! mmmm
Worse School Meal: Oh gosh, the list goes on and on and on...the absolute worst is probably...chicken strips, if you can call them that
Best Descion: To give everything to God...no matter what, give Him all my problems, worries, and dreams
Biggest Regret: Messing crap up with Joel...i miss him
Biggest Concern: Right now, at this moment, if i will have to take the Stat's exam or not...
Smallest Concern: I don't know..
Friend you wish you still had: BEANS
Friend that you are glad you dont have: Ross Huber.......ewwwwwwwwwwww.
Spring Break/Winter Break: Spring Break = Pensacola Beach, FL with Kale, Winter Break = Family from Tennessee here, band camp sleepover, fun stuff
Best boyfriend/girlfriend: HA!
Worse boyfriend/girlfriend: HA!
Biggest Fight: Beans i guess, if you call it a fight...
What was it about: Dumb stuff.
Coolest Trend: TRUCKER HATS!
Dumbest Trend: really short skirts that when you walk, your butt cheeks hang out...ewww... no one wants to see that
Good/Bad Year: Great year!
Rate it 1-10 (10 best): 8 or 9 actually...i had a lot of fun this year :)
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2004 23 May :: 9.34 pm
:: Mood: satisfied
i haven't talked to his mom in sooo long...she just picked up the phone and started talking to me. i loved it so much. and he wasn't even home. i can't wait to see him. it's such an amazing feeling when you know you're still madly in love with someone after not seeing them for 2 years. and i think his mom knows too. that's why she talked to me. she knows. he feels it too. ahh..happy day.
2004 9 May :: 10.44 pm
tears have been rolling all weekend
i did get a hug from a happy person today though and that made me feel a little better.
i don't want to sleep
i just want to get to know you.
2004 5 May :: 11.23 pm
:: Mood: annoyed
right about now is the time where i say...screw this shit...and i should just throw in the towel. i really could care less. i'm so opiniated right now. i just want to throw something. who to blame? the program? i'm guessing, yes, that and the students. it's all just a joke. if i were somewhere else, i know it would be different. and yet, i make it worse for myself by spending huge sums of $$ over the summer just to fufill myself. and it works, until about now where it wears off. summer wore off at the end of marching season and now grand valley is wearing off nowish. i could just skip the rest of the year and be really happy. i feel so strongly about it right now, and i know i always feel this way, just not this stongly. what would happen if i quit? could i still pursue my dreams and goals. i know i would piss a lot of people off and let a lot of people down, but shit, who am i doing this for??? me, or other people. i need to be like brent, and start doing this for me and not for everyone else in this world. i care too damn much for everyone else's stupid ass feelings. i want to scream at the top of my lungs right this very moment. i shall refrain. sick sick sick sick sick. but whatever, we'll see what happens. i need to not think. and i need to cut my diet in half so i'm not a freaking cow-a-bunga chick for summer. shit.
2004 15 April :: 9.31 pm
:: Mood: happy
Hey guys. Anyone who lives in the Cedar area and is my friend, I'm having a bon fire tomorrow night at 8:30. Call me if you need directions. You have my number.
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2004 8 March :: 2.35 pm
:: Mood: cranky
so...as i sit here eating a dannon light 'n fit blueberry flavored yogurt (0% fat) i wonder what i'm doing. i mean, i sat here till almost midnight last night. that's nuts...and i knew he wasn't coming back. i think back to honors band and i can still see him when he whispered into my ear and gave me the sweetest little grin when i wispered so sweetly into his. we could just make the cutest couple ever. he just has this indescribable innocence and radience about him that no one i've ever met has. we'll see if i talk to him this week, if he wants to meet for coffee on satruday.
i talked to mr. walker today about my schedule for my senior year. he reccommended dual enrolling. i agree. so i need to check out GVSU's website to see if they have their class offerings listed yet. that would be sooo sweet if i could get into college before i graduated. and CMU will most likely take my credits from grand valley. woo hoo. plus i'm taking a whole year of psycology.
so i'm leaving at 3:15 to go get the girls from school and babysitting then to who know's when tonight. no turbo kick because i forgot to call their mom to tell her. i'm trying to get my piano lesson rescheduled on wednesday because i want to go to districts. i totally forgot we have a half day so i could very well go after school. but i kind of want to go shopping.
well that's it for now.......
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSICA WIBBLE!! THE BIG ONE SIX TODAY!!!!!! (16) :) LOVE YOU!!!
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2004 7 March :: 10.38 pm
:: Mood: contemplative
i realized when i write in here more, things seem to be more clear in my life. therefore, i think i'm going to have to devote some time to journaling more often. i have a quite thoughtful mind and i feel that my thoughts should be written out so i don't forget them. i've been waiting for him for like an hour and a half now. it's worth it. even if we only talk for 10 minutes, i'll be filled up with happiness. i think he's that great. i talked to ross today for the first time since we got together over swirl weekend. i kind of sorted out my un-feelings for him and i feel better about it. i think he's hurt, but he'll move on. i'm not that great. i have the week off of work so that'll give me some extra gym and practice time that is much needed. it'll feel good to get to the gym more. shoot...that's what i forgot to do...call karen and tell her i have to leave by 5:30 to make turbo kick!! ahhhh.....i hope she calls while i'm babysitting tomorrow so i can tell her i need to leave. oh well, turbo kick might have to be put on hold for a week :( well, i'm out for the night..... cya's.
2003 17 December :: 9.02 pm
:: Mood: stressed
:: Music: alkfjagjsdg
wow...the holidays aren't so great when you've got too much to do. it doesn't even feel like chirstmas. i haven't sent out any of my cards yet, i haven't even written half of my cards for my school friends, i haven't gotten any presents wrapped, i still have to buy freaking presents! this sucks big time. oh yeah...i have an assessment in stats tomorrow too and i have not the slightest idea on what we're doing. guh......which makes tomorrow a stressful day!!!!!!!!! plus i went to record today, and i forgot to finalize. woops...so now i have to record tomorrow...but wait!! the cd is due friday!! ahh..and no no no, i'm supposed to go to cedar view after school, and buy more gifts and and and help set up, clean up and go to the NHS party, and go to my piano recitle and sound really good!! yeah freaking right!! i hate how i'm so damn overbooked all the time!!! i never have enough time. oh well, on a positive note, playing at bk was good and i'm in love with champion health and fitness club. it's my new best friend because i bring beans with me, well, we go together...and i love it. friday will be the day to relax. woot. :)
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2003 28 October :: 9.38 pm
:: Mood: cranky
this makes me happy:
danibean05: i'm sitting in a lion costume and i'm having fun
danibean05: yeah..see...you wish you were me in the costume
danibean05: then you'd be having more fun
danibean05: and you'd be fuzzy
plymouthrr383: and i wouldnt get my homewor k done
danibean05: this is true
danibean05: but really, who needs homework?
danibean05: we can ditch school and run off and be lions together....it would be way more fun
danibean05: good idea huh?
plymouthrr383: i dont know if my parents would approve
danibean05: oh...well, you don't have to tell them
plymouthrr383: i think they might get worried
danibean05: hmm...this could cause confusion
danibean05: and distress
danibean05: what could we do?
plymouthrr383: elope to las vegas
danibean05: oh gosh let's do it now!
plymouthrr383: k you drive down here and pick me up
danibean05: oh i want to!!!!!!!!!!!!
plymouthrr383: then do it
danibean05: right now
danibean05: yikes...is sooooo very tempting
and jessie and i playing christmas music at the voight house....yay!
things that don't make me happy:
people doubting me
blah blah blah...............
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2003 23 October :: 8.09 pm
:: Mood: apathetic
hey everyone...just a quick favor to ask. can you all please pray for my grandpa and our family? he's in ICU right now and we think he'll be okay but we're not sure. my dad and i were up there yesterday at 3 am because the doctors told us that he might not make it. the hospital he's at is 4 hours away and my family is scattered about the country so it's hard for us to be with him at this time. thanks to anyone who can help by the power of prayer. it is much appreciated by my family.
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