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2004 8 March :: 5.13 pm
No complaints today. I had a lot of fun in band for once. I sat by bryan and laughed the whole time. We were messing around with a latex glove. It was good fun! I went weightlifting after school and made him bench 100... he did it fine so I'm going make him to more haha. I had a freaky dream last night, but I've never woken up this good before! I really want to play my guitar and sing.....forever...
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2004 4 March :: 3.59 pm
Alright, Good news. I found a house to buy next may. It's a nice house. I like it. It's in town and I'll most likely be able to afford it. I'm saving my money now and I might have enough by next year if i keep watching kids. I plan on getting a second job sometime. I need the money! I also have to buy a dress for prom. That will be fun and expensive.
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2004 3 March :: 6.55 pm
Allison,
Hey! How are you? Only the best I hope. How are your knees? I can make them better! I am unable to come over to you rhouse after school today. I have to be at my house when my step-brother leaves. Oh well. I think maybe I can come over after the game? Probably not. My step-dad will be home tomorrow. Mayber you could come over after? Then I could take you home! Well my hand hurts. I am going to go.
Give me a call at home if you get home before 3 k? Love Ya!
Bryan
:) Awwe.. he's such a cutie! What am I gonna do?
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2004 1 March :: 8.13 pm
Allison,
Hey!How are you? The greatest I hope. How was watching the kids on saturday? I wish you lived alone, then I could stay with you. My house is nuts. There is so much tension. I want to rip out my hair and scream. I want to thank you for listening to my problems. I am thankful that you are there. I get so excited whenever I talk to you. Anyways. How is your ear? does it still hurt? When we go to districts, will you sit wiht me on the bus? I how you will. I think you should get your bellly button pierced. You have the cutest tummy. Let's not forget the perfect body! Well I have to go! I will talk to you later!
Bryan
Well, that was another from him. I guess I do make a difference though it doesn't feel like it. He's going through a lot right now and I'm not sure what I can do to help seens how I've never experienced what he is going through.
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2004 24 February :: 8.58 pm
I think I'm dying....
I ate a 10 day old pie...
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2004 24 February :: 8.42 pm
:: Music: Could Not Ask For More
Right here in this moment
Allison, 2/17/04
Hey. How are you? I hope that life finds you well. I had an awesome time last night. Hanging out with you is great. I hope that you enjoyed last night as well. My favorite part was smelling your perfume! The movie was good too. I am glad that I was the first boy in your room. That shows that you parents not only trust you, but they also trust me! You guitar playing was fantastic. I enjoyed it a lot. Hopefully I can go to RAndy's gym on Sunday and get my handspring. Then I can come in on monday and show you! My hand really hurts. I don't know why. Did you keep flexing your "pecs" so I could watch? If so I liked it. Anyways I have to go!
Bryan
Allison, 2/23/04
Hey! How are you? I hope the best. I had an awesome time on saturday, and I was so excited that you went on sunday. Did you have fun and enjoy yourself? I hope that you did. You will have to go again. I love it there. My ankle hurts, and it was bleeding earlier. I will have to show my knee to you. I t is sick. I don't think I responded to your letter. I like you too. It felt like we were going out already. I considered us dating, so lets officially go out or see each other. You decide. I am not really sure what the difference is. I guess there is one though.
My house is so fucked up. My parents are fighting and my mom might leave. If they fight again she might. I kind of want to but I kind of don't. If my mom and mike seperate, we will probably move in town somewhere. that will be nice. I love town. I liked it better when my mom was single. OOHH well. It won't be long before I get to move out, and move in with you. Just kidding. I liked your handwriting in your last letter. Well I better get going!
Bryan
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2004 22 February :: 12.37 pm
Went to church, Now I have the funeral to go to to. Yippy. I think I might go shopping afterwards and buy some cheer shorts. Some Black ones because they are fun. I am probably going to go to gymnastics tonight even though I kind of don't want to. I can deal. Maybe I'll get my back walk over?!
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2004 21 February :: 10.59 pm
:: Mood: Relieved
:: Music: boys of summer~ the ataris
Forget Your Sorrows...
I went over to his house, it was great. We started out in the living room with his mom and then we ended up going downstairs and playing pool. He beat me both times. Then we went to the couch and started watch star search. It was pretty funny. Then, CSI came on an dit was way scary and he put his around around me, it was cute. Ha! then!!! He wanted me to sit next to him but his hand was on there facing up he was like.. just sit down so I did.. and he like... yeah.. and I was like what ar eyou doing?? I was laughing so hard.. He was like.. what.. where did I touch you and I'm like.. my vagina and he's like :O. It was funny. He was waaay embarrased. I was on his lap (my head) and he was playing with my hair :). *sigh* He helps make things feel way better.
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2004 19 February :: 3.13 pm
Things all of a sudden got shitty. Everyone just seems to find shit wrong with me. Bryan's girl-friends all hate me because he's with me and not them. Rachel Hates me because I said she gained weight. Jessica hates me because she freaked out on me a couple nights ago when I said I had a test the next day and I was tired, "stop talking about your faggot boyfriend"... that's what she said. I don't know how Me being tired and having a test the next day has anything to do with Bryan.. but I guess it does.
All I have to say is... thank god I have Bryan.. Who likes me for me.
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2004 15 February :: 8.35 pm
*sigh* Well, he called. We talked for a bit. I found out that one of his good friends likes him. But He doesn't want to try anything because he likes me and not them...heh :) Makes me very happy. Hopefully I'll see him tomorrow. My parents like him a lot. They trust him too which is very good. Maybe I'll actually be able to go upstairs with him.
He makes me feel so good. I laugh all the time with him. We.. are quite alike. It's great. I really wish I had slow danced with him at swirl. O~well.. Hopefully some other time.
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2004 15 February :: 9.52 am
:: Mood: happy
I'm soo Not used to this.. It's CrAzY!
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2003 15 August :: 1.33 pm
"Pain and pleasure are separated only by perception"
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2003 26 July :: 7.00 pm
Kissing, a language unknown
So many words in such calming silence
Both know by sight and touch
Using all the senses to be one
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