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:: 2006 13 May :: 7.19 am

Well, I never got into a fight last night.

Turns out I'm an AFFECTIONATE drunk.


:: 2006 12 May :: 6.48 pm

25 Relationship Questions For The Truly Bored:

1) Single, Crushin', Interested, or in a Relationship? single, crushin', and interested
2) Are you happy with where you are? no
3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast? yes, and it takes a lot of self control not to fall so hard
4) Have you ever had your heart broken? yes
5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is acceptable? never
6) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you? nope
7) Have you talked about marriage with another person? yeah, but not about anyone specific and not about any specific time
8) Do you want children? Yes
10) Would you consider adoption? I don't know
11) If somebody liked you right now, what do you think a cool way to let you know would be? just to send signals and respond to my signals to where I know I actually have a chance... also just straight out telling me is a nice approach. nothing better than honesty
12) Do you enjoy playing hard to get? nope I hate it
13) Be honest, do you play the "game" when you are dating? no
14) Do you believe love at first sight exists? yes
15) Are you a romantic? yes, very
16) Do you believe that you can change someone? maybe some things about a person, but not completely. but if I was in a relationship with someone, I would love them for who they are and not want to change them
17) If you could get married anywhere, money not an object, where would it be? in Greece
19) Do you easily give in when you are fighting? yes
20) Do you have feelings for someone right now, whether they know it or not? yes
21) Have you ever wished you could've had someone but you messed that up? yes
22.) Have you broken a heart? yes
23.) What would happen if you came and found another person in bed with your girl/boy?? I would kick the guy's ass, then leave and never see her again. cheating is horrible.
24.) Would you ever fight somebody over your significant other? yes, in a heartbeat
25.) What would you say about your last ex?
she needs to sort out her priorities... big time


:: 2006 12 May :: 12.46 am

Just so everyone's up to speed, I am getting into a fight tonight.

That certain "deadbeat" is going down.


:: 2006 10 May :: 9.00 pm

Thanks to everyone who's given me and my family support. It means a lot.

Why is it that whenever I get interested in a girl, I find out later that she's taken? Well, I've known for a while that she's had a boyfriend, but I liked her before I knew. It's not like I like some sort of "chase" from trying for a girl who's taken, because I'd like things to be easier than this. Jana told me to "grow some balls and take her." That kinda shocked me a bit, LOL. But, Jana hasn't been wrong yet about any of the advice she's given me.........

EDIT: Nevermind. Don't have that problem anymore.


:: 2006 9 May :: 12.16 am

I'm in BIG like.



:: 2006 8 May :: 7.53 pm

I have to be strong.


:: 2006 7 May :: 1.47 am

Busy Saturdays are AMAZING! NOT!

- Firefly -

you my friend
you're a lot like them,
but I caught your light
and you know I did,
now I'm lost in you
like I always do,
and I'll die to win
cause I'm born to lose.

firefly, could you shine your light?
now I love your ways
cause they're just like mine,
now I'm justified
as I fall in line,
and it's hard to try
when you're open wide.


:: 2006 6 May :: 11.23 am
:: Mood: worried

"Love is friendship set on fire. But whether it's gonna warm your heart or burn your house down you can never tell."


:: 2006 5 May :: 6.59 pm

I hope I'm not digging myself into ANOTHER six foot hole.

*crosses fingers*


:: 2006 5 May :: 10.35 am

less than three... totally less than three right now.

she's amazing.


:: 2006 4 May :: 8.42 am

New phone. Cool.

2 byes | okay

:: 2006 2 May :: 8.37 pm

I feel inadequate.


:: 2006 2 May :: 5.44 pm

EDIT: I'm an idiot...

Hello, let me introduce you to
The characters in the show
One says yes, one says no
Decide - which voice in your head you can keep alive

Even in madness, I know you still believe
Paint me your canvas so I become
What you could never be

I dare you to tell me to walk through the fire
Brand my soul and call me a liar
I dare you to tell me to walk through the fire
I dare you to tell me
I dare you to

*cough* *cough* *sneeze* *cough* *sneeze* cough*
^imagine that for the last five hours...



:: 2006 30 April :: 4.04 pm

I think I'm catching a cold, which really sucks.

Oh well, I'll have a new phone to keep my mind off it.

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do


:: 2006 29 April :: 1.01 pm

I was going insane without a cellphone.

So... I ordered a prepaid, but it doesn't seem like the regular prepaid I was dealing with. See, they take $50 a month out of my checking account. And with that, I get 400 anytime minutes, .10 text messaging, and unlimited nights and weekends. The only drawback is that I had to order a new phone. So, I should be getting that within the next week. Finally! I'll post my number when I get it, because I got a new number.

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