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:: 2007 15 November :: 2.36 pm
:: Mood: Kuh-ruh-shed
:: Music: Smother Me - The Used

Hard to say..
My worries weigh the world, how I used to be
And everything, I'm cold, seems a plague in me
And it's hard to say how I feel today
For years gone by and I cried

It's hard to say that I was wrong
It's hard to say I miss you
Since you've been gone, it's not the same
It's hard to say I held my tongue
It's hard to say if only
Since you've been gone, it's not the same

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:: 2007 19 September :: 9.19 pm
:: Mood: SKeyePED
:: Music: Harder Better Faster Stronger - Daft Punk

I won't die happy until i can do this;


:: 2007 19 September :: 8.59 pm
:: Mood: Guilty ;D X53264738214
:: Music: Guilty Beauty Love - Miyano Mamoru

Sorry Steffy-chan.
But contrary to your profound belief,

public displays of affection are disgusting!

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:: 2007 16 September :: 12.18 am
:: Mood: Mehmeh
:: Music: The Path Of Wind - Totoro

I've officially been alive for exactly
17 years
5 minutes

butbut who's counting right?


:: 2007 15 September :: 12.37 am
:: Mood: fknSuteki
:: Music: Never Meant To Belong - Shiro Sagisu

What an amazing start to this day.
I even made my mother cry.
Why? What's it to you?
Wow and it's only 37 minutes past midnight.
fkn suteki right?

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:: 2007 15 September :: 12.13 am
:: Mood: Saunder
:: Music: On The Precipice Of Defeat - Shiro Sagisu

I fucking hate today.
I fucking hated it last year.
And I'll almost certainly depise it next year also.

Happy fucking 17th eh?

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:: 2007 14 September :: 12.34 am
:: Mood: Okay.
:: Music: Guilty Beauty Love - Miyano Mamoru

I've made up my mind.
I'm going to marry Miyano Mamoru.
And him Sid and I will move in together and live in Tokyo
forever and ever!
And i will have 3 sons.
The youngest will be named Sasuke and he will be my favourite.

Je t'aime Mamo-chan :D


:: 2007 12 September :: 6.41 pm
:: Mood: Fatigued.
:: Music: One Winged Angel (Metal Version) - Nobuo Uematsu

Watashi wa Arekkushisu desu! :]
My first japanese lesson was incrediblee~
3 of the best hours of my life so far. ^_^

Anyways turns out Kayla [<-Is not her real name] is a lesbian. :3
Or bisexual...I'm not sure...
But if i had to decide i'd say lesbian.
For reasons you'll never know. :]
AndAnd she asked me fer my number, so she could call me and together we could go join the Ect Club.

Anyways today was funny, i stuck a Korean flag on some loser's locker,
but this girl ripped it off ):

meh anyways
A la prochaine.


:: 2007 4 September :: 7.20 pm
:: Mood: gloomybear
:: Music: Postpartum Modesty - Evaline

A funeral march for the living.
How after spending what seemed like an eternity together,
it was all a waste of time.
Important Time.
In the blink of an eye every single memory we shared
had been altered.
And now I strive to forget them.
Almost as much as I strive to regain the will to forget

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:: 2007 3 September :: 1.23 am
:: Mood: Wispy~ ^^
:: Music: Dearly Beloved - Kingdom Hearts

This song owns.
<div><a href="">Kingdom Hearts - Dearly Beloved (extended).mp3</a></div>

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:: 2007 31 January :: 6.06 pm
:: Mood: restless
:: Music: Temptation - Cradle Of Filth



1. Where did you take your default pic?
My room

2. What exactly are you wearing right now?
Element tee, purple boxers, dark purple pyjama pants.

3. What is your current problem?
I'm bored and my bass is cracked. ;_;

4. What makes you most happy?
Right now; Music, Coffee, Guitar hero.

5. What's the name of the song that you're listening to?
Rise Of The Pentagram - Cradle Of Filth

6. Has anyone you've been really close with passed away?

7. Do you ever watch MTV?
Meh, i used to. But mostly only at Steffi's house.

8. Name something that's really annoying to you?
When people disrespect artists or musicians.


Chapter 1:

1. first name:
Alexandra >_> stfu.

2. Nickname(s):
Alex, Aleks, RaD, Alexis & many more :]

3. Current location:
My room <3

4. Eye color:
Grey ^^....thats right, be jealous.

Chapter 2:

1. Do you live with your parent(s)?

2. Do you get along with your parent(s)

3. Are your parents married/separated/divorced?
Divorced obviously, who actually stays together for more than
16 years now anyways??

Chapter 3: Favorite.

1. Ice Cream:
Vegan Mint Chocolate Chip! yummay.

2. Season:


Chapter 4: Do You..

1. Write on your hand?

2. Call people back?
Yupp!....i-i like phones.

3. Believe in love.

4. Have any bad habits?
I peel my nail polish off...

5. Any mental health issues?
I have OCD and LSE....i hide them well?


Chapter 5: Have You..

1. Broken a bone?:

2. Sprained stuff?:
Tons. ;_;

3. Had physical therapy?:

4. Gotten stitches:
not yet ;D

5. Taken painkillers?
I love them.

6. Gone SCUBA diving or snorkeling?
YES, im Mexico. XD

7. Been stung by a bee:
Yuppp, it was dramatic.

8. Thrown up at the dentist's office:?
No but i gag a lot in there.

9. Swore in front of your parents:
Yeahh...freedom of speech right?

10. Had a detention?
Yeahh, its a good time to catch up on sleeping.

11. Been sent to the principal's office?
Yeah a few times.


Chapter 6: Who/What was the last

1. Movie you saw?
Jackasss2 <3
2. Person to text you?:

3. Person you called:
This anonymous number.

4. Thing you touched?
Pansy :] [My labret piercing]

5. Thing you ate?
A granola bar XD

6. Thing you said in a comment?
XD yesyes dont worry
we'll annihilate everyone else together >:]


:: 2007 5 January :: 1.21 am
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: Toppled Dynamo - Endless Hallway

and now my new horseshoe looks like something sonny would wear!
srry, just thought i'd add that in
since it made me smile :]

- AlexisReckless


:: 2007 5 January :: 1.13 am
:: Mood: Antsy/Energetic
:: Music: A Bad Current - Endless Hallway

okay :]
where do i start;

well first of all pansy [my lipring] was super swollen, therefore my skin ended up growing over the stud. That wasn't very pretty

after i frantically picked at the flesh there, i decided that i would go back to X/S.

The owner fixed it up but ended up having to stretch out a horseshoe ring for my lip. because apparently my lip gets extremely swollen and studs and snakebites would only stun the healing process.

meh its all good though, since i begged her to tapper it. The only other alternative would be to remove my piercing, let it heal and then pierce it again in 2-3 months. ):


ps; the whole looks like it when through hell, but it'll heal over soon and look smexy again. -not that it doesn't now. ;D

-AlexisReckless hink.

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:: 2007 2 January :: 12.43 am
:: Mood: uncomfortable
:: Music: World War Me - From First To Last

Why do we need to be sanitary when the world's so filthy anyway?
I will fucking rip her repulsive face off.
Not only is she a conceited heartless twat,
she's one of the people i am forced to spend every second of my free time with at the institution.

I say that now, but the most horrid part of it all is;
I have to deal with her at moments like this, when my other vice takes over.

m,s, i'm trying to beleive you right now.
But I probably wont be able to.

The only problem is;
nobody will EVER know because this is just the internet and its hard to notice the differences between blue and red.

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:: 2006 29 December :: 12.41 am
:: Music: Brand New Colony - The Postal Service

LIP HUGGING = Kissing/BlowJob
;D;D;D;D;D jay's breath smelt like weed and beer. <3

Oh and i finally got my right labret pierced!


ps; Alice i'm coming when you get your nosie done!

-Alexis 'sooo fkn emo' Reckless

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