2005 27 February :: 5.37 pm
Put an X in the ( ) for the ones that apply to you:
( ) snuck out of the house?
(x) gotten lost in your city?
(x) saw a shooting star?
(x) been to any other countries besides the united states?
( ) had a serious surgery?
(x) gone out in public in your pajamas?
(x) kissed a stranger?
(x) hugged a stranger?
(x) been in a fist fight?
( ) been arrested?
( ) done drugs?
(x) had alcohol?
(x) laughed and had milk/coke come out of your nose?
(x) pushed all the buttons on an elevator?
(x) made out in an elevator?
(x) swore at your parents?
(xxxxxxxxxxx) kicked a guy where it hurts?
(x) been in love?
( ) been close to love?
( ) been to a casino?
( ) been skydiving?
( ) broken a bone?
( ) been high?
(x) given someone a bruise?
( ) skinny-dipped?
(x) skipped school?
(x) flashed someone?
(x) had oral surgery?
(x) saw a therapist?
(x) done the splits?
( ) played spin the bottle?
(x) gotten stitches?
( ) drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?
(x) bitten someone?
(x) been to Niagara Falls?
(x) gotten the chicken pox?
(x) kissed a member of the opposite sex?
(x) kissed a member of the same sex?
( ) crashed into a friend's car?
( ) been to Japan?
(x) ridden in a taxi?
(x) been dumped?
( ) been fired?
( ) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex?
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back?
( ) stole something from your job?
( ) gone on a blind date?
(x) had a crush on a teacher?
( ) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans?
(x) been to Europe?
( ) slept with a co-worker?
( ) been married?
( ) gotten divorced?
( ) had children?
( ) saw someone die?
( ) been to Africa?
( ) Driven over 400 miles in one day?
(x) Been to Canada?
( ) Been to Mexico?
(x) Been on a plane?
(x) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show?
( ) Thrown up in a bar?
( ) Purposely set a part of myself on fire?
(x) Eaten Sushi?
( ) Been snowboarding?
(x) Met someone in person from the internet
( ) Been to a moto cross show?
(x) had real feelings for someone you knew only online?
( ) taken partially nude/nude photos of yourself?
( ) been in an abusive relationship?
( ) lost a child?
(x) gone to college?
( ) graduated college?
( ) done hard drugs?
(x) tried killing yourself?
(x) taken painkillers?
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
2005 27 February :: 1.41 pm
Ginger was a good dog.
When I was riding in the car with the Carbones, we started talking about parties and such. It made me wonder when I'm going to have mine since my birthday is on March 25th.
So I got home and told my mom what happened and everything. And then I asked her about my birthday party... We have to talk to dad but we're thinking about having it the evening of my birthday (since it's on a friday) and having people eat before they come. It's going to hopefully be this videogame, movie, dancing blowout. I've thought of 25 people who may want to come... They all know someone there.
But all we have to do is run it by my dad.
2 Tears |
2005 27 February :: 10.35 am
There's not much more to say other than that. We've had some fun times together, Ginger and I. And to me she is the best doggie there could ever be. I know how much Linda and Micheal and Elizabeth loved her. I also know how much I loved her. I know how it is to lose someone you really care about whether it be a pet or a person. And Ginger was a member of the family... they didn't see her as a dog. She always made me really happy when I was over there... And in the summer time when Puah would play with her. When we would give her a bath. When she would eat grass; then puke it up and we would say, "Ew."; then we realized it was normal...
Ginger was so special to everyone. We are sad to see her go in the Hahn household. And I personally will miss her very much.
Elizabeth, I love you. I'm sorry. And send our (my family's) regaurds.
2005 26 February :: 11.50 am
2005 26 February :: 11.42 am
I have 1000 hits on DevArt! I drew a picture to thank everyone and I need to scan it...
I also wrote some poetry last night. It's not exactly my forte but eh... what are you going to do? It's about love but not necessarily about Ryan. Part of it kind of sounds like it could be for God.
....Too bad I'm not Christain.
So yeah. I think Amelia and Brooke are pissed off at me. Maybe it's because of how I said they were being rude in Japanese Club on Thursday... They keep on glaring at me and ignoring me. But hey, they were being rude. Everyone except for maybe Jordan and that one guy were talking and being loud and Brooke asked Ryan to do the presentation while she didn't even pay attention. Shouldn't the leaders set a good example? I was asking them to be quite because I wanted to pay attention.
People were rude all Thursday... like at the play, the sophmores behind us were just assholes. And that little kid... God I wanted to ring his little neck when he called me fat.
Not very happy either...
7 Tears |
2005 24 February :: 7.25 pm
1 Tear |
2005 26 January :: 6.55 pm
It's a vicious cycle!!
1. Comment with any subject that you would like me to rant on. (I won't rant on a subject that I can't rant about honestly. Also, I reserve the right to pick and choose rant topics, because this is my journal and I am a dictator. You can ask me to rant about that, if you like.)
2. Watch my journal for your rant.
3. Post this in your own journal, so that you may rant for others.
2 Tears |
2005 26 January :: 6.45 pm
2 Tears |
2005 25 January :: 7.28 am
These things never really get me right... Appart from the Satan job predictor.
Romance-Way more than is here
Self Control-Maybe around 11%?
Kissing-I like how the second one described kissing...
Cuddling-More than 100%. I'm a fanatic cuddler.
Kinkiness-Yeah... uhm... Ryan, Anna, and Allan would probably know that better than I. I don't have to deal with me in that area... :P
6 Tears |
2005 23 January :: 7.46 pm
I just got 'A' on DDR...
The first time I played it (which was on heavey), I got a B grade.
Second was an A.
10 Tears |
2005 23 January :: 3.54 pm
I watched Romeo+Juliet this morning... That is such a warm movie to begin with. Then it gets ugly, so I turned it off before it finished. I watch up to the part where Benvolio says the day is hot and the 'Capulets are abroad'. Then Mercutio dies and I didn't feel like watching that.
I just went to the Smithsonian exhibit at the MAC...
It's pretty powerful... I am a sheltered person; I haven't really seen any photographs like that before. They were photos of American history. The ones that were the most influential perhaps were:
One where two children were at a 'yard'... Sort of like the internment camp for the Japanese, only a tad bit nicer... And it was dirty and grungy and the kids were frowning...
Another was of Reverend Martin Luther King Jr. with president, Lyndon Johnson. The president's face was down in his hand and he was out of focus, with Dr. King in focus, in front of him looking very... un-phased, if you will?
There was one with a naked Japanese man bathing himself on a Navel Ship in front of hundreds of men... That was disgusting...
And the most powerful was of a USS ship being blown up at Pearl Harbor...
These pictures made me think that the human race is a horrible species... So many grotesque things done...
Also at the MAC, I seem to get hit on by a number of security gaurds. It freaks me out because they are all like... in there 20's and hitting on me. They talk to me about the art, but smile a bit too much and are too 'friendly'. Aren't they supposed to be watching for someone who's stealing it? Why stand over me and follow me... Do I look suspicious? Do I look older than I am so you can hit on me??
Eh, either way, I felt good today. I felt young. Like it was 6th grade... I felt kind of care-free in that year. And I'm glad today promitted the feeling of not-to-worry.
5 Tears |
2005 22 January :: 1.02 pm
I finally found the message on our stupid, confusing phone...
He just called to say 'I love you.'
5 Tears |
2005 21 January :: 11.10 pm
Why don't my friends want to hang out with me?
I guess they must not consider me a very good friend...
1 Tear |
2005 20 January :: 6.42 pm
G-giddy and green
J-jam and toast
M-missing her one sock
O-out to lunch
W-willing to change
2005 20 January :: 6.08 pm
I love you
Those kids are so awesome. I hope I can be a friend as well as a parent to my children when I grow up.
Jack was so adorable with that giant hat he put on his tiny head that went over his eyes...
Alex was all tickley and cute.
And Elaina, she didn't want me to leave... I picked her up and she just heald so tight....
Kids really make me think... They don't care about anything else but having fun... They don't worry... or scared... They just... stay happy. I wish I could be as carefree as those 3...
Sometimes, I love my life.
"You're my favorite."
::edit few minutes after posting::
Zuzu, I don't really hate you. I was just angry because you kept on hitting, kicking and pushing Ryan and me. No matter how softly you think you did, it still hurt. And frankly, there wasn't any true reason for it. I didn't let you see Ryan's glasses because last time you wouldn't give them back and when you start whinning about it, I know you are going to hit me. So I tried to ignor you or let you know that I didn't want you to do that anymore. But you don't listen. So I said something I didn't mean to get you to stop. And it worked for a little bit, but then ignoring you was basically the thing that made you stop. I don't hate you, I love you. And I realize I could have handled that better. I'm sorry I didn't. But you can't continue to hit me... It's not really something that friends should do...
Your sister basically got that through my head...