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:: 2003 19 July :: 11.44 pm
:: Mood: hmmm... i think i'm.... excited?... hyper?
:: Music: jets to brazil

jets to brazil jets to brazil lalalalalaa jets to brazil!!!!!!!!
2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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:: 2003 17 July :: 11.31 pm

thinking about him again...
On monday I went to pick up some strawberries with my mom and there was an older gentleman who pulled up behind us with a Manitoba license plate. We started talking to him and I couldn't help but think of him... after he had left my mom said something about getting a Manitoba man for my grandma for her birthday... *sigh* that's what I want...

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:: 2003 17 July :: 11.20 pm

grrrr i hate this mouse!!!

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:: 2003 14 July :: 11.48 pm
:: Mood: excited

YAY!!!!!!!! I might get to see Jets to Brazil after all!!!!! Turns out they're coming to Canada! They'll be at Lee's Palace in Toronto this sunday night and at Call The Office in London on monday night! I doubt I'll make it to Toronto because u have to be 19yrs old + to get in and the only person i really know who knows of jtb is ash and she's only 18... but the london show is all ages so she can come with me :o)
today my mom and i were talking about why i would want a car and that i should just take my bike, but i explained i dont want to ride my bike all the way to toronto, london, bc, etc so she said that those times i can just take her car as long as i have it back in time for her to go to work or to be picked up from work later. (i did not mention why i would want to go to toronto or london or anything about jtb coming there. i will mention it tomorrow now that i have more plans with ash coming with me)

:oDi can't wait! :oD

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:: 2003 30 June :: 12.15 am

Trevor two days straight.

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:: 2003 28 June :: 10.53 pm
:: Mood: tired

poor Holly :o(
my puppy got bit by another doggy today :o(

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:: 2003 19 June :: 12.58 am
:: Mood: better

AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
Today when I was outside with Holly (my dog), she started sniffing at something when we were by the trees so I start talking to her, asking what she found, and then I saw it as its middle moved up in the air. It was black with blue stripes on it... I screamed and pulled Holly away as quickly as I could! We started walking (actually I was more tiptoeing through the long grass) towards the back around the pond. I noticed something else moving through the grass... this time it was brown. I screamed! I started running back towards the house, still watching the ground, making sure nothing else decides to pop up!
I hate snakes!!!! Even more so then spiders because they're bigger and for the most part faster and ugh!!!! *shudder*
It's been almost a year since we've lived here, and I had been told about the snakes but refused to believe that they were there because I never saw them ("If I don't see it, it's not there" ~ Kyle :o) ). But now I know and I never what to go out there again... I know it's a horrible way to think and I'm being paranoid. I can't believe I actually slept out there last summer! Ahh!

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:: 2003 13 June :: 12.14 am
:: Mood: meh

wow
i actually talked to erin today... it wasn't for very long but it was still something... i can't remember the last time i talked to her...

p.s. i got my first misquito bite of the summer yesterday and it's sooo itchy!

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:: 2003 11 June :: 11.55 pm
:: Mood: pissed off

ARGH!!!!!!
SHE IS SUCH A BITCH!!!!!!!!!!

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:: 2003 10 June :: 11.58 pm

My goals for the not so distant future.
1) Buy a car.

2) Get haircut (I want bangs again).

3) Quit McDonald's (preferably already have another job but if not meh who cares).

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:: 2003 10 June :: 1.06 am

Bitch! Bitch! Bitch!!! ARGH!!!! Why does she have to be such a bitch!?!?!! I know she can be nice/decent... why can't she be like that more often?! Instead of being a BITCH!!!

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:: 2003 2 June :: 12.29 am
:: Mood: hmm
:: Music: anything emo

my search continues...
so my car has been sold... I was too late :o( tonight I return back to autotrader less hopeful... I wanna try where my mom bought her car, but who knows when the next time we'll be able to that is...

on a side note I saw The Matrix Reloaded the other night... It was really long!! I'm not exactly sure what I thought of it yet... I guess it was ok, I dunno, not really my type of movie anymore, if it ever was... I think I liked the first one but I can't remember why or much about it... hmm... but I wanna see the 3rd, I gotta find out how it ends now. I did like the keymaker guy, he was pretty cute! It was sad when he died tho :o(

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:: 2003 28 May :: 12.23 am
:: Mood: better

Patrick is the greatest!

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:: 2003 26 May :: 1.22 am

I've had too much time to think about this...
So here's what I'm thinking... I'm gonna buy a car sometime really soon and then drive on the highway as much as possible instead of avoiding it like I always do... and then I have to get some friends to come on a road trip with me so instead of making this all about Jets to Brazil, we'll check out other stuff in Detroit... or maybe just stuff on the way, I don't know, I'll have to see what they want to do too... I was thinking of leaving tuesday late morningish... drive down to Chattam, hang out there for the rest of the day and crash at Jay's place, then wednesday morning drive over to Michigan, check out the Detroit and go to the Detroit zoo! and maybe some shopping too I don't know... and then the show. Then we can either get a hotel and spend the night there so we can spend more time in Detroit on thursday or we can drive back to Jay's after the show (which is like an hour and half drive so it's not too bad) and spend another night there and then hit any place we missed on the way back home, like go shopping in London! (I really wanna go to London! I've never been there, I've only been to London, England, not London, Ontario which is only maybe an hour or so away from... hmm... I just find that strange... I was supposed to go there once... I was promised we would, but it never happened... car problems or something else like Doug's an ass!) Anyways, I've lost my train of thought... I think I'm done.

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:: 2003 16 May :: 2.00 am

so my plan to go to Detroit and see Jets to Brazil has already started to crumble...
Jay needs to find a new place now because his roommates are moving out and leaving him screwed... so I don't know if he'll still be able to go with me or not... and I don't know who's car he was planning on taking because as far as I know he doesn't have one... and I didn't really know how I was getting to his house anyways... take a bus there I guess, but I don't know how often a bus goes to Chattam from Kitchener... (some well thought out plan this was... it was bound to disappoint)
I feel like I'm being self-centred because I'm only concerned about how this will affect me, but there's nothing I can really do with his situation... I could move down there and help pay rent, but that's insane because it's like 2 hrs away, he's told me there's no jobs there (which my money can only last so long without a job), I have nothing down there to go there for, all my friends and family are here mostly.
Hmm... I could lend my support by expressing positive and encouraging things to him... like what? this is me we're talking bout... "don't worry things will be fine i'm sure you'll find another place down there soon" ... you can only say this for so long... but he found this current place quickly after the last one... he's a resilient boy... I'm sure he can find a place through people from his church or youth group...
so that's enough ramblings for tonight, sleep is calling and enticing me to cross over to the dark side...

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