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phil-himself

:: 2012 3 October :: 5.18pm

The liquor is calling the shots bud.

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phil-himself

:: 2012 30 September :: 7.48pm

This is where I would write some self congratulatory bullshit. Oh wait, this isn't facebook!

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skife

:: 2012 21 September :: 12.31am

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skife

:: 2012 19 September :: 2.45pm

sometimes i feel like i haven't found my place in life.

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skife

:: 2012 21 August :: 11.42pm

a few people are doing "in memory of andy" stickers....

My testament to my friend is buying a fucking camaro...

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phil-himself

:: 2012 6 August :: 11.22am

Comfort kills dreams so we have to stay hungry, or perhaps stay greedy, to keep moving in that direction.

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liz

:: 2012 26 July :: 8.11pm

I'm so homesick today.

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skife

:: 2012 4 July :: 1.59am

sometimes i'm just so angry...

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phil-himself

:: 2012 2 July :: 10.38am

So I've learned that when I'm suspicious about someone's motives I am usually correct.

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skife

:: 2012 19 June :: 11.02pm

ugggh, i hate depression.

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skife

:: 2012 19 June :: 1.22am

sometimes i don't know the next road to take.

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skife

:: 2012 14 June :: 1.28pm

my woohu is more than 10 years old, thanks andy.

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liz

:: 2012 1 June :: 1.25pm

I imagine it would be more fiscally responsible to send me a noticea notice than to put a warrant of levy on my wshit.

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liz

:: 2012 1 June :: 1.25pm

I imagine it would be more fiscally responsible to send me a noticea notice than to put a warrant of levy on my wshit.

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liz

:: 2012 1 June :: 1.22pm

So first off I recognize my delinquency in that matter but with multiple student loans through multiple companies they can slip through thecracks. Thank you state of Michigan for not telling me I'm behind but instead just garnishing 25% of my income. Seriously. Fuck off

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liz

:: 2012 31 May :: 5.47pm

What the fuck is going on.

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phil-himself

:: 2012 29 May :: 10.33am

I have a notion, a feeling that something big is about to happen, something is going to change and something is going to come to fruitition out of nowhere.

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liz

:: 2012 23 May :: 9.50pm

I seriously cannot find a person to cover my shift on Friday. This frustrates me because I feel like if one of my coworkers needed a day off to go to their friends visitation service that I would cover their shift in a heartbeat. The one Guy said that he has people coming in from out of town and I'm like seriously have a fucking heart. Generally I tell my boss that I'm not coming in but he is on vacation. I just want to be with you guys. It seems to be the only thing that helps this hurt subside. There is a small chance that I can make it but I wont know until Friday morning.

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liz

:: 2012 22 May :: 7.04pm

I remember the day he became my friend. For years I would see him at parties and he would call me Justin's sister. That night at the Sparta Beer Tent he spilled his beer down the front of my shirt and I said Bitch if you're going to spill your beer on me you'd best learn my name. Years of random hanging out and bdubs trips. Then I left Andy Clute and he became a person who I could call to cry to. A friend whom I could depend on for anything. A random Stony cruise (with me driving because he always scared the shit out of me behind the wheel). The only person who I would allow to fuck with my radio knowing that he would inevitabley turn to my across the universe soundtrack because it was the only thing we agreed on. I will miss you Andy. If I have said it once I have said it a million times. You will always be my favorite Andy.

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phil-himself

:: 2012 19 May :: 11.32am

Look out, we got a badass over here

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phil-himself

:: 2012 26 April :: 10.36am

One lab accident short of being a super villain.

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phil-himself

:: 2012 30 March :: 4.13pm

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tuwang

:: 2012 26 March :: 1.31pm

strange argument last night.

Over the smallest thing too. Not really relationship-ending by any stretch of the imagination, but strange.

Did pass that dreaded 6 month mark, which may seem like nothing to you, but means a lot to me for many reasons. So here's to that.

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skife

:: 2012 27 February :: 7.08am

I'm sitting here on my bed.... wearing socks....

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liz

:: 2012 20 February :: 10.44pm

My car is seriously pissing me off. I leave in a week for training and the minute I replace the starter the frigging alternator goes out wtf Patti I thought we were good.

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phil-himself

:: 2012 9 February :: 11.21am

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valoth

:: 2012 27 January :: 11.30pm

Well here we are again. 23 Minutes in Brussels.

Difficult as always.

She doesnt make it easy. I know when she seems 'off'. She seems that way tonight. I feel like she hides it by praising me or praising my ability to overlook her strange ways.

Its not really easy to deal with this. I want to not offend her, especially if she has been drinking, that wont end well. She will resent me and not even know why or what was the problem(s).


"Sometimes I think that you don't like me as much as you did before."

How does one properly respond to that? Im nervous to answer it. Its loaded.

I do like you. I liked you more, yes. I want to like you as much, and try hard to do so. Its easy to do so. Whats not easy is how to deal with you acting stranger at times than others. The wait you put me through for a chance to try this thing out has hurt things. I see it and know it. Id like to think I overlook it 95% of the time too.

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