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:: 2004 17 August :: 7.37 pm
:: Mood: bitchy

baa cape cod...
wicked bored....

meggys staying here too!!! how great is that? lol i laughed soo hard wen i got here and saw her..i was like hmm my parents HAVE to let me see her now... mwahahaha

ehh its pretty crappy weather so far...
but yeaa bad weather is good for shopping :-) hehe

i wish i was at home chillin with people :-) that would be better then being here....

hmm well i gtg sum1 is waitin to get on...
love u....

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:: 2004 16 August :: 12.56 pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: son of a preacher

well in like..2 minutes we are gunna go...hmm yea we were gunna leave this mornin..but haha yeaa i woke up late...and decided to take a long shower :-) haha soo

yeaa my tummy hurts again :-(

text the cell :-)

byebye every1!!!

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:: 2004 15 August :: 10.00 am
:: Mood: hungry
:: Music: watchin' save the last dance...

hmm...last nite i was able to FINALLY get out of here lol i chilled with Gui, Ryan, Dean and was fun...we were at Gui's house for a lil bit...then we went to the mall! lol my first time there since umm..June 5th lol i saw meggy!!!!!!!!! omg i ran to her i was sooo happy!! and she was with her bf ..aww they are so cute lol then wen we went inside i saw Kristen Zanchi..we walked around then we went back to Gui's and watched movies

around like 10 sumthin gui drove Ben home and me and Ryan and Dean drove home in his car....yeaa he dropped Ben off it was me and ryan in the backseat :-) yeaa im very happy i chilled with them :-) very much fun...

im goin to the Cape tomaro until...friday i think...ehh i wanna go..but i dont wanna....but w\e

im gunna go eat breakfast....

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:: 2004 14 August :: 9.50 am
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: the reason...

camp is over.....
some pictures from Hannah's Page....

(click them to see them bigger)

haha yeaa u see that Woodson jersey..thats on backwards^^...yupp thats Ben!!!

yupp..theres that Woodson jersey again!!!

wtf is up with him doing that wierd eye thing..ALL THE TIME! thats just not cool mann!! but yea hes so this is Ben, Nick, and Nate F.


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:: 2004 12 August :: 3.53 pm
:: Mood: thirsty
:: Music: happy ending...

People like you becuase you're beautiful!
What attracts people to you?

brought to you by Quizilla

HAHAHAHA!!! thats funny!

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:: 2004 9 August :: 3.36 pm
:: Mood: anxious

((wwaaiiitttt...yeaa thats just me!))

tonite i gotta wear an orange shirt...? yea thats just not cool mann


YAA BEN!!! WAHOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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:: 2004 7 August :: 2.17 pm
:: Mood: cranky
:: Music: on fire...

i stole it from kelly!! shhh!

» I died from suicide:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:

» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Mannerisms:
» Family:

» Be my friend?:
» Have sex with me?
» Lie to make me feel better?:
» Spread rumors about me?:
» Keep a secret if I told you one?:
» Loan me some cash?:
» Hold my hand?:
» Take a bullet for me?:
» Keep in touch?:
» Try and solve my problems?:
» Love me?:
» Date me?:

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:: 2004 7 August :: 8.02 am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: oldiez..

i love camp
haha yesterday was sooo much fun at camp haha i love the tug-of-war...Ben looked soo hott wen he was doin it haha and i got to talk to him :-)

haha Andrew and Chris are the greatest people on earth hahaha i love them!!!

my lil ben talked to me too!! :-) ahhh i love camp sooo much

the talent show is monday nite...hmm i get to be in mine too lol

haha im just thinkin about andrew and chris rite now hahaha they wouldnt stop wrestling the whole time we were outside haha andrew was like umm im drooling on u cuz i cant breath haha and chris like flipped him over haha omg it was soo funnny...and chris won against him in tug-of-war...twice but the second one was unfair haha

hmm got this from mandaz journal...but seeing that no1 ever comments is kinda pointless to put in....

What would we be doing if we were alone in my room right now?

Post this in your journal to see what people want to do with you


im out byez

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:: 2004 3 August :: 6.38 pm

katies loves ben!
(click to make it bigger)

this is for Katie :-) hahaha

yupp can u tell im bored...??

yuppp i definately need to find sumthin else to do with my life..rather then obsess about hott guys all i need is a picture of my little ben!!! AWWW that would be sooo cuuute omg i loooove him

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:: 2004 2 August :: 4.13 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: my place...nelly

this entry goes out to the one and only...

so check it...i kno this chick...her name is sherrin..

she got this deep love for you know, "the darker skinned" yeaa thats rite...

and the occasion outbursts of sayin my brother is hott..
(yeahh that needs to stop)

yeaa so ive known her for a lil bit...we used to play ball together wen we was lil youngstas'

this summa we had woodtrail togetha...

she fell in love with sum lil peeps...max and shawn

yeaa they got it goin on...

shes pretty damn lucky..cuz they aint a lotta people that i like in this freak ass town...

and sherrin...i love her..she loves me...and maybe my brother...

well i donno wat to im out like a lite...((yea thats sooo gay))

love ya sher!!

leave some comments....

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:: 2004 31 July :: 2.52 pm
:: Mood: sick

i woke up this mornin thinkin i had how sad is that..its like a routine for me to get up and go see all my little ones :-)

lol i had a dream about the 50s dance haha i dont really remember it that well but i remember me cassie sherrin and katie walkin in with our hair done the same way (up with a bandana) and we all had the Pink Ladiez jackets...and each said their name on it haha...and Jon Clarke came over and he was like wow definately you girls are the 50s rebel/bitches i was like haha niiiice then like since there is 4 of us...they matched us up with 4 guys hahaha i dont remember who each person was with but i remember i was with Andrew, every1 took pictures of us 8...haha yea then i woke up and i was rememberin the dance and wat really happend haha yea Andrew definately looked soo perfect that nite..with the hair the pants..omg everything haha

aww that was happy that the girliez made me go now haha thanks!

hmm then there was Ben :-) omg he looked sooo cute!! he was the jock that gets like..all the girls hahaha and John was the geek..yea he played that VERRRYYYY well hahaha this is a picture of Ben with KariAnne and Hannah....sexxiii

(click to make it bigger)

aww imma miss camp wen its finally over!! oh god im already thinking of the last day...haha this cant be good..i know imma cry AGAIN haha wen do i not? lol

well Me, Peter and Mark are all sick...we cant stop sneezing and coughing ughh its horrible..i cant like breath at all,my throat hurts too...its prolly cuz i havent slept enough.. the second i lie down im fallin asleep baa thats no good!!!!

well im out...
leave love!

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:: 2004 30 July :: 7.06 pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: bright eyes...:-)

hmm...i love camp haha

umm wow ben..yeah thats all that needs to be said :-) haha

lol OMG my little Ben was not at camp today!!! i wanted to fucking cry!!!!!! and Andrew was making fun of me..he says that i love him too much and its just wierd haha hes seven...age never stopped me before has it? lol i mean he has to be the most adorable 7 year old i have ever seen in my entire life....and hes so cute..he gets all shy if i smile at him..he kinda just hides behind andrew aww omg its so cuuute!!!

3rd session is monday..yay!! lol ill be with my favorite people!! HA! thats thank god katie will be there for the first 4 days...and then after that..yea im pretty much alone haha ill go stalk all my little people that i love oh so much!!

well im sooo tired rite now cuz i got up wicked im out

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:: 2004 27 July :: 9.02 pm
:: Mood: uncomfortable
:: Music: oldiez :-)

just came back from bein out with my mom for a lil bit...i got a nice comfy big chair..that was meant for the basement, but its now in my room :-D

yea camp today was alright...didnt really do much, played that kickball thingy..then sat around...then chilled with Nate's me and sherrin kinda just stood there..did that wierd hand thingy..and laughed at Anshel (yea the spelling...?) hahaha wow that kids greaatttt...

then we went to play basketball...and me and sherrin sat there and then Phil came over and we had our lil "shindig" over there lol..Phil was kinda um...stroking her head..? haha and we talked..sherrin was like "haha phil Emily hates Brianne" then he said "haha! then we have sumthin in common" hm...i love it lol

tomaro its gunna rain all day prolly...HOW GAY IS THAT..that means that we are gunna have to be inside all day..that SUCKS ughh if any damn kid gets me imma slap them! haha except maybe matty and ryan haha and any other ADORABLE kid!! haha gettin kinda i think i mite just have to go watch.....


:-) hehehe you know that u love me and my obsession with it...haha and i wonder why im obsessed....?? O:-)


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:: 2004 27 July :: 4.18 pm
:: Mood: ecstatic
:: Music: all of my life..

WOW haha im such a dork...i mean seriously...look at my journal...hahaha

the icon was originally made by the one and only KELLY!!!! haha i had to make a few minor adjustments tho to make it fit haha

woww...thats all i have to such a fag!!! haha

leave comments on wat u think....


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:: 2004 26 July :: 10.35 pm
:: Mood: okay
:: Music: my mix...mostly eminem :-)

hmm...long day...
soo the court thing definately was pointless...i could have told us to have a fuckin 6 month we have to go back on January 24 or sumthin just to see if we've done anything bad or w\ if we havent then he will dismiss the case..and act as if it never happend, and it wont go on our records..which is wat will prolly happen..we have to make sure that we dont get suspended tho lol

hmm camp tomaro..wahoo :-\
lol i used to love getting up and going to camp everyday last year..but this year...ehh its not the same lol but at least im with katie cass and sher all day which makes it better :-)

yeaa...still thinkin of *AL* :-\ ughh im such a fag

MY ROOM IS COMPLETELY CLEAN!!!! lol wen my mom saw it she was like omg...i have never seen it like i was like I KNOW!! haha u can see the floor now!!!! haha yeaaa ive just always been so lazy to clean it haha

yeaa i got kicked out of the basement by peter..umm no not cool he was like i wanna watch tv and eat and told me to get out or w\e i was like ughh i didnt want to start anything with the now im sitting here bored...and not that tired at i dont wanna go to bed...

hmm Wednesday i have my first visit to my doctor that has to diagnose my psycho-ness!! ohh yayy! :-\ um no

well yea its..10:30 so im gunna go upstairs to my room and listen to sum music..and eventually fall asleep...

leave a comment..i havent gotten any in so long..i feel unloved :-(


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:: 2004 26 July :: 11.25 am
:: Mood: scared
:: Music: criminal - eminem

court today...
wish me kelsey and meg luck :-\

i try not to think about it i dont get as so i think about umm....yea *him* (Alex)

ever since Helena mentioned him i cant stop thinking of the "what ifs?"
what if he knew that i liked him?
what if he wasnt with jess?
or even..
what if he broke up with her just to be with me??

ughh thats all i can think about..i cant believe that the whole time i was with him in the shop (3 weeks lol) he really liked me...and i liked him A LOT...arghh i cant believe its insane..or failure as Serge says lol

now that i think about him non-stop...i really wanna see him..or even Brian...just so i could like..give them my sn or sumthin...not even that..i just want to see Alex..just look at him lol ergg im such a fag

my old entry about Alex when i really liked him......
all of my life..where have u been?..i wonder if ill ever see you again :-\

i miss *AL* :-(

quotes from books that mean a lot to me....

"And then I thought of him, and I wondered if a blessing is still a blessing if it lasts for only a little while." -Patty Bergen-

"I was just too filled up with feelings of pleasure and privlege to think that in those shorts days together we had begun making memories."-Patty-

i miss you...after knowing you for a few weeks..i hate it
i need to get my mind off you

<\3 bRoKeN <\3


yeaa :-\

i changed the journal again lol....

im gunna go and try to get my mind off court...

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:: 2004 25 July :: 1.09 pm
:: Mood: scared
:: Music: kill you - eminem

ehh this weekend sucked...
i went on the overnite thing on thursday and i was havin fun up until when i had a fuckin acid attack on my stomach hurt so bad i couldnt lie down...but then it finally went away...but then came back around 5 in the mornin...and wouldnt go away so i was at the cafe' thing with steph and kristin..then jon clarke came to help me and chris and amy came and we all just sat there and talked for like 2 hours lol so it kinda got my mind off of it...but as soon as i layed down to go to bed i felt like shit again, and i was so cold so i went to bed around 6:30..then got woken up by ppl yelling at 7:15...which definately wasnt enough sleep..cuz um the next day i had to go to the fucking zoo with second graders!

ergg my stomach still hurts a lil bit now...but my mom got me if i ever get another attack it can go away faster...

ehh im kinda dredding tomaro :-\ ive got court at 2:00....i cant go to i kinda feel bad for Phil cuz now he wont have a CIT to help him with the i wish him luck with ryan and kyle haha cuz they only listen to me.... sorry phil lol

yeaa so i changed my journal...again...i was so bored last nite i had nothing to do....

i got my pictures developed!! :-) im very happy..i hung sum up on my walls...framed some...and put them on my nightstand lol looking at them brought back so many memories of school :-(

well im gunna go try to lay down..

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:: 2004 21 July :: 10.32 pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: eminem :-)

Serge...Part 2 haha
well....this entry is gunna be all about serge...once again lol

the best part of my whole day was talkin to him tonite! :-) love yaz

after talkin to gangsta serge lately i figured out that hes always rite lol and yea hes pretty smart too haha....

yea i GUESS hes the greatest (male) and im the greatest female...

BallerKidd21:she fuckin GAY EMILY
^^ can only wonder who thats about lol :-\

but yea serge is a bum cuz hes getting his license next month and thats just unfair cuz yea im only 15..and i have about like..$30 in my wallet..and he has like $370 in his bank yea umm ur a bum serge!!!

haha i told serge i didnt kno wat to write...
BallerKidd21: lol i dunno write anything watever floats ur boat so find ur lost remote

^^ damn russians haha

haha im a name is E...
and serge says....
my name is the urge?? haha gotta love those riggas :-)

hahaha well i love serge hes the coolest russian i know :-)


haha ur so blind...u butt-muncher!!

Dunts - "oh man that sucks"
(rigger language)
the oh so wise Serge has taught me this new word :-) thanks so much!

i love serge :-)

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:: 2004 20 July :: 6.03 pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: hmm im singin d12 in my head

at the library with katie
heyy hmm....

im sittin here at the library with miss katie grace :-) lol

earlier i was at georges with paul and andrew and yea we were sitting there just talking for like an hour or sumthin lol

aww OMG and yesterday i got to see kelsey and meaghan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg i gave them big hugs lol then later on i saw amanda!!!! :-) and thennn..i saw...fil...and Sherge...and the red shirt crew haha

aww i love little children they are shooo cute!! but they definately DONT listen to me so yea they can bite my ass lol
me,cassie,sherrin,katie,and jess (ergg) have 2nd grade haha my counselor is Phil...hmm this is gunna be fun :-/ lol umm thursday we are goin to the overnite at the skating thingy lol hmm that brings back memories of last year :-( aww yea i def. cried at that shit lol

umm then friday the 2nd grade is goin to the how cute is that??? haha and omg matty is sooo cute he kept kissin me sher and cass today omg lol

today we went to the beach and it sucked ass becuz um we had to stand in that stupid horseshoe and little children splashed me and i wanted to drown them lol phil was like ahh i hate kids!!!! lol they were grabbing me i was like um no leave! then i saw sherge with bj for a minute or sumthin....

yeaaa soo ummm im definately not supposed to be here rite now my mom is soo mad at me (again) so ummm im out....


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:: 2004 17 July :: 11.20 am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: welcome to D12 world...

im bored is gunna be a boring day, once again...i might actually get my nails done today haha wow if that happens i think katie will be proud of last nite i was a really wierd dream :-\ lol i was with D..? it was wierd, but of course a nice dream cuz it had him in it lol...yea it took place like a couple months from now, and we were going out...? haha even tho ive seen him like once yeaa wow just thinkin about it is wierd...

i figured out that wen im extremely bored and i fall asleep i have the wierdest cuz last week i had one with Brian and Alex in it and ommggg that was scary!! lol but once again, nice lol

WOODTRAIL STARTS MONDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahhhh omg i cant wait to see jake and zach and chris!!!!! omg i missed them ssoooooo much!!!!

peter went to the club last nite...and i got to pick out wat he was supposed to cuz he only trusts me picking out his clothes..and i have to say that he looked good, not in like a gross way but like he looked nice and presentable, unlike mark who is a scrub lol then peter loves to piss me off by always talking about girls and wat he can do to them in bed..and yes its very disturbing to hear about that from my brother lol so he was like yea i wanna see this girl every time i go she dont wanna dance with me she did once and we made out and ever since then she thinks i wanna make out with her every time we dance iwas like um okay please he continued..then we were watching a show and they were talking about women orgasms haha and that got peter started AGAIN omg it was so terrifying :-(

haha yea im gunna go take a shower or sumthin....byez


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:: 2004 16 July :: 3.25 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: without me..

hahaha yeaa so MTV2 is the best lol....its all EMIN3M until fucking awesome is that?!?!?!?! ahhh omg im soo fuckin happy

yea i definately have an obsession with him lol i want to find a backround with him but baa my computer is gay and always freezes wen i try to do sumthin with eminem or is that a sign??

ahhh woodtrail starts on monday!!!! om the first thing imma do is run to the 3rd grade room and give jake zach and chris the BIGGEST hugs ever!!! omg i missed them sooooo much lol i love my lil babiez

hmm....well im out..imma go watch eminem on tv :-) ahh so so hott..want to bang him lol

my cuz was like oh do u like him enough to bang him i was like UM YES!!!....? who asks me that? i mean were u expecting me to say no!? damn white ppl hahahaha

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:: 2004 15 July :: 11.44 am
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: American Physco 2 - D12

yupp i love him lol
haha i changed my journal :-) haha you know that you love it!!!

still deciding on a screen name....

--xEmz1Babyx <--one of my faves

--EmDee12 <--another one of my faves



--xbr0k3nSmiLex12 <--another




hmm yea i just read sumthing that Serge sent me...hmm....interesting i guess you could say lol yes, a very sad story..and its true which makes it more sad lol

yeaa so umm EMIN3M is my baby :-) (hense the new journal name)

haha well im gunna go..
leave a comment on wat sn you want


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:: 2004 14 July :: 12.01 pm
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: how come

fuck u so bored sitting here watching the rain slowly fall.... :-\

lol this BiggEmm15 sn really needs to get helena made it wen i was with orlando...and um yea thats done with so its time for something i tried to be somewhat creative (which im not) and came up with these....







ehh....not the best ones lol if u can make one up with ur creative mind lol tell me :-)

Here’s to the crazy ones.
The misfits, the rebels.
The troublemakers.
The round pegs in the square holes.
The ones who see things differently.
They’re not fond of rules.
And they have no respect for the status quo.
You can praise them, disagree with them,
Quote them, disbelieve them,
Glorify them or vilify them.
About the only thing you can’t do
is ignore them.
Because they change things.
They invent. They imagine. The heal.
They explore. They create. They inspire.
They push the human race forward.
Maybe they have to be crazy.
How else can you stare at an empty canvas and see a
work of art?
Or sit in silence and hear a song that’s never been written?
Or gaze at a red planet and see a laboratory on wheels?
We make music for these kinds of people.
While some see them as the crazy ones, we see genius.
Because the people who are crazy enough to think they
Can change the world,
Are the ones who do.

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:: 2004 12 July :: 10.24 am
:: Mood: thoughtful
:: Music: lets get it started - Black Eyed Peas

hmm nothing new has my grounded life is still boring as hell...

today i have a dermotologists appointment...then im goin to my godmothershouse and sleepin over :-) haha this is the time of the year wen i get soo hyper haha wen im with Erin (my cuz sorta) i am sooo hyper and i laugh at everythin, well i kinda already do but watever lol...yea we are meetin them at John Brewers this restaurant thingy in Waltham (where they live) i havent been to Waltham or Watertown in sooo long!!!!
then tomaro im gunna go babysit with her for the whole day, but its all good the kids i kno and they are nice, and they have a pool :-)

hmm my mom told me to walk down the street to get my nails done...hmm yea im rite on top of that mom...?

yupp mother dearest left me a note to clean the room.. HA! thats funny

omg!! yesterday i went out with my mom and wen we walked into one of the stores..this white kid was starring at me then this spanish kid came over and he was like woahh best thing ive seen all day, yea so i ignored them..but they were like stalking me all over the store..i was laughin the whole time tho haha

well off to do the regular summer morning routine...
sit obn my ass and watch music videos and wait for any D12 song or Eminem haha and MA$E too, of course...


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:: 2004 9 July :: 10.31 am
:: Mood: discontent
:: Music: no more drama - mary j. blige

hmm...yesterday i hung with serge for like 3 we talked about i had to tell him about maine and florida haha and my lil stalking okay so maybe the kid was 5..no1 has to kno that!!
aww it was the first time seein him in months!! everytime i hear slow motion im gunna think of you now lol yea i figured out that i definately like white guys now, lol wow i missed him..haha love ya serge!!

so today i have nothing to do...i should maybe try to make my mom happy by cleaning my room, but that involves waayyy too much energy, that i dont have

10 Days until Woodtrail...omg i wanna see my campers from last year!!!!

hmm..i need to get my nails filled lol i could walk down the street..but the chincs scare me!!

hmm well imma go watch music videos and wait for any D12 song to come on...or Eminem...or MA$E lol i must see my hotties..


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:: 2004 7 July :: 10.00 pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: sunshine...


wicked bored...

talkin to shergie...and cassie d.

aww i miss themm!!! i love you two!

serge its alright...i kno wat u mean :-\

nothin to so fuckin boredd

i miss how things used to be...:-\

i was talkin to vinnie today about umm....people lol and i miss always laughin in school with him and mike...aww i miss school soo much :-(

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:: 2004 7 July :: 5.50 pm
:: Mood: hot
:: Music: welcome back - mase

wow until woodtrail startss for life is going to be soo boring..

yesterday katie came over! :-) i was veryyyy happy to see her she showed me all the pictures from the semi aww i have to say that her and moe looked cute together...even tho the pink and yellow didnt go they still looked cute..
i showed her A LOT of pictures and the keefe yearbook lol and i told her everything about maine..about my boys and the hotties that i stalked..yes and the 5 year old that i stalked with cassie... haha i told her a lil about florida.but not everything haha

well my mom is such a bitch i cant fucking go out with is so fucking gay...last nite i wanted to go and see vinnie with katie but NOOO my mom had to be a bitch about it ergggg...i fuckin hate her wen shes like this

wow i miss maine lol
i love you dee!
miss youuuu

-your lil stalker- :-)

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:: 2004 5 July :: 6.43 pm
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: how come

wow i really miss him
wow just lookin at some things....thinkin of mine and cassie's men :-\

The Real Meaning of Names:

Dave - extremely sexy, always funny, intelligent, stylish, trendsetter - i.e. a wanker.

^^^ omg how true is that!!! aww i miss D!!

Kyle - hornball who eats too many cornchips.

^^^ HAHAHAHA aww i love stripes!!

Steve - popular and funny when looked at side-on.

^^^ awww how cuute!! lol

hmmm i should make one for neon haha

Neon - Likes bright things,eyes close together, has tendencies to act gay.

wow i really miss them...never really got to kno my baby stripes....

i love you D
miss you like hell

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:: 2004 5 July :: 3.03 pm
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: how come

i miss them so much already
wow just got back from maine...

Florida and Maine were SSSOOOOOOOOOOO much fun im so mad that im back in natick its so gay here....

omg i miss all the guys in maine!!!!
cassie i miss steven,neon,STRIPES,thirteen, munchkin,D......omg D is the love of my life lol im never ever gunna forget him,...and stripes lol wow never forget could we??

wow florida.....i miss my PBBS CREW!!!!!! wow love u guys...i miss my hollister boy!! aww he was so i miss florida and maine so much.......

yesterday me and cassie had a lil depressing talk and i told her about like every1 at school abnd everything that has happend this year....haha she got the chills like every 5 minutes haha

i miss school so much...alex,brian,gerry,shola,vinnie,mike,joe, i miss them so much

well im gunna go my eyes byez

much love....


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:: 2004 9 June :: 12.05 pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: how come ~ D12

good fuckin song!!!!
my new favorite song of all fuckin time.....
lol im in graphics...just took our final..nothin to do lol tomaro we are gunna watch a movie!! haha oh wat fun! lol \

lyrics to How Come by absolutely favorite song (besides if i aint got you)

How Come.. we dont even talk no more
And you dont even call no more
We dont barely keep in touch at all
and I dont even feel the same love when we hug no more
And I heard it through the grapevine.. We even Beefin Now
After all the years we been down.. aint no way no how
This bullshit cant be true
We Family.. aint a damn thing changed.. unless its you!

We were so young
So full of life and vibrance
side by side, wherever you was riding, I went
So close, almost on some bonnie and clyde shit
When Ronnie died you was right by my side
with a shoulder to cry on and tissue to wipe my eyes
and a bucket to catch ever tear I cried inside it.
You even had the same type of childhood I did..
sometimes I just wanna know why is it that you succaim to yours
and mine I survived it. You ran the streets, I 9 to 5ed it
we grew up, grew apart as time went by us..
and I blew up to both yours and mines surprises.
Now I feel a vibe I just cant describe it
much as your pride tries to hide it. your cold
your touch is just like ice.
And your eyes is a look of resentment.
.I can sense it and I dont like it.

How Come.. we dont even talk no more
And you dont even call no more
We dont barely keep in touch at all
and I dont even feel the same love when we hug no more
And I heard it through the grapevine.. We even Beefin Now
After all the years we been down.. aint no way no how
This bullshit cant be true
We Family.. aint a damn thing changed.. unless its you!

[Kon Artis]

It was my dream at first to be off spitting a verse
on my own album with a deal but shit got worse
fore I came out I woulda killed a nigga first
for I let him disrespect me, or check me over some
worthless bitch that I wasnt with
I woulda hit it and quit
but you were fitting to talk with her and tell her she was the shit
I told you dont get involved with her
you would smoke in the car with her
coming outta the bar with her
stumbling half drunk
like you were husband and wife or somethin
but me catching her fuckin other niggas musta hurt your pride or something
cause you were openin your mouth to people like you wanted with me.
when all I tried to do was show that your bitch was shifty.
And every sister, fares and all the shit that I produced
you acting like I aint your man and lying like she cant be loose.
But I am really your friend, I'm just trying to tell ya the truth.
Dont hate the game or the player
the one thats changing is you.


How Come.. we dont even talk no more
And you dont even call no more
We dont barely keep in touch at all
and I dont even feel the same love when we hug no more
And I heard it through the grapevine.. We even Beefin Now
After all the years we been down.. aint no way no how
This bullshit cant be true
We Family.. aint a damn thing changed.. unless its you!


Its gets lonely at the top cause my homie had to stop
now we acting like I gotta live only for the block.
And homies in the hood only see me on the tube
So they gossip on the porch
Get ta speaking all rude. fools I used to rap wit all expect magic
like my finger get to snappin
and poof it just happen.
But proof is just acting out the part he was thrown,
shady made it so my babies aint starving at home.
See the devil in your glance,
since the ghetto we been friends, forever real intellegence,
thats forever till the end.
I peep the hatred in your eyes, and the satan in your lies,
aint wasting my time with these snakes in disguise.
(HOW COME) When you talk it's with bitter and spite?
(AND HOW COME) It's my fault for what you did with your life?
And everytime I go to hear you play, you look away,
we barely embrace, you cant even look me in my face.


How Come.. we dont even talk no more
And you dont even call no more
We dont barely keep in touch at all
and I dont even feel the same love when we hug no more
And I heard it through the grapevine.. We even Beefin Now
After all the years we been down.. aint no way no how
This bullshit cant be true
We Family.. aint a damn thing changed.. unless its you!

What will your last words be?
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Your last words will be..."this pain it'll go away soon, right?"
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