in graphics!!!
woot woot!! heyylooooo
im in graphics rite now..kinda hyper..me and kelly are makin entries at the same time!!!

every1 today has called me a criminal today haha :-/

just got back from lunch..hmm I ATE FOOD haha arent u all proud..

SCOTT IS MY COOL FRIEND! :-)
im not going to tell you!!!

I WANT COOKIES lol the culinary people are makin them rite now..i can see them!! lol those damn chocolate strawberries look tempting!! yummayyy

i just talked to jess bishop in the hall lol it was kinda random, but pretty cool lol that nite that i met her, was pretty umm wierd haha

::as scott is caressing my arm::
and i like it :-)>scott
haha i love scott!!

::as he strokes my leg::

scotts jewish...

i have a feeling that this whole entry will be about scott for sum reason...?

:-) she loves me hehehhee>scott im special and ur not

haha

hmm..MY BIRTHDAY IS SATURDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

her name is emmy d she likes the letter d and on a ride she goes weeeee and when she gets home she drinks some tea and she says o gee and im going to open the door with my key and see a bee or maybe a flee and that is my baby emmy d who LOVES ME (SCOTT RYAN SEIGAL) this is a ill rhyme home doggs

errg
saturday nite was fucked up...
this is my comment in kelseys journal that will explain everything...


omg i dont think ive ever had that feeling that i ahd that ntie wen that guy was walking with us to the Security Office..My dad maybe said a total of 30 words to me..and my mom..im not gunna get into that..lets just sum it up by saying that they think that im a disgrace,and are ashamed to have me as their daughter...thats wat they said last nite...from 8:45-11:00 i cried and cried...i think the hardest thing was actually looking my dad in the eye and saying im sorry...ive never done that before :-(...

The Punishment
-Grounded for a LONG time
-Not allowed to go to the mall unless with my mom
-Not allowed to go out, except to school, and to FL..but my dad said that he doesnt want me to go to Florida anymore cuz he thinks im a horrible influence on Nikki
-Can't IM anyone on EmmyD89 :-(
-The Worst part...im not allowed to see Kelsey and Meaghan..im sorry girlz :-[

I agree with meaghan..im going to start trying to act COMPLETELY different..and another thing that happend last nite wen i was talking to me mom, is that i was crying and i was so mad that i told her about me wanting to die, and how ive tried to kill myself..so she said shes gunna call the doctor so i can go to Therapy :-\ yupp so that cutting myself on saturday afternoon..was pointless cuz i didnt kno that later on that nite i would want to do it more and more.
My mom asked me was i was thinking wen that guy walked up to us..and i said "i wanted to die"
well..im gunna go and sit in my bed and cry a little more.
Now i have to wait and wait for the Letter to be mailed to us telling us wen he have to go to Court

ugh im such a fuck up


(friend with bags forever)- didnt work out that way, did it? I love you Kelsey Dunne and Meaghan Fahey!!!

-Emily

ugh..please comment to help me feel better....

la la la la
today i was outside with my mom for most of the day..then took a LONG shower hehe i love showers

tonite im goin to the mall with my love kelshey and my lil M+M :-) hehe I HAVENT SEEN THEM IN SO FUCKIN LONG im excited to see my babies!

ergg the bad thing of today..
i did it again :-\
i think you kno wat i mean by me sayin that..yeaa its bad i kno, but im sick of so much shit and i cant take it...it was my first time on my leg tho..its burnin rite now cuz my jeans are rubbin against it and my arm stings a lil bit :-\ but its all good..i got my fustrations..somewhat out

well im gunna go...
byebyez
leave a nice comment for me to read!!!
-emmyd-

FUCK YOU
baa today school was gay, its getting more gay by the fuckin hour..

this whole fuckin day everyone has gotten me (in some wierd way) mad..except Valerie and Cassie, of course, i fuckin love them!

in Graphics we did pretty much nothing..had to do som stupid packet thing..then we got to go on the computers..me and Kelly got to look at the yearbook for a second..

ergg just thinking about people today at school i get so aggravated
the only thing good today was laughin in Career Ex. and laughin in English

did nothing today after school..i wasnt in the mood to go anywhere cuz i knew i would have been in a bad mood and would have ruined it for everyone...

today was ryans birthday tho...
Happy 16th Birthday Ryan! haha love ya

well watever..im going

Your Fucking Favorite Person...
Emily >:-O

ergg

Emily may explode without warning

M EXPLOSIVE

yupp..bored again...
hmm today was average i guess lol....
i was wicked late to Career Exploratory cuz i was talkin to Vinnie and Mike and other pplz, we ended up being in Mrs. Millard's room again instead of the shop, so it was pointless to even bother going to class...

We were on the computers for the whole period and Gangsta K managed to find the Starbucks Commercial online hahaha, I seriously think we watched it about maybe...15 or 20 times haha its addicting!

hmm.. Dom has my lighter lol he asked for it wen i went to the shop for a minute..hmm i miss Blakey haha (not that i have another one or anything)

Me and My Gangsta were going to look at the damn yearbook again but NOOO Madelyn HAD to take it from us like a lil bum lol SOO tomaro we must look at it and send him to the copy center! haha
((Stalker Status goes up .1% its not 9.6 for me))

Woahh mann today is thursday..which means that tomaro is friday (ryans birthday)
Schools almost over :-\
finals ALL next week BAA! thats GAY! im gunna do so bad on them

9 Days until my birthday lol :-)

hmm nothin more to write....
love...
eeeemmmmyyyyy!

ergg
today in graphics we pretty much slept, made fun of Scott haha umm sat around...did nothing..lol then Dom joined us lol we made fun of Scott a lil more haha its only out of love tho!!
today Dom started his job at Quiznos haha he said "Yupp, first day I'm gunna go there so blazed" haha i love it!

tomaro we are goin to the shop, then friday we are in Mrs. Millard's room then monday and tuesday we are back in the shop, then we aren't goin back there :-( thats so sad to think of lol only 3 more days of shop then we are done for the year aww lol this is our last real week tho..
next week i got finals ugh which is gay seein that um i dont remember one thing that i have learned this year i just failed the test i had today in history which is no help to the grade that i have now lol

today is katies birthday!!
Happy Birthday Katie My Love!!

10 days until mine lol

well im going to go to bed
i dont feel too good, and ive spent the whole afternoon crying again :-\
[[i thought i was finally getting better]]

-Emily Ann D'Agostino-

haha
In graphics we got to be in mrs. m's room. haha me and kelly got sum yearbooks and tried to copy alex's picture haha yea umm that didnt work..

haha we got to see john's and alex's senior pictures..lol

*STALKER STATUS FROM 1-10*

me and kelly= about a 9.5
hahaha

Tomorrow we are gunna try to copy them with a real copy machine haha
yea shopshirts..tomaro..in shop with kelly...?? ehh not too sure bout that my friend hahaha

:-)
wow im randomly in a happy mood but i dont know why :-)

im watchin one of my FAVORITE movies lol...My Girl 2

"smile tho ur heart is aching..smile even tho its breaking..." -maggie (in the movie)

hmm i gotta print my science paper..seein that um it fuckin ran out of ink last nite rite wen i was about to print it..lol thenn im goin to pick up my pictures tonite and get poster board..thennnn doin the poster lol i need to get pictures of mercury lol

tomaro is katies birthday!! :-) haha I LOVE YOU KATIE GRACE
11 days until mine haha

hmm still wondering if i want to go to watercountry or not :-\ i donno its my birthday and i donno if i want to spend the day with ppl i just met...or people that ive known longer and mean a lot to me...? ugh lol and my mom wants me to stay home and pack or w\e and wants to be with me for my 15th so ugh..i donno

well i gtg...
pcce
-emmyd-

la la la la
new journal!!!
i love my pretty backround hehehe

hmm today i did nothing...sat around watched like 5 movies..slept..

I WROTE MY SCIENCE PAPER

omg its finally done!! im so fuckin happy lol now i have to do the poster but that will be wicked easy! im definately happy haha

hmm 12 days until my birthday!!
on wednesday is katies birthday!! and on friday its ryans birthday!! lol

hahaha Ghostbusters is on I LOVE IT hahaha

im out...
-emmyd-

baa
ergg why am i up so early..i fuckin woke up at like 8 for no reason..and i cant fall back asleep..so yea im up for the day..
no school thank god, i need a break lol
i should prolly do my science paper that was due like...a few weeks ago lol yea if i dont do it i fail..im procrastinating SO much its sad lol

todays gunna be boring- nothing to do here..ill prolly do that paper..i have to do laundry and shit around the house..baa this is gay

im so bored so im just ramblin on and on about nothin..so im gunna go...

pcce
-emily-

goin shoppin today!

Heart of Gold


What is Your Heart REALLY Made of?
brought to you by Quizilla

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hahaha tonite was quite funny katie haha

we went out for ice cream and the whole time i was yelling at my mom and making fun of her and she would "try" to say sum kind of insult back, but she would completely ruin it hahaha so i would make fun of her more lol we were in the car for like a fuckin hour then we finally got the ice cream- then sat down and it took me forever to eat the fuckin thing cuz i was laughing sooooo hard haha katie was like dying wen i said sumthin like "ill pray to god" haha it was sumthin like that and she started laughing soo hard hahaha katie that damn girl came out of no where! she was like in the bushes!! HAHAHA

haha my mom said that i have to stop swearing cuz i do it so much lol she was slapping me everytime i said a swear..or wat she thought was a swear..haha of course i dont even notice wen i do it lol

im so tired lol my tummy hurts..its either from laughing so much or it just hurts lol i donno

ergg tomaro i donno wat to do..i have to still write my rough draft for science that was due like- a month ago and the final draft and presentation is due one wednesday lol its all good i guess..im such a procrastinator :-\

welllll.....
im going to go
-emily ann d'agostino-

baaa
hmm...
last nite i went to helenas..then me her and sammi went to josue's house and went to this church meeting thing, and at first i thought it would be wicked boring but seriously, it was kinda fun, and me and helena got so into it. i was surprised that i really actually enjoyed it lol. then after his mom made sum spanish food for us OMG it was wicked good!!! then me and helena sat and talked to sum of his friends for a little bit, then we were off to helenas to sleep over..we stayed up laughing haha mostly at stupid things that helena has done haha :-)
then this mornin helena woke us up wicked early lol so we could get ready for the graduation..we got there and then it started at like..11
i got to see every1 lol i was happy :-)

its sad to think that, i became close to some seniors this year, and they are already leaving :-( i wanted to cry wen i saw them all get their diplomas...sumtimes i wish i knew them longer in a way..cuz i could have spent more time with them ugh i always get sad wen people leave, and i wont be able to see them anymore

newayz..i got to see alex,brian,john(kelly's),shola,gerry,POOPY HEAD BOBBY, lol josue hmm who else...THAT THING! umm...yea i donno who else..

but yea i think mostly im gunna miss Shola,Alex,Brian,and Gerry :-( i love you guys
miss youuuuuu!!!!!!!!!dont forget me lol

of course, i took pictures..lol wen do i go sumwhere and not take pictures...? haha

well...im bored of writing..so im out

-emmyd-
i love youuuu

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today sucked yupp it did lol..
in shop i colored in a sun! haha on the computer, and tomaro i HAVE to sit next to kelly cuz i cant make her sit with scott cuz she will die lol dont worry ILL SAVE YOU

hm tomaro durin 6th or 7th period (not sure which one) the seniors are gunna have their parade lol then after school im goin to helenas house and sleepin over..then on satuday mornin we are goin to the keefe graduation :-) wahoo lol ill get to see alex,brian,shola,gerry,oh yes and um bobby ::cough cough fag::

okay..this is to meggy....

Meaghan..

I love you so fuckin much. Don't pay attention to any of those fuckin gay ass comments in your journal, that person don't know you cuz if they did they would know how much of a great person that you are. I've known you since like kindergarden, up until this year we had been goin to school together forever, lol. I miss seeing you everyday. In no way are you a slut or anything, you are in love with Ryan.You are your own person, you cannot hide whats in your heart. And I see that you truely, absolutely love him. Follow Your Heart My Love.
No matter what Meggy I am always here for you, just because I don't see you that often, doesn't mean that I'm not thinking of you.
I havent seen you in months.
I miss you so much My Lil M+M.
I Love You

-Emily-

blah!
wow havent written in here for a while..my computer is FINALLY working again..

today i went to nicoles house then me her and katie walked to cole to watch um lacrosse...? haha i do not know why but yea we did lol

haha i love kelly kamrowski
good times in graphics!
SHOP SHIRTS!
*words from kellys journal*
"Yesterday was fun.
Freddy came to visit us all in graphics and he brought a bunch of pictures. Emily and I stole one that had John and Alex in it. We laughed and cut it in half so I'd have John and her Alex."
^^ we are so evil :-) haha

hmm i have a feeling that tomaro is gunna suck baa thats um GAY

friday im goin to helenas house then sleepin over...then goin to graduation on saturday :-) very cool mann

hmmm im gunna go now..byebyez

im out
-emmy-

my stomach hurts so bad..
hahaha last nite was wicked funny lol the mall has its little ways of making u laugh haha rite katie..lol love yaa!!!

hehe im goin to florida with nikki!!!!! on june 16th - june 27th WAHOOOO lol first time in FL and i get to spend it with my wifey!!! :-)

ergg my tummy hurts sooo bad my mom called the doctor and he said that its prolly a mixture of indigestion and acid reflex :-\ ewy it hurts to lay down and to stand up straight..baa its gay i donno if imma be able to go out tonite cuz of it :-(

im so hungry but i cant eat cuz it makes my stomach hurt even more..lol how gay is that mann

im out
emily
i love you vinnie!

mallin' it up!
school was the same old shit as always...saw shola in the mornin...
i got to be with vinnie :-)

goin to the mall tonite with my baby dork KATIE!!!! haha havent been there with her in madd lonngg!!! lol

my tummy hurts :-( erggg....

hehe june 16th i might be goin to florida with my wifey nikki :-) ahhh i really wanna go lol ill be gone until the 27th..hottnesss!!!!! lol ive never been to FL either so yea lol i really wanna go and my mom said that i can but my dads bein an asshole about it lol..but my mom and i will make him say yes lol

aiight i gtg eat dinner...
byez
-emmy-
i love you vinnie

hmm today school was boring..nothin good happend..lol learned about std's in health..and watched a slide show on it haha
ewww sum of them are soo disgusting to look at mann lol eww i wanted to be sick

vinnie wasnt in school today:-( lol

tomaro i might be able to see shola in the morning but im not sure lol i miss himm

tomaros friday...soyea im prolly goin to the mall with miss katie:-)hehehe lol

i need to call nikki..cuz i need to talk to her about June 18th...lol

im out..
emmy

la la la
hehe i just got my new celly fone :-) its pretty haha the backround is martinis haha i love it! only one person in the phonebook..thats katie haha

today i went to nhs to watch the track meet and to see my love katie lol and cassie and sherrin of course!!! haha

leave your number on the comment things so i can put u in the phonebook!!! :-)
byebyez
-emmy-
i love you vinnie

survey
survey thingy..that i took from meggy..lol i love you meggy!!!!!!




[four beverages you drink frequently]
1: milk
2: water
3. orange soda
4: apple juice

[four things to do when you're bored]
1: sleep
2: talk online
3: watch tv
4: listen to music

[four things that never fail to cheer you up]
1: FRIENDS!
2. sitting in my room
3: eating
4: crying

[four things you can't live without]
1: friends
2: camera/pictures
3: music
4: food

[about ten years ago ]
1: i was 4
2: i was a cute lil kid
3: i was happy

[about two years ago]
1: i was in 7th grade
2: i was starting the stage of depression
3: i was 13

[about one year ago]
1: i was in 8th grade
2: i was obsessed with joe
3: i was friends with different ppl
4: i startin cutting
5: i was at the mall everyday with my loves

[today...]
1: i went to school
2: talked to vinnie
3: played frisbee haha

[3 things you dislike]
1: people that lie
2: fake people
3: natick

[four CD's from your collection that you will never get tired of]
1: christina
2: eminem
3: my burned CDs =)
4: T.I

[four vacations you have taken]
1: Cape Cod
2: LAS VEGAS!
3: Maine
4: New Hampshire

[Three things you'd like to learn]
1: deal with my emotions better then wat i do
2: how to be happy with what i have
3: express myself better and not be shy



What is your favorite...
gum: Orbit
restaurant: unos :-(
drink: i love milk lol
season: spring and summer
type of weather: sunny
emotion: happy, which is rare
thing to do on a half day: chill wit ppl
late-night activity: goin online
city: las vegas
store: rave,aeropostale..umm i donno

When was the last time you...
cried: haha today cuz i was laughing so hard
laughed: umm english
hugged someone: today..i hugged vinnie
felt depressed: umm a couple days ago
felt overworked: 7th period lol i didnt do any of the shit that was due
faked sick: i dont do that ne more cuz i like goin to school lol

What was the last...
word you said: "hey mark"
thing you ate: chicken parm.
thing you drank: milk
song you listened to: if it aint you..alicia keyes
place you went to: school..b4 that umm watertown
movie you saw: man on fire!

Piercings: 4...2 in each year
Tattoos: none..yet =)
Height: 5'2ish
Hair Color: dark brown w\ highlites of blonde and lite brown
Siblings: 2 brothers
Natural Hair Color: dark brown
Hair Color Currently: you def already asked me that..
Eye Color At Birth: dark brown
Eye Color Currently: hazel
Glasses/Contacts: no thanks
Birthdate: June 12th baby!! haha
Sign: Gemini
Current Age: 14
Siblings names: Mark and Peter
School: KTHS BABY!!

Current Grade: 9th
College Plans: i donno yet

LAST
Song that was stuck in your head: hotel california
Person that called you: cant remember
TV Show you watched: fresh prince
Person you were thinking of: vinnie

DO
You have a crush on anyone: you can call it that
Wish you could live somewhere else: all the time
You think about suicide: yes, who doesn't?
Others find you attractive: yea
Want more piercings: yesh
You like cleaning: if im in the mood
You like roller coasters: hell ya

Who...?
Have You Known The Longest: cassie and nikki
Do You Argue The Most With: dont talk to ne1 ne more lol
Do You Always Get Along With: my baby katie and nikki
Is The Most Trustworthy: katie..nikki..
Makes You Laugh The Most: haha i laugh at helena if that counts
Always Has A Man/Woman: helena
Is The Most Sensitive: helena or katie
Has The Coolest Parents: helena haha
Has The Coolest Sibling(s): manda,nikkki has a hot sibling lol
Is The Most Outgoing: nikki haha BEAT HER ASS
Is Most Rebellious: fuck that?
Is Most Likely To Become Famous: Manda..or helena cuz she gon' be a pornstar!
Is Most Likely To Become Rich: hmmm
Is Most Likely To Wind Up In Jail: i have a feeling that madelyn mite haha
Is Most Likely To Have A Million Kids: i donno
Always Wears A Smile: i try to
Without Thinking About It, Who Do You Think Would Die For You?: katie, nikki
Complains The Least: every1 complains
Do you want to die: ppl in natick
Biggest Flirt: helena
Never EVER Betrayed You: hmm maybe katie or nikki
Biggest Pimp : i donno

AHH
im goin out with vinnie :-)

playmaker111788: ok emmily d'agastino (dont kno if i spelled tht right) but will u go out with me?
BiggEmm15: yes..((d'agostino))
playmaker111788: idk wut to say lol
BiggEmm15: haha i kno rite
playmaker111788: except for tht i love u
BiggEmm15: aw lol i love you too


hehehe very happy rite now!!!

okay..im going now lol...
-emmmmmmy-

ur the cutest thing that i ever did see.. haha good song

hmm rite now im printin out stuff for vinnie lol :-) im such a nice person lol

hmm today my fuckin cell fone either got stolen...or lost...hmm i donno lol im gunna have to get a new one tomaro...baa

im too lazy to write anything...so im out...

its so fuckin hott out mann
today i fuckin woke up at like 8:30...which was fucking gayy..then at like 10 i went out with my mom to needham to get sum shit done...then went to watertown to visit my homiez haha then we went out shoppin :-) hehe i go to spend mommys money :-) that brings a smile to my face...then we got ice cream...then back to watertown..THEN finally...home...ergg home boring shit...
its so hot out..im wearin shorts (which is very rare for me to do) and a tank top...i dont think im gunna be goin out or nething..cuz no1s around..so im stuck here...
KATIES COMIN HOME TONITE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WAHOOOOO!!!!!!!! i fuckin missed that gurl SO MUCH you have noooo idea...lol i got shit to tell u my baby dork! haha MUAHHH missed you!!!!

i have a fuckin headache..i always get really bad headaches wen its hot out..or sunny out lol not sure if thats normal..but w\e

aiight..im out
peace my niggz haha
-emmyd-

shit is fucked upp.....
wow...fuckin messed up nite

went to helenas after school with vinnie...then joe and jake came..then we walked to see vinnies and jakes baseball practice...then me and helena chilled with ryan and gui...we ended up at the mall...then vinnie kept on callin me and helenaz fone..
you guys need to at least calm down a little bit...please

i thought that gui and ryan were just driving us back to helenas, cuz thats wat she told me..and then i thought joe and vinnie and me would all go back to helenas..that didnt happen...i had fun tho with goofy ryan and gui lol..we first had to fix guis car cuz by accident ryan did sumthin and then the radio got fucked up..lol

i was in a bad mood tonite, but ergg i donno why...im sorry to gui helena and ryan for prolly makin them mad by bein gay tonite...sorry guyz love ya

katies comin home tomaro!!! :-) wow...vvveerrryyyyy very very happy..lol soo much to tell her..i love her so much!!!!! i miss reain her comments :( haha

im out..
-the pissed off one-
((emily))

fuck u
yesterday i slept over helenas...baa i was supposed to work on my science shit..but i didnt..errgg ended up bein a fucked up nite..me and her cried ourselves to sleep, well i did, i think she did...ergg w\e
today i told her a lot of shit that was on my mind last nite, and i couldnt keep it in ANY LONGER so i let it all out in history...i didnt say everything that i wanted to say to her..but enough for now i guess :-\ yea i like him....

i miss katie sooo much...i was textin her all last nite and i started to cry just readin them ..i love you katie i need you with me to keep me alive and okay...

today it was a wierd day..lol after school i was with helena we went um...yea haha

its thursday already..i thought it was like monday, i must see katie on sunday!!

erggg nothin else to write...
bye
-emily-

:-)
i got my pictures back FINALLY haha from like march or sumthin haha

today at the track meet lol my cass and sherrin were talkin to this white kid from milton lol then like all these REALLY hott black guys came over..and kim did too lol we were all talkin then luda cameover!! HAHAHAHA that was just a disaster..hahaha wow i definately think james was wicked hott!!!!and akeem (spelling..?) and courtney wow hott...haha sherrin was like yea we dont like white guys and she didnt realize that white kid we were originally talkin to was rite there hahahaha it was sooo funny and hes like oh okay! haha and he walked away but he made it funny haha then at like the last second they had they asked for sum of our numbers lol woww very hott blackmen from milton :-)

yuppp that was my day :-) hahaha

im out...
-emmmmmy-

la la la
this day went by wicked fast...
i stayed after school today with helena and shola came too :-) we were supposed to be watchin baseball..but i hate baseball, so we watched the softball game instead with shola lol wow...pretty damn boring..lol
lol i get so happy wen i see shola haha donno why, but i do :-) haha i wuvv you shola!!

yea im tryin to put off this fuckin paper..soo imma keep writin sum shit lol...

haha wen me and helena were waitin for my brother to come pick us up i was makin fun of my mom soo much haha she was dying laughing hahahaha "im coming home this weekend...WHAT?! WHERE ARE YOUR BOOKS?!?!" hahahaha helena says i should be a comedian, butim only funny wen im with my really close friends hahawen i dont care if i act like a lil dork haha

hmm...track meet tomaro for natick..should i go...? should i stay home..hmmmdonno..if i do go i prolly have to walk AGAIN lol but w\e i got nothin else to do...

welll...i think imma go TRY to finish this fuckin thing..baa

byez
-Emily Ann D'Agostino-