Now I'm holding my face in the basement Scratching away for any trace Of affection you will leave Falling victim as the publics prey

 

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:: 2004 28 December :: 7.28 pm

i feel like im already dead.

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:: 2004 26 December :: 3.13 pm

gifts
i got:
10 cds
26 books
31 sharpees (assorted colors of course)
a pony
and some clothes.

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:: 2004 23 December :: 12.40 pm

"If you are anything, it's selfish" - my mother

Guess i should go die now.

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:: 2004 23 December :: 10.30 am

i stuck constantly surrounded by memories.. everywhere i go..

i need someone to help me learn to play my guitar like mad.

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:: 2004 23 December :: 10.05 am

I got a PONY!!
Ponies are wonderful friends! They love to play together and have exciting adventures. They're also good listeners, and are always ready to help a friend who beeds their supprt. Every year the ponies celebrate their friendships at a magical ball, where one special pony is named Best Friend of the Year!
The big event is almost here!

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:: 2004 20 December :: 2.35 pm

i reluctantly accept while still wanting to die.

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:: 2004 18 December :: 4.05 pm

i dont believe your ideology. its crap.

edit: or maybe im just jealous of it.

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:: 2004 11 December :: 8.40 pm

zero out of eight. yeah that makes me a loser.
do you know what else? i just played solitaire. for almost 2 hours because no one was talking to me.
im gonna go away now. i hope i don't come back. for your sake and mine.

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:: 2004 11 December :: 4.23 pm

i dont know what to think.

theres not much i can do here.

save me.

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:: 2004 9 December :: 5.17 pm

I hate all this. it couldnt end soon enough. im not happy.

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:: 2004 27 November :: 3.47 pm
:: Music: the used

im terribly jealous and bitter.

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:: 2004 22 November :: 7.57 am

I've come to the conclusion that im coming out of the hole i was in. more of a ditch than a hole really. yes. perhaps i'll be happy for an extended period of time. perhaps.

also, it dawned on me that these days that just keep passing are slowly making me older. you too. i hadn't really thought about it before. i'll be seventeen shortly. that seems so old. i want time to stop.

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:: 2004 19 November :: 8.08 am

they gave us back our freedom
:)

i can travel and entertain again! YAAAY!

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:: 2004 12 November :: 12.32 pm

Happy Birthday, Kate!!

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:: 2004 10 November :: 4.53 pm

i don't about any of your shit anymore. its not worth my time.
stop pretending.



on another note, mother suspects i may be depressed. haha.

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