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:: 2018 24 June :: 8.45 am

when everything inside looks like everything you hate

there is no hope for change
there are no chances to take

I'm on fire burning at the absurdity

are you reaching out

:: 2018 22 June :: 7.05 pm

stupid piece of shit white skin.

are you reaching out

:: 2018 22 June :: 9.51 am

on vacation trying to have a good time

feeling like a piece of shit failure

I hate being alive

are you reaching out

:: 2018 14 June :: 6.55 pm

I want to offer my condolences to anyone who doesn't have a sister or isn't on close terms with their sisters...

because I absolutely love my sister and I would be so lost without her. it's a special connection between sisters, especially when you grow up close in age.

we might not talk every day or see each other all the time, but she always has my back and I always have hers. she helps me see insights into myself I wouldn't have otherwise, and always comforts me even when there isn't anything else to be done.

I just hope she knows that she is the most precious gem I know

are you reaching out

:: 2018 12 June :: 10.51 pm

you know you are pathetic when.....

you can't sleep because you are busy thinking about the shitty escalated call out you have to make because another senior representative couldn't do their fucking job.

why is she not held to the same standards as the newer seniors? why are none of them?


I need a fucking vacation... starting in T minus 3 days and counting down...

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