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:: 2019 28 September :: 11.00 pm

it is such a secret place, the land of tears

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:: 2019 26 September :: 2.29 pm
:: Mood: crushed

https://youtu.be/jWFWazj7Ud8

we won't let you slip away....
but we did.

good bye friend. I wish you could have stayed longer.

are you reaching out


:: 2019 16 September :: 11.05 pm

I hate those God damned electric scooters being used in pitch black by drunk assholes dressed in shades of grey

I have been worried sick about hitting one and then one plows into me! and scoots off into the distance. ugh.

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:: 2019 6 September :: 8.56 am

Prozac has me like

https://youtu.be/0BS5lRJfJgQ

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:: 2019 3 September :: 7.29 am

we are arriving at the final warm days off summer, soon it will be fall and then it will be winter.

I feel like I'm moving in show motion as time hurdles past me.

I don't know what I want. I don't want anything, but I also want it all. I miss feeling like there was real adventure in my life.

maybe there never was. I want to move to a new city and see what different and exciting things I can find. I want to move to the country and never love in a big city again. I want kinda kids, I want to be a kid myself forever.

I honestly don't care, either things will happen or they won't. why fight against the current when I can just enjoy the ride until the waterfall throws us off to our deaths?

that is, if the river doesn't dry up first... like my optimism about the future.

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