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losrnancr

:: 2017 24 July :: 2.32am

deeply saddened

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losrnancr

:: 2017 23 July :: 12.38am

puppy is 9 months old now as of the 19th of july.

i can't stop thinking about chester bennington's death, i haven't listened to that band since high school either, maybe college, that remix album. this is the first celebrity where i've felt something when they've passed.

i cut off 8 or so inches of hair

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losrnancr

:: 2017 23 July :: 12.37am
:: Mood: sad

bored lonely depressed

the story goes on and on and on and on and on and on and on

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losrnancr

:: 2017 2 July :: 8.54pm

I've got bad nostalgia from what came before, sad reenactments of our civil war. My heartache is obsessive I just wish that I could let it go.

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koalalady

:: 2017 28 June :: 3.10pm
:: Music: Kygo

I used to know exactly what I needed. There was a time when I could wake up, walk outside, and feel what my body and my mind were craving. Now it's harder to tell. Now my instincts are less sure-footed.

But, in a lot of ways, I did get what I wanted. I got out of Cedar. I got to disappear. I got away from the people and the culture and the religion that I didn't really like that much. Despite my constant anxiety about being a "failure" who "everybody hates," I am a working artist. I am, quite objectively, making it.

BUT I WANT TO BE MAKING IT...MORE.

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