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anonymoose

:: 2018 8 June :: 4.55pm

my new glasses are back and fixed! woohoo!

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anonymoose

:: 2018 5 June :: 8.45pm

oi yoi yoi super depression kicking my ass lately

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catatonicsean

:: 2018 4 June :: 12.31pm

Another thing - this journal is now more than 15 years old.

Think about all the asinine shit I've posted and deleted over the years, and live by the example I've set and subsequently covered up - don't do drugs, stay in school if you're pursuing something worth your time, don't start fights, and on occasion, suffer an idiot.

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catatonicsean

:: 2018 4 June :: 12.16pm
:: Mood: determined
:: Music: Cro-mags - Hard Times

Well, I certainly fucked up.

Not exactly doing stellar in tech school, haven't had steady work since the old office booted me (one full year, come the end of the month), and I've been making terrible life decisions and rectifying them in succession since I quit using this old journal. But all in all, it could be worse. Loads of my old friends are in a similar spot, crippled by depression and nagging substance abuse issues (not me, though, who'd have thunk it?), so we're all playing our separate dirges for ourselves as the ship goes down.

However, as of late I've taken a more positive attitude towards the future (fuck off, don't say anything), and with a heaping pile of luck, this will be the conclusion of a decades-long tempering that will end on a cheerful note.

Mahalo.

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anonymoose

:: 2018 26 May :: 10.00pm

and my new glasses have been returned

hmpf

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