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:: 2005 3 March :: 4.52 pm
:: Mood: worried
:: Music: *hold on if you feel like letting go..*

Thank You

thank you for every word of encouragement this week. I love you all.

::cut me open...::


:: 2005 2 February :: 3.52 pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: Ive Loved These Days- Billy Joel

Life and Such

Jewster. its the new LJ, the new obsession with the jews. Its fun, its insanity according to matt. haha, so true though.

Anyways, wheph havent updated this thing in so long...I mean, Yes things have been crazy but whatever, its back to updates now. So report cards came home monday, that suckked. :o( I was really worried my parents wouldn't let me go this weekend, but I AM ALLOWED TO GO. Woohoo get pumped for one big oneg. For starters, its Gavin Degraw's birthday and umm guess whos throwing him a party? MC AND I! yayyy! and then its a 1 night 4 balls fest whoot whoot to carrie allie marla and jodi. whoooohoooo!

anyways, phone time with my lover em berk so im out and ill holler at this thing later. PEACE GANGSTERRRS!


"Summer romances begin for all kinds of reasons, but when all is said and done, they have one thing in common. They're shooting stars, a spectacular moment of light in the heavens, fleeting glimpse of eternity, and in a flash they're gone."- Jen's LJ

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:: 2004 27 December :: 4.04 pm
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: *One Year Six Months* yellowcard

...death.
I know your shinning down on me from heaven,
like so many friends we've lost along the way,
and i know eventually we'll be together
one sweet day...

Joshua Max. 12/7/85-12/26/03
It has been a tough year without you Josh. You've missed so much, there are so many things I wish i could tell you about..but where do I begin? Do I tell you about Adam and I? Do I tell you what high school has been like for me? Or about USY events? Do I tell you about my last summer as a camper? I guess I cant. I can't tell you because your not here. We never thought about death a year ago..we never thought "what if we die today". We were happy, and when we were sad..you cheered us all up. You were the funny guy, the jokester, you josh, were that big brother I always wanted... you were my mentor, my friend, and now...your watching over me. I miss you Josh. I miss you alot. It isn't fair that you are missing half a life. You didn't deserve it. You were too young to die. Joshua Max, I love you more than words can say, and always will. Rest In Peace.

"Choose yourself a mentor;
Acquire yourself a friend;
And make it your habit to judge every person favorably."
~pirkei avot

::cut me open...::

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